Pure Love X Insult Complex Chapter 61

61. Warmth of the blanket

What is Yukino to me?

I thought that she was my first love.
I raped her but I thought that I want to have her.
But, how many times I violate her…Yukino will not become mine.
For Yukino…I'm nothing but a d.i.c.k slave who's used by Sensei and Katsuko-nee to humiliate her.
She doesn't recognize me as a human…a man.

「You don't love s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino…do you?」
「…That's right」

If I do…then I won't do cruel things to her.

「But…You like her?」

Sensei asks me

「Yes…perhaps」

That's right…'Perhaps'
I'm not certain.

「Eh?…Yos.h.i.+dkun likes Yukino, don't you?」

Yamamine-san said in surprise.

「Well, Yos.h.i.+dkun's always looking at Yukino? During the cla.s.s and break time…!」
「Eh…was I that obvious?」
「We see you…everyone in the cla.s.s knows. That Yos.h.i.+dkun likes Yukino…!」

…No way
No…of course they would.
Certainly, I'm only looking at Yukino for these past month.

「Yos.h.i.+dkun, do you know why you're obsessed with s.h.i.+rasaksan?」

Sensei asks me.

「…No」

There's no way I would know

「I somehow understood it from Yos.h.i.+dkun's story a while ago…」

Margo-san said.

「…What do you mean?」

Everyone's looking at Margo-san.

「…Isn't that just『Linus' blanket』?」

…Linus?

「You don't know? Snoopy's friend, ther one who's always bringing the blanket?」
「…Sorry, what's Snoopy?」

Margo-san's too knowledgeable, she's always something that I don't know.
No…I don't know a lot of things though.

「Yeah…I guess Snoopy was hard for Yos.h.i.+dkun. Got it, I'll change my explanation. It's a young child who's always carrying a blanket like some stuffed animal. Have you seen it…?」
「…No」
「Okay. Then remember at least that」
「Okay」
「It was called a 『Safe blanket』…The young child stabilizes it's mental condition by having that specific thing」
「Is that so?」
「…I see, your sense of 『Owners.h.i.+p』is thin isn't it? That's why you're so attached to s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino…!」
「…Margo-sama, what does that mean?」

Katsuko-nee asked anxiously.

「When Yos.h.i.+dkun was in his very unstable state…In short, when he discovered that his father disappeared and he still have to go to the entrance ceremony…s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino talked to him gently by chance. Thus her existence has become special to Yos.h.i.+dkun…」
「That's all…?」
「Oya oya…Humans are creatures that when someone spoke a gentle word to them, they're okay thinking that they'll devote their whole life to that one. Katsuko-san, why did you come to like Yos.h.i.+dkun? Think about the first…wasn't it because he said something gentle to you?」
「Well…certainly, that might be so, but」

Katsuko-nee seems to have an idea.

「It's just that Yos.h.i.+dkun isn't a normal boy, with that coincidence, I think that the existence called s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino has made a very strong imprint in his heart. It was the time when his mental condition is the most unstable in his life…and in addition, there was no one who was gentle to him after all」

「…I see, that might be the case」

Margo-san and Katsuko-nee nod at each other…
I don't understand it at all.

「…What does in-something mean?」

Let's ask about that word that interests me first.

「Imprinting?…Err, what was it in j.a.panese?」

Margo-san asked Nei-san

「……It's『刷り込み』」1

…Imprinting?

「When you show a newborn duck with a balloon, that child would think that the balloon is it's own mother…Have you never heard about it?」
「…Nope」

I feel sorry for Margo-san but I really don't know.

「That's how it is. It's imprinted in your own heart」
「So that's why s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino's so special to Yo-chan. It just happened by chance…!」

Nei-san's amazing.
She's able to understand what Margo-san is saying…

「…It seems that everyone understands except Yos.h.i.+dkun」

Margo-san said.
Eh…I looked around.
Everyone's nodding together…
I'm the only one who doesn't understand?

「Uhm…excuse me」

Misuzu raises her hand

「What's wrong Misuzu-chan?」

Misuzu asked Margo-san

「Uhm…I think that I'm asking this really late」
「What?」
「…Who's s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino?」

I see…Misuzu doesn't know Yukino.
Including that I'm a mean man who raped Yukino…

「The girl I'm training right now…Yos.h.i.+dkun's helping me…」

Sensei said in on purpose so she can take all the responsibilities.
But…I have to tell Misuzu properly.
I don't have excuses to Misuzu.

「No…I'm the one who requested sensei…so I can rape her…!」
「…Dannsama?」

Misuzu's surprised.
…Of course.

「Yeah…I'm such a cruel man. I don't have any value for Misuzu to be gentle with…

I told Misuzu.
…No good.
…I'll be hated by Misuzu.

「Misuzu's a bit angry!」

Misuzu's angry as expected.

「…Sorry」
「I…Misuzu imagined that there's another s.e.x slave than herself. I'm ready for that」
「…Eh?」
「If there's one then hurry up and say it!」

Wait…Misuzu?

「…I'll get along with her so…please don't throw Misuzu away」

Errr…Uhm

「Misuzu-chan…That's wrong. s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino isn't Yos.h.i.+dkun's s.e.x slave」

Margo-san enters between

「…Eh?」
「Yup…it's different」

…Completely diferent

「So Yukino was really being trained by Minaho-san…!」

Yamamine-san spoke.

「Yes…That's right」

Yuzuki-sensei answered in a low voice.

「I lived in this mansion until I was six years old so I somehow know what 'training' means」
「It's as you expected…She was forcibly raped, stolen her virginity…and was forced to have s.e.x over and over again. We also took her shameful photos and videos. She was raped in the school too…!」
「…When she was called to the princ.i.p.al's office yesterday?」
「Of course」

Aah…I'll be hated by Yamamine-san now.
…It can't be helped.
…I did it myself.

「Un…I raped her. Last night, she was called in a park restroom and was raped too. I violated Yukino in front of her house too…!」

Misuzu reacts strongly to my answer!

「Please wait a moment! Have you done it with that person that much?!」
「…Un」

I'm really a cruel human.

「But…even with that number of times she had s.e.x with Dannsama…shouldn't she be already a s.e.x slave already?!」

…Eh?!

「Misuzu-san…You see, s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino is quite unusual」
「Right, she's not normal」

Margo-san and Katsuko-nee says that…?!
No…I think that Yukino's normal.
It's normal to hate the person who raped you after all.
Rather, I think that Misuzu's admirable for advancing and becoming my pet…
Am I wrong??

「Her pride is really strong…She can't accept surrendering to rape. She's indulging into the pleasures of s.e.x even further and yet …she can't see Yos.h.i.+dkun at all」

Yuzuki-sensei explained.

「That's strange!」

Strange?…Misuzu?

「There's no woman who can't fall in love with Dannsama from having s.e.x with him!」

No…I think that's strange.
It's not that I'm saying that Misuzu's strange though.
I think that Yukino's reaction is the normal one.

「Okay. Misuzu-san, how many women do you think Yos.h.i.+dkun had s.e.x with?」

Margo-san asked Misuzu.

「…Ten?」

No…Hey, Misuzu!
You're thinking of me that way?!
I'm not that popular you know…!

「Misuzu-chan…why do you think so?」

Margo-san asked further

「Well…Dannsama's very good at s.e.x…!」

I can do nothing but smile wryly.

「Okay, then, those who had s.e.x with Yos.h.i.+dkun, raise your hand…!」

With Margo-san's question, Katsuko-nee strongly raised her hand.
Nagissan raised it bashfully…
Misuzu is having a 「Huh?」face…

「The people here, Katsuko-san, Nagissan, and Misuzu-chan, that's three…add s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino and that's four. That's all of the partners Yos.h.i.+dkun had in s.e.x…!」

Margo-san laughs.

「…That's a joke?」
「It's not…By the way, Yos.h.i.+dkun was on his third day since he lost his virginity…」

Errr, I first raped Yukino on April 26…and today's the 29ht.
Yup…three days hasn't pa.s.sed yet.

「No way…Dannsama looks very used to it when Misuzu gave her virginity. He's so composed!」

I'm being praised?
Is this okay?

「No…I didn't have a bit of composure」
「That's not true. It was a very wonderful first experience…!」

No…Even if you say your impressions now.

「s.e.x isn't all about experience…Yos.h.i.+dkun definitely has talent in s.e.x. He has an outstanding talent in a certain meaning. But you see…This kind of talent doesn't show the same effect to any kind of person」
「What does that mean…Margo-sama?」
「…To make it easy to understand, it's about compatibility. Yos.h.i.+dkun and Misuzu-chan's compatibility is good. Katsuko-san and Nagissan too…But it doesn't match s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino. They had s.e.x repeatedly after all」

Misuzu stares at me…

「Repeatedly had s.e.x you say…how many times?」

…Err

「…33 times」

Yuzuki-sensei answered in my place…!

「…In three days?!」
「That's right…33 times in three days. She received all of Yos.h.i.+dkun's s.e.m.e.n. Her womb, her face, and mouth…」

S-Sensei…
Once again, when it's said in front of Misuzu and Yamamine-san…I think that I'm really a terrible man.

「What kind of s.e.x was it, please tell me…!」

Sensei looks at Katsuko-nee when Misuzu asked…

「…Katsuko, tell her」

Katsuko-nee counts with her finger while remembering it

「…Okay…the first rape was violating her while she's bound on a restraint machine. She was kept attacked until she fainted, the fainted s.h.i.+rasaksan was violated even further. It was 11 intrav.a.g.i.n.al e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n only at the first day」
「…11 times?」
「To be accurate, it was just on the night!」

Misuzu's face stiffened.

「Then…she was raped from the back while she was taking a shower early in the next day. Car s.e.x on the way to school during the morning. One intrav.a.g.i.n.al e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n on each. In the evening, she was brought in an abandoned school's tatami mat room, was forced to striptease, seven e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.ns inside, one from a f.e.l.l.a.t.i.o drinking, and two were scattered on her face. Made to bathe in pee and s.h.i.+rasaksama also peed…!」

Yamamine-san covers her face.

「…Yukino…such a thing」

Sorry…Yamamine-san

「Then…On the third day…it's yesterday, she was called in the princ.i.p.al's office during cla.s.s and had intrav.a.g.i.n.al e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n two times, s.e.m.e.n drinking once, and another creampie in the stairs of the school building. At night, two intrav.a.g.i.n.al e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n at the public park's toilet, and drank once. In addition, a public s.e.x in the middle of the crowd at the late night downtown…that was a creampie too. Lastly, though I haven't confirmed it but s.h.i.+rasaksan had intrav.a.g.i.n.al e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.o.n in front of s.h.i.+rasaka house…!」

…Uwaa, I'm a demon.
What am I thinking?

「In total…33 times in three days!」

Katsuko-nee nodded.

「Doing that much…and she still haven't fallen?!」

Yuuksan expresses her surprise.
She stopped cutting Yamamine-san's hair…

「Katsuko-chan. If it's this child then that's all s.e.x with all his might?」
「Yes…Hidemi-sama」
「Haa…Is she made of stone?」

Tamayo-san's amazed.

「She's a daughter with very high pride and very strong narcissism…」

Sensei told the older girls…

「Of course…She's s.h.i.+rasaka Sousuke's daughter after all」

Eh…Nagissan?

「Nagissan…do you know s.h.i.+rasaksan's father?」

When I asked Nagissan…Yuuksan and the others.

「…I know everything」
「…Right」
「…Nagissan maybe the most filled with deep emotion among us?」

Nagissan sadly smiled.

「Yes…he was the one who raped me」

What…!
That means…!

Before I can speak, Misuzu's voice roared in the room…!

「…Please wait a moment!」

…W-What?

「Misuzu's in the middle of her talk…!」

Ah…Yeah
Speaking of which, she is.

「…Then, Dannsama had s.e.x with the girl named s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino 33 times for three days!」
「Un…Sorry」
「…Judging from the flow of the talk, it was Dannsama's first time too?」
「That's right…that's right…」

Uwaa…Misuzu's seriously angry!

「…Aaaaaah! That's so frustrating!!!!」
「Sorry…I'm a really bad man…!」
「If I met Dannsama earlier, Misuzu could've taken the first time…!!!」

…W-What?

「Uhm…Misuzu-chan. In that case, I think that Yos.h.i.+dkun won't be meeting Misuzu-chan…」

Then, Margo-san retorted…!

「I don't care about that theory! Uwaaan! Iyaaadaaa!!! I'm so frustrated…!!!!」

M-M-M-…Misuzu?

「…Katsuko-sama…Is there a s.e.x Dannsama haven't experienced yet?」
「There's a lot!…Inside the bathtub, school rooftop, inside the train, naked stroll, public pool, light SM…!!」

Katsuko-nee's s.e.x list continues further…!

「Please reserve it all to Misuzu! I won't hand all the first times to that person named s.h.i.+rasksan!」

Aaaaah…uhm.
M-Misuzu-san…?!

「Dannsama, Misuzu will do more than 33 times in three days!…I'll be thinking about the plans for the training camp from now on!…Megumi-san!」
「W-What?!」

Having her name called by Misuzu suddenly, Yamamine-san's confused…!

「I don't have confidence to do more than 33 times so join me Megumi-san! I'll challenge the thirty times so Megumi-san please aim for twenty above!」
「……Eh, Me?」
「Isn't that obvious!…I'm very interested in the car s.e.x, pee, and public restroom play! I'll be doing that and Megumi-san please take care at school s.e.x!」
「I'll be doing lewd stuffs in the princ.i.p.al's office in the middle of the cla.s.s?」
「There's also the stairs of the abolished school building! Though the rooftop looks good, I'll hand it over to you!」
「…B-But!」
「If Megumi-san doesn't do it who will?!…I think that Nei-sama still intends to keep her virginity…!」
「…Hey hey hey hey!!」

Nei-san shouted suffering!

「Anyway, Misuzu and Megumi-san will have s.e.x more than that girl! We'll be violated in variety! That's decided…okay?!」

Misuzu-san's menacing look…pushes Yamamine-san out!

「O-Okay!」
「It's a promise! Dannsama, is that okay?!」
「…Y-Yeah」

Uwaa…I'll be doing it…
Eh…Seriously?!
I'll do 60 times with these two?

「Ah…Katsuko wants to be violated consecutively too!」

Katsuko-nee too…?!

「Nagisa too?」

When Katsuko-nee and Nagissan asked…

「I don't care about the frequency…rather than that, I want to have s.e.x with him leisurely. Embracing a lot while connected. Kissing a lot…flirting…talking while having s.e.x I want to have that slow s.e.x」

N-Nagissan?!

「Ah, that might be good too!」

K-Katsuko-nee?

「Dannsama! Misuzu will do it too! Megumi-san will do it too!」

M-Misuzu?
Yamamine-san's red.

「I'm so jelly of everyone…they're excited」
「That's why, please graduate from your virginity Nei-sama already!」

Katsuko-nee's harsh on Nei-san…!

「Errr…Misuzu-chan, shouldn't we return to s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino already?」

Margo-san suppresses Misuzu.

「Okay go on! It's fine as long as Dannsama loves me and Megumi-san more than that girl! Isn't that right? Megumi-san?!」

Yamamine-san's confused.,
What are you making a virgin girl promise?…

「But…Is this okay?…I'm a bad guy who raped a girl…!?」

Misuzu made a blank face.

「Well…Dannsama wanted to have s.e.x with that girl, didn't you??」
「…Yup」
「Then, that can't be helped!」

Misuzu said it calmly.

「…But」
「Even when Misuzu lost her virginity, isn't it Dannsama raping me?!」
「Well…that's true」
「But, Dannsama likes Misuzu, don't you?」
「…I do」
「Misuzu loves Dannsama too! I said it before, Misuzu thinks that Dannsama needs to have s.e.x with lots of women. I know that you need it to be polished as a man!」
「…Misuzu」
「But…please don't forget Misuzu. Please have s.e.x with Misuzu a lot! Ah, rape is fine too! Misuzu loves being violated by Dannsama! Oh right…Megumi-san too, please lose your virginity via rape!」
「Eh…Misuzu-san?」

Yamamine-san's face is so red…!

「Megumi-san's the same as Misuzu, I think that you'd like rape more than normal s.e.x! Isn't that right, Megumi-san…!!」
「I…I」

Nagissan gave up and helps out…

「Misuzu…do that later」
「Okay, I'm sorry! Then we'll discuss it later Megumi-san! Misuzu will think of a wonderful virgin s.e.x for Megumi-san!」

Misuzu laughs.
Yamamine-san's embarra.s.sed.

「I…Is it decided that I'll have s.e.x with Yos.h.i.+dkun?」
「What are you saying this late 2?!」
「…I have to, do I?」

Yamamine-san looks at me.
I…

「Sorry…I want to do it by all means」
「…Yos.h.i.+dkun」
「I want to ravish Yamamine-san so badly. I want to e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.e inside Yamamine-san…a lot of times」

I already throw out all of my honest feelings.

「…Got it」

Yamamine-san, said it…

「I…I'll do anything. You can do anything you want. I'll give my body to Yos.h.i.+dkun…

Yamamine-san looks at me…

「In exchange…don't do anything to Yukino anymore」

…Yamamine-san

「You do know that Yukino's going out with Endou, don't you?…I won't condemn you for now. Minaho-san have planned it too…it's not Yos.h.i.+dkun alone. But…please stop it already」

…I

「I…I'll do anything instead of Yukino. You may do it 100 times in three days. I'll become Yos.h.i.+dkun's toy…No, make me Yos.h.i.+dkun's toy. That's why…!」

Before I can answer Yamamine-san…
Yuzuki-sensei spoke.

「I'm sorry, Megumi-san…that's not how it is…!」
「Minaho-san…why?」

Sensei turns around to Yamamine-san…

「s.h.i.+rasaka Yukino will be impregnated by Yos.h.i.+dkun and will give birth to a child…!」
「…Eh?」
「Then, I'll be raising the child she'll give birth to…」

Sensei said it clearly.

「That's…my revenge to s.h.i.+rasaka Sousuke」

「But…Yukino… Yukino's only his daughter…Yukino got nothing to do with this!」

Yamamine-san's sorrowful cry…

「Right…She's unrelated. I'm the same. I was Kuromori Kouichiro's daughter…and was made to fall in h.e.l.l by s.h.i.+rasaka Sousuke」

…Sensei?

「We're the same…we just entered that school and was aimed out…and was made to sell our own body in this mansion」

Hidemi-san said.

「Nagisa and I are the same…we're just first years who just entered the school…!」

Katsuko-nee…!

「Right…s.h.i.+rasaka Sousuke joins in『Kuromori』, and terrible things comes prevailing calmly…!」

The eldest…Yuuksan said.

「Katsuko…take off my clothes please」

Yuzuki-sensei told Katsuko-nee

「Yes, Ojou-sama」

Katsuko-nee lowered the zipper of Sensei's clothes.
Sensei's stripped off.
Sensei…isn't wearing any underwear.
Tall height…flat chest
A thin white naked body…
On her stomach is a big ugly scar…

「I got pregnant when I was 16 years old. Because of s.h.i.+rasaka Sousuke」

…Yuzuki, sensei…?!

「But when I got pregnant…s.h.i.+rasaka added more guests…and sold me to a s.a.d.i.s.t monomaniac…this is the result…!」

All of the people in the room paid attention to Sensei's stomach.

「I…became unable to bear a child. That's not all, I can't even have s.e.x!」

…can't have s.e.x?

「My genitals can no longer accept a man…!」

1. It's still imprinting ↩
2. –in the novel ↩