Dream Star 452 I Love Him So Much

Teras.h.i.+ma Household

When Lila returned, she immediately saw the presents on her bedside table. A rainbow-colored lollipop drew her attention.

Rainbow flavor... the other guys were there too weren't they? Even though she was supposed to be working on the songs in secret, it seems like they figured it all out already. 6. .

Oujiro wasn't there, he's probably been attending the meeting like Kiryu, and well there's still the case of the attacker aiming at the elites. Just now that sight, Haruka. . He did not touch Aizawsan, did he? A deep sigh pa.s.sed her lips. What was she thinking rus.h.i.+ng out of the house for? How careless of her. But because of that, she saw it. Aizawa Mei is truly trying to seduce Haruka, that woman has no shame whatsoever.

Haruka told her to trust him so. . . No no, what is she thinking? Aizawsan collapsed from stress; she's probably been overthinking a lot of things since then. Thinking about it that way, she must have been the one who pushed Haruka down. But ah, as expected it hurts walking into such a sight, even if he wasn't the one who started it.

Lila deeply sighed; this is so frustrating. Why do such things keep happening? She felt her vision turn blurrier, and she reached over to grab the gla.s.s on the bedside table. It was difficult, but Lila somehow managed to reach out for it. After she swallowed the drink down,

Lila felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist, "Has she calmed down?"

"Yeah."

"I see... You should probably go to her though; it seems like she really has been stressing out on a lot of matters. Stress isn't good for people like her. You can spend time with her for longer; after all, I'll still be here for a while, and when I return I'll busy studying. Rather for the next two-three months, I'll be running around quite a bit. So I don't mind if you spend time with her... Since I said three months, you can spend the next six months, rather helping her."

Don't let him see it.

Don't let him see your tears.

It's painful, she understands what Aizawsan is going through, but she still doesn't like it. She doesn't like the sight of Haruka holding another woman.

Two months? Three months? Half a year? She doesn't want to be apart from him for that long. A month was already hard to bear; those two years were already so painful. She doesn't want him to be with anyone else.

He suddenly turned her around and brushed his fingers across her eyes. ". . You liar, your crying Lila. . ."

"Haruka.."

Haruka shook his head, "I didn't get a chance to say this in the battlefield. But even if it's you, there's a part of you that's still angry at me. All that stuff you mentioned before I remember it clearly. Is there anything else? Anything else I can do to make you forgive me?"

Lila buries her head in his chest. Haruka, it'll be difficult for things to go back to how they were before. It will be tough for them to return to normal. It's not like the fights they had before in the past; this is different. They're adults now, in society's eyes. Haruka is already cheating despite being innocent.

It's wrong. It's wrong; she should break up with him. Even if he has stopped now, it doesn't change the fact that he hides things from her. She should break it off, that really is the only option. However, she recalled how warmly he was holding her in his arms when she caught him and that smile.

Love was a weird feeling to Lila. It was that howling pain in the chest that nagged against her ribs. The first time she noticed it was when she met Haruka. Whenever she cried because of him, that pain went deeper. When he left, it cut in her heart like a deep knife, like a sharp thorn.

Then, it became numb. Lila would forget it existed until she got near him. And now it occured whenever they were close, the tickling sensation on her skin, the gooseb.u.mps that crawled down her back. And she loved every second.

Whenever he held her in his arms, she would always feel so safe. It's so warm and comforting.

Haruka she can't let him go.

The world might call her an idiot; she may get judged for this. But this person, this person she can't let him go no matter what happens. She already loves him so much; it's so stupid. Even though he's clearly in the wrong, she still can't hate him for it.

"I think. .. we need to talk more much much more," Lila said this quietly but she held him tighter. She does not want to let him go.

"Okay."

"Even if it's just a small talk, I don't mind."

"Okay."

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"You do."

She loves it, loves everything about him, "Also I'd like to go on more dates with you."

"I'd like that too."

....

When Lila next wakes up, she's greeted by a fierce sounding argument. Lila followed the source and found Aizawa Mei hugging and desperately clinging to Haruka. Her gaze dimmed, this woman hasn't had enough, huh? Lila took a step forward but recalled the sight from earlier. While she understood that it was Aizawa who pushed him down. Why does she still get a bad feeling about this? It felt like this wasn't the first time something like this happened before.

Lila leaned on the door frame and looked over without entering the room. Let's see how things go.

"I told you enough is enough."

"But why? Why did you get me a manager? Us two are.."

"There is no us two, I've tolerated your charade long enough. Can't you see? Lila is turning sick because she's worrying so much over this."

"So what? The reality is you and me.."

"There's no me and you," Haruka yelled, "She's already my wife, Mei. I won't leave her even if you bring the heavens down on me. I won't apologize for being cruel; you'll just use that to your advantage. I told you already, making the wrong move and you'll never see me again."

"But I didn't even do anything."

"Just knowing is a sin itself."

It seems like Haruka is genuinely angry, hmmm. Lila nodded to herself before she decided to enter the place.

"Haruka?" Lila called out.

Haruka immediately rushed over, "Your still pale, lay back down?"

"No," she looked over at Mei. So it was just this woman's delusion, after all, she feels so silly worrying so much, "When will the trash leave?"

"She's bothering you? Don't worry; I'll get rid of her right away."

"Haruka!" Mei screamed, "You can't do this."

Haruka deeply sighed, "Are you really still going to continue this charade? Myou," Haruka called out.

Myou, Haruka's bodyguard emerged from the shadows.

"Not your talent anymore?"

Haruka nodded, "Mm," he kissed her forehead, "When I saw you collapse again, it was too painful. You've worried yourself sick over this matter. I'm sorry for not noticing."

That's not the only reason why she's sick. But her thoughts have cleared up a bit, "Can you stay over tonight?"

"Why would I leave my wife alone?"

....

7:00 PM

When Mother returns, she wasn't with father but instead somebody else. Her eyes brightened, and Lila rushed over, "Ren-san!!!"

"Hey, I bought your favorite."

"Wahh," Lila exclaimed happily as she looked at the bag, "I love these."

"I know."

Lila recalled what Haruka said earlier and turned to him, "You'll stay over no matter what?"

It looked like Haruka was having serious regrets.

Ren-san too seemed frozen, but Mother clapped her hands, "Enough is enough. Ren, don't be lazy and help me make dinner."

"Is that why you dragged me here?"

"Didn't you say you were worried about Lila?"

"It feels like I'm here to do your bidding."

Are they flirting? Father would get angry if he saw this sight. Lila tugged on Haruka's hands, "Is it okay?"

"I'll stay with you," he brought his lips to her ear, "But afterward let me have my way with you."

How shameless. Still, he's staying?

This person has changed her completely.

He's the only one who's been able to do so.

The things she has not exposed to anyone, he's seen it all. She let him.

He's the only one who has been capable of seeing past her darkness and bringing forward that small speck of light. Really, it's frustrating in a sense. Lila has always disliked people having control of her. But, this person is indeed different.

Haruka doesn't 'control her,' he respects her opinion and takes good care of her. Though he uses such possessive sounding terms, Haruka means well. If he didn't, she wouldn't love him this much. Still, Lila thought back to that sight from earlier. It seems like from now onwards she has to be more careful. There are far too many pests around who think they can do whatever they want.