The Beautiful Idol's Secret 245 An Ugly Truth

Feng Xiao Qing patted Xiao Xi Xi's back softly and rocked Xiao Xi Xi's body back and forth on her lap while singing a few children songs in a row with her soft melodious voice. Her voice had a soothing effect and even Lu Yu Feng felt his worried heart calmer after he was listening to it. Xiao Xi Xi's thras.h.i.+ng suddenly stopped and Xiao Xi Xi was able to sleep soundly after a few moments. 

Her breathing became even and there was no hint of sadness in her expression. It was like the nightmare didn't happen in the first place. Everything had happened so fast, making Lu Yi Feng thought that he must have imagined it all if he didn't see that Xiao Xi Xi was still being hugged by Feng Xiao Qing on her lap.

After the episode had pa.s.sed, Lu Yi Feng realized that Xiao Xi Xi didn't wake up through the whole ordeal. He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion but didn't say anything for the time being. Once he left this room, he would bombard Feng Xiao Qing with a lot of questions! After all, this was about his little girl...

Once Feng Xiao Qing felt that Xiao Xi Xi was fine and in deep sleep, she sighed in relief and slowly let Xiao Xi Xi go. She did it slowly because she was afraid that she would wake Xiao Xi Xi up.

Feng Xiao Qing saw that there were a few beads of tears on the corner of her eyes and she softly wiped it with her sleeve. She sighed in relief when she felt that Xiao Xi Xi was still sleeping after she finished wiping her tears. Her heart felt painful each time this kind of thing happened.

'I'm sorry, Xiao Xi Xi,' Feng Xiao Qing quietly apologized inside her heart. 'It's all Mommy's fault! Mommy is really stupid!' Whenever this kind of episode happened, she really wanted to cry along with Xiao Xi Xi, but she couldn't. She had to be strong for both of them.

When she turned around and stood up, she was surprised when she saw Lu Yi Feng was still standing there. Although Lu Yi Feng felt that it happened only in a flash, actually, it took more than half an hour to calm Xiao Xi Xi down. She thought that he had left a long time ago because there was no sound after she told him to be quiet.

Due to her panic state just now, she forgot that he was there all along. She sighed when she knew that he would certainly ask a lot of questions about Xiao Xi Xi and she couldn't evade it.

Feng Xiao Qing motioned for them to get out of the room first when Lu Yi Feng started to open his mouth. The latter had no choice but closed his mouth once again and swallowed his words back. He took a peek at Xiao Xi Xi and sighed in relief when the little girl didn't wake up.

They went back to the living room and sat down while facing each other. Lu Yi Feng looked at Feng Xiao Qing in a serious manner which made the latter become more nervous.

"What's wrong with Xiao Xi Xi?" Lu Yi Feng asked curiously. She wondered why Feng Xiao Qing looked like that she felt really guilty.

Feng Xiao Qing looked down and sobbed a little bit, "It's my fault! All my fault!" She had been wanting to tell this to another person to relieve her grievance so that she could feel better, but she also didn't want to relive that memory again. However, nothing could be buried forever.

Lu Yi Feng was taken aback by Feng Xiao Qing's sudden confession and he felt at a loss, wondering why it became Feng Xiao Qing's fault. He didn't think that Feng Xiao Qing was an irresponsible mother because he had seen it for himself... how she cared about Xiao Xi Xi and how she had sacrificed a lot for Xiao Xi Xi too!

What really happened back then?!

Lu Yi Feng was the one who felt guilty at the moment because he felt that he had made Feng Xiao Qing sad ah~! If he were a woman, he would think that he had gotten his period for being so indecisive.

Lu Yi Feng didn't know how to broach the subject again, after all, it seemed like it was a painful experience for Feng Xiao Qing as well. He felt like picking the kettle that wasn't boiling [= bringing up a sensitive subject], however, he still couldn't stop his curiosity.

Feng Xiao Qing saw Lu Yi Feng's uncomfortable expression and she smiled sadly at Lu Yi Feng. Sooner or later, Lu Yi Feng would know the truth... why should she postpone it? She just hoped that he could accept her stupid flaws.

"It's an ugly truth because of my bad choice. Do you still want to listen to it?" Feng Xiao Qing asked helplessly.

Lu Yi Feng nodded his head. "I trust that it's not as bad as what you make it be. I trust you too..." Lu Yi Feng said in a low voice. Feng Xiao Qing was able to wholeheartedly trust him, so why couldn't he? Besides, she had never given him a reason to doubt her. She had never once pretended in front of him.

He could differentiate a fake affection and a real one --- Feng Xiao Qing really loved Xiao Xi Xi.

Feng Xiao Qing felt touched and she was bursting into tears instantly. The word 'trust' meant a lot to her. After all, the lack of 'trust' was the thing that made her real father kick her out in the first place. Thus, Lu Yi Feng really nudged her soft spot.

Lu Yi Feng had rarely seen a female crying in front of him, thus, he felt really awkward. He looked around and quickly tried to find a tissue. When he found one, he gave it to Feng Xiao Qing. "Here..." He said softly.

Feng Xiao Qing received the tissue while thanking Lu Yi Feng with an incoherent voice. After all, she was still hiccuping due to her cry. She blew her nose loudly which made Lu Yi Feng flinch. "Slow down! You can hurt your ears if you blow your nose too hard!" He warned her with a stern voice.

Feng Xiao Qing nodded her head. Even though Lu Yi Feng missed the point, she felt her mood become slightly better. He should have been comforting her ah~! But instead, he was focusing on her ears. She really didn't know whether she should laugh or cry ah~!

Lu Yi Feng gave her a cup of water and said something to calm her nerve, "Calm yourself down! I'm not in a hurry so you can just take your time."

Feng Xiao Qing nodded her head. "I'm already fine now."Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click for visiting.

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