Dead Point Part 2

Out loud, I said, 'Cyril, oh Cyril.'

One of the adolescent drugporteurs not on his mobile heard my utterance, misunderstood completely, turned, made the selling signal.

I gave him the look and the continental flicking f.u.c.k-off sign. Although he was probably untravelled, he got the message.

As I had received Cyril Wootton's message. That he behaved honourably even when I did not.

Detective Sergeant Warren Bowman had the good-humoured manner of a man in sales, not any old sales, specialised sales, motor spares or plumbing supplies or bearings, some secure line of work where the pros know stock numbers off by heart and the customers expect them to say things like 'Almost got me there, mate' and 'We have the technology'.

'They're sayin it's an ordinary OD,' he said.

We were sitting in the Studebaker Lark just off St Kilda Road, the day turned irritable, periods of suns.h.i.+ne, sudden snarls of rain. Detective Sergeant Bowman was speaking to me courtesy of another policeman, Senior Sergeant Barry Tregear, someone I'd known since I was a boy sent to fight abroad for my country. At the request of some other country, the way it had always been for Australia.

'Family doesn't want to know that,' I said, lying.

Warren turned his long head and appraised me. He had bushy black eyebrows that he brought together and parted: quick, slow, slow, quick, an eyebrow Morse code.

'Yeah, well, not always your best judge,' he said, dot, dot, dash. 'The family.'

'No. Funny place to OD.'

Dot, dash. 'Well, they don't set out to OD.'

'Shooting up in his garage? Be more comfortable in his unit.'

Dash, dot. 'No knowin. It's like suicide. Go a long way, some of em. Mountains, some, they like to go to high places. But there's others want to creep away. Toppin's a bit like hide and seek, know what I mean? Some kids always go for the wardrobe.'

Expertise in dark matters. Warren knew these stock numbers.

A couple walked by, young, handsome in black clothing, arguing, heads flicking, spurts of words. He stopped, she stopped, he raised a hand, inquiring. She knocked it away in contempt, walked. The man waited for a few seconds, turned and came back towards us, jaw moving, small chewing movements.

'He's bin screwin around,' said Warren. 'Some blokes got no idea when they're lucky.' There was a stain of resentment on his tone.

'So Robbie went into his garage, locked the door, got into his car, shot up, that's it?'

He nodded.

'The fit's there?'

A nod.

'Tracks?'

'Yeah. User.'

'User ODs alone in his Porsche parked in his garage. That would be unusual, wouldn't it?'

Warren s.h.i.+fted in his seat, looked at me, dash, dot, dash, took his lower lip between thumb and forefinger, gave it a tug. 'I'm in the box here, am I?'

You forget that people are doing you a favour, at some risk to their careers.

'Sorry,' I said. 'Get carried away.'

He kept looking at me, a long dash.

The angry young woman in black was coming back, in a hurry, full of regret, hoping to catch the man. Her calf-length coat was unb.u.t.toned and it flapped open at every stride, long legs flas.h.i.+ng, pale legs.

'Jesus, women,' said Warren, tone pure resentment now. 'f.u.c.king looks, all the b.a.s.t.a.r.d's got is looks.'

'For some things,' I said, 'all you need is looks. The key to the garage, he have that on him?'

He said nothing.

I looked upon the empty winter street, trees penand-ink lines against the sky, first hint of closure now, the imperceptible dimming of the light that some part of the cortex recognises.

Nothing more to be gained from this encounter. I said my thanks. Warren didn't seem eager to leave the comfort of the old, squat American V-8 beast.

I said, 'Warren, Robbie, any form?'

He shook his head.

'A person of interest?'

He didn't congratulate me on my intelligence, opened his door. 'Thought you'd never ask,' he said. 'As I understand it, definitely. The car that attended, they called in, next thing two drug squad heavies are there, the uniform boys are back on the road.'

I said, 'I'm not cross-examining here but are you still saying they actually believe this bloke's an OD?'

Warren turned to me, a shrug, his eyebrows went dot, dash, dot, dash above the friendly salesman's eyes. 'Believe?' he said. 'I dunno what they believe. Believe in a Big Mac and large fries. They say say there's nothin says anythin else. What they there's nothin says anythin else. What they believe believe I haven't got a clue, mate.' I haven't got a clue, mate.'

'Any chance of a snap of the bloke?' Cyril didn't have one.

He sighed. 'I'll see. Duty calls. Cheers.'

I watched him go. He crossed the street, walked down some distance, crossed back and went to his car. He didn't drive off immediately, waited a while. A cautious man. Still, there was every reason to be cautious if the drug squad was involved in the matter of Robbie Colburne.

The Prince of Prussia was busy for a Thursday evening, any evening, at least twelve customers. To the left of the street door, a table of young people in black and shades of grey lowered the average age of the patrons by about 25 years. As I came in the person nearest to me, a cropped-haired blonde, said, 'I mean, he's too exhausted exhausted for s.e.x and then I get up to pee, it's like 2.30 a.m., he's on the net perving at this bondage p.o.r.n. Extreme bondage. It's his net-pal in Canada tied up like a salami. How gross is that?' for s.e.x and then I get up to pee, it's like 2.30 a.m., he's on the net perving at this bondage p.o.r.n. Extreme bondage. It's his net-pal in Canada tied up like a salami. How gross is that?'

'Well, the net's essentially a pa.s.sive medium,' said the woman next to her.

'This was active,' said the blonde. 'He was interacting. I know interacting when I see it.'

I didn't move, looked around the room. The Fitzroy Youth Club were in position at the far end of the bar, within easy reach of the door marked GENTS.

At the black and grey table, a shaven-headed man, scalp the colour of the underside of an old tortoise, said, 'I can tell you guys worse.'

I couldn't go without knowing worse, couldn't move.

'I had this partner,' said the man, fat finger pus.h.i.+ng at his round dark gla.s.ses, 'he comes home, he's faceless, right, he's with this Arab taxi driver and he goes: "Meet Ahmed or whatever, he's your co-driver for the night."'

A thin woman with a beaky nose leaned forward, shook her head and made a contemptuous sound. 'Worse? Jesus, grow up, I'll give you worse.'

Conquering my desire to hear baldy's poignant tale eclipsed by some other speakable act of s.e.xual unmannerliness, I moved to join the three men at the end of the battered bar. They were not young, not shaven-headed, not in black or fas.h.i.+onable shades of grey. They were ancient and in colours from the chewing tobacco, snuff and washed-out old mauve cardigan end of the spectrum. Of depravity, they could know a great deal: more than 230 years of experience sat in this brown corner.

'So, Jack,' said Norm O'Neill, nodding at my reflection in the speckled mirror we faced, 'deignin to grace us with your presence.'

I said, 'I don't have anywhere else to go.'

'Had to take a taxi,' said Eric Tanner, the man next to him. 'b.l.o.o.d.y fortune. Extortionists.'

'I was up north,' I said.

It was expected that the Lark would convey the men to St Kilda games, with a stop on the way to place a few bets. Once it had been to Fitzroy games but we didn't have Fitzroy any more, Fitzroy didn't suit the national league's plans, so they took the club around the back and drilled it between the eyes. Now we supported St Kilda, my idea, a misguided attempt to cheer up the lads, give them something new to argue about, something to do on weekends.

'Up where where?' said Norm, as though I'd invented a new compa.s.s point. He adjusted the fit of the spectacles on his promethean nose.

'Queensland,' I said. 'Went to see my daughter.'

The heads turned to me. 'Daughter?' said the wizened Wilbur Ong. 'Since when've you had a daughter?'

'A while,' I said. 'She's twenty-one.' Somehow the subject of my daughter hadn't come up in years of talking football and horses.

'Well, this is b.l.o.o.d.y news to me,' said Norm, aggrieved. He stared at me. 'Now you've got a girl. And the young fella playin for Fremantle that's the b.l.o.o.d.y spit of Bill? Wouldn't know anythin about that, would ya?'

'Not a thing,' I said. 'I swear.'

Bill Irish, my father, dead these many years, was a Fitzroy Football Club hero of the late 1940s, a patron of this pub. He had undoubtedly at some time stood where I was standing, resting his stonemason's boot on the same bra.s.s rail. And his father's workman's boot had probably been there before his. Daniel Irish was also a Fitzroy player, career cut off in its prime by a Collingwood hoon jumping on his arm accidentally. Twice. Given these male genes, old Fitzroy supporters didn't understand why I hadn't played football, didn't understand and didn't forgive.

'Played shockin, your team,' said Eric. 'The fellas got problems findin the general direction of goal.'

'Not to mention what b.l.o.o.d.y happens when they do,' said Norm. 'That b.u.g.g.e.r looks like he's outta Pentridge on day release, he misses four, couldn't reliably p.i.s.s inta the sea.'

Wilbur nodded. 'Dunno about this coach either. Five goals behind, he lets the flower girls give up, talks to em all kind and gentle. Decent coach'd give em the red-hot poker up the backside.' He paused. 'Disgrace, I reckon, this team of yours.'

The trio's eyes were on me, unblinking bird eyes, the eyes of eagle fledglings, ruthless, demanding. Even in the closing stages, Julius Caesar faced a friendlier looking audience. Better looking too, I had no doubt.

'So now it's my team?' I said. 'Well, so be it. That's that then. I'll stick with my team. You lot can go back to not having a team. Or go for the Brisbane Lions. No, go for Collingwood, that's a nice team, run by television money.'

The bird eyes all flicked away. Then Norm's came back.

'Steady on,' he said. 'Man's ent.i.tled to give his team a bit of a b.u.t.tocking.'

'A man who's got a team, yes. Men who don't have a team can't.' Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Stan the publican gliding across from serving the shaven-headed man.

'Jack, my boy.' His smug mood was upon him.

'Stanley. What've you done to your hair?'

Stan ran five pork sausages over his scalp. He'd had the spa.r.s.e pubic springs shorn to a uniform height. 'Today's look,' he said. 'Got to keep up.'

'Very fetching look,' I said. 'It was big in the Gulag archipelago.'

'The what?'

'Nothing. I see the clientele's going upmarket.'

Stan gave his conspiratorial nod, leaned across the bar.

'Drink vodka,' he said, winked at me. 'Stolly. They're in new technology. The IT crowd.'

'Who?' said Norm O'Neill. 'Eyeties? All in Carlton, the eyetalians. Accident of history. Coulda settled in Fitzroy. Makes you think, don't it? We'da had Serge Silvagni, lotta grit that bloke, then his young fella, always rated that Steven high, I have.'

'Bara.s.si, he's an eyetalian,' said Wilbur Ong. 'Go back a bit, them Bara.s.sis, though. Not convicts but a fair way back.' He sighed. 'We coulda had Bara.s.si.'

'Bara.s.si come from Castlemaine,' said Eric Tanner. 'Jeez, there's a lotta ignorance around here.'

Stan looked at the Youth Club and shook his head. 'IT. Information technology. You blokes think the flush dunny's new technology.' He turned back to me, coughed a polite cough. 'Word's gettin around,' he said. 'These people, they're on the cyberfrontier. On the other hand, they like a bit of tradition. Well, you want a bit of tradition, the Prince's the place.'

'Tradition?' I said. 'Really? Tradition of beer tasting like soap? Tradition of toasted cheese sandwiches that fight with your teeth? Tradition of needing gumboots to go to the toilet? That's what they're after, is it? Well, Stanley, you're in the pound seats.'

Stan shrugged. 'Jack, too critical, always bin your problem. Take the world as you find it, my old man always said.'

'Morris never in his life said anything like that,' I said. 'Morris can't stand the world as he finds it. And what's this past tense? Either Morris is alive or he's been phoning me every day from the afterlife.'

Stan's father owned the Prince and five small commercial properties around the suburbs. I acted for him in his endlessly problematic dealings with his tenants and he sent me instructions daily from his retirement villa in Queensland.

'On that subject,' said Stan. He leaned his head closer. 'Listen, Jack, the wife's talkin to someone the other day, he reckons I could get power of attorney for the old bloke, no problem. Eighty-eight, infirm of mind, that sort of thing.'

'Could we get a round here?' I said. 'The old technology crowd. Soapy beer will be fine.'

Stan didn't move. 'Course you'd still do the legal stuff, don't worry about that.'

I put my face within five centimetres of his. 'Stanley, when I detect any signs of mental infirmity in Morris, you'll be the first to know. As things stand, the message is more likely to go in the other direction.'

Stan worked this out, sighed, went to get the beer. I settled down to a serious discussion with the repentant Youth Club of the Saints' chances against West Coast on Friday night. Perfect hatred of the non-Victorians drove out any fears about the ability of our side to orientate themselves towards goal.

I drove home through a cold drizzle, the Lark's erratic wipers smearing the lights. It was just after seven, the truce time, day people retreating, night people not ready to advance. At the Queen's Parade lights, I punched the radio, got a boring man talking about tax reform, punched again, got a silly pair of teenagers talking about bad exam experiences, punched.

A voice said: Should the new government have sc.r.a.pped its predecessor's granting of a licence for a privately run ski resort and casino at Cannon Ridge? Let's hear your views on 1300 3333, that's 1300 3333. I'm Linda Hillier, talking with you on 3KB, Melbourne's station for the new century Should the new government have sc.r.a.pped its predecessor's granting of a licence for a privately run ski resort and casino at Cannon Ridge? Let's hear your views on 1300 3333, that's 1300 3333. I'm Linda Hillier, talking with you on 3KB, Melbourne's station for the new century.

It was a voice I hadn't heard for a long time. Drivers behind me began to hoot. I came back to the present and got the Lark moving, turned left. Outside the boot factory, parked under a dripping elm, I listened to Linda Hillier and her callers. She had the talkback touch: silk and steel, kiss them and kick them. Touch had always been her strong point. Early in our relations.h.i.+p, we'd sat in this car at this spot, glued at the mouth, hands going about their business, the business hands want to go about.

But that was long ago.

I killed the radio and lugged the shopping bags upstairs. Each year, the eventide falls faster and only sound and activity can hold the gate. I lit the fire, put on some Mahler, loud, got busy cooking, rang Cyril Wootton's numbers, all of them. I found him in the last refuge of the scoundrel: home.