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The Pink and the Grey.
Anthony Camber.
For the present and the absent.
one.
The Gambler.
"Mea culpa, Amanda, mea maxima culpa." I grovelled before the Master, my best sincere face bolted on.
She grunted from behind her desk. Her voice was like frogs boiled in whisky, and her words, as ever, left the English language impaled on a blunt pike weeping softly. "You very well may justice your imbroglio in that manner, but I mark it zero of an excuse."
I hesitated, then decided I dare not ask whether she had heard me correctly. It was too great a risk: I might have found myself bundled promptly out of college, with bags to follow. I used the opportunity to practise contemplative silence and engage in some guilt-stricken head-hanging.
"I declare it of terrible disappointment, Dr Flowers. Overwhelming in terribility. This is the second occurrence upon my carpet." She tapped a red biro onto the doodle-enhanced blotting paper in front of her.
I nodded apologetically, as genuinely as I could fake. Indeed she was correct, it was the second time I'd been summoned into her dark subterranean lair at the far end of the Admin dungeon, for an hour stretched upon her verbal rack. The first time had been in distressingly similar circ.u.mstances, following some late-night carousing with a young gentleman not of this college in which New Court's nineteenth-century fountain had played a vomitous part. On this new occasion there had been no urgent ejection of curried beer and no acid-stained stonework, but there would be a deal of tilling and replanting by the college gardener. And there was, most a.s.suredly, a young gentleman not of this college. For the avoidance of doubt, a different gentleman.
"This is a college solar-powered with enlightenment, and as such I am not in place to dwell unduly amongst the, uh, particulars," she said with a gently fragrant distaste and a biro twirl.
"I can a.s.sure you, Amanda-"
"But, Dr Flowers. But." She peered uselessly over her purple spectacles and slotted the biro back into the plastic pot on her desk reserved for red biros.
I held my breath expecting Empress Palpatine's electric wrath to crackle from her withered hands and yet nothing, it seemed, was to follow the but - except fiery coffee breath and the undamped shudder of her chins. She steepled her fingers and bounced them against her upturned mouth, the lipstick and nail varnish forming a twitching purple moustache. Purple was her colour, she'd declared, hence her apocalyptic trouser suit: throbbing purple trimmed with the yellow of a thousand strangled canaries, and evidently rescued from a damp skip outside a holiday camp.
I s.h.i.+fted b.u.t.tocks, awaiting a sign - sparking black smoke from the ears, or the disquieting smile of a ma.s.s murderer about to unsheathe a glinting blade. Nothing. I busied myself estimating train times the h.e.l.l out.
"Dr Flowers," she said finally, formally, ominously, with hands together as in prayer. "You must fathom that it is unacceptable for a fellow of the Holy and Glorious College of St Paul, no matter how festooned with industrial garlands and salopettes he may be, to gallop unhindered across pristine, golden sands."
She'd lost me at festooned, if I'm brutal. I hadn't encountered her quite as indecipherable as this before. I pumped myself up to bleat some well-rehea.r.s.ed mitigation but she raised her hand and I deflated to a mild squeak.
"Spencer," she said more softly, in the sense that topaz is softer than diamond, "your peccadilloes are, need I subtract, well known and fully usual in this place." She raised a nail to a familiar portrait behind her, like ET pointing the way home. "Our founder was, I might say with some little exaggeration, similarly persuaded. Believe me when I speak I have no interest whatsoforth in precisely whose dillo, or indeed dilloes, you peck. It has all, is all, and will be all, seen before."
I glanced up at a corner of the office, where a dim red light located one of college's uncountable CCTV cameras. The m.a.s.o.c.h.i.s.tic chunk of me rather wished to see the recording she and - I was sure - several others had undoubtedly viewed many times. The sober chunk of me wished for a gin. Amanda could provide the ice: yank on an earlobe and a nostril would emit cubes.
"This college has shoulders of breadth and our bosom accommodates every spice. We take pride in our, as it were, pride. We celebrate our diversions. Our history welcomes careful drivers."
"Then I don't see-"
"The brazen flowering of nature unkempt, Dr Flowers. The infinitely unmitigated lack of discreetfulness. The casuality."
I winced.
"I welcome indeed your regret, twice bitten though it is. May I ask if you and he are-" A narrowing of the eyes. "-courting?"
I swear by almighty jeebus I saw the portrait stifle a powdered giggle. Our benefactor, our founder, minced theatrically down upon us through two centuries of dust and nicotine on oil. James Dryb.u.t.ter: a fop, a macaroni, a gentleman's gentleman and a gambler of some skill and much fortune. He formed and funded the college as a haven outside the capital for like-minded fellows to further their education along multiple independent and occasionally perpendicular axes. But despite his success in the sport of kings, Lord Luck deserted him (regularly) in the bedchamber and upon his early and rampantly syphilitic expiry we were indeed well-endowed.
I decided it was safest to a.s.sume Amanda meant courting in the sense of a relations.h.i.+p, rather than any of the euphemistic alternatives that leapt readily to mind.
"It is early days," I fibbed, raising a hopeful smile and what I prayed were convincing eyebrows.
Technically, it was early days. Technically, I was only recently in hard-won possession of his phone number. Technically, he had told me his name, although technically, it might not have been his actual name, and technically, I hadn't informed my phone, so technically, I didn't remember it.
This off-white lie placated her sufficiently and spring came unexpectedly to Narnia. "Well then, I am- pleased," she said brightly, but with the merest tickle of a pause before pleased that entirely inverted the sentence. "You must- bring him to a thing."
I must not. "I- shall."
I shan't. "Splendid."
And it was agreed: I must on no account be seen with the offending gentleman again. This was entirely acceptable to me. Stumbled upon by our dear ancient Praelector in flagrante in the throes in the bushes - the autopilot du vin having thrown us off course to a b.u.mpy and soily emergency landing - my companion had hopped off at some velocity leaving me to face the purple symphony alone. As first dates go, well, let's say he wasn't a keeper.
The non-invitation had apparently exhausted Amanda's supply of pleasantries, and dark clouds crackled once more around her Cruella do.
"Be that as it be," she began, finger-rifle aimed at my heart, "for your first infringement I decided a warning would suitably deter you away. It is now globally apparent to everyone, of particularity the poor innocent Praelector, that I must react through proactivity in response."
I nodded through the jumble. "I understand," I replied, engaging wobbly lower lip at ten percent thrusters and staring again at my ageing and still slightly muddy Converse.
"I cannot be seen to allow you to escape away from your actions, as it were, scot-freely." (Which reminded me that Scott was the name of the scarpering gentleman in question. I resolved, once released from my shackles, to add him to my phone as Scott - git.) So, this time I was to be punished. What would the punishment reveal itself to be? It was evident that I wasn't being tossed through the collegiate door. But perhaps a fine? She had eight hundred years of Cambridge precedent to leaf through. A ducking? Was I to be paraded through the major streets in my unfortunates? Something unseemly to do with a lady? My mind raced.
Amanda selected a new biro from the pot of red biros and began tapping again upon the blotter. I wondered if the tapping was a kind of kinetic energy transfer device - a mental elastic band powering her clockwork brain. Wind her up and watch her go. At any moment I thought a cuckoo might spring from her ample Klingon forehead and announce the hour.
Lest I be misunderstood, I wasn't being misogynistic about the batty old dear. It was unrelated to gender: I simply didn't rate her or, as it happens, like her or get on with her very much if at all. Despite my initial high hopes upon her installation she had proved herself unable even to doggy-paddle once out of the calm waters of college and fellows.h.i.+p and exposed to the stiff south-easterly of the university.
Of course some - though by no means all - of those in college chummed-up in furtherance of their careers on an almost hourly basis, fawning and whinnying and genuflecting as she cantered around barking claptrap and dispensing her mal mots. I chose to remain aloof and downwind, a p.a.w.n of a different colour, attracting her attention only on unfortunate occasions such as this.
I glanced around her dungeon office as she marked time on the blotter. It was a low, narrow rectangle suffused with the charm and warmth and strip lighting of a disused railway station waiting room. Underground and thus absent windows, its walls were hung with excessively enlarged black and white photographs of college: late pixellated regency from all angles, like a bank of screens in the office of a murderously short-sighted security guard. If I stared too long at them my eyes crossed - "magic eye" images, sans magic.
Amanda's elaborately carved and decorated thick oak desk, dominating one end of the room, proved the rule that the size of a desk is directly proportional to the self-importance of its owner. A carefully s.h.i.+elded laptop reflected from her gla.s.ses, showing occasional hints of shapes in motion and text perhaps describing my fate. Undoubtedly in purple, and probably in Comic Sans.
Behind the Master's head the portrait of our own, dear queen - the founder - hung framed in golden flames to distract attention from its shortcomings. He and she gazed upon the crumbliest of nineteen-eighties furniture, all ash greys and b.u.t.tock-numbing straight lines - the college refurb budget not stretching this deep into the Admin dungeon - plus a drab, pinewood drinks cabinet calculatedly too distant for her to feel obliged to offer her visitors a sniff of its innards. The room wafted with instant coffee and undertones of ozone, the latter from an obsolescent laser printer skulking and venting like a cornered skunk.
The tapping stopped, and Amanda's bloodhound eyes fixed me with a rheumy, purple glare. "You are an intelligent man, Dr Flowers."
"Thank you." I looked away. This was unquestionably a trap.
"You are an intelligent man whose natural predilections facilitate the occasional poorly chosen decision, while in combination with the nihilistic demons of the devil drink."
That covered all men, give or take the intelligent. "We are all ultimately slaves to our genes, Amanda."
"Please don't blame your mother."
"I wasn't-"
"I'm talking now," she interrupted, and then was silent again. Seconds ambled past. I opened my mouth, she raised her biro, I closed my mouth. Finally: "I have decided my choice."
I began to think she'd been spending too many hours in front of reality TV squirrel-cheeking E-numbers, and that she now resolutely believed every meeting had to end with minutes of suspense and a sad piano, followed by a sweaty loser trooping away to weep into the shoulder of a gurning co-host.
"I fully furnish you with a challenge. A pistol of your calibre should be extending himself, not, uh, well..." Her hands waved. "I want you, simply and plainly and straightforwardly, to make St Paul's risen in the grand eyes of the public's gracious consciousness." Arms toward the ceiling, wors.h.i.+pping the artex.
"I'm not sure I understand. You want...?"
"I want a- I want the college to have an elevatored profile." She leaned forward conspiratorially. "You realise, of course, of the budget cuts?"
"Of course. Squeezed hither and yon. Less money overall, and also fewer applicants thanks to higher fees."
"Exactly. More fees, less applications, fewer cash."
I suppressed my stabbing instincts.
"And the eyes and wherefores," she continued, indicating the camera watching us, "these consume above their weight. Our dear Bursar weeps at the leakage in that direction. I fear floods bothly with nary a sandbag of the vicinity."
I thought for a moment. "You would like me to be a fundraiser? Do we not already employ a fundraiser? Kevin, nice man, unhealthy moustache?"
"I announce that Kevin has been made, regretfully, redundant." The biro drooped.
"You made the fundraiser redundant. To save money."
"Redundancy, regretfully, was the only activity course to avoid redundancies."
I spluttered. "I'm sorry, Amanda, your reasoning escapes me."
"Dr Flowers," she soothed me with the most condescending of looks, "the sunlit uplands of academica are but an alien jungle to cold, hard accountancy and the vivid fluctuations of the markets. This is dusted and done. Please, allow me progression."
I shrugged.
"I desire you to raise funds, but not through fundraising. Fundraising means a fundraiser, and we no longer have a fundraiser because we made him, regretfully, redundant, and we cannot replace him with a fundraiser, since that would mean he had not been, actually, regretfully, redundant and he might become, actually, regretfully, litigious."
That, actually, regretfully, made some kind of sense. This approximation to lucidity was alarming and unexpected.
"And so, Spencer, it is profile that we must raise, profile," arms heavenward once more, "in the sure and certain hope of the resurrection of funds. For profile begets publicity, and publicity begets interviews, and interviews begets conferences, and conferences begets cetera, begets cetera. And all these things will begetting students and donors."
"I see. And you are offering me the opportunity to help."
She removed her spectacles and folded them slowly on the blotter, and then parted her lips and bared her teeth in what I took to be a smile. "In my mind's eye I don't recall I can believe saying the word offer. Or the word opportunity."
That'll teach me to b.u.m in a bush.
I began to contemplate how I might submerge this entire festering gizzard under the tottering pile of work I retained for such purposes: but she hadn't finished.
"Think not of this as a third chance, for two wrongs do not make a muckle. This is a matter of gross importance, a matter of death and life. I want your focused intelligence thereupon, the, uh, laser insight I hazard to recollect from a certain interviewee's curriculum resume."
I raised my eyebrows.
"Ah yes, indeed, so might you express in that fas.h.i.+on. Not, as it were, bonkers yet."
She stood quickly, then fumbled mole-like on the desk for her spectacles.
I realised the grilling had mercifully ended and rose to leave. "I'll mull it over this weekend," I said, scrambling to lower expectations while the opportunity allowed.
"Mull? I expect a severe deal more than a good mulling."
She squeezed with a grunt between desk and wall to the proletariat side of the office and ushered me, all bony hands, towards the door. Shoved and hustled along by Voldemort's gran and enveloped in her sweet odour of decay I became quickly nervous, antic.i.p.ating an exit via a fifty-foot cartoon cliff drop.
Here it came: "Monday afternoon, two o'clock. There is a committee. You are its new chair. I congratulate, there is no salary. Work begins. You must, I would suggest, encourage and fully, be prepared."
"The... the fundraising committee? But, that's-"
"No, Dr Flowers. No." We stopped at the door. Her proximity was overwhelming, like a great-aunt's distorted needlepoint face salivating over your cot. "Of the fundraising committee there is regretfully no further sign. Timpani allegro. There is, in complete and legal contrast, St Paul's Immediate Action Now. Or SPAIN."
"Isn't that-"
"SPAIN, Dr Flowers. SPAIN."
I saw no point in arguing further. I wanted to escape before I had to draw breath. But I had one question: "May I ask... does the new committee have the same members.h.i.+p?"
She laughed, the flavour of laugh that means I'm not laughing, and by the way neither are you. "Sat you upon the fundraising committee? I trust you are respectfully answered. Good evening, Dr Flowers."
I was summarily ejected into the ancient, grey, windowless corridors of the Admin dungeon, deep under Dryb.u.t.ter's Court at the southernmost tip of the college. It was early on a dank Friday evening in the grim f.a.g-end of October and I stood alone under oppressively low wattage, breathing and blinking and processing. Through the closed door behind me I could hear Amanda shuffling back behind her desk, the dragon returning to rest upon the pile of dwarven gold. There was a clatter and a curse and then the m.u.f.fled bawling of Lulu began to snake around me, a virtuous siren warning me away from the rocks.
There went my weekend, I thought. But first: booze. The idea relaxed me, releasing the tension from my shoulders. I rubbed my face and headed along the corridor.
As I made my way out of the dungeon I crossed the path of a lanky young gentleman venturing towards the bone-strewn duelling ground from which I had just escaped. He was new in college - a fresher I supposed, given his unfas.h.i.+onably regional blond locks and saucer-eyes. He wore a laptop bag upon his back, perhaps as some variety of s.h.i.+eld against Amanda's attacks.
"You might protect your front portions also," I suggested with a smile and a vague wave.
He gave me a bemused, lopsided grin that I believed would fare him well among the college c.o.c.kerati. "I'm sorry?"
"Posture, confidence, use your height advantage, watch your flanks and- may I ask your name?"
"Beardsley. Jay Beardsley. I have an appointment with Professor Chatteris."
"Well, Mr Beardsley. Chin up. Set your jaw. Always keep her in your sights. And above all," I leaned in with a hand on his shoulder, "never let her appoint you to a committee."
I went off in search of gin.