Twisted Justice Part 15

On Wednesday, the Fourth of July, a drenching rain had convinced Steve to delay leaving his dad's until late afternoon. Jim Nelson had helped Steve load everything into his rented Ford station wagon, strapping the rest up on top, before Steve headed out with his three sons toward the Mackinac Bridge connecting Michigan's Upper and Lower Peninsulas. When they reached Wilderness State Park just south of the bridge that night, they set up their tent, made a fire, and cooked hot dogs and beans. There were no fireworks allowed in the park, but Steve let the boys light sparklers as long as they were careful to dispose of the glowing ends.

They stayed at Wilderness for two nights. The weather was chilly, but the family in the next tent had boys the same age as the three young Nelsons and they all played baseball, fished, collected frogs, even went swimming in the frigid Lake Michigan waters. There was a pay phone at the office, but Steve took pride in "roughing it," savoring the isolation from worries encroaching upon him from all directions.

It was wise, very wise, to be far away, and now, out of sight.

On Friday, Steve packed up camp and headed to Mackinaw City. He tried to relax and bought the boys fudge before heading to the Starline Ferry bound for Mackinac Island. The kids were thrilled by the island without cars, and Steve rented bikes so they could explore. As they made their way to Fort Mackinac to watch the rangers fire the historic muskets, Steve noticed that Patrick was having trouble keeping up.

"Pat, you okay?"

Steve asked after the third time his son lagged behind.

Patrick wheezed, "Yeah, Dad."

Steve sat down on the curb next to his son. Why was he breathing so fast? Like he was having trouble catching his breath. Laying his hand lightly on the child's thin chest, Steve gasped at Patrick's fast, wild heartbeat.

"Come on you guys, " yelled Kevin. "The fort's up there on that hill!"

"Yeah, let's go," shouted Mike as he bicycled in circles around his brother and dad. "To the fort!"

"Pat's resting," said Steve. "Slow down, will you?"

"Pat's a sissy," taunted Kevin. "Sissy, sissy, come on, let's go."

"Am not," countered Patrick, attempting to get up off the curb, but quickly sitting down again.

Steve was worried now. Patrick had been born with a heart murmur - a hole in his heart. They had said it was nothing to worry about, that Patrick had no physical restrictions, but - "Okay, boys," he announced, "let's pack it in. We've seen the island, we're going back now."

"Aw, Dad," complained Mike, "you said we were gonna see the show with the guns. You said, after lunch."

"Yeah, and the horse and buggy ride," Kevin added.

Steve got up, hoisted Patrick to his feet, and started walking their two bikes slowly back toward the rental shop.

"Pat's sick. Let's go," Steve called.

"He's just a spoiled brat," Kevin said to Mike, loud enough for Steve and Patrick to hear.

Instead of heading directly to the new campsite back on the mainland, Steve drove to the small town of Cheboygan on the sh.o.r.es of Lake Huron, about thirty miles away. Without telling the kids where he was going, he suddenly pulled into a parking lot.

"Where are we?" Kevin asked, looking up at a red brick building with a wide circular driveway.

"It's a hospital," muttered Mike, waking up from a snooze in the backseat.

"Look, you two just stay in the car for a few minutes," Steve said. "Pat, you come with me."

"Dad," whined Patrick, "I wanna stay with Mike and Kev."

"Come on, Patrick," Steve insisted.

A half hour later, at three thirty, Steve came out to get Mike and Kevin. Before he could say a word, Kevin blurted, "Dad, are you having a heart attack?"

"What? No, of course not."

"Is Pat really sick?" Mike asked.

Steve led them toward the emergency room door where an ambulance partially blocked access to the double automatic doors. "I'm sure he's fine, but the doctor's checking him out right now, and I want you here in the waiting room. No fooling around, you hear me?"

"We haven't even had lunch," Kevin complained.

In the waiting room, Mike started pacing. "Kev, come over here," he whispered from across the room. "You can hear them talking about Pat in there. Listen."

"I don't understand, Dr. Pope," they could make out Steve saying. "He's just a child. He's got nothing to be anxious about."

"Some children are high-strung by nature," they heard a gravelly male voice coming from the treatment room. "Their bodies overreact, resulting in a rapid heartbeat like the one we have here."

"But the tiredness? He just can't keep up. I told you, it's not normal when an eight-year-old child can't even walk a hundred feet without having to stop and his heart racing so."

"Probably just nerves," the doctor said. "Maybe some pa.s.sive-aggressive acting out."

"My son is not a nervous type. I'm telling you."

"I'm not a pediatrician, Mr. Nelson, but I'm telling you, there's no emergency here."

"His blood count is normal?"

"Perfectly. He's not anemic. No abnormal white cells and a normal hemoglobin. I suggest you take him to your family doctor to do a more thorough check-up if you still feel that something's wrong."

"Fine. I'll take him in to see Dr. Chambers then," Steve said.

"Dean Chambers? Been to a lot of meetings together, the Northern Michigan Medical Society. Say h.e.l.lo for me," Dr. Pope said.

Mike and Kevin exchanged looks and scurried away from the door as Steve came out holding Patrick's right hand. In his left was a large green lollipop.

"So what happened?" Mike asked as they all settled back in the car.

"My heart was going too fast," Patrick answered. "But there's nothing wrong with me, is there, Dad?"

Steve attempted a smile. "The doc said it's nothing, so we're heading up to the U.P., guys."

"Doesn't Pat have a hole in his heart?" Mike asked.

Steve glanced quickly at Mike in a shut up way.

"No way," Patrick blurted. "There's nothing wrong with me."

"Well, let's call Mom," Mike went on. "She'll know what to do. Did you tell that doctor in there that our mom is a doctor, Dad?"

"Listen Mike, just quit it. This is a camping trip for us guys. Right now my plan is to cross the Mackinac Bridge and stay at one of those cabins on Trout Lake tonight. Then tomorrow we can fish in the morning and leave for Tahquamenon Falls State Park, the place I told you guys about."

"Hey, Dad," Patrick said, "I just wanna go fis.h.i.+ng."

"We're all gonna starve to death first," said Kevin.

Steve smiled genuinely for the first time all day. "Maybe I should make you catch your lunch, huh? But you're in luck, there's a place to stop just before the bridge."

After eating deli sandwiches, they crossed Mackinac Bridge, the largest suspension bridge in the United States, and reached the Trout Lake Cabins just at dusk. There were fourteen small cabins situated in a horseshoe pattern, lacking any amenities except for telephones. Steve chose to stay the night there, off Route 123, rather than set up the tent, in case something did happen with Patrick. He parked the wagon behind their cabin, unloading only what the kids would need for the night as well as the ice chest with the sandwiches they'd bought at a small store after they stopped at St. Ignace for ice cream.

He returned to the cabin amid complaints that that there was no TV. In fact, there were only two double beds, a night table, and a phone. He sent the boys outside and called his father. Learning of Laura's latest antics - that she'd gotten a court order to have the twins returned to Florida as a result of his absence - Steve began to wonder how much detail the girls would remember of their Michigan trip. Another of his growing bag of worries.

Later, after a game of cards, he slept with Patrick in one bed, and Kevin and Mike shared the other. In the middle of the night Steve heard a m.u.f.fled sound - Kevin crying. Turning over he whispered, "Kev, you okay?"

"Is Pat going to be okay," Kevin whispered back.

"I'm sure he will," said Steve.

"What's anxiety?"

"It means nervousness."

"But Pat's not nervous," Kevin snuffled. "I wish Mom was here to check him."

"He'll be okay, Kev. Some people may not act nervous on the outside but they worry on the inside, you know."

"Yeah," agreed Kevin. "I'll try to be nicer to him."

"Good idea for all of us, son," said Steve.

CHAPTER NINETEEN.

In the pinkish-gray of predawn Sat.u.r.day, Laura awoke. For a moment, she could not move and panic started to seize her. As a rush of feeling followed, she remembered ecstatically: the twins, they were home! At the moment, one slept peacefully on either side of her, having pressed themselves completely against her as they all went to sleep in Laura's big bed the night before. Breathing a sigh of huge relief, she thanked G.o.d for returning the girls safe and sound to her. Maybe this was a sign that everything would work out, that their lives could finally get back to normal, that everything would eventually be all right.

She needed this sign. She needed to believe this, she repeated to herself like a mantra, until it finally lulled her back to sleep.

Laura crawled out of bed just before seven. Later in the kitchen, she checked the clock over the stove as it ticked toward eight, picked up the phone, and dialed.

"Mom, did I wake you up? I waited until eight."

"Laura?" Peg Whelan sounded excited. "I've been dying to call, but I didn't want to -"

"They're home! We got back just before midnight - too late to call."

"And are they all right, honey?"

"Absolutely! We all slept in my bed, talked half the night. They're still asleep."

"Oh, I can't tell you how happy I am. No problems on the Michigan end?"

"No, thank G.o.d. Chuck had the court order, so Jim had to turn them over. Chuck said he seemed relieved actually. You know, I'm going to give him a call later today. I don't want any hard feelings between us. He's a nice man and always has been good to me."

"Um hum." Peg paused. "Strange situation though - Steve's relations.h.i.+p with his family. I mean, Jim's never visited you down here, and you've never taken the children to Traverse City, except for when Helen died five years ago. Well, I don't know, it's none of my business anyway. So how are my granddaughters?"

"They really seem fine. You should have seen us at the airport. All crying at once. Poor Chuck must have been embarra.s.sed. Later today, I'll have a talk with them, see if I can find out what's really going on. Like why would Steve just take off with the kids? Why the sudden urge to see his father? Is Jim seriously ill?"

"I think Steve just wanted to punish you," Peg said not unkindly. "To teach you a lesson, that he can take what's most important to you. Using the kids to get back at you. I just don't understand Steve anymore."

"He's like a whole different person," Laura sighed. "I just want to get my life back together."

"Honey, have you gotten around to actually filing for a divorce?" Peg asked. "All these custody issues need to be squared away. You've got to get the boys back with you too."

"I know. Haven't done it yet," Laura admitted. "Need to talk to Greg about it. We've all been so focused on getting the charges dropped. My custody chances have to be better once I get out from under all this. Anyway, that should be soon."

"Certainly there can be no doubt?" Peg sounded surprised. "Custody always goes to the mother."

"Not if the mother is accused of murder," Laura said. "Not such a minor detail."

"Honey, Dad and I will be there later this morning. We can't wait to see Natalie and Nicole, but we're expecting a call from Ted today. We think he's still in Uganda, and Idi Amin's on another rampage. After kicking out the Orientals, missionaries are supposed to go next."

"Geez, Mom, I am so sorry to add to all your worries. You've got enough on your minds without all my stuff. You know I pray for Ted's safety every day. When are those Jesuits going to send him home?"

"Don't forget to pray for your sister too, honey. She and Kenneth are still waiting for that baby. She can't leave France right now or the adoption might be put on hold. Anyway, you know how much both Ted and Janet want to be with you, but -"

"I know, Mom. You'd better hang up so you don't miss Ted's call. We'll see you and Dad later."

"Mom!"

Laura was flipping through an AMA journal munching her third peanut b.u.t.ter toast with orange marmalade when Natalie and Nicole, still in their nightgowns, bounded down the stairs.

"I had to pinch Nattie," Nicole announced as she darted toward the refrigerator and pulled out a half gallon of orange juice. "We couldn't believe we were home when we woke up!"

"Oh, I missed you oh-so-much!" Laura jumped up and hugged them both. It felt so incredibly good to have her little girls home again. The house had been deathly silent until their return, but still there was an anguished void. The delightful banter of her daughters only served to highlight the ache in her heart for her sons. When would they all be together?

As Laura made the twins' favorite breakfast, pancakes with strawberry syrup and bacon, she pondered how to approach a discussion of their father, about his plans, his motivations.

Nicole preempted. "Mom, Dad said that you were too busy trying to stay out of jail so you didn't have time for us. I kept telling him that that was a lie. I mean, of course you wanted to talk to us, right? He was the one who didn't want us to talk to you."

"Nicole, you shouldn't talk about your father like that," Laura felt obliged to say.

"Dad's always mad at me anyway," Nicole said. "He's always liked the boys better than us. Like, why didn't he take us camping with him?"

"That's not true, Nicky. You just like to make him mad," Natalie said. "We even said that we didn't want to go camping. Yuck. No bathrooms. Sleeping in a tent. Bugs. Snakes."