The Pilgrim Of Hate Part 9

"Yet if this sentence was never made public," said Hugh, seizing upon one thing still unexplained, "how did Luc Meverel ever come to know of it and follow you?"

"Do I know?" The voice was flat and drear, worn out with exhaustion. "All I know is that I set out from Winchester, and where the roads joined, near Newbury, this man stood and waited for me, and fell in beside me, and every step of my way on this journey he has gone on my heels like a demon, and waited for me to play false to my sentence, for there was no point of it he did not know!, to take my life without guilt, without a qualm, as so he might. He trod after me wherever I trod, he never let me from his sight, he made no secret of his wants, he tempted me to go aside, to put on shoes, to lay by the cross, and sirs, it was deathly heavy! Matthew, he called himself...

Luc, you say he is? You know him? I never knew... He said I had killed his lord, whom he loved, and he would follow me to Bangor, to Caergybi, even to Dublin if ever I got aboard s.h.i.+p without putting off the cross or putting on shoes. But he would have me in the end. He had what he l.u.s.ted for, why did he turn away and spare?" The last words ached with his uncomprehending wonder.

"He did not find you worth the killing," said Cadfael, as gently and mercifully as he could, but honestly. "Now he goes in anguish and shame because he spent so much time on you that might have been better spent. It is a matter of values. Study to learn what is worth and what is not, and you may come to understand him."

"I am a dead man while I live," said Ciaran, writhing, "without master, without friends, without a cause..."

"All three you may find, if you seek. Go where you were sent, bear what you were condemned to bear, and look for the meaning," said Cadfael. "For so must we all."

He turned away with a sigh. No way of knowing how much good words might do, or the lessons of life, no telling whether any trace of compunction moved in Ciaran's bludgeoned mind, or whether all his feeling was still for himself. Cadfael felt himself suddenly very tired. He looked at Hugh with a somewhat lopsided smile. "I wish I were home. What now, Hugh? Can we go?"

Hugh stood looking down with a frown at the confessed murderer, sunken in the gra.s.s like a broken-backed serpent, submissive, tear-stained, nursing minor injuries. A piteous spectacle, though pity might be misplaced. Yet he was, after all, no more than twenty-five or so years old, able-bodied, well-clothed, strong, his continued journey might be painful and arduous, but it was not beyond his powers, and he had his bishop's ring still, effective wherever law held. These three footpads now tethered fast and under guard would trouble his going no more. Ciaran would surely reach his journey's end safely, however long it might take him. Not the journey's end of his false story, a blessed death in Aberdaron and burial among the saints of Ynys Ennli, but a return to his native place, and a life beginning afresh. He might even be changed. He might well adhere to his hard terms all the way to Caergybi, where Irish s.h.i.+ps plied, even as far as Dublin, even to his ransomed life's end. How can you tell?

"Make your own way from here," said Hugh, "as well as you may. You need fear nothing now from footpads here, and the border is not far. What you have to fear from G.o.d, take up with G.o.d."

He turned his back, with so decisive a movement that his men recognised the sign that all was over, and stirred willingly about the captives and the horses.

"And those two?" asked Hugh. "Had I not better leave a man behind on the track there, with a spare horse for Luc? He followed his quarry afoot, but no need for him to foot it back. Or ought I to send men after them?"

"No need for that," said Cadfael with certainty. "Olivier will manage all. They'll come home together."

He had no qualms at all, he was beginning to relax into the warmth of content. The evil he had dreaded had been averted, however narrowly, at whatever cost. Olivier would find his stray, bear with him, follow if he tried to avoid, wrung and ravaged as he was, with the sole obsessive purpose of his life for so long ripped away from him, and within him only the aching emptiness where that consuming pa.s.sion had been. Into that barren void Olivier would win his way, and warm the ravished heart to make it habitable for another love. There was the most comforting of messages to bring from Juliana Bossard, the promise regained of a home and a welcome. There was a future. How had Matthew-Luc seen his future when he emptied his purse of the last coin at the abbey, before taking up the pursuit of his enemy? Surely he had been contemplating the end of the person he had hitherto been, a total ending, beyond which he could not see. Now he was young again, there was a life before him, it needed only a little time to make him whole again.

Olivier would bring him back to the abbey, when the worst desolation was over. For Olivier had promised that he would not leave without spending some time leisurely with Cadfael, and upon Olivier's promise the heart could rest secure.

As for the other... Cadfael looked back from the saddle, after they had mounted, and saw the last of Ciaran, still on his knees under the tree, where they had left him. His face was turned to them, but his eyes seemed to be closed, and his hands were wrung tightly together before his breast. He might have been praying, he might have been simply experiencing with every particle of his flesh the life that had been left to him. When we are all gone, thought Cadfael, he will fall asleep there where he lies, he can do no other, for he is far gone in something beyond exhaustion. Where he falls asleep, there he will have died. But when he awakes, I trust he may understand that he has been born again.

The slower cortege that would bring the prisoners into the town began to a.s.semble, making the tethering thongs secure, and the torch-bearers crossed the clearing to mount, withdrawing their yellow light from the kneeling figure, so that Ciaran vanished gradually, as though he had been absorbed into the bole of the beech-tree.

Hugh led the way out to the track, and turned homeward. "Oh, Hugh, I grow old!" said Cadfael, hugely yawning. "I want my bed."

Chapter Fifteen.

IT WAS PAST MIDNIGHT when they rode in at the gatehouse, into a great court awash with moonlight, and heard the chanting of Matins within the church. They had made no haste on the way home, and said very little, content to ride companionably together as sometimes before, through summer night or winter day. It would be another hour or more yet before Hugh's officers got their prisoners back to Shrewsbury Castle, since they must keep a foot-pace, but before morning Simeon Poer and his henchmen would be safe in hold, under lock and key.

"I'll wait with you until Lauds is over," said Hugh, as they dismounted at the gatehouse. "Father Abbot will want to know how we've sped. Though I hope he won't require the whole tale from us tonight."

"Come down with me to the stables, then," said Cadfael, "and I'll see this fellow unsaddled and tended, while they're still within. I was always taught to care for my beast before seeking my own rest. You never lose the habit."

In the stable-yard the moonlight was all the light they needed. The quietness of midnight and the stillness of the air carried every note of the office to them softly and clearly. Cadfael unsaddled his horse and saw him settled and provided in his stall, with a light rug against any possible chill, rites he seldom had occasion to perform now. They brought back memories of other mounts and other journeys, and battlefields less happily resolved than the small but desperate skirmish just lost and won.

Hugh stood watching with his back turned to the great court, but his head tilted to follow the chant. Yet it was not any sound of an approaching step that made him look round sudenly, but the slender shadow that stole along the moonlit cobbles beside his feet. And there hesitant in the gateway of the yard stood Melangell, startled and startling, haloed in that pallid sheen.

"Child," said Cadfael, concerned, "what are you doing out of your bed at this hour?"

"How could I rest?" she said, but not as one complaining. "No one misses me, they are all sleeping." She stood very still and straight, as if she had spent all the hours since he had left her in earnest endeavour to put away for ever any memories he might have of the tear-stained, despairing girl who had sought solitude in his workshop. The great sheaf of her hair was braided and pinned up on her head, her gown was trim, and her face resolutely calm as she asked, "Did you find him?"

A girl he had left her, a woman he came back to her. "Yes," said Cadfael, "we found them both. There has nothing ill happened to either. The two of them have parted. Ciaran goes on his way alone."

"And Matthew?" she asked steadily.

"Matthew is with a good friend, and will come to no harm. We two have outridden them, but they will come." She would have to learn to call him by another name now, but let the man himself tell her that. Nor would the future be altogether easy, for her or for Luc Meverel, two human creatures who might never have been brought within hail of each other but for freakish circ.u.mstance. Unless Saint Winifred had had a hand in that, too? On this night Cadfael could believe it, and trust her to bring all to a good end. "He will come back," said Cadfael, meeting her candid eyes, that bore no trace of tears now. "You need not fear. But he has suffered a great turmoil of the mind, and he'll need all your patience and wisdom. Ask him nothing. When the time is right he will tell you everything. Reproach him with nothing."

"G.o.d forbid," she said,"that I should ever reproach him. It was I who failed him."

"No, how could you know? But when he comes, wonder at nothing. Be like one who is thirsty and drinks. And so will he."

She had turned a little towards him, and the moonlight blanched wonderfully over her face, as if a lamp within her had been newly lighted. "I will wait," she said.

"Better go to your bed and sleep, the waiting may be longer than you think, he has been wrung. But he will come."

But at that she shook her head. "I'll watch till he comes," she said, and suddenly smiled at them, pale and l.u.s.trous as pearl, and turned and went away swiftly and silently towards the cloister.

"That is the girl you spoke of?" asked Hugh, looking after her with somewhat frowning interest. "The lame boy's sister? The girl that young man fancies?"

"That is she," said Cadfael, and closed the half-door of the stall.

"The weaver-woman's niece?"

"That, too. Dowerless and from common stock," said Cadfael, understanding but untroubled. "Yes, true! I'm from common stock myself. I doubt if a young fellow who has been torn apart and remade as Luc has tonight will care much about such little things. Though I grant you others may! I hope the lady Juliana has no plans yet for marrying him off to some heiress from a neighbour manor, for I fancy things have gone so far now with these two that she'll be forced to abandon her plans. A manor or a craft, if you take pride in them, and run them well, where's the difference?"

"Your common stock," said Hugh heartily, "gave growth to a most uncommon shoot! And I wouldn't say but that young thing would grace a hall better than many a highbred dame I've seen. But listen, they're ending. We'd best present ourselves."

Abbot Radulfus came from Matins and Lauds with his usual imperturbable stride, and found them waiting for him as he left the cloister. This day of miracles had produced a fittingly glorious night, incredibly lofty and deep, coruscating with stars, washed white with moonlight. Coming from the dimness within, this exuberance of light showed him clearly both the serenity and the weariness on the two faces that confronted him.

"You are back!" he said, and looked beyond them. "But not all! Messire de Bretagne, you said he had gone by a wrong way. He has not returned here. You have not encountered him?"

"Yes, Father, we have," said Hugh. "All is well with him, and he has found the young man he was seeking. They will return here, all in good time."

"And the evil you feared, Brother Cadfael? You spoke of another death..."

"Father," said Cadfael, "no harm has come tonight to any but the masterless men who escaped into the forest there. They are now safe in hold, and on their way under guard to the castle. The death I dreaded has been averted, no threat remains in that quarter to any man. I said, if the two young men could be overtaken, the better surely for one, and perhaps for both. Father, they were overtaken in time, and better for both it surely must be."

"Yet there remains," said Radulfus, pondering, "the print of blood, which both you and I have seen. You said, you will recall, that, yes, we have entertained a murderer among us. Do you still say so?"

"Yes, Father. Yet not as you suppose. When Olivier de Bretagne and Luc Meverel return, then all can be made plain, for as yet," said Cadfael, "there are still certain things we do not know. But we do know," he said firmly, "that what has pa.s.sed this night is the best for which we could have prayed, and we have good need to give thanks for it."

"So all is well?"

"All is very well, Father."

"Then the rest may wait for morning. You need rest. But will you not come in with me and take some food and wine, before you sleep?"

"My wife," said Hugh, gracefully evading, "will be in some anxiety for me. You are kind, Father, but I would not have her fret longer than she need."

The abbot eyed them both, and did not press them.

"And G.o.d bless you for that!" sighed Cadfael, toiling up the slight slope of the court towards the dortoir stair and the gatehouse where Hugh had hitched his horse. "For I'm asleep on my feet, and even a good wine could not revive me."

The moonlight was gone, and there was as yet no sunlight, when Olivier de Bretagne and Luc Meverel rode slowly in at the abbey gatehouse. How far they had wandered in the deep night neither of them knew very clearly, for this was strange country to both. Even when overtaken, and addressed with careful gentleness, Luc had still gone forward blindly, hands hanging slack at his sides or vaguely parting the bushes, saying nothing, hearing nothing, unless some core of feeling within him was aware of this calm, relentless pursuit by a tolerant, incurious kindness, and distantly wondered at it. When he had dropped at last and lain down in the lush gra.s.s of a meadow at the edge of the forest, Olivier had tethered his horse a little apart and lain down beside him, not too close, yet so close that the mute man knew he was there, waiting without impatience. Past midnight Luc had fallen asleep. It was his greatest need. He was a man ravished and emptied of every impulse that had held him alive for the past two months, a dead man still walking and unable quite to die. Sleep was his ransom. Then he could truly die to this waste of loss and bitterness, the awful need that had driven him, the corrosive grief that had eaten his heart out for his lord, who had died in his arms, on his shoulder, on his heart. The bloodstain that would not wash out, no matter how he laboured over it, was his witness. He had kept it to keep the fire of his hatred white-hot. Now in sleep he was delivered from all.

And he had awakened in the first mysterious pre-dawn stirring of the earliest summer birds, beginning to call tentatively into the silence, to open his eyes upon a face bending over him, a face he did not know, but remotely desired to know, for it was vivid, friendly and calm, waiting courteously on his will.

"Did I kill him?" Luc had asked, somehow aware that the man who bore this face would know the answer.

"No," said a voice clear, serene and low. "There was no need. But he's dead to you. You can forget him."

He did not understand that, but he accepted it. He sat up in the cool, ripe gra.s.s, and his senses began to stir again, and record distantly that the earth smelled sweet, and there were paling stars in the sky over him, caught like stray sparks in the branches of the trees. He stared intently into Olivier's face, and Olivier looked back at him with a slight, serene smile, and was silent.

"Do I know you?" asked Luc wonderingly.

"No. But you will. My name is Olivier de Bretagne, and I serve Laurence d'Angers, just as your lord did. I knew Rainald Bossard well, he was my friend, we came from the Holy Land together in Laurence's train. And I am sent with a message to Luc Meverel, and that, I am sure, is your name."

"A message to me?" Luc shook his head.

"From your cousin and lady, Juliana Bossard. And the message is that she begs you to come home, for she needs you, and there is no one who can take your place."

He was slow to believe, still numbed and hollow within; but there was no impulsion for him to go anywhere or do anything now of his own will, and he yielded indifferently to Olivier's promptings. "Now we should be getting back to the abbey," said Olivier practically, and rose, and Luc responded, and rose with him. "You take the horse, and I'll walk," said Olivier, and Luc did as he was bidden. It was like nursing a simpleton gently along the way he must go, and holding him by the hand at every step.

They found their way back at last to the old track, and there were the two horses Hugh had left behind for them, and the groom fast asleep in the gra.s.s beside them. Olivier took back his own horse, and Luc mounted the fresh one, with the lightness and ease of custom, his body's instincts at least reawakening. The yawning groom led the way, knowing the path well. Not until they were halfway back towards the Meole brook and the narrow bridge to the highroad did Luc say a word of his own volition.

"You say she wants me to come back," he said abruptly, with quickening pain and hope in his voice. "Is it true? I left her without a word, but what else could I do? What can she think of me now?"

"Why, that you had your reasons for leaving her, as she has hers for wanting you back. Half the length of England I have been asking after you, at her entreaty. What more do you need?"

"I never thought to return," said Luc, staring back down that long, long road in wonder and doubt.

No, not even to Shrewsbury, much less to his home in the south. Yet here he was, in the cool, soft morning twilight well before Prime, riding beside this young stranger over the wooden bridge that crossed the Meole brook, instead of wading through the shrunken stream to the pease fields, the way by which he had left the enclave. Round to the highroad, past the mill and the pond, and in at the gatehouse to the great court. There they lighted down, and the groom took himself and his two horses briskly away again towards the town.

Luc stood gazing about him dully, still clouded by the unfamiliarity of everything he beheld, as if his senses were still dazed and clumsy with the effort of coming back to life. At this hour the court was empty. No, not quite empty. There was someone sitting on the stone steps that climbed to the door of the guest-hall, sitting there alone and quite composedly, with her face turned towards the gate, and as he watched she rose and came down the wide steps, and walked towards him with a swift, light step. Then he knew her for Melangell.

In her at least there was nothing unfamiliar. The sight of her brought back colour and form and reality into the very stones of the wall at her back, and the cobbles under her feet. The elusive grey between-light could not blur the outlines of head and hand, or dim the brightness of her hair. Life came flooding back into Luc with a shock of pain, as feeling returns after a numbing wound. She came towards him with hands a little extended and face raised, and the faintest and most anxious of smiles on her lips and in her eyes. Then, as she hesitated for the first time, a few paces from him, he saw the dark stain of the bruise that marred her cheek.

It was the bruise that shattered him. He shook from head to heels in a great convulsion of shame and grief, and blundered forward blindly into her arms, which reached gladly to receive him. On his knees, with his arms wound about her and his face buried in her breast, he burst into a storm of tears, as spontaneous and as healing as Saint Winifred's own miraculous spring.

He was in perfect command of voice and face when they met after chapter in the abbot's parlour, abbot, prior, Brother Cadfael, Hugh Beringar, Olivier and Luc, to set right in all its details the account of Rainald Bossard's death, and all that had followed from it.

"Unwittingly I deceived you, Father," said Cadfael, harking back to the interview which had sent him forth in such haste. "When you asked if we had entertained a murderer unawares, I answered truly that I did think so, but that we might yet have time to prevent a second death. I never realised until afterwards how you might interpret that, seeing we had just found the blood-stained s.h.i.+rt. But, see, the man who struck the blow might be spattered as to sleeve or collar, but he would not be marked by this great blot that covered breast and shoulder over the heart. No, that was rather the sign of one who had held a wounded man, a man wounded to death, in his arms as he died. Nor would the slayer, if his clothing was blood-stained, have kept and carried it with him, but burned or buried it, or somehow rid himself of it. But this s.h.i.+rt, though washed most carefully, still bore the outline of the stain clear to be seen, and it was carried as a sacred relic is carried, perhaps as a pledge to exact vengeance. So I knew that this same Luc whom we knew as Matthew, and in whose scrip the talisman was found, was not the murderer. But when I recalled all the words I had heard those two young men speak, and all the evidence of devoted attendance, the one on the other, then suddenly I saw that pairing in the utterly opposed way, as a pursuit. And I feared it must be to the death."

The abbot looked at Luc, and asked simply: "Is that a true reading?"

"Father, it is." Luc set forth with deliberation the progress of his own obsession, as though he discovered it and understood it only in speaking. "I was with my lord that night, close to the Old Minster it was, when four or five set on the clerk, and my lord ran, and we with him, to beat them off. And then they fled, but one turned back and struck. I saw it done, and it was done of intent! I had my lord in my arms, he had been good to me, and I loved him," said Luc with grimly measured moderation and burning eyes as he remembered. "He was dead in a mere moment, in the twinkling of an eye... And I had seen where the murderer fled, into the pa.s.sage by the chapter house. I went after him, and I heard their voices in the sacristy, Bishop Henry had come from the chapter house after the council ended for the night, and there Ciaran had found him and fell on his knees to him, blurting out all. I lay in hiding, and heard every word. I think he even hoped for praise," said Luc with bitter deliberation.

"Is it possible?" wondered Prior Robert, shocked to the heart. "Bishop Henry could not for one moment connive at or condone an act so evil."

"No, he did not condone. But neither would he deliver over one of his own intimate servants as a murderer. To do him justice," said Luc, but with plain distaste, "his concern was not to cause further anger and quarrelling, but to put away and smooth over everything that threatened the empress's fortunes and the peace he was trying to make. But condone murder, no, that he would not. Therefore I overheard the sentence he laid upon Ciaran, though then I did not know who he was, nor that Ciaran was his name. He banished him back to his Dublin home, for ever, and condemned him to go every step of the way to Bangor and to the s.h.i.+p at Caergybi barefoot, and carrying that heavy cross. And if ever he put on shoes or laid by the cross from round his neck, then his forfeit life was no longer spared, but might be taken by whoever willed, without sin or penalty. But see," said Luc, merciless in judgement, "how he cheated! For not only did he give his creature the ring that would ensure him the protection of the church to Bangor, but also, mark, not one word was ever made public of this guilt or this sentence, so how was that forfeit life in danger? No one was to know of it but they two, if G.o.d had not prevented and brought there a witness to hear the sentence and take upon himself the vengeance due."

"As you did," said the abbot, and his voice was even and calm, avoiding judgement.

"As I did, Father. For as Ciaran swore to keep the terms laid down on pain of death, so did I swear an oath as solemn to follow him the length of the land, and if ever he broke his terms for a moment, to have his life as payment for my lord."

"And how," asked Radulfus in the same mild tone, "did you know what man you were thus to hunt to his death? For you say you did not see his face clearly or know his name then."

"I knew the way he was bound to go, and the day of his setting out. I waited by the roadside for one walking north, barefoot, and one not used to going barefoot, but very well shod," said Luc with a brief, wry smile. "I saw the cross at his neck. I fell in at his side, and I told him, not who I was, but what. I took another name, so that no failure nor shame of mine should ever cast a shadow on my lady or her house. One Evangelist in exchange for another! Step for step with him I went all this way, here to this place, and never let him from my sight and reach, night or day, and never let him forget that I meant to be his death. He could not ask help to rid himself of me, since I could then as easily strip him of his pilgrim holiness and show what he really was. And I could not denounce him, partly for fear of Bishop Henry, partly because neither did I want more feuding between factions, my feud was between two men!, but chiefly because he was mine, mine, and I would not let any other vengeance or danger reach him. So we kept together, he trying to elude me, but he was court-bred and tender and crippled by the miles, and I holding fast to him, and waiting."

He looked up suddenly and caught the abbot's compa.s.sionate but calm eyes upon him, and his own eyes were wide, dark and clear. "It is not beautiful, I know. Neither was murder beautiful. And this blotch was only mine, my lord went to his grave immaculate, defending one opposed to him."

It was Olivier, silent until now, who said softly: "And so did you!" The grave, thought Cadfael at the height of the Ma.s.s, had closed firmly to deny Luc entrance, but that arm outstretched between his enemy and the knives of three a.s.sailants must never be forgotten. h.e.l.l had also shut its mouth and refused to devour him. He was young, clean, alive again after a kind of death. Yes, Olivier had uttered truth. His own life ventured, his enemy's life defended, what was there between Luc and his lord but the accident, the vain and random accident, of the death itself?

He recalled also, when he was most diligent in prayer, that these few days while Saint Winifred was manifesting her virtue in disentangling the troubled lives of some half-dozen people in Shrewsbury, were also the vital days when the fates of Englishmen in general were being determined, perhaps with less compa.s.sion and wisdom. For by this time the date of the empress's coronation might well be settled, the crown even now placed upon her head. No doubt G.o.d and the saints had that consideration in mind, too.

Matthew-Luc came once again to ask audience of the abbot, a little before Vespers. Radulfus had him admitted without question, and sat with him alone, divining his present need.

"Father, will you hear me my confession? For I need absolution from the vow I could not keep. And I do earnestly desire to be clean of the past before I undertake the future."

"It is a right and a wise desire," said Radulfus. "One thing tell me, are you asking absolution for failing to fulfil the oath you swore?"

Luc, already on his knees, raised his head for a moment from the abbot's knee, and showed a face open and clear. "No, Father, but for ever swearing such an oath. Even grief has its arrogance."

"Then you have learned, my son, that vengeance belongs only to G.o.d?"

"More than that, Father," said Luc. "I have learned that in G.o.d's hands vengeance is safe. However long delayed, however strangely manifested, the reckoning is sure."

When it was done, when he had raked out of his heart, with measured voice and long pauses for thought, every drifted grain of rancour and bitterness and impatience that fretted him, and received absolution, he rose with a great sigh, and raised a bright and resolute face.

"Now, Father, if I may pray of you one more grace, let me have one of your priests to join me to a wife before I go from here. Here, where I am made clean and new, I would have love and life begin together."

Chapter Sixteen.

ON THE NEXT MORNING, which was the twenty-fourth day of June, the general bustle of departure began. There was packing of belongings, buying and parcelling of food and drink for the journey, and much leave-taking from friends newly made, and arranging of company for the road. No doubt the saint would have due regard for her own reputation, and keep the June sun s.h.i.+ning until all her devotees were safely home, and with a wonderful tale to tell. Most of them knew only half the wonder, but even that was wonder enough.

Among the early departures went Brother Adam of Reading, in no great hurry along the way, for today he would go no farther than Reading's daughter-house of Leominster, where there would be letters waiting for him to carry home to his abbot. He set out with a pouch well filled with seeds of species his garden did not yet possess, and a scholarly mind still pondering the miraculous healing he had witnessed from every theological angle, in order to be able to expound its full significance when he reached his own monastery. It had been a most instructive and enlightening festival.

"I'd meant to start for home today, too," said Mistress Weaver to her cronies Mistress Glover and the apothecary's widow, with whom she had formed a strong matronly alliance during these memorable days, "but now there's such work doing, I hardly know whether I'm waking or sleeping, and I must stay over yet a night or two. Who'd ever have thought what would come of it, when I told my lad we ought to come and make our prayers here to the good saint, and have faith that she'd be listening? Now it seems I'm to lose the both of them, my poor sister's chicks; for Rhun, G.o.d bless him, is set on staying here and taking the cowl, for he says he won't ever leave the blessed girl who healed him. And truly I don't wonder at it, and won't stand in his way, for he's too good for this wicked world outside, so he is! And now comes young Matthew, no, but it seems we must call him Luc, now, and he's well-born, if from a poor landless branch, and will come in for a manor or two in time, by his good kinswoman's taking him in..."