Plays By John Galsworthy Volume Ii Part 12

BILL. I know all that, thanks.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. n.o.body does till they've been through it. Marriage is hard enough when people are of the same cla.s.s. [With a sudden movement towards him] Oh! my dear-before it's too late!

BILL. [After a struggle] It's no good.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. It's not fair to her. It can only end in her misery.

BILL. Leave that to me, please.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [With an almost angry vehemence] Only the very finest can do such things. And you don't even know what trouble's like.

BILL. Drop it, please, mother.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Bill, on your word of honour, are you acting of your own free will?

BILL. [Breaking away from her] I can't stand any more.

[He goes out into the workroom.]

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. What in G.o.d's name shall I do?

In her distress she walks up and doom the room, then goes to the workroom door, and opens it.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Come in here, please, Freda.

After a seconds pause, FREDA, white and trembling, appears in the doorway, followed by BILL.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. No, Bill. I want to speak to her alone.

BILL, does not move.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Icily] I must ask you to leave us.

BILL hesitates; then shrugging his shoulders, he touches FREDA's arms, and goes back into the workroom, closing the door. There is silence.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. How did it come about?

FREDA. I don't know, my lady.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. For heaven's sake, child, don't call me that again, whatever happens. [She walks to the window, and speaks from there]

I know well enough how love comes. I don't blame you. Don't cry.

But, you see, it's my eldest son. [FREDA puts her hand to her breast] Yes, I know. Women always get the worst of these things.

That's natural. But it's not only you is it? Does any one guess?

FREDA. No.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Not even your father? [FREDA shakes her head] There's nothing more dreadful than for a woman to hang like a stone round a man's neck. How far has it gone? Tell me!

FREDA. I can't.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Come!

FREDA. I--won't.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Smiling painfully]. Won't give him away? Both of you the same. What's the use of that with me? Look at me! Wasn't he with you when you went for your holiday this summer?

FREDA. He's--always--behaved--like--a--gentleman.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Like a man you mean!

FREDA. It hasn't been his fault! I love him so.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE turns abruptly, and begins to walk up and down the room. Then stopping, she looks intently at FREDA.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. I don't know what to say to you. It's simple madness! It can't, and shan't go on.

FREDA. [Sullenly] I know I'm not his equal, but I am--somebody.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Answering this first a.s.sertion of rights with a sudden steeliness] Does he love you now?

FREDA. That's not fair--it's not fair.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. If men are like gunpowder, Freda, women are not. If you've lost him it's been your own fault.

FREDA. But he does love me, he must. It's only four months.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Looking down, and speaking rapidly] Listen to me.

I love my son, but I know him--I know all his kind of man. I've lived with one for thirty years. I know the way their senses work.

When they want a thing they must have it, and then--they're sorry.

FREDA. [Sullenly] He's not sorry.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Is his love big enough to carry you both over everything?... You know it isn't.

FREDA. If I were a lady, you wouldn't talk like that.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. If you were a lady there'd be no trouble before either of you. You'll make him hate you.

FREDA. I won't believe it. I could make him happy--out there.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. I don't want to be so odious as to say all the things you must know. I only ask you to try and put yourself in our position.

FREDA. Ah, yes!

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. You ought to know me better than to think I'm purely selfish.

FREDA. Would you like to put yourself in my position?

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. What!