Scandalous. Part 2

Priscilla made an irritated noise. How did the fool expect her to speak with his hand over her mouth?

"I'll take away my hand," he went on, "as long as you don't scream. One scream, and-" His arm tightened briefly in emphasis. "I can snap your neck like a chicken's." He paused, then said, "Do you understand? Will you agree?"

Priscilla nodded. His hand loosened over her mouth, then slowly withdrew. He settled it on her throat, his fingers stretching suggestively across it. Priscilla s.h.i.+vered; the touch of his hot hand on the sensitive skin of her throat sent strange vibrations through her. She could feel his body, hard with muscles, pressed against hers all the way down, and she could not keep from thinking about the fact that he was naked.

"Answer me," he prodded, his breath hot against her cheek.

"I, uh..." Priscilla stopped and cleared her throat, then continued in a stronger voice, "My name is Priscilla Hamilton, and you are at Evermere Cottage. As to what you are doing here, I was rather hoping that you could enlighten me on that score."

"Hamilton?" he repeated vaguely, and she could feel his body sag a little. "I don't know you."

"No. Nor do I know you. All I'm certain of is that you collapsed on our doorstep about thirty minutes ago."

"Why?" he asked softly, but she got the impression that he was speaking more to himself than to her.

He removed his hand from her throat and brought it up to his face. He swayed a little and leaned against the wall, his arm loosening around her waist.

Priscilla knew that her moment had arrived. She stamped down hard on his bare foot with her shod one, and at the same moment lunged forward with all her strength. He let out a grunt of pain and surprise, and his arm fell away, so that Priscilla was able to break away from him. He reached out, grabbing for her, but it was too late. She pulled out the ancient dueling pistol and spun around to face him.

His mouth dropped open and he stared at the gun in her hand. "You cunning little b.i.t.c.h! You are one of them, aren't you?"

"One of whom?" Priscilla retorted, and gestured with her gun. "Move back against the wall. I am the one asking the questions now."

He leaned back against the wall, though it looked more as if from necessity than because of any command from her. His face was pale, and sweat stood out on his forehead. From the expression on his face as he closed his eyes, Priscilla suspected that his head was spinning again. Her eyes slipped a little lower. It was extremely uncomfortable standing there dealing with a man who was utterly naked. He seemed perversely unconcerned and at ease in his naked state, which somehow made her feel even more awkward.

She refused to stare at him; it would be in appalling taste. Yet it was extremely hard to look anywhere else. She could not help but notice the breadth of his shoulders or the bony outthrust of his collarbone, or the way his chest was padded with muscles. She had never seen any man naked, of course, but she could not imagine that any of the gentleman of her acquaintance would resemble this man if she was to see them in such a state. Her younger brothers' lanky, bony bodies were nothing like his, and even Alec, who was a constant and bruising rider, had a wiry build.

But this man, who was almost a foot taller than she, was anything but wiry. His body looked chiseled from granite; there wasn't an ounce of excess flesh anywhere on him. Priscilla had never realized that a man's body could be so...intriguing. Her eyes drifted lower, and she jerked them away selfconsciously, blus.h.i.+ng. She was glad that his eyes had been closed and he hadn't seen how-and where-she was staring.

"I think it would be better if you sat down while we talked," Priscilla began stiffly. "Otherwise I'll have you back on the floor."

He opened his eyes and looked at her. "I pa.s.sed out before, didn't I?"

"Mm... Twice now."

He shook his head and winced. "d.a.m.n! What is the matter with me?" He wiped his hand over his face. "I'm sweating buckets. Things just start whirling." He looked at Priscilla as if these things were her fault.

"I suspect it's that large b.u.mp on your head. As well as the fact that you are running a raging fever. Now, I suggest you walk back that way and into that little room off the kitchen. There's a cot there." She nodded toward the blankets she had dropped on the floor when he grabbed her. "There's a blanket I brought for you."

He turned and looked at them, bent carefully and picked up one of the blankets, then wrapped it around his shoulders, holding it closed in front. He walked through the kitchen and into the side room, moving slowly but with carefully precise movements. When he sank onto the cot, he had to stifle a groan, and his head dropped to his hands for a moment. Priscilla couldn't keep from feeling a pang of sympathy.

"I am sorry," she told him. "I would give you something for the pain, but that's not really a good idea with head injuries."

He raised his head and looked at her, puzzled. "I don't understand. Why did you bring me this? Why did you bandage my head?"

"Why wouldn't I? You were obviously hurt and...and, well, you needed a blanket. Anyone would have done the same."

"But you...aren't you working with them?"

"Who is 'them'? I am not working with anyone."

"I don't know their names. The two that had me tied up. The drunk, and the other one."

"A tall fellow? Thin? With a scar?"

"Yes, that's the one. What is he to you?"

"Nothing. He and a short man who struck me as having imbibed too freely just came to our door, looking for you."

He continued to stare at her in confusion. "You didn't give me to them?"

"No. Papa told them no one had come here tonight. He thought they looked a proper pair of ruffians, and they did."

"So you aren't working with them." He relaxed. "Thank G.o.d. Then why are you holding a pistol on me?"

"May I remind you that you were the one who attacked me as I entered the kitchen? I thought a gun seemed an excellent idea, actually."

"You're right." He wiped his hand across his forehead again. "I apologize. My behavior was...exceedingly impolite." A long shudder racked him. He pulled the blanket closer around him. "I feel very strange."

"You have a fever. How long were you tied up? And were you, uh, dressed that way the whole time?" Priscilla asked, blus.h.i.+ng.

He looked down at himself, puzzled. "Yes. I think so. I don't remember when-That is, I woke up, and I was like this, only bound hand and foot. They were there, on guard, and they changed sometimes. First one and then the other. But it was terribly hard to keep track of the time. I think it was days-it seemed forever. But I think there were just two nights and two days-after I came to, of course. I have no idea how long I was there before that."

Another s.h.i.+ver shook him, and he said, "Is it cold in here? I feel quite cold."

"I'll get you the other blanket." Priscilla got up and went out into the kitchen. She was no longer really frightened of the stranger; he seemed too weak at the moment to harm her, anyway. But she was careful not to turn her back to him, even so. She returned and tossed the blanket to him, also careful not to get close enough for him to grab her arm.

He seemed to have no interest in doing anything like that, anyway. He wrapped the other blanket around himself and sat, s.h.i.+vering. Yet his face was flushed, and sweat was pouring off him. "Do you mind? I think-I think I have to lie down."

He lay down on his side on the cot, his eyes fluttering closed.

"But, wait. Sir..." Priscilla moved closer, bending down to peer at him. "You have not told me yet. What happened to you? Why are those men after you?"

"I-I don't know." His teeth chattered, and he curled up into a tight ball. "It's so cold."

Priscilla hesitated. Then she stuck the empty pistol back into her pocket and hurried out of the kitchen. She returned a few minutes later with three more blankets, cautiously opening the door and peering into the room before she entered. Her guest was nowhere in sight.

She found him lying on his cot, but he had turned over onto his back and now slept with all his covers thrown off and his arms flung wide. Priscilla moved closer hesitantly. His skin was red with heat, and sweat dampened his body. He had obviously gone from a chill back to a fever. Still, he should have cover. Priscilla edged closer, feeling strangely reluctant and guilty.

It was foolish to feel guilty, she told herself, though she knew why she did. It was because she was tempted to look down, to let her eyes drift lower, past their visitor's flat stomach, down to the nest of hair and the...thing that lay there. The very male thing that she had been trying to avoid looking at from the moment she first answered the door this evening, yet which she could not keep her eyes from straying to now and then before she caught herself and pulled them back.

It was just that she was curious. She had never actually seen one of those. No woman of decency had, unless she was married, and Priscilla wasn't really sure one did even then. It was something she was not supposed to know about, and true ladies, she had been told when she was a child, would not even be curious about such things. However, Priscilla had decided some time ago that she probably did not have the soul of a true lady. She found most ladylike endeavors boring, and the thing she loved to do, and which brought her much needed income, was not considered a fit occupation for a lady, either.

Her secret love was writing-and not ladylike diaries or accounts of travels, or the sort of bad poetry young women were supposed to scribble, but full-blooded, hair-raising adventure stories. There was nothing she loved like a foreign setting, a stalwart hero and plenty of dangers to overcome. She had grown up reading the Gothic horrors of the Bront sisters and the sweeping heroic tales of Sir Walter Scott. Books had carried her away to lands she dreamed of and knew she would never see, had introduced her to brave and wonderful people, the sort she knew must exist somewhere.

Her entire life she had lived a quiet existence, but in her head she had seethed with excitement. Reading the stories had not been enough; other stories danced in her head, compelling and intriguing her. So she had begun to write, traveling to exotic locales in her mind, creating the sort of perfect, adventurous men who lived only in her imagination. Men who did not stay on their estates, growing old and chasing foxes, perhaps traveling to London for a treat, men well content to be who and where they were. The men in her mind, the ones who flowed out of her pen and onto paper, were adventurers all, most of them brave and n.o.ble, some of them villainous, but all of them seekers-of treasures, of truth, of excitement. Men who risked everything.

The man who lay before her could have pa.s.sed for one of those men. He looked the part: tall, handsome, strong, mysterious, and in danger. It was exactly the sort of thing a hero in a book would do, come knocking on a lady's door with men in pursuit of him-except, of course, that he would be clothed and, normally, he would fight off his pursuers. But real life, of course, could not be exactly the same as a book; real life was usually so unmanageable. This man was the closest she had ever come to one of the larger-than-life men who lived in her books. It was no wonder, she told herself, that she was curious.

Of course, one of the genteel heroines of her books would never think of looking on an unclothed man. They were the proper women that society expected, even if they did get into predicaments that no real lady would. Priscilla, however, was well aware that she was not one of her heroines. And she was thoroughly curious about the male anatomy.

She thought about how embarra.s.sing it would be if he happened to wake up and catch her staring at him. But even that thought could not deter her for long. She turned and looked down his body, then quickly away, and then back, blus.h.i.+ng furiously, but unable to keep from gazing at him.

So that was how men were built. It seemed quite strange, so different from women, and yet...there was something fascinating about it. Looking at him, she felt an odd sensation stirring deep in her loins, and she was aware of a completely improper urge to reach out and touch him. She would not, of course; even she was not that lost to propriety-or that daring.

The man stirred on the cot, and Priscilla jumped. Hastily she covered him with one of the blankets she had brought. The man was ill and needed her help, she reminded herself. She put her hand on his forehead. He was burning up.

She returned to the kitchen and got a fresh bowl of water and a new wash rag, then went back to her patient. After dipping the rag in the water, she squeezed it out and laid it on his forehead. Leaving it there, she went back into the kitchen to search for the bottle of tonic that her friend Anne had given her the last time Philip had a fever. It had worked rather well, as she remembered. She found it at last in the back of a cupboard and mixed a spoonful of it in a gla.s.s with a little water.

She returned to her patient. He was moving restlessly on the cot and had already shoved his blanket down to his waist. He murmured something unintelligible as Priscilla knelt on the floor beside him. "Mr...." She wished she knew his name; it seemed strange to be tending someone she could not even address by name. "Sir, can you sit up? I have something for you to drink."

When he did not awaken, she prodded his shoulder tentatively. His skin felt like fire. "Sir? Please, wake up."

His eyelids fluttered open, and he turned his head. His gaze was hazy and unfocused. "What?" He ran his tongue over his parched lips. "I'm so hot. Where am I?"

"Evermere Cottage," Priscilla replied evenly. "I told you before. Don't you remember?"

He shook his head slightly and wet his lips again. "Thirsty."

"I know. You need to drink some water. But first you need to drink this. It will help you feel better. Can you sit up?"

He nodded, but made it only up onto his elbows. Priscilla put her hand behind his head to help steady it and raised the gla.s.s to his lips. He drank greedily, then pulled back, grimacing.

"What the devil! Are you trying to kill me?"

"No. It's a tonic for your fever. You need to drink it. I know it tastes wretched, but you really must drink some more."

"The h.e.l.l I will!" he retorted belligerently.

Priscilla set her jaw and gave him a steely gaze. She hadn't dealt with two lively boys all these years for nothing. "Yes," she told him firmly. "You have to. Now open up."

"I want water," he replied with equal stubbornness, and the mutinous look on his face was so much that of a young boy that Priscilla almost had to laugh.

"And you shall have some...as soon as you take your medicine."

He stared at her in silence for a long moment. Priscilla returned his gaze with calm determination. Finally he grimaced, saying sullenly, "All right."

He drank the whole draft, then fell back on his bed, his mouth twisting expressively. "Tastes like poison. Who hired you? Father?"

"No one hired me. I am trying to help you of my own free will, but I must say, at the moment you are making me reconsider my decision."

He smiled faintly at her retort, and she left to get him a gla.s.s of water. By the time she returned, his eyes were once again closed. She set the gla.s.s down on the small dresser and returned to his bedside. He was sweating profusely and had once again thrown his blanket almost completely away. Priscilla straightened it, then brought up the stool that sat in the corner of the room and sat down beside him. She washed his face with the rag, soaked it in the bowl, then washed his face again.

The cool water on his face seemed to make him a little more peaceful, but he continued to move his head and mumble something now and then, and several times he thrust the blanket down impatiently. His fever continued to rise.

When the boys ran a really high fever, she had usually sponged their chests, as well, Priscilla remembered, but she felt a little odd about doing that to a strange man. However, after a while, she decided that she had no choice. His fever was simply too high. So she dipped the wash rag in water, squeezed it out and began to bathe his chest with it, slipping it behind his head to cool his neck, as well. She brought the rag down his chest to his stomach in long, rhythmic strokes, and when it grew warm from his body heat, she dipped it in the cool water and started all over again.

The rag was thin, and through its dampness she could feel the firm shape of his muscles, the hard ridges of his ribs and collarbone. A flutter ran through her abdomen, and her breath came a little faster. She found herself watching the pulse in his throat, thinking about touching it. Finally she did, reaching out and placing a finger gently on it. His skin was blazing; it was also soft and vulnerable there, in contrast to the strength of his body, the force that she had felt in him earlier, when he pulled her back against him. His pulse beat against her finger, firm and fast; it made her own pulse accelerate to feel it.

She pulled back her hand, swallowing, amazed at the strange sensations coursing through her tonight. She had never felt a tingling quite like the one she felt when she dragged the cloth across his chest; she had never known the heat that flowered in her abdomen. It was all very peculiar and exciting and enjoyable, all at once.

She brought the cool rag from the water to his chest again and began a long, slow sweep down his body. Her finger pa.s.sed over his flat masculine nipple, and she thought that it felt much harder and more pointed than it had before. Her patient moaned and turned toward her, kicking off his blanket once more. Priscilla shook her head, and was leaning down to pull it back up to his waist when her eyes fell upon the same member at which she had sneaked a peek earlier. She stopped in midmotion, staring.

It was different.

It was bigger and longer, and it seemed to be rising upward. Blinking, she drew her hand back. Automatically she began to wash his chest again, while her mind considered what she'd just seen. As she moved her hand down his chest and onto his stomach, she saw his shaft move. She stopped, amazed, then tentatively stroked his stomach again with her cloth. Again his manhood twitched and seemed to grow.

She glanced back up at his face. He was still asleep, his eyes closed, but his face looked somehow looser, and his mouth was open slightly. His breath rasped in his throat. Priscilla felt her own throat closing up, and something beginning to pulse deep between her legs. She squeezed her legs together tightly, surprised at the sensation.

He licked his dry lips again. Priscilla watched him. Then-she wasn't sure why-she dipped her forefinger into the gla.s.s of water she had brought him earlier and touched it to his lips. He pressed his lips to her finger. His hot breath seared her hand, and her stomach was fluttering as if b.u.t.terflies were warring within it.

She dipped her finger back into the water and trailed her damp finger across his lips. This time his tongue snaked out, scooping the water from her finger. It was soft as velvet, hot and firm, and heat surged in her loins.

His eyes fluttered open, and he looked at her. His eyes were glazed and vague; there was no recognition, no questioning, as there had been earlier. His lips curved upward in a way that did strange things to her insides.

"Nice," he murmured. His hand came up and curved over her cheek. "How much?"

"I beg your pardon?" Priscilla looked at him blankly. The touch of his hand on her face, faintly rough and searingly hot, made every thought fly out of her head.

"For the night," he went on in a low voice. "For you." His hand slid down her throat and onto her chest, cupping her breast. "Mm...Madam Chang always knows how to pick them."

Heat flooded Priscilla when she realized, from his graphic gesture, exactly what he was talking about. He thought she was a woman of the night! Someone whose favors he could buy!

"Sir!" She pushed his hand away and started to rise, but he clamped his fingers around her wrist and held her still.

"Wait. Don't go." His other hand went to the back of her neck, cupping it and pulling her down toward him. "Don't you understand? You're the one I want."

"No! Wait! You are mistaken. You've-you're delirious." Priscilla braced her hand against his chest, but he seemed to feel the gesture was a caress, for he smiled and murmured something and pulled her even closer, until she was only inches from his face.

Then his lips were on hers, hot and demanding. She had never been kissed like this before in her life. In truth, she had been kissed only three times, and those had been mere pecks, a brush of the lips. There had not been this heat, this demand, this pounding need, radiating from the man, as there was now. His lips pressed hungrily into hers, opening them, and then, astounding her, his tongue was in her mouth, searching. She stiffened, making a surprised noise, but he did not pull away, only kissed her more fervently. Both his arms were around her now, pressing her into him. Priscilla's senses were whirling; she felt her muscles going limp as his heat invaded her. She no longer pushed herself away from him; instead, her fingertips dug into his flesh eagerly. Her lips moved tentatively against his.

He groaned deep within his throat and broke off their kiss. His lips trailed fire across her cheek to her ear. "Take down your hair," he panted. "I want to feel it all around me."

His fingers fumbled at the knot of her hair, sending hairpins flying, and her heavy tresses tumbled down, flooding around them. He combed his fingers through it, surrounding their faces with the veil of her hair. He took the lobe of her ear between his lips, worrying it gently and sending s.h.i.+vers of delight all through Priscilla's body. His teeth teased at it, and she was flooded with heat. She sucked in her breath.

"No, wait," she began weakly, but his lips covered hers again, stopping her words-and all thought, as well. For the next few moments, she was lost in the sweetness of his mouth, drowning in the heat and hunger.

His hand came up once again to her breast, cupping it through her clothes and squeezing gently. The intimate touch sent excitement sizzling straight down into her loins, but it also jolted her back into reality. This stranger was touching her in a way no man should touch her. And, as if that were not bad enough, she was responding like a trollop!

Shame flooded her, and she jerked away from him. Her movement was so swift and so unexpected that he was not able to hold on to her. He lay there, looking befuddled, his arms stretching out emptily for her.

"Honey, don't go," he said plaintively. "What's the matter?" He rubbed a hand over his face, wiping away the sweat. "d.a.m.n!" His eyes wavered and closed. "I've got the money," he persisted faintly, his words growing more and more slurred. "Around here somewhere. Just wait. I'll-Where's Madam Chang? She will tell you."

He mumbled a few more unintelligible words before he lapsed into silence. Priscilla remained standing a cautious distance from him. She put a trembling hand up to her hair. It lay loose and full all about her shoulders; just the feel of it reminded her of his fingers in her hair, his pa.s.sionate words. Even now, it made her feel like melting wax inside. And his kiss! She had never imagined that a kiss could be like that; nothing she had ever experienced or heard about had prepared her for it. The fact that it was a stranger who had kissed her so fully, so intimately, so...delightfully made it seem all the more unreal. Surely such a kiss should pa.s.s only between those who loved each other.

There were too few hairpins for her to put her hair up again, so she pulled it back with shaking fingers and braided it, tucking the coil up into a tight bun with the two pins she found still tangled in her hair. She had to admit to herself that the fault was more hers than his. Though he had pulled her to him and kissed her forcibly, he at least had been in the throes of a delirium dream and thought she was someone else. She, on the other hand, had known full well that he was a stranger, nothing to her, yet she had kissed him back fervently. Priscilla could not imagine where this wanton streak had come from.

To make it worse, she knew that she should be deeply shamed, yet her thoughts kept running back, not to how shameful it was, but to how wonderful it had felt. She could still taste him on her lips, still smell his scent in her nostrils, and it made her s.h.i.+ver. Was this the way her heroines should feel about the heroes in her novels? How very odd. What she had imagined for them seemed quite tame right now.