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Before the words of tender satisfaction which rose to Stahl's lips could be uttered, a noiseless servant brought a black-edged card. Ursula read and handed it to her husband.
"Mrs. Heath. Shall we see her, love?" he asked.
"As you please," was the docile answer, though an expression of mingled pain and sorrow pa.s.sed across her face in speaking.
He half frowned at her meekness, then smiled and bade the man deny them, adding, as he left the room, "I am too well content with this first glimpse of the coming happiness to be saddened by the lamentations of that poor lady over her wilful daughter, who had the bad taste to drown herself upon our wedding-day."
"Felix, may I ask you a question?"
"Anything of me, Ursula."
" Fell me what you whispered in Kate's ear on the evening which both of us remember well."
Questions were so rare, and proving a sign of interest, that Stahl made haste to answer, with a curious blending of disdain and pity, "She bade me tell her the most ardent desire of her life, and I dared to answer truly, 'To win my heart.'"
"A true answer, but a cruel one," Ursula said.
"That cruel truthfulness is one of the savage attributes which two generations of civilization cannot entirely subdue in my race.
Those who tamely submit to me I despise, but those who oppose me I first conquer and then faithfully love."
"Had you made poor Kate happy, you would not now regret the possession of a cold, untender wife."
"Who would gather a gav tulip when they can reach a royal rose, though thorns tear the hand that seizes it? for even when it fades its perfume lingers, gifting it w ith an enduring charm. Love, I have found mv rose, so let the tulip fade - "
There he paused abruptly in his flowerv speech, for with the sw ift instinct of a temperament like his, he was instantlv conscious of the fact when her thoughts w andered, and a glance showed him that, though her att.i.tude w as unaltered, she was listening intentlv. A far-off bell had rung, the tones of a man's voice sounded from below , and the footsteps of an approaching servant grew audible. Stahl recognised the voice, fancied that Ursula did also, and a.s.sured himself of it bv an unsuspected test that took the form of a caress. Pa.s.sing his arm about her waist, his hand lay lightly above her heart, and as her cousins name was announced he felt the sudden bound that glad heart gave, and counted the rapid throbs that sent the color to her cheeks and made her lips tremble. A black frown lowered on his forehead, and his eyes glittered ominously for an instant, but both betrayals were unseen, and nothing marred the gracious sweetness of his voice.
"Of course vou will see vour cousin, Ursula. I shall greet him in pa.s.sing, and return when you have enjoyed each other alone."
"Alone!" she echoed, w ith a distrustful look at him, an anxious one about the room, as if no place seemed safe or sacred in that house where she was both mistress and slave.
He understood the glance, and answered w ith one so reproachful that she blushed for the ungenerous suspicion, as he said, with haughty emphasis: "Yes, Ursula, alone. Whatever evil names I may deserve, those of spv and eavesdropper cannot be applied to me; and though my wife can neither love nor honor me, I will prove that she may trust me.
W ith that he left her, and meeting Evan just w ithout, offered his hand franklv, and gave his welcome with a cordial grace that was irresistible. Evan could not refuse the hand, for on it shone a little ring which Ursula once wore, and yielding to the impulse awakened by that mute reminder of her, he betrayed exactly what his host desired to know, for instantaneous as was both recognition and submission, Stahl's quick eye divined the cause.
"Come often to us, Evan; forget the past, and remember only that through Ursula we are kindred now. She is waiting for you; go to her and remain as long as you incline, sure of a hearty welcome from both host and hostess."
Then he pa.s.sed on, and Evan hurried to his cousin; eager, yet reluctant to meet her, lest in her face he should read some deeper mystery or greater change than he last saw there. She came to meet him smiling and serene, for whatever gust of joy or sorrow had swept over her, no trace of it remained; yet, when he took her in his arms, there broke from him the involuntary exclamation: "Is this my cousin Ursula?"
"Yes, truly. Am I then so altered?"
"This is a reflection of what you were; that of what you are. Eook, and tell me if I have not cause for wonder."
She did look as he drew a miniature from his bosom and led her to the mirror. The contrast was startling even to herself, for the painted face glowed with rosy bloom, hope shone in the eves, happiness smiled from the lips, while youthful purity and peace crowned the fair forehead with enchanting grace. The living face was already wan and thin, many tears had robbed the cheeks of color, sleepless nights had dimmed the l.u.s.tre of the eyes, much secret suffering and strife had hardened the soft curves of the mouth and deepened the lines upon the brow. Even among the dark waves of her hair silver threads shone here and there, unbidden, perhaps unknown; and over the whole woman a subtle blight had fallen, more tragical than death. Silently she compared the two reflections, for the first time realising all that she had lost, yet as she returned the miniature she only said, with pathetic patience: "I am not what I was, but my heart remains unchanged, believe that, Evan."
"I do. Tell me, Ursula, are you happy now?"
Her eyes rose to his, and over her whole face there shone the sudden magic of a glow' warmer and brighter than a smile.
"I am supremely happy now."
It was impossible to doubt her truth, however past facts or present appearances might seem to belie it, and Evan was forced to believe, despite his disappointment.
"He is kind to you, Ursula? You suffer no neglect, no tyranny nor wrong from this strange man?" he asked, still haunted by vague doubts.
She waved her hand about the lovely room, delieatelv dainty as a bride's bower should be, and answered, w ith real feeling: "Does this look as if I suffered any neglect or wrong? Every want and whim is seen and gratified before expressed; I go and come unwatched, unquestioned; the winds of heaven are not allowed to visit me too roughly, and as for kindness, look there and see a proof of it."
She pointed to the garden where her husband walked alone, never quitting the wide terrace just below her window', though the suns.h.i.+ne that he loved had faded from the spot, and the autumn w inds he dreaded blew7 gustily about him. He never lifted up his eyes, nor paused, nor changed his thoughtful att.i.tude, but patiently paced to and fro, a mute reproach for Ursulas unjust suspicion.
"How frail he looks; if life w ith you cannot revive him he must be past hope."
Evan spoke involuntarily, and Ursula's hand half checked the words upon his lips; but neither looked the other in the face, and neither owned, even to themselves, how strong a hidden wish had grown.
"He w ill live because he resolves to live, for that frail body holds the most indomitable spirit I have ever know n. But let me tell you why he lingers where every breath brings pain," said Ursula, and having told him, she added: "Is not that both a generous and a gentle rebuke for an unkind doubt?"
"It's either a most exquisite piece of loverlike devotion or of consummate art. I think it is the latter, for he knows you well, and repays great sacrifices by graceful small ones, which touch and charm your woman's heart."
"You wrong him, Evan, and aversion blinds you to the better traits I have learned to see. An all absorbing love enn.o.bles the most sinful man, and makes it possible for some woman to forgive and cling to him."
"I have no right to ask, but the strange spirit that has taken possession of you baffles and disquiets me past endurance. Tell me, Ursula, what you would not tell before, do you trulv, tenderly love this man whom you have married?"
The question was uttered with an earnestness so solemn that it forced a truthful answer, and she looked up at him with the old frankness un.o.bscured by any cloud, as she replied: "But for one thing I should long ago have learned to love him. I know this, because even now I cannot wholly close my heart against the ardent affection that patiently appeals to it."
"And that one thing, that cursed mystery which has wrecked two lives, when am I to know it, Ursula?"
"Never till I lie on my deathbed, and not even then, unless - " She caught back the words hovering on her lips, but her eye glanced furtively upon the solitary figure pacing there below, and Evan impetuously finished the broken sentence: "Unless he is already dead - let it be so; I shall wait and yet prove his prophecy a false one by winning and wearing you when his baleful love is powerless."
"He is my husband, Evan, remember that. Now come with me, I am going to him, for he must not s.h.i.+ver there when I can give him the warmth his tropical nature loves."
But Evan would not go, and soon left her plunged in a new sea of anxious conjectures, doubts and dreads. Stahl awaited his wife's approach, saving within himself as he watched her coming under the gold and scarlet arches of the leafv walk, w ith unwonted elasticity in her step, color on her cheeks and smiles upon her lips: "Good! I have found the spell that turns my snow' image into flesh and blood; I wdll use it and enjoy the summer of her presence while I may."
He did use it, but so warily and well that though Ursula and Evan were dimlv conscious of some unseen yet controlling hand that ruled their intercourse and shaped events, they found it hard to believe that studious invalid possessed and used such power. Evan came daily, and daily Ursula regained some of her lost energy and bloom, till an almost preternatural beauty replaced the pale loveliness her face had worn, and she seemed to glow and brighten w ith an inward fire, like some brilliant flower that held the fervor of a summer in its heart and gave it out again in one fair, fragrant hour.
Like a watchful shadow Evan haunted his cousin, conscious that they were drifting dow n a troubled stream without a pilot, yet feeling powerless to guide or govern his own life, so inextricably was it bound up in Ursula's. He saw that the vigor and vitality his presence gave her was absorbed by her husband, to whom she was a more potent stimulant than rare winds, balmy airs or costly drugs. He knew that the stronger nature subdued the weaker, and the failing life sustained itself by draining the essence of that other life, which, but for some sinister cross of fate, would have been an ever springing fountain of joy to a more generous and healthful heart.
The blind world applauded Felix Stahl's success, and envied him the splendid wife in whose affluent gifts of fortune, mind and person he seemed to revel with luxurious delight. It could not see the secret bitterness that poisoned peace; could not guess the unavailing effort, unappeased desire and fading hope that each day brought him; nor fathom the despair that filled his soul as he saw and felt the unmistakable tokens of his coming fate in hollow temples, wasting flesh and a mortal w eariness that knew no rest; a despair rendered doubly bitter by the knowledge of his impotence to prevent another from reaping what he had sown w ith painful care.
Ursula's hard won submission deserted her when Evan came, for in reanimating the statue Stahl soon felt that he had lost his slave and found a master. The heart which had seemed slowly yielding to his efforts closed against him in the very hour of fancied conquest. No more meek services, no more pity shown in spite ot pride, no more docile obedience to commands that wore the guise of entreaties. The captive spirit woke and beat against its bars, pa.s.sionately striving to be free, though not a cry ^scaped its lips. Very soon her recovered gaiety departed, and her life became a vain effort to forget, for like all impetuous natures she sought oblivion in excitement and hurried from one scene of pleasure to another, finding rest and happiness in none. Her husband went with her everywhere, recklessly squandering the strength she gave him in a like fruitless quest, till sharply checked by warnings which could no longer be neglected.
One night in early spring when winter gaieties were drawing to a close, Ursula came down to him s.h.i.+ning in festival array, with the evening fever already burning in her cheeks, the expectant glitter already kindling in her eyes, and every charm heightened with that skill which in womanlv women is second nature. Not for his pride or pleasure had she made herself so fair, he knew that well, and the thought lent its melancholy to the tone in which he said: "Ursula, I am readv, but so unutterably weak and weary that I cannot go."
"I can go without you. Be so good," and quite unmoved by the suffering that rarely found expression, she held her hand to him that he might clasp her glove. He rose to perform the little service with that courtesy which never failed him, asking, as he bent above the hand with trembling fingers and painful breath, "Does Evan go with you?"
"Yes, he never fails me, he has neither weakness nor weariness to mar my pleasure or to thwart my will."
"Truly a tender and a wifely answer."
"I am not tender nor wifely; why a.s.sume the virtues which I never shall possess? They were not set down in the bond; that I fulfilled to the letter w hen I married you, and beyond the wearing of your name and ring I owe you nothing. Do I?"
"Yes, a little grat.i.tude for the sincerity that placed a doomed life in your keeping; a little respect for the faith I have kept unbroken through all temptations; a little compa.s.sion for a malady that but for you would make my life a burden I would gladly lav down."
Time was when words like these would have touched and softened her, but not now, for she had reached the climax of her suffering, the extent of her endurance, and turning on him she gave vent to the pa.s.sionate emotion which could no longer he restrained: "I should have given you much grat.i.tude if in helping me to save one life you had not doomed another. I should honestly respect the faith you boast of if such costly sacrifices were not demanded for its keeping. I should deeply pity that mortal malady if you had bravely borne it alone instead of seeking a selfish solace in bequeathing it to another. I tell you, Felix, you are killing me swiftly and surely by this dreadful life. Better end me at once than drive me mad, or leave me a strong soul prisoned in a feeble body like yourself."
For the first time in his life Stahl felt the touch of fear, not for himself but for her, lest that terrible affliction which so baffles human skill and science should fall upon the woman whom he loved with a selfish intensity which had tangled two lives and brought them to this pa.s.s.
"Hush, Ursula," he said, soothingly, "have patience, I shall soon be gone, and then - what will you do then?"
The question leaped to his lips, for at the word "gone" he saw the gloom lift from her face, leaving an expression of relief that unmistakably betraved how heavily her burden had oppressed her. Undaunted by the almost fierce inquiry she fixed her eyes upon him, and answered steadily: "I shall put off my bridal white, wear widow's weeds for a single year, and then" - there she, too, paused abruptly; but words were needless, for as Evan's step sounded on the stair she turned and hurried towards him, as if love, liberty and life all lav waiting for her there. Stahl watched them with a jealous pang that pierced the deeper as, remembering Ursula's taunt, he compared the young man with himself; the one rich in the stature, vigor, comeliness that make a manly man; the other, in sad truth, a strong spirit imprisoned in a ruined body. As he looked he clenched his pale hand hard, and muttered low between his set teeth: "He shall not have her, if I sell my soul to thwart him!"
To Ursula's intense surprise and Evan's annoyance Stahl followed them into the carriage, with a brief apology for his seeming caprice. No one spoke during the short drive, but as they came into the brilliant rooms Ursula's surprise deepened to alarm, for in the utter change of mien and manner which had befallen her husband she divined the presence of some newborn purpose, and trembled for the issue. Usually he played the distasteful part of invalid with a grace and skill which made the undisguisable fact a pa.s.sport to the sympathy and admiration of both men and women. But that night no vigorous young man bore himself more debonnairly, danced more indefatigably, or devoted himself more charminglv to the service of matron, maid and grateful hostess. Lost in amazement, Ursula and Evan watched him, gliding to and fro, vivacious, blithe and bland, leaving a trail of witty, wise or honied words behind him, and causing many glances of approval to follow that singular countenance, for now its accustomed pallor was replaced by a color no art could counterfeit, and the mysterious eyes burned with a fire that fixed and fascinated other eyes.
"What does it mean, Evan?" whispered Ursula, standing apart with her faithful shadow.
"Mischief, if I read it rightly," was the anxious answer, and at that moment, just before them, the object of their thoughts was accosted by a jovial gentleman, who exclaimed: "G.o.d bless me, Stahl! Rumor said you were dying, like a liar as she is, and here I find vou looking more like a bridegroom than when I left you at the altar six months ago."
"For once rumor tells the truth, Coventry. I am dying, but one may make their exit gracefully and end their tragedy or comedy with a grateful bow! I have had a generous share of pleasure; I thank the world for it; I make my adieu to-night, and tranquilly go home to rest."
Spoken with an untroubled smile the words were both touching and impressive, and the friendly Coventry was obliged to clear his voice before he could answer with an a.s.sumption of cheery unbelief: "Not yet, my dear fellow, not yet; we cannot spare you this forty years, and with such a wife what right have you to talk of ending the happy drama which all predict your life will be?" then glad to change the subject, he added: "Apropos of predictions, do take pity on my curiosity and tell me if it is true that you entertained a party with some very remarkable prophecies, or something of that sort, just before vour marriage with Miss Forrest. I lav onee spoke mysteriously of it, but he went to the bad so soon after that I never made him satisfy me."
"I did comply with a ladv's wish, but entertainment was not the result. I told Hay, what all the world knew, the next day, that certain dishonorable transactions of his were discovered, and warrants out for his arrest, and they hurried home to find my warning true."
"Yes, no one dreamed of such an end for the gay captain. I don't ask how vour discovery was made, but I do venture to inquire if Miss Heath's tragical death was foretold that night?"
"That which indirectly caused her death was made know n to her that night, but for her sake you will pardon me that I keep the secret."
"A thousand pardons for asking, and yet I am tempted to put one more question. You look propitious, so pray tell me if your other predictions were fulfilled with equal success?"
"Yes; sooner or later they alw ays are."
"Upon my life, that's very singular! Just for the amus.e.m.e.nt of the thing make one now, and let me see if your skill remains undiminished. Nothing personal, you know', but some general prediction that any one may know and verify."
Stahl paused a moment, bending his eves on Ursula, w ho stood unseen by his companion, then answ ered slow ly with a memorable tone and aspect: "I prophesy that before the month is out the city will be startled by a murder, and the culprit will elude justice by death."
Coventry's florid countenance paled visibly, and hastily returning thanks for the undesirable favor so complacently granted, he took himself away to whisper the evil portent in the ears of all he met. As he disappeared Stahl advanced to his wife, asking with an air of soft solicitude: "Are vou wearv, love? or will you dance? Your cousin is negligent to-night."
"Oh, no, I have not wished to dance. Let us go now, and Evan, come to me to-morrow evening, when you will find a few friends and much music," she answered, with an unquiet glance at her husband, a significant one at her cousin, who obeyed it by leaving them with a silent bow.
The homeward drive was as quiet as the other had been, and when they alighted Stahl followed his wife into the drawing-room; there, dropping wearily into a seat, he removed the handkerchief which had been pressed to his lips, and she saw that it was steeped in blood.
"Pardon me - it was unavoidable. Please ring for Marjory," he said, feebly.
Ursula neither spoke nor stirred, but stood regarding him with an expression which alarmed him, it was so full of a strange, stern triumph. It gave him strength to touch the bell, and when the faithful old woman who had nursed him from his babyhood came hurrying in, to say quietly: "Take that ugly thing away, and bring my drops; also your mistress's vinaigrette, she needs it."
"Not she, the icicle," muttered Marjory, who adored her master, and heartily disliked her mistress because she did not do likewise.
When the momentary faintness had cleared away Stahl's quick eye at once took in the scene before him. Marjory was carefully preparing the draught, and Ursula stood watching her with curious intentness.
"What is that?" she asked, as the old woman put down the tiny vial, containing a colorless and scentless liquid.
"Poison, madam, one drop of which will restore life, while a dozen will bring a sure and sudden death."
Ursula took up the little vial, read the label containing both the medicine and its maker's name, and laid it back again with a slight motion of head and lips, as if she gave a mute a.s.sent to some secret suggestion. Marjory's lamentations as she moved about him drew the wife's eyes to her husband, and meeting his she asked coldly: "Can I help you?"
"Thanks, Marjory will tend me. Good-night, you'll not be troubled with me long."
"No, I shall not; I have borne enough."
She spoke low to herself, but both listeners heard her, and the old woman sternly answered: "May the Lord forgive you for that speech, madam."
"He will, for He sees the innocent and the guilty, and 1 Ie knows mv sore temptation."
Then without another look or word she left them with the aspect of one walking in an evil dream.
All night Marjory hovered about her master, and early in the morning his physician came. A few words a.s.sured Stahl that his hour was drawing very near, and that whatever work remained to be done must be accomplished speedily. He listened calmly to the truth which he had forced from the reluctant doctor, and when he paused made no lament, but said, with more than his accustomed gentleness: "You will oblige me by concealing this fact from my wife. It is best to let it break upon her by merciful degrees."
"I understand, sir, I will be dumb; but I must caution you not to exert or agitate yourself in the least, for any undue exertion or excitement would be fatal in your weak state."
The worthy doctor spoke earnestly, but to his infinite amazement and alarm his patient rose suddenly from the couch on w hich he lav half dressed, and standing erect before him, said forcibly, while his hollow cheeks burned crimson, and his commanding eye almost enforced belief in his a.s.sertion: "You are mistaken; I am not w eak, for 1 have done with fear as well as hope, and if I choose to barter my month ot life for one hour, one moment of exertion or excitement, I have the right to do it."
He paused, took breath and added: "My wife intended to receive her friends tonight; she must not be disappointed, therefore you will not only tell her I am in no danger, but add that an unexpected crisis in my malady has come, and that with care and a season at the South I shall yet be a hale and hearty man. Grant me this favor, I shall not torget it."
The doctor was both a poor and a timid man; his generous but eccentric patient w as a fortune to him; the falsehood seemed a kind one; the hint of a rich remembrance was irresistible, and bowing his acquiescence, he departed to obey directions to the letter.
All that day Ursula sat in her room w riting steadily, and all that day her husband watched and waited for her coming, but sent no invitation and received no message. At dusk she went out alone. Her departure was unheard and unseen by any but the invalid, whose every sense was alert; his quick ear caught the soft rustle of her dress as she pa.s.sed his door, and dragging himself to the window he saw her glide away, wrapped in a shrouding cloak. At that sight Stahl's hand was lifted to the bell, but he dropped it, saying to himself: "No, if she did not mean to return she would have taken care to tell me she was coming back; women always betray themselves by too much art. I have it! she has been writing, Marjory says; the letter is to Evan; she fears he may not come to-night, and trusts no one but herself to post it. I must a.s.sure myself of this."
Nerved with new strength, he went down into the dainty room so happily prepared and dedicated to Ursula's sole use. It was empty, but the charm of her presence lingered there, and every graceful object spoke of her. Lights burned upon the writing-table; the ink was still wet in the pen, and scattered papers confirmed the report of her day's employment; but no written word was visible, no note or packet anywhere appeared. A brief survey satisfied her husband, and a.s.sured him of the truth of his suspicion.
"Oh, for an hour of my old strength to end this entanglement like a man, instead of being forced to wait for time and chance to aid me like a timorous woman," he sighed, looking out into the wild March night, tormented by an impotent desire to follow his truant wife, yet conscious that it was impossible unless he left a greater work undone, for hourly he felt his pow er decline, and one dark purpose made him tenacious of the life fast slipping from his hold.
For many moments he stood thinking deeply, so deeply that the approach of a light, rapid step roused him too late for escape. It was his wife's step; why was she returning so soon? had her heart failed her? had some unforeseen occurrence thwarted her? She had not been absent long enough to post a letter to reach Evan's lodgings, or the house of any friend, then w'here had she been? An uncontrollable impulse caused Stahl to step noiselessly into the shadow of a curtained recess as these thoughts flashed through his mind, and hardly had he done so when Ursula hurried in wet, wild-eyed and breathless, but wearing a look of pale determination which gave place to an expression of keen anxiety as she glanced about the room as if in search of something. Presently she murmured half aloud, "He shall never say again that I do not trust his honor. Lie there in safety till I need you, little friend," and lifting the cover of a carved ivory casket that ornamented the low chim- nevpiece, she gave some treasure to its keeping, saying, as she turned away with an air of feverish excitement, "Now for Evan and - my liberty!"
Nothing stirred in the room but the flicker of the fire and the softly moving pendulum of the clock that pointed to the hour of seven, till the door of Ursula's distant dressing-room closed behind her and a bell had summoned her maid. Then, from the recess, Stahl went straight to the ivory ornament and laid his hand upon its lid, yet paused long before he lifted it. The simple fact of her entire trust in him at anv other time would have been the earnest safeguard of her secret; even now it restrained him by appealing to that inconsistent code of honor which governs many a man w ho would shoot his dearest friend for a hot word, and yet shrink with punctilious pride from breaking the seal of any letter that did not bear his name. Stahl hesitated till her last words stung his memory, making his own perfidv seem slight compared to hers. "I have a right to know," he said, "for when she forgets her honor I must preserve mine at anv cost." A rapid gesture uncovered the casket, and showed him nothing but a small, sealed bottle, lying alone upon the velvet lining. A harmless little thing it looked, yet Stahl's face whitened terribly, and he staggered to a seat, as if the glance he gave had shown him his own death-w arrant. He believed it had, for in size, shape, label and colorless contents the little vial was the counterpart of another last seen in Ursula's hand, one difference only in the two - that had been nearly empty, this was lull to the up.
In an instant her look, tone, gesture of the preceding night returned to him, and w ith the vivid recollection came the firm conviction that Ursula had yielded to a black temptation, and in her husband's name had purchased her husband's death. 1 ill now no feeling but the intensest love had tilled his heart towards her; Evan he had learned to hate, himself to despise, but of his wife he had made an idol and wors.h.i.+pped her with a blind pa.s.sion that would not see defects, own disloyalty or suspect deceit.
Discovery of the Poison From any other human being the treachery would not have been so base, but from her it was doubly bitter, for she knew and owned her knowledge of his exceeding love. "Am I not dying fast enough for her impatience? Could she not w ait a little, and let me go happy in my ignorance?" he cried within himself, forgetting in the anguish of that moment the falsehood told her at his bidding, for the furtherance of another purpose as sinful but less secret than her own. How time pa.s.sed he no longer knew' nor cared, as leaning his head upon his hands, he took counsel with his own unquiet heart, for all the evil pa.s.sions, the savage impulses of his nature were aroused, and raged rcbclliously in utter defiance of the feeble prison that confined them. Like all strong yet selfish souls, the wrongs he had committed looked to him very light compared w ith this, and seeing only his own devotion, faith and patience, no vengeance seemed too heavy for a crime that would defraud him of his poor remnant of unhappy life. Suddenly he lifted up his head, and on his face was stamped a ruthless, reckless purpose, which no earthly pow er could change or stay. An awesome smile touched his white lips, and the ominous fierceness glittered in his eye - for he was listening to a devil that sat whispering in his heart.
"I shall have my hour of excitement sooner than I thought," he said low' to himself, as he left the room, carrying the vial w ith him. "My last prediction will be verified, although the victim and the culprit are one, and Evan shall live to wish that Ursula had died before me."
An hour later Ursula came to him as he sat gloomily before his chamber fire, while Marjory stood tempting him to taste the cordial she had brought. As if some impa.s.sable and unseen abyss already yaw ned between them, she gave him neither wifely caress nor evening greeting, but pausing opposite, said, with an inclination of her handsome head, which would have seemed a haughty courtesy but for the gentle coldness of.her tone: "I have obeyed the request you sent me, and made ready to receive the friends whose coming would else have been delayed. Is it your pleasure that I excuse you to them, or will you join us as you have often done when other invalids would fear to leave their beds?"
Her husband looked at her as she spoke, wondering what woman's whim had led her to a.s.sume a dress rich in itself, but l.u.s.treless and sombre as a mourning garb; its silken darkness relieved only by the gleam of fair arms through folds of costly lace, and a knot of roses, scarcely whiter than the bosom they adorned.
"Thanks for your compliance, Ursula. I will come down later in the evening for a moment to receive congratulations on the restoration promised me. Shall I receive yours then?"
"No, now, for now I can wish you a long and happy life, can rejoice that time is given you to learn a truer faith, and ask you to forgive me if in thought, or word, or deed I have wronged or wounded you."
Strangely sweet and solemn was her voice, and for the first time in many months her old smile shed its serenest suns.h.i.+ne on her face, touching it with a meeker beauty than that which it had lost. Her husband shot one glance at her as the last words left her lips, then veiled the eyes that blazed with sudden scorn and detestation. His voice was always under his control, and tranquilly it answered her, while his heart cried out within him: "I forgive as I would be forgiven, and trust that the coming years will be to you all that I desire to have them. Go to your pleasures, Ursula, and let me hear you singing, whether I am there or here." "Can I do nothing else for you, Felix, before I go?" she asked, pausing, as she turned away, as if some involuntary impulse ruled her.