Sekaiichi Hatsukoi – Yoshino Chiaki no Baai Vol 1 Chapter 5

「CHAPTER 5」
Yos.h.i.+no recovered smoothly. It was not only because he was originally healthy,
but also his positive frame of mind might have brought him luck. As Yos.h.i.+no continued
to devour the food Yanase brought him, his low body weight, which was due to the stress
before the deadline and the fever, was brought back to normal.
And today was the fireworks display......
Their meeting place was located in front of a small shrine; in a direction away
from the festival grounds. When he went at twilight, Hatori was already there. Maybe
because today was a day off from work, Hatori was dressed casually, and for some reason
Yos.h.i.+no's heart gave a thump when he saw him.
Wha- what? My heart 'thumped' just now...
Yos.h.i.+no forced himself to conclude that this was because he was just surprised at
the unfamiliar clothes and called out to Hatori.
“Hey!”
He decided to act like his usual self, but his voice obviously sounded shrill.
Wah...My voice sounded messed up just now......
Yos.h.i.+no thought Hatori would point out how strange his att.i.tude was, but he saw
Hatori's behavior was oddly awkward as well. Surely Hatori was also tense, just like
Yos.h.i.+no.
“......Let's go. I know a good spot where we can see the fireworks better.”
Yos.h.i.+no hurriedly chased after Hatori who began walking ahead of him at a brisk
pace. While Yos.h.i.+no was thinking it was probably unnatural to not say anything, words
would not leave his mouth either. They walked in the direction opposite from the festival
in silence and after going through a narrow road they arrived at a deserted riverbank.
“The good spot is here?”
“I heard about it from a neighbor. Local people rarely come here. Besides, it
seems you can see the fireworks better here.”
“Hmm.”
With that, their conversation ended again. The sounds of the people from the
fireworks grounds did not reach this secluded place. The only sounds that could be heard
were the buzzing of the insects and the murmur of the river.
We'll have something to talk about again when the fireworks go up.
Yos.h.i.+no accepted this and was about to sit down on the riverbank, when Hatori
suddenly spoke.
“......You'll have a different editor.”
“Huh!? Why!?”
He was starting to sit down, but this surprised him and he froze on the spot. As
Yos.h.i.+no gazed in astonishment, Hatori continued speaking indifferently.
“This time, it was my fault the ma.n.u.script was late. I lost your......the author's
trust, so I did what was natural. No one can be your replacement, but if it's my
replacement, there are many. Fortunately, all the best editors are gathered in my
department.”
Hatori plainly informed him, without giving Yos.h.i.+no a chance to interrupt him.
“I have the editor-in-chief's consent. If you want to request an editor......”
“Hold on! Wait a minute! What is this all of a sudden!?”
Unable to follow up with this sudden turn of events, Yos.h.i.+no hastily interrupted
Hatori. Didn't he call him today in order to settle the matter that happened a few days
ago? This was resolved unilaterally, but he did not agree with it.
“I already made up my mind.”
“What do you mean made up your mind!? Calm down, Tori! No, maybe I'm the
one who should calm down first?”
While Yos.h.i.+no was in a state of confusion, Hatori further added a few final
words.
“I love you.”
..........Ha?
Yos.h.i.+no's mind turned blank at the monotone words that sounded as if saying the
menu of tonight's dinner.
“I think you already know, but I wanted to tell you properly myself.”
Hatori spoke like it was a thing of the past, causing Yos.h.i.+no to blink. 
I love you? You already know? What in the world is he talking about...?
Yos.h.i.+no became confused as he was not following along with the subject of the
conversation that was quickly progressing all on its own. Immediately, he thought he
might be able to understand if he heard it one more time, so he asked Hatori to say it
again.
“......Sorry. Can you say that again......? What you said just now......”
“I love you. Ever since I can remember, I've always loved you.”
Hatori stared straight at him with a plain look and clearly told him each word with
a solemn expression. With that, Yos.h.i.+no finally was able to understand what Hatori was
saying, but now he was struck with a different bewilderment.
“??? Wait a minute. But don't you love Yuu...?”
Tori loves Yuu, and Yuu loves Tori, right? Yuu just couldn't admit it and turned
him down, so Tori believed the only way to not hurt his own pride would be to use me...as
a subst.i.tute?
Hatori's words completely did not coincide with the story Yos.h.i.+no expected.
Hatori made an extremely ill face at Yos.h.i.+no's question.
“......Why do I have to be in love with him, out of all people?”
“What do you mean? Huh? What? Am I wrong about Yuu......?”
“Yeah. How the h.e.l.l did you make such a disgusting mistake about us?” Hatori
said, while frowning with disgust. No matter how much he looked at Hatori's appearance,
it was not an att.i.tude of a person in love.
“Then......you really like me...? Right???”
“I thought you were acting strange because you heard about my feelings from
Yanase.”
“No- not at all...!”
While Yos.h.i.+no shook his head in denial, he remembered Hatori's ambiguous
phone call a short while ago. Thinking that since he had not heard anything about
Hatori’s feelings from Yanase, Yos.h.i.+no denied Hatori’s sudden question; but he
remembered that at that time he trembled at the fact that Hatori's question was the same
as Yanase's. Without realizing it, he had stiffened his att.i.tude back then. Surely, Hatori
must have misunderstood him because of that. 
So that's why he came to my house......
Finally, Yos.h.i.+no realized he was the one who made a huge mistake. After Hatori
looked at Yos.h.i.+no's blank look with a complicated expression, he suddenly cast his gaze
towards the river.
“I took this job because I wanted to stay by your side. When I became your editor,
I was happy. But I knew you were straight, so I hid these feelings for a long time.”
“Wha- what...? That's...”
Yos.h.i.+no was overcome with surprise at the importance of the fact he was just
informed with and weakly sat down on the spot. Hatori hid such feelings from him for
such a long time and chose even his job on behalf of him......
“I didn't notice it at all......”
“I made it so that you wouldn't notice,” said Hatori looking indifferent, but how
heart breaking the hiding had probably been for him. Surely, he had been terribly
concerned with it, and must have suffered.
And yet, I depended on Tori's kindness for over 20 years without being aware...?
The moment he thought that, Yos.h.i.+no was filled with apologetic feelings towards
Hatori. With this sort of att.i.tude, he might be too dense for a popular author drawing love
comics.
“Ah...eh...then what? You mean you made me into your fantasy?”
Yos.h.i.+no asked an unnecessary question, thinking to fix the heavy atmosphere.
But, as he was slightly laughing, having made a joke to break the ice, Hatori's reply was
in all respects serious, contrary to Yos.h.i.+no's expectations.
“Always.”
“......”
Suddenly, Yos.h.i.+no's face gradually turned hot and he noticed that his heart was
starting to beat violently. The setting sun had already set, and the rest of the sky was
darker than the horizon, that was dyed a light purple.
“Wha- what are you doing? Without a person's permission......”
Yos.h.i.+no complained so that his increasing heartbeat would not be noticed while
hoping that his burning cheeks were hidden from Hatori in this darkness.
Then, Hatori laughed with a touch of self-ridicule.
“Is it disgusting? The guy you looked at as only a friend for 28 years has these
feelings for you.”
“I'm not particularly disgusted......”
......Huh? Yeah. I don't think I'm disgusted......
Even though he was kissed, even though he was forcefully made love to, he did
not feel disgust at all. Yos.h.i.+no t.i.tled his head to one side, as he noticed this for the first
time.
“You know, I really......”
“You don't need to worry. Just disregard my feelings. I apologize for taking
advantage of you a few days ago. It was completely inexcusable and I'm really sorry,”
Hatori said, bowing deeply. Ever since Hatori had grown taller than him, Yos.h.i.+no did not
think the day would come when he would set his eyes like this on the top of Hatori's
head, which he seldom ever saw. “I don't know what I'll do if I'm near you. I might hurt
you again..........So, I think it's best that I'm apart from you.”
Hatori settled the matter by himself, walked a few steps away from Yos.h.i.+no and
laid down on the slope of the river bank. Annoyed at Hatori, who was trying to maintain
a distance from him, Yos.h.i.+no deliberately planted himself right next to him.
“You're quite selfish.”
“......Sorry. I'm not going to lose control of myself anymore,” Hatori replied
bitterly to the words criticizing him and turned his face away from Yos.h.i.+no. And almost
that same instant, the sky fully lit up. As soon as Yos.h.i.+no realized it, he heard a low,
base-like sound vibrating in his stomach. The time for the fireworks display was starting.
“It's beautiful.”
“Yeah.”
It had been a long time since he last watched the fireworks with Hatori. As they
were watching the splendid fireworks, Yos.h.i.+no muttered, “......I like you Tori.”
“As a childhood friend.”
Hatori instantly replied to him, and Yos.h.i.+no was at a loss for words.
“You don't have to force yourself. I get it.”
A slight laugh could be heard in Hatori's voice. The same, usual light laughter
now seemed pained to Yos.h.i.+no. 

“It's not like that. Seriously- I think I like you, or maybe it's more like there's no
part of me that dislikes you......I am so close to you, but I don't get it, you know.”
He did not know whether this was love or just friends.h.i.+p. Whether he wanted to
be friends with Hatori, or if he wanted to take it to the next level......
Yos.h.i.+no was overwhelmed, as he thought about it in desperation, but the answer
was nowhere to be found. This was the first time Yos.h.i.+no did not understand his own
feelings.
I'm basically simple-minded......
White was white, black was black. There was nothing in between white and black.
That was why he also had not thought of having any other relations.h.i.+p with Hatori
besides being friends. No, he had not had the opportunity to think while being so close
with him.
“Yeah, we are close. We're close but we're not family. We're far too close.” Hatori
muttered as if warning him, and these words startled Yos.h.i.+no.
Oh, he was thinking the same thing too...... And yet, I couldn't sense his feelings
for over 20 years...
“......Sorry. If now, I say something like, 'I actually loved you too!!' it will end up
being a happy ending.”
When Yos.h.i.+no said that, Hatori laughed a little. The fireworks were set off with a
crack in such a way that they drowned out the laugh.
“Stu-pid. Don't think things will happen like in those kinds of manga.”
“..........”
Hatori turned his face towards Yos.h.i.+no and Yos.h.i.+no thought he really looked
happy.
Seriously, what should I do......? At this rate, he's definitely going to leave me.
He did not hate Hatori. Rather, he loved him. But, like he had it pointed out to
him a while ago, it was a 'love' for a 'childhood friend' and for a 'companion'; he did not
know if it was as a 'romantic love'. The only thing he was able to state clearly was that he
definitely did not want Hatori to leave him.
“Recently, I was told by Yuu that I rely on you.”
“By Yanase?”
“I think that Yuu is definitely right. I depend on you with my job and even my
private life. I understand I shouldn't do that, but I don't want you to leave me.”
After he spoke evasively, he continued in a soft voice, “......I just want you all to
myself.”
Then Hatori began to reason with him in a tone of voice that had realized
everything.
“You don't really need me. My existence is not necessary for you. Right now I
happen to be in front of you, so you just think that.”
“..........”
Could someone else really become Hatori's replacement? Would he be all right if
Hatori was not here?
“Don't worry. There are only skilled editors in our company, so you can rest
a.s.sured about that matter.”
Then he jokingly added that Yos.h.i.+no had no choice but to deal with his personal
life on his own, but Yos.h.i.+no could not agree to that.
“......If you stop being my editor, do you plan not being around me anymore?”
“..........”
“Do you plan not talking to me anymore!?”
Hatori sat up with out replying anything and turned his back to Yos.h.i.+no so as to
not to show his facial expression.
“It's better for us like that. Sorry, but I'm going to go now......”
“Wait!”
As Hatori stood up and was about to leave, Yos.h.i.+no unintentionally grabbed his
hand. Rather than thinking of a solution in his head, Yos.h.i.+no's hand had moved ahead of
him. Hatori turned his face towards Yos.h.i.+no and forced a smile as he tried to brush of
Yos.h.i.+no's hand.
“Let go. It hurts.”
“No.”
At this rate, Tori is going to leave me. I don't want that. I definitely don't want
that!
He did not know the reason, but he was certain that this was his only feeling.
“Try to do it one more time.”
“Do what?”
“Kiss me. If I'm disgusted for real, I'll definitely say it.”
Yos.h.i.+no was in a state of crisis so this was the only plan he could think of. If he
could not work it out in his head, he had no choice but to try to use his body. Yos.h.i.+no
decided that for the sake of not losing Hatori, he had nothing left to do but to make his
feelings clear.
“Cut it out. You're gonna regret it.”
Hatori was trying to shake him off more strongly than before, but Yos.h.i.+no
desperately held on to his hand.
“I decided for myself whether to do this or not. Because of you, I'm now
confused. If I don't settle these feelings, I won't be able to think of anything else!”
“......”
Hatori looked surprised at Yos.h.i.+no's persistence, and then fell silent.
Tori, you idiot! Say something...!
Yos.h.i.+no was patiently putting up with the silence along with his restless feelings.
Then after some time, Hatori suddenly lost the strength in his body.
“......All right,” Hatori said only that and gently stroked Yos.h.i.+no's cheek with his
free hand. The instant Yos.h.i.+no felt the loving stroke of Hatori's fingers, his lips were
locked with Hatori's.
“Mmh...!
......I can hear the sound of the fireworks.
Hatori's lips were a little cold from his low body temperature, but it was strangely
pleasant. It was just like Yos.h.i.+no had thought; he did not feel any feelings of disgust. It
seemed even as if the kiss was completely natural.
“......Ah......”
This quietly marked the end of an ever long kiss.
“Yos.h.i.+no?”
“...Wha- what...?”
The moment his name was called and he came to his senses, he was suddenly
seized with shyness.
Wha- what kind of face should I make...?
He was not disgusted, but if he could not make a calm face, then he also did not
know what he could say. When he cast a glance at Hatori, he was gazing at him with a
gentle, calm expression that Yos.h.i.+no had never seen up till now.
“..........!!”
Yos.h.i.+no's heart violently beat more and more at that expression.
Be a little embarra.s.sed too!!
Then Hatori stood up on the spot, turned to Yos.h.i.+no, whose eyes were swimming
in embarra.s.sment, and held his hand out to him.
“Let's go home.”
“......Okay.”
Hatori smiled kindly at him, and Yos.h.i.+no, still blus.h.i.+ng, gave a small nod. Then
he grabbed Hatori's stretched out hand.
* * * *
“Wah~! We're soaked all the way down to our pants! Should we...take a bath
before changing clothes?”
Standing at his front door, Yos.h.i.+no gave out a frustrated sigh as he looked at the
water droplets dripping down to his feet. He had been glad Hatori invited him to go
home, but within a few minutes of walking, sudden heavy rain, like a shower, had begun
to fall. In this state, the fireworks display must have stopped as well.
“What are you doing, Tori? Hurry up and get inside!”
In the downpour of the rain, Yos.h.i.+no had run without even an umbrella and to
prevent Hatori from trying to go home, he brought him to his own home. He knew there
was nothing to talk about, but for some reason he could not part from him. Yos.h.i.+no had
half threated him that Hatori will be mistaken for a suspicious figure, since he was
dripping wet, and somehow brought him to his home, near the riverbank; but Hatori was
not about to step inside, beyond the entrance, so easily.
“I'll be fine if you lend me a towel and an umbrella.”
“Idiot, what are you going to do if you catch a cold? I don't want to get the whole
house wet, so come this way.”
He forcefully took Hatori with him to the washroom and after he instructed him to
remove his clothes, he pushed the switch to fill up the bath with hot water.
“Now we wait for the bath to heat up.”
“Aah.”
Hatori gave up on disobeying Yos.h.i.+no and quietly began to remove his wet s.h.i.+rt.
Then Yos.h.i.+no also completely took off his soaked-through t-s.h.i.+rt and threw it into the
was.h.i.+ng machine.
“You should wash yours too, so put it in here. Oh, here's a bath towel.”
“Mm.”
Hatori took the towel from Yos.h.i.+no and roughly began to wipe his dripping wet
hair. Yos.h.i.+no also briefly wiped his chest and head, and then touched his drenched to the
skin jeans. But the instant he somehow was about to undo his wet and stiff belt, his eyes
suddenly met with Hatori's.
......Oh.
Yos.h.i.+no realized, though it was quite late now, that they were facing each other
with their bare chests exposed, and he trembled, in spite of himself.
Wh-, wh-, wh-, what am I so nervous about!? Didn't I get used to seeing Tori
naked from when we were little!?
They had taken countless baths and such together. However, it had been a while
since he had seen Hatori's body and it seemed different than how he remembered it to be.
Somehow, he looks like an adult man...... Compared to him, I'm just so thin.
“...Uh...”
‘Where did his l.u.s.t come from?’ was the question that unintentionally floated into
Yos.h.i.+no's mind, as he remembered the deed from a few days ago. His whole body had
been thoroughly felt up, he had been made love to, and reduced to tears. At that time, he
thought he had been Yanase's replacement, but now that he knew Hatori's feelings, he
could not calm down.
“I- I wish the bath would heat up faster......” Yos.h.i.+no forced himself to mutter, as
he glanced away from Hatori and turned to the mirror. Then as he pretended to wipe his
own body, he covered himself with the towel so that Hatori would not be able to see him.
“Oh yeah... Do you use bath additives? I received a load of them from the readers,
but I always just take showers, so I can't get rid of them.”
He would not be able to calm down if he did not talk about something different.
Fl.u.s.tered, Yos.h.i.+no tried to stand on his tiptoes to take the bath additives off from the
shelf above the sink, but he stopped when he suddenly heard Hatori whisper behind him.
“......How was the kiss?”
“Wha- what do you mean 'how'......?”
“Did you find out whether it was disgusting?”
Yos.h.i.+no could not avoid his gaze as it was caught in the reflection of the mirror,
and he was so nervous that his mouth began to get dry. Thinking to wet his dry mouth,
Yos.h.i.+no swallowed and somehow this behavior seemed lewd to him.
“...It...it wasn't...particularly disgusting, but...”
“But?”
“But......”
What do I mean 'but'!? I mean, what's with this girlie mode...!?
While Yos.h.i.+no was confused and faltering with his words, Hatori drew in closer
to him.
“......Are you seducing me with that face?” Hatori said close to Yos.h.i.+no's ear, and
slowly pulled down the towel draped around Yos.h.i.+no's shoulders. It dropped to the floor
and Yos.h.i.+no, in a fl.u.s.ter, began to bend down to pick up the towel, but Hatori's arms did
not let him do that. Hatori embraced Yos.h.i.+no's bare back from behind, and Yos.h.i.+no felt
his own heart go still. When they were children, they romped with each other, but this
was the first time they had touched skin to skin this way.
“If you're not, then stop doing this.”
“T- Tori.....?”
Yos.h.i.+no's heart stirred to this unusually serious tone of voice. Hatori burried his
face into Yos.h.i.+no's shoulder and uttered out in a thin voice, “I love you, Chiaki...”
“..........”
Why is he calling me by my name at this time...?
It had been years since Hatori had called him by his name. In elementary school,
no, up until the time they were in kindergarten, they had called each other by their first
names.
As they grew up, however, they began to feel it was awkward, and without
realizing, they came to find themselves not calling each other by the first names.
“To...ri...”
Hatori held him in his cold arms; but Hatori's heartbeat pa.s.sed through Yos.h.i.+no's
back and it was stronger and faster than his own.
He is nervous too......
Yos.h.i.+no realized. He could not move as he felt the heartbeat, and then after some
time, Hatori bit him on the back of his neck as if to say he could not stand it any longer.
“Tch......!”
When Hatori sucked on the tender skin, his tongue crawled on the back of
Yos.h.i.+no's neck and this forced Yos.h.i.+no to bend his neck backward. Hatori licked in a
straight line.
The burning sensation made Yos.h.i.+no's body tremble.
“Chiaki.”
He shot Yos.h.i.+no a sharp glance through the mirror as he inserted his tongue into
his ear.
“Haah!”
Yos.h.i.+no could hear a wet sound from the inside of his ear and unintentionally let
out a foolish voice. Nevertheless, Yos.h.i.+no was captured by Hatori's gaze and could not
escape from his clutch.
“Is it okay? Chiaki.....if you won't run from me, I'll hold you.”
That was an ultimatum. However, Yos.h.i.+no's throat was parched, so he could not
get out the words to tell him to stop. Hatori's grip began to weaken, but Yos.h.i.+no glared
back at him through the mirror with annoyance.
“It...it can't be helped...”
“----Thank you.”
Then Hatori suddenly twirled Yos.h.i.+no's body around to face him, and then for
some reason kneeled down to face Yos.h.i.+no's feet.
“Hold on to that.”
Yos.h.i.+no was instructed to hold on to the sink and he obeyed, without even
knowing the reason; then Hatori forcefully pulled down Yos.h.i.+no's wet jeans, which were
plastered to his skin, along with his underwear.
“To- Tori!?”
Hatori paid no heed to Yos.h.i.+no, who exclaimed in surprise, and checked
Yos.h.i.+no's exposed member by coiling his fingers around it.
“It's so cold. Don't worry. I'll make it heat up soon.”
“Huh...?”
For a moment, he felt dubious about what Hatori was saying, then immediately
after, Yos.h.i.+no's member was concealed in Hatori's mouth.
“......!”
Yos.h.i.+no had never been to any s.e.x services, or had any of the girls he dated given
him a b.l.o.w.j.o.b. His head was in chaos from the bewilderment and the shame, but his body
started heating up immediately, just like Hatori had said.
“Uh......ah......!”
Hatori did not display any air of hesitation towards this body of the same s.e.x, and
carefully glided his tongue over him. He gripped Yos.h.i.+no's shaking hips, licked behind
the shaft, sucked the very tip, and bore right into the pit with the tip of his tongue.
“......Kuh......!”
Only wet sounds and heavy breathing could be heard in the cramped bathhouse.
This was the first time Yos.h.i.+no was afforded such irresistible pleasure, and he
concentrated all his power to holding on to the edge of the sink.
Seriously......This is bad......
He was enveloped in a sticky feeling and somehow managed to stifle his
automatic sigh from escaping. And yet, Hatori continued on as if trying to make Yos.h.i.+no
feel this way; he crushed it in his mouth with his lips and rubbed the completely stiff
manhood with his fingers.
His racing heartbeat was carving into his mind, and he felt his s.e.m.e.n running
inside him that told him it was only a matter of time before his desire spilled out.
“......Let...let go......”
“It's fine. Let it out as it is.” Hatori said that with an extremely matter-of-fact
expression and took Yos.h.i.+no's erection into his mouth all over again. Then he put all his
pa.s.sion into toying with Yos.h.i.+no, who was already nearing his limit. Hatori squeezed
around him and tightly sucked on him so as to invite Yos.h.i.+no to climax.
“Kuh! Ah......! Tori...! That's enough...”
Yos.h.i.+no inserted his fingers into Hatori's stiff hair and desperately tried to push
his head away from himself. However, Yos.h.i.+no's body was swayed by pleasure and there
was no power left in his fingers to resist Hatori. Then Hatori squeezed him with his
fingers a couple of times, stimulating the tip of Yos.h.i.+no's manhood, and Yos.h.i.+no came
easily.
“No, ah...AAH...!”
Yos.h.i.+no's body trembled nervously and he ejected his desire right into the inside
of Hatori's mouth. His mind turned blank from the pleasure the climax brought him, but
he came back to his senses the moment he saw Hatori swallow what was inside his
mouth.
“What did you swallow just now...?!
Yos.h.i.+no shook him by the shoulders, but Hatori looked calm and wiped him
mouth.
“It's yours.”
“Spit it out! Spit it out right now!”
“Why?”
“What do you mean 'why'......? It's dirty!!”
“If it's yours then it's not dirty. Besides that, did it feel good?”
“Huh? Ah...uh...yeah....I guess......”
He ended the sentence weakly since he was embarra.s.sed. He was so glad the
moment he realized he was not weak at his knees, but when he realized the act had been
one-sided, he was further embarra.s.sed.
“That's good.”
“......!”
Don't laugh like that now...
Usually he was cold mannered, and yet, why was he giving him a sweet smile at a
time like this? However, the smile instantly turned tense and bitter.
“Sorry, I'm also at my limit.”
“Huh?”
Yos.h.i.+no’s body was s.h.i.+fted around again by Hatori, who had stood up, and he
was forced to face the sink once more. Then, for some reason, Hatori took the shaving
cream off from the shelf, put it into his hands, and began to smear it between Yos.h.i.+no's
legs.
“Tch...! What are you doing?!!!”
When Yos.h.i.+no complained, his body jumping from the coolness of it, Hatori
apologized to him.
“Please bear with it today. I'm going to do a proper preparation next.”
“N- next? Ngh...!”
While he was asking himself how is there a next, Hatori's finger forced its way
inside Yos.h.i.+no. The slime covered finger entered unexpectedly smoothly. Although the
foreign object was stiff, it did not feel painful at all.
......Come to think of it, Tori's fingers are quite thick, aren't they?
All of a sudden, he recalled the thick shape of the finger joints and the graphic
image in his mind raised his body temperature.
“You seem fine.”
“Huh? Wah, ah, no way! Wai-!......Ah!”
When he was s.p.a.cing out, Hatori used the cream to easily insert his finger and
began to move inside Yos.h.i.+no as if he were drawing a circle.
“I said wait! Ah, ngh!”
“Does it hurt?”
“It doesn't hurt, but...it feels strange...”
But it hurt a lot a few days ago......
The feeling of the finger wiggling inside him could only be described as strange,
but the spasm-like pain from a few days ago did not come upon him. As a matter of fact, 
each time the walls of his insides were pressed, the depths of his hips ached and he
weakly cried out in delight.
“Ngh...! Ngh......”
Hatori added another finger in the spot, that was gradually beginning to grow
tender, and slowly continued to pull it in and out. This added a little bit more pressure,
but more than that, the sensation of being rubbed from the inside had stolen Yos.h.i.+no's
awareness of it. However, he noticed that the fingers were moving like they were
searching for something within him, and simultaneously a sweet voice escaped from his
throat without his realizing it.
“...Aah!”
“Here?”
“Haah! What's...there...ah! Aah!”
When a certain spot inside his body was pressed, ecstasy went running to his
head. Up till now, he had not known that such a place existed in his own body.
Wha- what is this......?
Hatori rummaged within Yos.h.i.+no relentlessly, and continued to loosen the firmly
shut narrow opening. Then when Yos.h.i.+no became out of breath, the finger was extracted
and a hot, hard object was put in its place.
“......”
The familiar sensation numbed his limbs. The memory of the pain awoke
Yos.h.i.+no's fears. Eventually, he felt the tension of Hatori's heat tugging on him without
ceasing.
“No, I...can't......!”
Yos.h.i.+no was on the verge of collapsing when Hatori whispered to him as if he
were imploring him.
“......I, won't force you to feel like this anymore.”
Consequently, he accepted him------
The moment he relaxed just a little bit to those words, the tip of Hatori's c.o.c.k
entered inside him. Last time it had not been so quick and had pushed its way in slowly.
The very moment Yos.h.i.+no affirmed there was no pain, his body relaxed.
“......Ah......ah......”

The walls of his insides accepted and wrapped around Hatori's magnificence as it
carefully began to make its way in. It did not feel like he was being torn in two, rather, it
felt like being filled up.
“Chiaki, can I move?”
Hatori had inserted everything in and he asked from behind with a hoa.r.s.e voice
full of desire. When he looked up, he saw that in the reflection of the mirror Hatori was
wrinkling his forehead and looked tense. The very moment he saw that face, Yos.h.i.+no's
heart ached for some reason.
...Why does my heart ache...?
“Chiaki?”
He expected Hatori to not be able to stand it any longer, but he looked like he did
not plan on moving until he heard Yos.h.i.+no's reply. However, he could see that Hatori
was under great stress from inserting his manhood inside him.
“......All right.”
Yos.h.i.+no answered as he withstood the unknown pain in his chest. Then Hatori
exhaled a small sigh and began to move their intertwined hips. At first slowly, but then
little by little he lost control.
“Ah...! ...Ah...HAAH......!”
He rummaged inside the deeply connected place and thrust into him as if
excavating his insides. The attack felt strong; rather than the pain he feared, it was
ecstasy. His shaking body seemed like it would melt and fall apart at any moment.
“No...! Ah, ah...AAH---!”
In order to support his unstable body, Yos.h.i.+no held on to the sink with all his
might that his veins clearly stood out on his hands.
Last time, he had fainted from the pain, but now only a strong pleasure was trying
to steal Yos.h.i.+no's consciousness.
“---Chiaki, call out my name.”
“Tori...your...name?”
“Yeah.”
“...Yos.h.i.+yuki...?”
The moment he said his first name that he was being asked to say, Hatori happily
let out a small laugh. The laughter embarra.s.sed him, and strangely he felt his chest turn
warm.
“Yeah, more. Call it out more.”
“Aah...! Ah! Yos.h.i.+...yuki......!”
While Hatori pestered him like a child, he did not ease his molesting hand. He
continued thrusting violently and their sweat dripped onto the sink.
“Yos.h.i.+yuki...! Ah! No, I'm...coming......”
If this continued, he would turn to jelly; he was not himself anymore. When he
moaned that he was at his limit, the intensity of the pressure increased further. And when
the chaos made everything incomprehensive, a sweet whisper was lowered into his ear.
“I love you, Chiaki.”
“......”
His insides vibrated violently and at the same time the inner most part of his body
gradually turned wet. Hatori also knew that he had reached his limit just like Yos.h.i.+no
himself had from the heat pouring into him.
“Chiaki...”
Hatori suddenly embraced his sweaty body from behind and buried his face into
his shoulder.
......Somehow, this is bad...
For some reason, Yos.h.i.+no looked away from the warm feeling welling up inside
him, as he slowly placed his hands over the arms that embraced him. Even though his
body was enveloped in exhilaration, his mind was strangely tranquil.