The Bay At Midnight Part 36

"Oh, but this is fun," Ruth said, obviously curious about what we'd found.

"Probably just a love note from my brother to Julie's sister," Ethan said. "Not fit for the PG-13 crowd." He got to his feet.

I tucked the paper back into the giraffe, holding the red and purple halves of the toy together as Ethan helped me up. Jim and Ruth stood, as well, but Carter remained seated next to the buried bread box, still peering inside it, although without the lantern light I was certain he could see little. I guessed he was thinking about the wonderful treasures he could bury there himself.

The screen door squeaked open as Lucy left the porch and rejoined us in the yard.

"Thank you so much for the tour," I said to the Kleins. "And Carter, the treasure box is all yours now."

"Awesome!" he said, getting to his feet.

"Thank Julie," Ruth instructed him.

"Thank you," he said.

"You're very welcome." I looked at Ruth and Jim. "And thanks for letting us dig up your yard."

"Sure." Jim grinned, his face ghostly in the lantern light.

"Please feel free to come over anytime," Ruth said.

We walked between the two houses to get to Ethan's front yard. I held on to Lucy's arm.

"We found this old plastic giraffe in the Nancy Drew box," I told her. "There's a piece of paper in it. Ned and Isabel used to use it to send notes to each other. But the weird thing is, I am ninety-nine point nine-percent sure I never put it in the box."

Lucy was quiet. As Ethan pushed open his front door, she whispered in my ear, "I remembered something about the night Isabel was killed," she said.

"What?" I whispered back, uncertain why we were being stealthy.

She didn't answer me.

"What?" I asked again, and she shook her head quickly.

"Later," she whispered, and I knew better than to push her; she must have had her reasons for keeping her memory from Ethan.

We followed Ethan out to his porch, where he turned on the floor lamp, flooding the table with light.

"Let's take a look at that paper," he said, as the three of us sat down.

I opened the giraffe and the folded piece of paper fell out. Carefully I flattened it on the tabletop. It was a note, written on what looked to be half a sheet of pale pink stationery, its one edge ragged, torn on an angle. The writing had faded to a bleached bluish purple, but I recognized it instantly.

"It's Izzy's writing," I said. Isabel had had a distinctive, rounded handwriting that had gotten her into trouble with the nuns in catechism cla.s.s.

I read the note aloud.

"You are a decietful pig and I hate you," I read. I read. "I can't wait to tell my father everything. He adores me and you can bet he will kill you." "I can't wait to tell my father everything. He adores me and you can bet he will kill you."

The three of us were quiet, letting the words sink in.

Ethan was first to speak, his voice a tired whisper. "d.a.m.n," he said. "She and Ned must have been on the outs."

I thought of telling him my suspicion about Ned's involvement with Pam, but before I could speak, I realized that Lucy was crying.

"Oh, honey." I put my arm around her, guessing that she was moved and shaken by seeing a note from our sister. But that was not it.

"I remembered something," she said, to both of us now.

Ethan pulled a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to her, and she pressed it to her eyes.

"The night Isabel died," she said, "I woke up alone in the attic. I was afraid and came downstairs, looking for you-" she spoke to me "-but of course, I couldn't find you, since you'd gone out in the boat. I went to the bathroom, and when I came out, I happened to look toward the road and I saw someone out there. I saw the burning tip of a cigarette. I thought it was Isabel at first, walking home from one of her girlfriends' houses. But then the person walked right past our house and up your driveway." She looked at Ethan.

Ethan closed his eyes and leaned back in his chair. We were all quiet for a moment.

"I feel sick," he said finally.

"Did Ned smoke?" Lucy asked.

Ethan nodded without opening his eyes. "Like a chimney."

"I'm sorry, Ethan," I said.

"It still doesn't make sense, though." Ethan opened his eyes and looked at the note again as if he might be able to read between the lines. "What does this mean? How did he deceive her?" He shook his head with a stubborn resolve. "I still refuse to think that Ned was capable of killing anyone."

"I think he was seeing Pam Durant on the side," I said.

"Why do you say that?" he asked.

I told him the reasons for my suspicions-George possibly spotting Ned and Pam together on the boat, Mitzi's suggestion that they would start dating after Isabel's death, and how Ned had turned to Pam for comfort.

"Isabel probably found out," I suggested. "She wrote him this note. He met her on the platform at the bay and they argued and he..."

"Maybe it was an accident," Lucy said kindly. "He didn't mean to kill her."

"Things don't add up," Ethan said. "I mean, to begin with, Ned told you to tell Isabel he couldn't meet her that night."

"But remember, he called her at Mitzi's to say he might be able to."

Ethan looked surprised. "I don't think I ever knew that," he said.

"How did the note end up in your Nancy Drew box, of all places?" Lucy asked.

"I have no idea," I said. "They used me as a messenger, giving me the giraffe to pa.s.s between them, but I never realized it was a puzzle. Something they could hide notes in. And maybe I...I have no memory of this at all...but maybe I did did stick it in the box and don't remember doing it." stick it in the box and don't remember doing it."

"Or maybe Ned put it in there thinking you'd find it and realize what had happened and turn him in," Lucy said. "Maybe he felt guilty but couldn't bring himself to admit what he'd done."

"Wait a minute," Ethan said. "He had an alibi. alibi. He was in our yard with my father." He was in our yard with my father."

"Ethan." I rested my hand on his forearm. "Did it ever occur to you that your father was just trying to protect him? That he made up the alibi for him?"

Ethan shook his head. "He wouldn't do that," he said, but I thought he was only saying what he longed to believe.

I don't think any of us slept that night. Next to me, Ethan tossed and turned. I was haunted, not so much by what Isabel had written or by the realization that Ned was probably responsible for her death, because this was not a surprise to me, but by seeing Izzy's handwriting. By seeing that part of her, still so alive all these years later. Seeing the rounded a a's and the misspelling of deceitful. deceitful. The misspelling made me want to cry. It humanized my big sister and made her seem so young and guileless. The misspelling made me want to cry. It humanized my big sister and made her seem so young and guileless.

Over breakfast the next morning, Lucy suggested we leave the sh.o.r.e early, drive home and pay a visit to our mother to tell her about the note before giving it to the police.

"I don't think we need to tell her," I argued. "You know she hasn't been herself lately, and this would only upset her more." I knew I was protecting myself, as well. I didn't want to talk to my mother about Isabel any more than I had to.

"I know it'll upset her," Lucy said, "but that's inevitable, and I want to keep her abreast of things. The less she learns from the police instead of from us, the better."

"I think Lucy's right," Ethan said. "And as soon as the cops see this note, they're going to want to talk to my father again. I can't believe, though, that he would have lied about where Ned was that night."

"Maybe he wasn't lying," Lucy offered. "Maybe he was just off on his timing. Give him a chance to explain."

Ethan looked toward the ca.n.a.l and the heavy Sat.u.r.day-morning boat traffic. "d.a.m.n," he said, more to himself than to us. "I wish Ned were here to tell us what really happened."

"Me, too," I said.

I dropped Lucy off at her house in Plainfield, and we agreed to meet at Mom's that afternoon when she got home from McDonald's. By the time I turned onto my street in Westfield, I felt a mixture of deep sorrow and vindication. I had been right about Ned all this time. I wished George Lewis were alive. I wished I could hug him, tell him how sorry I was that I had not been more capable of proving Ned's guilt when I was twelve years old.

I slowed down as I neared my house, surprised to see cars crowding my driveway, spilling out into the street. One of them was Shannon's car. The rest were unfamiliar to me, and with a sense of betrayal and disappointment, I realized that Shannon had taken advantage of my weekend away to use the house for a party, one that had apparently continued overnight and late into the next morning. Perhaps she planned for it to run the entire weekend.

I had to park in front of my neighbors' house, since there was no room in front of my own. I walked into the house, greeted by the overwhelming stench of stale beer and possibly marijuana, although that might have been my imagination. Teenagers were sleeping on my living room furniture as well as on the floor. One girl lifted her head from the sofa when I walked in.

"Where's Shannon?" I asked, barely able to control my anger. I could feel my face and neck redden with it.

"Shannon who?" the girl asked. "Oh, the girl who lives here?"

"Yes," I said through my gritted teeth.

"I think she's upstairs."

I marched upstairs and into Shannon's room, where I found two blond girls sleeping together, one of them nude, their arms wrapped around each other. My fury mounted as I walked toward my own bedroom. I threw open the door to find my daughter and Tanner in my bed. Tanner was asleep, but the noise of my entry apparently awakened Shannon. She sat up quickly, pulling the sheet against her chest, her long hair tangled over her bare shoulders.

"Mom!" she said.

I threw my pocketbook down on my dresser. "What the h.e.l.l do you think you're doing?" I asked.

"I'm sorry, Mom," she said, clutching the sheet tighter to her chest. She was speaking softly, as though she didn't want to disturb Tanner. "People just kept showing up," she said. "I'm really sorry. We were going to clean everything up before you got home. Change the sheets and everything. And vacuum."

I stared at her. Who was was this child? this child?

"I feel like I don't know you," I said. "What happened to the responsible girl I raised?"

"I am am responsible," she argued. "I planned to tell you what happened. About the party and everything. I didn't expect you to come home yet." responsible," she argued. "I planned to tell you what happened. About the party and everything. I didn't expect you to come home yet."

"That's obvious," I said. "You know what, Shannon? You are absolutely not not moving to Colorado. I'm still your mother and I'm not going to let you live like this." I waved my hand in Tanner's direction. "And what kind of a man would sleep with you in your mother's bed?" I asked. I couldn't believe Tanner was actually sleeping through my tirade. He was probably awake and listening, but had decided it was best if he pretended otherwise. moving to Colorado. I'm still your mother and I'm not going to let you live like this." I waved my hand in Tanner's direction. "And what kind of a man would sleep with you in your mother's bed?" I asked. I couldn't believe Tanner was actually sleeping through my tirade. He was probably awake and listening, but had decided it was best if he pretended otherwise.

"I am too going," Shannon said.

"No, you're not."

She shook her head, an ugly expression on her otherwise beautiful face. "Sometimes I really hate you," she said. I hadn't heard those words from her since she was a four-year-old begging in vain for candy in the grocery store, but I didn't flinch.

"I don't care," I said. "I'll lock you in your room if I have to. I have to protect you."

My voice broke on the word protect, protect, and I began to cry. I sank onto the chair in front of my vanity dresser, burying my face in my hands. I could hear her getting out of my bed, pulling on her clothes, but all I could think about was Isabel's angry note hidden in the giraffe. Her fury in that note had not been directed at our mother, but it often had been in those days. I could remember her telling Mom that she hated her, and I wondered if my mother had felt as hurt and helpless as I did right now. and I began to cry. I sank onto the chair in front of my vanity dresser, burying my face in my hands. I could hear her getting out of my bed, pulling on her clothes, but all I could think about was Isabel's angry note hidden in the giraffe. Her fury in that note had not been directed at our mother, but it often had been in those days. I could remember her telling Mom that she hated her, and I wondered if my mother had felt as hurt and helpless as I did right now.

Shannon came to my side, wrapping her arms around me, and I leaned against her, aware-so aware-of her swollen belly beneath my cheek.

"I'm sorry, Mom," she said. "I know I screwed up."

I couldn't speak. I sat there with Shannon's arms around me. I remembered how hard my mother had tried to rein Isabel in and how spectacularly she'd failed. She must have been so scared to see her daughter slipping out of her control. Just as I was scared now.

CHAPTER 45.

Maria.

Julie and Lucy were waiting for me in my living room when I got home from Micky D's. I'd planned to change my clothes and head to the hospital to do my volunteer work, but they said they needed to talk to me and I knew by their serious faces that I'd better cancel my plans.

"What's wrong?" I asked them. There was way too much going on in my family for my comfort level. My best guess was that the police were finally ready to question me about Isabel and that made me nervous, but I tried not to let it show.

"We just want to talk to you," Julie said.

Bullfeathers, I thought, but I didn't push her for the truth. I would find out soon enough. I thought, but I didn't push her for the truth. I would find out soon enough.

Lucy called the volunteer coordinator at the hospital to cancel my s.h.i.+ft, while I changed out of my uniform in my bedroom. When I returned to the living room, the two of them were sitting in the armchairs near the sofa looking so grim that my heart began to pound. I sat down on the sofa, folding my hands in my lap.

"Now," I began, "what is going on?"

"We need to talk to you about Isabel's death," Lucy said.

"Are the police ready to interview me?" I asked.

"No," Julie said, "but Lucy and I made a discovery we thought you should know about. We wanted you to hear about it from us first, rather than from the police."

I was quiet and calm on the outside, but my hands began working at one another in my lap.

Julie reached into her pocketbook and pulled out some kind of toy.

"What's that?" I leaned forward, and Julie held the toy in the air so I could see it better. "Is it a giraffe?" I asked.

"Yes." Julie lowered the red and purple toy to her knees. "Lucy and I stayed at Ethan's house last night, and we talked to the people who now live in our bungalow."