The Grigori: Stalking Tender Prey Part 1

Stalking Tender Prey.

The Grigori Trilogy.

Storm Constantine.

Foreword.

For those of you who regularly read my work, this novel will be a return to familiar territory-that of the fallen angels, who have been featured in my novel, Burying the Shadow, and various other shorter pieces, as well as providing some of the inspiration for my first work, the trilogy of the Wraeththu. However, I have long wanted to write a novel set in a contemporary world rather than a fantasy universe, and, in this, Stalking Tender Prey is new and uncharted territory.

The novel began life as a short story, A Change of Season', in Midnight Rose's Weerde anthology, a collection of stories about a shape-changing race (created by Neil Gaiman, Roz Kaveney and Mary Gentle). I always knew I wanted to expand this story at some point, although it was unlikely I'd be able to write a Weerde novel as Midnight Rose was no longer operational. The only way to achieve my aim was to remove all the attributes linking the story to the world of the Weerde and transform it into something else. There were similarities between A Change of Season' and my novel, Burying the Shadow', so the direction became clear. The novel would be based on the theme that has lured back my attention again and again: the Fallen Ones.

I have delved into the subject of angels, fallen and otherwise, for a long time, which back in the late Seventies led to my discovery of the legends of the Watchers and the Nefilim. These myths tell of a race of people, who were identified as messengers of G.o.d', who were very tall and who could fly between the earth and the heavens. The Watchers were members of this race.

Perhaps their name was a t.i.tle, like police or army. Certainly it suggests they had a supervisory function, as they were also known as the Sleepless Ones, who were forever watching'. According to the old stories, some of the Watchers rebelled against authority, for which they were severely punished. Their crimes involved taking human wives, as well as imparting forbidden' knowledge to humanity. The Nefilim were the hybrid offspring of Watchers and humans, monstrous because of their size and strength and their apparently bloodthirsty habits. There is a bewildering array of different names and terms for various offshoots of the Watchers and the Nefilim, which is confusing to say the least, and caused more than a few headaches in the editorial stage of creating this book! However, the introduction ent.i.tled The Grigori Cometh' introduces and explains the terminology I use throughout the novel.

Those interested in the occult will notice, (in the scenes depicting magical rituals), that although I have followed tradition with the elemental correspondences for north (earth) and east (air), I have not done so for south and west. The correspondences given here, water (instead of fire) for south and fire (instead of water) for west relate to earlier beliefs, and seemed more in keeping with the spirit of the novel.

Legends of fallen angels imparting knowledge to humanity crop up in many mythologies, in different forms, so much so that it is easy to imagine they must have once had a basis in truth. Modern non-fiction writers are now investigating this possibility. Some have been attracted by the angel' connection, while others have a broader view: there must have been an advanced race before the Ancient Egyptians, but who were they? Where is the evidence for their existence? Why can't we find it? Is it already visible for all to see, but simply unrecognised for what it is?

In researching this book, I explored the work of writers who are attempting to answer some of these perhaps unanswerable questions. Primarily, I drew upon the hard work of Andrew Collins, whose book From the Ashes of Angels' is a comprehensive study which examines the true origins of the Watchers. Just as influential was the music of Carl McCoy, the driving force behind the band Fields of the Nephilim, and more recently, The Nefilim. Carl's affinity with this subject predates the work of many of those now drawn to it.

Also, the dreams and visions of psychic Debbie Benstead provided a fascinating insight into the more subjective aspects of lost civilisations, and offered a deeper understanding of the symbolism behind the story of the fallen angel, Shemyaza, and the human maiden, Ishtahar.

For those of you who share my fascination with this subject, and would like to investigate it further, I want to list some of the material I used for research and as inspiration. I have updated this list since Stalking Tender Prey' saw its first publication in England in 1995, to include other books recently published that might be of interest to those who enjoy this subject.

I do not take a religious view of the Nefilim, such as that of Elizabeth Clare Prophet, nor believe they were s.p.a.cemen, like Zecharia Sitchin, but I have included their work in the list below simply because I drew upon certain aspects of their books in the creation of Stalking Tender Prey'.

It is now five years since I first began work on this trilogy, and there have been many developments in the realm of historical enigmas, which shed light on the legends of the fallen angels. Some of the books that resulted from this work are now included in the bibliography. Perhaps one of the most important areas of research includes the site known as Nevali Cori, which is examined in detail in Andrew Collins' latest book, G.o.ds of Eden'. Nevali Cori was an early Neolithic towns.h.i.+p (around 8000 BC) on the River Euphrates, near Erfa in Southeast Turkey. It was originally discovered in the 1980s by a German archaeological team, but has only recently come under popular study. It is unfortunate that the site is now inaccessible owing to widespread flooding during the construction of the Ataturk dam, but it was photographed extensively while still above water. Nevali Cori has a temple structure, known as the cult building, which is aligned astronomically to the constellation Cetus, the whale. These stars can be said to represent the sea monster and primal chaos, Tiamat, from the Mesopotamian tradition. The cult building is also aligned perfectly towards the Giza plateau in Egypt. Various sculptures and carvings of bird-men were discovered at the site, where vulture imagery played a prominent role. According to Andrew Collins, this clearly shows that at one time Nevali Cori was the cult centre for a priestly caste, who adorned themselves in costumes of bird feathers. Evidence from Nevali Cori authenticates much of the work that appeared in Andrew's earlier book, From The Ashes Of Angels', the subject matter of which has been widely accepted by academics and scholars. Many researchers now agree that there was a ruling elite controlling the rise of the Neolithic world in the Near East, sometime between 9000 and 5000 BC, and that these people originally came out of Egypt, where they'd been responsible for the construction of the monuments such as the Great Sphinx and other huge stone temples. According to mythological accounts, these people were of striking appearance, being very tall, with faces resembling serpents or vipers. They would have stood out as very different to the local indigenous people. Anatomical remains from all over the near east show that there was a genetic group, of tall build, with extremely long heads, who some anthropologists now accept had great influence over the Neolithic communities. They were represented as serpent-headed figures, often with head-dresses of feathers. All of this suggests that humanity didn't just happen to develop from hunter-gatherers into settled farming communities. Perhaps it no longer seems quite so incredible that a strange and different race, known to us as the Watchers, or the Elders, handed, at a price, the seed of civilisation to the Neolithic human communities in the area.

When this book was first published, I stated at this point that it was a supernatural novel, and I had no real evidence that the material it is based upon is hard fact. However, as time pa.s.ses, more and more evidence is uncovered to suggest otherwise. But this novel, and its sequels, are not just polemics to augment historical research. They are stories, romances, mysteries. Anything is possible in fiction. There is still the enticing possibility that once the Nefilim walked among us, and that they perhaps still do, and that is where the fascination lies.

Storm Constantine, February 1998.

The Grigori Cometh.

Long, long ago, when the earth was a little younger, there came into this world a strange race - human in many respects, but also somehow different.

These people were tall, with legs, arms and fingers that were attenuated and slender. Their complexions were pale, their looks gaunt, but it was their long faces that really set them apart, with their elongated features, high foreheads, sharp cheek bones, small, well-shaped lips and bright, piercing eyes - the bluest ever seen.

To look directly into their faces was a forbidden act, for they exuded a hypnotic brilliance of supernatural origin, while around the locks on their heads was a divine glow that made them different to any other men or women in this world. Some said this l.u.s.trous radiance was caused by the strange oils they rubbed upon their skin, while others claimed it was a sign by which they could be recognised as G.o.ds walking among humanity.

No one knew where they came from, but all knew they were not like us. To some they were known as Anannage, the s.h.i.+ning Ones, to others they were known as angels, devas and djinn, while still others knew them as the Cabari, Gigantes and t.i.tans.

Some even called them bene ha-Elohim - the sons of G.o.d - or Watchers, those who watch, due to their ever-watchful eyes, like those of serpents and lizards, and their houses, which they set high above the world on lofty crags, similar to the eyries created by eagles and vultures. And the Anannage must have been much taken with these great birds, for on their brief incursions into the homesteads of humanity, they came looking like vultures, with their long white hair and cloaks of dark feathers.

Initially, they kept themselves to themselves, these Anannage, never mingling with the men and women who made their homes in the forests and lowlands. Then a time came when they were forced to take on labour to enable them to fulfil their mammoth building and engineering projects in the high places. Here the men and women would help them to dig irrigation ditches and reservoirs, domesticate animals, make vessels of clay and metal and grow strange cereals, leaving the Anannage free to tend the sacred blue flame deep within the mountain where the Seven High Lords met to decide the affairs of humanity.

Eventually, against all the ancient laws that forbade it, many Anannage took wives for themselves from among the peoples of the lowlands, and to these women great secrets were revealed, concerning the movement of the stars, the wielding of magic and sorcery, the fas.h.i.+oning of weapons for war, the art of cunning, the pleasures of the flesh and the beautification of our women folk.

And to the women of the rebel Anannage were born children, monstrous because of their great height, and having the long features of their fathers. They were half-breeds, shunned by all, and were called Nefilim - those who had fallen - because of the inexcusable sins committed by both their Anannage fathers and human mothers. Embittered, the Nefilim raged across the land, making war and plundering the settlements of humanity. It was said they ate human flesh and drank human blood. No-one was safe from them.

The Anannage who had remained true to the ancient laws then sought out and punished those of their kind who had dared to break the oaths and traffic with the daughters of men. Those children born unto the wives of the rebels were seized and destroyed, or else provoked into warring with one another, until it was a.s.sumed no further Nefilim remained.

For the leader of the rebel Anannage, one called Shemyaza, a most terrible fate awaited. For revealing the sacred oaths of his forebears to his maiden lover, Ishtahar, and inciting his half-breed sons to violate the lands of the Anannage, he was cast over a rocky precipice to hang upside down by one foot until every ounce of life had been expended from his body. Furthermore, his soul was banished to remain for all eternity within the starry gate of Orion, never to return to this world and never to experience the knowledge of the One existing beyond the heavenly portal.

His example would be a reminder, for all to come, of the sins committed by the rebel Anannage in the names of l.u.s.t and desire.

Despite all their efforts, the Anannage's infanticide was to no avail. Too much intercourse had taken place between their kind and the daughters of men for the High Lords to vanquish the Nefilim completely. New generations saw the birth of Nefilim-featured babies among families of men and women, who had themselves never had loves among the rebel Anannage. Sometimes, the bodies of these babies were so large they had to be cut from the bellies of their mothers to allow entry into this world.

Women grew to fear these hideous births and many charms were used to try and prevent such devils being born. Those who did bear such children were accused of lying with demons or rebel Anannage, while their offspring were often shunned and disowned by their families. Even so, many were destined to grow into huge, fearsome warriors, wicked sorcerers and great prophets, with the power to wield either ultimate good or ultimate evil. Of these, some even created the first members of races who still bear their name: families of giants, demons and cruel warriors, such the Anakim, the sons of Anak, who lived in the underground cities of Basham and built rude monuments of stone that still litter our lands. The Anakim also travelled the world and created settlements on the southern sh.o.r.es of Ireland and England. They were the truth behind all the legends of giants in the folklore of these regions. Other branches of the half-breed families included Zamzummim, the Achievers; Emim, the Terrors; Rephaim, the Weakeners and Gibborium, the Giants. Eventually, those half-breed families that thrived agreed to co-operate in their manipulation of human affairs, and took for themselves the name of Grigori, which originated from a Greek word for Watchers. They bred and grew stronger, hidden amongst humanity, yet wielding great power in human commerce.

All evidence of the great race of the Anannage has vanished from our world, and no-one knows what became of them. But their half-breed descendents, the Grigori, live on among us today, their presence clear to those who have eyes to see. Their tall stature, their great strength, their long faces, their reclusive clans, their power to understand the ways of the ancients and their ability to wield forbidden magic are all signs one must watch for.

Yet many go unseen now, their past features lost through the many generations since the demise of their culture. They recognise their past only through dreams and visions, while others simply want to forget their forbidden heritage. Some, as you might say, have become almost human...

Andrew Collins.

1995.

Prologue: The Arrival.

Friday, 16th October: A journey by train from Cresterfield in the north of England The child watched him from across the carriage. His eyes were closed, leaking only a s.h.i.+ning sliver, as if tears gathered there in darkness, but he could feel the girl's intense scrutiny, the half-formed b.u.t.terfly questions, flitting through her focused child's mind. He did not mind. Children, untainted by experience, might recognise him sometimes.

His long hands lay loosely clasped in his lap. He felt empty, neither guilty nor exultant. What had happened further north in the city was finished with now. There were no victories to savour, no mistakes to lament. He was not running away but running onwards.

A man came to check tickets, to clip and stamp them. The traveller was forced to open his eyes, search for the square of card. The guard, braced on stiff legs against the movement of the train, did not look at the traveller's face. He moved on. Tickets please. Pa.s.sengers since Cresterfield.'

The traveller smiled at the wide-eyed girl who continued to stare, then he looked out at the world through gla.s.s.

Beyond the train, the countryside had changed. It looked both younger and older than the flattened areas of industry and human overpopulation he had recently left behind. Spiky hills, raw rock poking through. Blankets of forests, rough heath: a place of ancient legends. The summer was fading into that frowzy, tired interim period - the Earth masquerading as an overdressed and sadly declining female - before a brief spurt of harsh colour led the unforgiving winter in by the nose.

He spent so much time in the city places: the only time he ever saw the seasons change was from the inside of trains or coaches or cars. The land rushed by beyond the dust-veiled window, and he rested his head against the gla.s.s.

There was a star in the afternoon sky.

The traveller raised his head, and a flash of light burned against his eyes. Perhaps it was the reflection from a far window of a cottage on the hillside, or a car door being opened, or a discarded gla.s.s bottle among the ferns. It if was none of these things, it could only be a true sign, a burst of energy, giving him a signal. A way to the gate! The thought formed half-acknowledged in his mind. It meant nothing, yet everything, like remembering a line from a poem, learned long ago. Abandon the earth, take back the stars! Your kingdom awaits!

Whose voice was it that sang in his brain? When had he learned these words? They kindled excitement within him, yet there was a cost. Fear flapped there too, in darkness. He could almost smell its carrion breath, the stink of its wet feathers. Fear and ecstasy. It must be a flashback to some forgotten drug experience. He smiled, comforted.

The train began to slow down. There was a squeal of brakes, and a tunnel of trees engulfed the carriages, hiding the land beyond. Without thinking, the traveller was on his feet, pulling down the old canvas bag from the overhead storage area, which contained all the artefacts of his life. The station, hardly more than a siding, came into view as he moved towards the door, nodding once at the girl-child, ignoring the reprimanding stare of her mother.

This was the place.

The station was small, air warm and ripe against his skin. He was the only person to get off the train here. The moment his feet touched the concrete of the platform, he scanned the sky for omens, but high trees eclipsed his view, their branches flounced with autumn's gold and crimson.

As he surrendered his ticket, he received a sour up-and-down glance from a gaunt, inbred looking individual skulking in the inspector's booth beside the station gateway. The traveller did not bother to smile or speak. As he sauntered out into the empty street beyond, adjusting his backpack for comfort, a familiar sense of unreality stole across his senses. These are cardboard buildings, cardboard props for a second-rate drama. It was not really a town, more a village, and a forgotten one at that. The sense of history was faint, although he was aware that people had lived in this place for many centuries. It had never witnessed any events of importance, he was sure, being no more than a receptacle for a few mundane souls who sped from womb to grave with less purpose than animals, or perhaps, he thought charitably, the same purpose as animals. The place looked empty, but he knew that, had he walked in the other direction, he would have come across the heart of it: the lone, under-stocked supermarket, the row of pubs, a small cinema showing films considerably out of date. This conviction was not the result of some psychometric skill, but merely a familiarity with towns of this type. You had to look hard for the romance in this country. Abroad, little towns seemed to possess a bustling other-life, like insects below the gra.s.s. There were often mysteries to uncover, mysteries that could be cherished like gems unexpectedly discovered in a rock that had seemed uniformly grey. Here, the social structure demanded a different kind of behaviour - upright, polite, mannered - but that usually meant the mysteries, when they were coaxed from hiding, were all the more delightful and perverse. He sniffed the air. Something had called to him from the train.

A flash of light beckoned from down the deserted street, like a hand extended round the corners of the buildings, gesturing Come, come.' He sensed it as a gift from the future, a trail to follow.

Walking towards the signal, where the sun hung high in the sky, the traveller was a solitary figure in an uncluttered scene. He felt as if this was the ending of something, not the beginning. He could walk away out of existence. Yet his boots made a solid, satisfactory sound against the road and his flesh felt real and comfortable about his bones. He was a good performer.

The road led out of the town straight into the landscape of hills and heath. The traveller felt his spirits lift, and tested the air for exciting perfumes. There might be a solitary stone manor squatting in the furze, where deranged family members feuded with sanity. There might be a cottage where a lovesick desertee mulled over the painful intricacies of their past. There might be a farm, with buxom daughters and leery sons, where a traveller might weave a little mischief for a while. The countryside seemed the proper setting for such scenarios. If he walked, he was sure to stumble across the thing he had come here to find. The richness and variety of the human race enchanted him; he was not repelled by weaknesses or failings and was tolerant of most behaviour, even the least endearing. Difficult people interested him far more than those whose conversations and ideas inspired the spirit, or whose physical beauty constricted breath in the throat. He sought out the unusual, observing behaviour with cool, yet committed interest. He loved them all.

He had been travelling for many years, and had lost count of the exact figure. He had visited most countries where it was easy to gain access, and several where it wasn't. He wore a wide-brimmed hat that shadowed his eyes, shutting out the history of the world, if not his own history, to the casual observer. Sometimes he would play the role of enigmatic stranger, dark and impenetrable; at other times, he would be the world's fool, the travelling jester, and at these times, he might play an instrument or tell stories. Some countries reacted more favourably to this persona than others. In England, he observed the code of reticence and became the withdrawn one, the stranger on a train. Few people sat next to him on his travels, but those that did, he generally liked to communicate with. Now, at least for a while, he wanted to feel the bones of the planet beneath his feet.

Something had gone awry in Cresterfield. He had begun dreaming of the closed gateway again, and the dreams had urged him to act. It was like trying to find his way through a cluttered room in the dark, where objects were hard and sharp, positioned to bruise his uncertain limbs. What was this obsession with gateways? He still could not understand it, and his waking mind shrank from examining the image. All he could do was obey the instinct when it seized him, use the old magic as a battering ram to force the gate, to blow it apart. He was aware that the gate was not a physical object, but a psychic portal within himself. What lay beyond he did not know, and sometimes feared it might be death or madness. Still, to ignore the compulsion when it came was unthinkable, worse than the most intense s.e.xual need. He had to spend himself in ritual, direct energy towards the obstruction in his mind. So far, satisfaction had eluded him. His performances quietened the urge, sometimes for months at a time, but never sated it. Desperation had driven him to greater excesses in Cresterfield, and he had left incriminating evidence behind him. This was not the first time it had happened, but this country was small, and it was more difficult to pa.s.s unnoticed. He'd wondered, at first, whether he would be pursued, and was alert for it, but he was adept at covering his tracks, and had sensed no invisible eyes upon him, or other, less familiar, organs of sight. Here, in this timeless wilderness, he would vanish into the landscape. He would walk the moors and see what the future exposed to him, or exposed him to. There was always the hope that this time someone or something would happen to him that might change his life, liberate him, reveal to him the answers to the puzzles of his existence.

It was a moist country, rich with the fecund smells of earth. Hills swelled towards the horizon, punctuated by the moving pale dots that were sheep. The sky was a high, bleached blue, and once out of the town, a waspish wind scoured the land. The traveller walked in an appreciative daze. He saw some people with dogs striding through the heather: he heard the pixie call of excited children. The polished hides of parked cars burned in the distance, winking glares where they caught the sun. These things did not call to him. He was aware of the timeless ambience of this land. Perhaps the things he saw and heard were simply ghosts, or echoes, of high summer that would fade into the approaching cold. When his steps faltered, he had come to a crossroads. The light, the flash in the sky he'd seen from the train, had been his guide, both physically and mentally. He knew it would continue to be. Something was waiting to be discovered.

Chapter One.

Friday 16th October: Little Moor.

Lily Winter stood at the top of the hill, looking down across the grounds of the deserted manor house in the valley below. She often paused here in her walks, for she liked to stare at the choked garden, with its still, stagnant lake, and the dark, forbidding towers of the house itself. She had always been nervous of exploring the place in person, even though she and her twin brother, Owen, had a fascination for abandoned old houses. Long Eden. Its name alone conjured stories. Lily had concocted many languid romances in her mind as she'd sat upon the hill, gazing down. Long Eden had been empty since before her birth. The people who'd once lived there, with their imagined laughter, tragedies, riches and fantastical parties had all left the area, no doubt to avoid death duties and expense. Lily sometimes wondered what the true story was.

A chill breeze, smelling of smoke, of autumn, moulded her long skirt around her goose-pimpled legs. She felt cold, but enjoyed the experience of it, the promise of another season, something new, yet familiar.

The distant, mournful blare of a train's horn broke Lily's reverie, brought her back into the afternoon. October. The month of brown and red and yellow; the smoke month. Today was the sixteenth day. She would count the others, each with its own unique flavour, until the end.

Two red setters bounded over the crest of the hill and gambolled, barking, towards her, their owner following behind.

Amber! Lester!' Lily called and hunkered down, extending her arms. The animals threw themselves against her, ecstatic with pleasure at this unexpected meeting.

Dogs! Dogs!' A middle-aged woman came striding behind her charges. She was dressed in yellow jodhpurs and polished black riding boots, a thick, quilted jacket hanging open to reveal a startling white jumper, which covered a bosom resplendent with gold chains.

Lily stood up, her hands upon the dogs' heads, their tails beating against her bare legs. h.e.l.lo, Mrs Eager. How are you today?'

The woman smiled up at her. Lily was considerably taller than her. Fine. But, you must be freezing.' She pantomimed a s.h.i.+ver. No coat or tights! What are you thinking of, child?'

It's all right. I don't feel the cold.'

Ah, youth!' sighed the woman.

Lily didn't like being called a child. She was a woman, nearly twenty years old. Barbara Eager was a pleasant sort, but a relative newcomer to Little Moor. She had brought her values with her, ways that had settled uneasily over the community, although she was not disliked. She and her husband ran the big hotel, The White House, which was popular with walking tourists in summer, and used at weekends by the locals as a pub. During the week, everyone tended to favour The Black Dog, which was run by a surly, one-eyed tyrant and his mean-spirited wife, both of whom were over-familiar and acid with their clientele according to their moods. Owen had told Lily he had once walked past The Black Dog in the small hours of the morning and had heard the landlord and his wife having s.e.x; her wild moans had drifted from the open window. Lily was unsure whether this could be true. Owen was p.r.o.ne to fantasising. Mr and Mrs Eager, on the other hand, would have a comfortable, mannered relations.h.i.+p. She would utter no moan of pa.s.sion or otherwise, but perhaps a polite cough. Lily couldn't help smiling at this thought.

Barbara was oblivious, as she was of most things subtle in Little Moor. She smiled back. Well, it's a lovely day, and the smells are divine! What are you up to, Lily?' There was a note in her voice, which she could never contain, that revealed her slight disapproval of the fact that neither Lily nor Owen worked for a living. She often tried to interrogate them about where their income came from, which Lily and Owen both side-stepped with dexterity. There was no secret, but it amused them to frustrate the woman. Their mother had left them with an adequate income. Once a month, Owen and Lily drove into the nearest town, Patterham, and withdrew the interest on the account, which was more than enough for their needs. Owen had buried some of it in the walled garden to their house. Just in case.

I'm just walking,' Lily said. Thinking.' Sometimes, she offered to do jobs for Barbara, to make the woman feel better, but today was not one of her most altruistic days.

You must do a lot of thinking,' Barbara said, somewhat sharply.

Lily shrugged, and then said abruptly, I'm going to write a book.'

Oh, how splendid!' Barbara's face bloomed with delighted relief. You know, you ought to come to my little writing circle some time. Get some feedback. It'd be good for you.'

Thanks,' Lily said. I might.' She had no intention of ever doing so. Barbara's group comprised several middle-aged women and men, all well-heeled, who had retired to the moors from affluent occupations. Lily suspected that most of them were entirely talentless. The thought of writing something had only just come to her. She had no idea whether she'd be able to do it or not. It might be a boring thing to do, in the event.

So, what are you writing about?' Barbara asked, and then grinned roguishly, or haven't you reached the stage where you want to talk about it yet?'

Well, I have a few ideas...' Lily screwed up her face. It's quite difficult.'

Oh, I know!' Barbara's hand shot out to grab Lily's arm in a moment of artistic understanding. You know me and my little scribblings... It's such agony sometimes, like trying to dig your way out of a buried cave with your bare hands!'

Is it?' Lily didn't fancy getting involved in anything that sounded so painful.

Oh yes! Sometimes the muse sits on my shoulder, but most often not. I have a devil of a job tempting her back!' She laughed with inappropriate loudness.

Mmm, well I don't think I've even met my muse yet.'

Oh, don't worry, you will!'

Barbara summoned her dogs, who had lost interest in Lily and were now investigating cow pats a few feet away. Are you walking back down the hill, dear?'

If you like.' Lily put her hands into her skirt pockets and strolled along beside the woman. She noticed Barbara casting condemning glances at her down-at-heel work-boots, which were in fact a pair of Owen's, and also at her chest, where because of the cold, it was obvious she was not wearing a bra. Lily could almost feel Barbara's itching desire to take her in hand, dress her up, give her a purpose in life. She had yet to meet the Eager daughter, Audrey, who was away at university studying law. Lily knew she'd dislike her intensely. Audrey had never come to Little Moor during the holidays, as she always went abroad, travelling with friends. Barbara was always talking about this paragon of intelligence, wit and beauty, and didn't seem to take offence that her daughter hadn't even bothered to come and see The White House. Her parents had lived there for nearly a year now.

We're having a barbecue on Halloween,' Barbara said. Few fireworks and sausages. Sort of combination with Guy Fawkes' night. Will you and Owen come?'

Halloween's on Sat.u.r.day this year,' Lily answered. We always come to The White House on Sat.u.r.days.'

Barbara smiled uneasily. So young to be such creatures of habit,' she said. But I'd planned for the do' to be on the Friday night, in any case.'

They'd reached the bottom of the hill and Barbara was clambering over the stile. Woods bustled darkly away to their right, while the black stones of Long Eden to the left were now hidden from view. Lily paused and looked backwards before following Barbara into the lane.

What is it, dear?' Barbara asked.

Lily turned round and shrugged. Nothing. It's just the pull of the day, I think.'