The Darkest Secret Part 44

"Good idea. Yours can be the first name on my un-inked arm."

More than my name. There's going to be an entire paragraph dedicated to how much you love me.

She chuckled, and the husky sound delighted him. Turned him on. Hel , everything about her turned him on.

Who are the others tattooed on your arm? Skye? Viola?

"Skye saved my life once. We were prisoners, and I was too injured to escape on my own. And Viola is possessed by the demon of Narcissism. See how the i is dotted with an x? We fought. I don't remember the outcome."

Secrets could help her with that.

We'l need to send you notes about me, then. Pictures, too.

If he could find a camera that could capture his face, that is.

Somehow his demon managed to distort even drawings of him. Stil . He wasn't taking any chances. Yes, he was going to do everything in his power to defend her, would even die for her, s.h.i.+eld her with his own body, but d.a.m.n it, al their bases were going to be covered. Just in case.

"Another good idea," she said after a big yawn.

Sleep now, sweetheart.

"Yes." She drifted into sleep almost immediately, her body relaxing against his.

He wanted every night to end exactly this way. With Haidee on top of him, sated and trusting him to keep her safe. And he wanted to awaken each morning with her stil in his arms. They'd make love, talk and share, drown in each other.

He was smiling as he, too, drifted off to sleep.

CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN.

CLAWS Sc.r.a.pED AGAINST A nearby wal . "Haidee."

The eerie howl of her name echoed, blending with the swish of a robe.

Blood, a river between her mother and her father. Both helpless...dead.

Haidee's eyelids popped open, dread already curling in her stomach. She knew those sounds, knew that voice. Only a nightmare, she told herself, or another realm of hel . Trust no one and nothing. Except Amun. A lesson she'd learned wel .

"Little Haidee," the voice sang, a whisper. "I know you're close by. I can smel you."

Please be a nightmare or another realm of hel , she thought desperately.

"You cannot hide from me, little Haidee. You have what's mine. Mine, mine, mine." Scraaape.

"Hay...dee...final y, you're going to give it back."

Blood, a river between her mother and her father. Both helpless...dead.

"Hay...dee... You hid when you were a little girl, too. Do you remember? I do. The screams, the splatter. The pleas. Your sister squealed like a pig when the blade sank into her bel y. Your mother begged me to stop, to take you away.

Your father, wel , he was the first to die, wasn't he?"

She cringed, fought a wave of sickness. No, not a nightmare, not another realm. There was too much glee in that tone. Too much truth to the memory.

Hate was here.

Somehow, the demon had found her. Had come for her.

Again.

Denial roaring through her head-not now, please not now -she jackknifed to her feet, wild gaze already searching.

She didn't see him, but that didn't lessen her dread. She was stil in the cave, Amun lying on the pal et he'd made for them.

He must have awoken at her movement, or maybe he'd heard the b.a.s.t.a.r.d's taunts. His eyes were already open. He sat up stiffly, pul ed on a pair of pants and grabbed two blades without pausing to clear his head.

He asked no questions. Maybe he didn't have to. Since making love that second time, they'd been utterly attuned to each other, and she'd actual y felt his emotions for her, the sweet depths of his love.

"Haidee." Hate was closer now. "Come out, come out wherever you are."

Blood, a river between her mother and her father. Both helpless...dead.

No. No, no, no. The memory would not consume her. Since meeting Amun, she'd barely thought of that night and thought perhaps she was final y healing. She would not be distracted. Not this time.

She dressed as swiftly as Amun had, then weaponed up.

She'd known this day would come. She just hadn't expected it to come now. No warnings, no sensing Hate's approach. Just hel o, terror.

Actual y, no. The old crone at the circus had tried to warn her, hadn't she? "Soon" had final y arrived.

Amun tugged her toward the only entrance to the cave, pressed her to the side, out of striking distance, then turned and waited, ready to attack. His shoulder pressed into the center of her chest, holding her in place.

"Haidee girl. Dead girl. You have what's mine. You're not going to die before I can take it. Not this time. That wil come after."

Blood, a river between her mother and her father. Both helpless...dead.

Her molars ground together. "What are you planning? He's not like your friends," she whispered. "Not human in any way."

I know, Amun final y said, dark and menacing as their thoughts merged. Secrets knows. He is more than immortal. He is a child of a G.o.ddess. Of Themis. Her son.

Always he enjoyed kil ing, suffering. That's why he was sent to Tartarus.

She couldn't hide her sudden spike of terror. Not from Amun. Her breathing grew shal ow. Hate was the child of a G.o.ddess. A G.o.d himself. How would they defeat a G.o.d?

Secrets flashed images of Hate through Amun's head, which in turn caused them to flash in hers. He was fast, too fast, his strength unparal eled. Haidee was the only person who'd ever walked away from him, and she'd done so only because the cold had surprised him. He wouldn't be surprised this time.

"We can't fight him. We'l lose."

I fought G.o.ds al the time when I lived in the heavens.

"Yes, and that was thousands of years ago, and you had an immortal army as backup. Right now it's just me and you.

He'l slaughter us."

We'l think of something.

Secrets disagreed, and his certainty swam through her.

"No matter what we do, I'm going to die today," she said flatly. The demon wasn't even trying to hide the realization, the knowledge now as much a part of her as Hate. She wasn't ready, though. Needed more time.

No. No, you're not. I won't let you.

Just as surely as she could discern Secrets's knowledge, she could feel Amun's rising panic. She had to fight her own panic al the more stringently or they would feed off each other, make each other worse.

Someone had to stay calm. Someone had to get Amun out of this alive.

It was already too late for her.

"Listen to me." As she spoke, she forced herself to accept her fate. She would die-in her way-and she would hurt.

So what. She'd done it before. And this time, she'd do it for Amun. There was no greater reason. "In a few days, I'l be in my cave. No," she rushed out when his gaze swung to her.

"Don't say anything. And don't...don't come for me. I won't remember you, and I'l attack you. But I think-" hoped "-I'l dream of you again and when the hate settles, I'l come for you. We'l be together again."

You're not dying. Not this time. I'l die first.

That's what she feared most. "Just...let him have a go at me," she pleaded. "You heard him. He wants his demon back, and he's not leaving without it."

He won't be leaving, anyway.

Oh, Amun. Stubborn to his core. "Something's changed.

Always before, he kept his distance when he found me, afraid to touch me. This time, I don't think he's afraid."

He is. A little.

But not enough. "Good," she forced herself to say. "I can work with that. You'l stay here, and I can-"

No!

She knew she'd just insulted Amun's warrior core, but she didn't want to risk his life. She would come back. He would not. "Amun, just listen to me. I don't want you to fight him, either. He's a freaking G.o.d."

DemiG.o.d. And you can't stop me.

"Whatever. You know the outcome. We both know the outcome. Your demon is not-"

"Haidee...mine...mine, you have what's mine," that despised voice from her past said. Hate didn't sweep through the cave's only opening. He simply walked through the wal to stand in front of her and Amun. "Together again, at long last. The thief wil final y have her due. You took what's mine. I want it back."

"Repeat ourselves much?" As the past col ided with present, she wanted to vomit. As always, he wore a hooded black robe, his face cast in thick, impenetrable shadows.

His feet floated just above the ground, a wind she couldn't feel ghosting around him.

Don't approach him, Amun growled, inching away from her, severing contact. And don't touch me.

Okay? We need to engage him verbal y if we're to learn how to best him without engaging him physical y.

Okay, she said. Lied. Maybe. She wasn't sure. And why couldn't she touch Amun? When his shoulder had pressed into her, she'd read his mind, his demon. Now, there was...

nothing.

Amun gave a jerky nod to let her know he'd heard her reply before their connection had been severed.

Hate hadn't spoken during the byplay, had merely watched them. Now a low growl erupted from his throat. "You've been together. Demon and Hunter." The words carried a hint of fire. "You do not deserve pleasure, Haidee my girl.

Mine. After what you did to me, you deserve only pain."

"What happened here is none of your business," she said, raising her chin.

Haidee, watch your words. I said engage him, not infuriate him.

Good, they could stil talk to each other. And just what can I say to make him want to stick around and chat, rather than do what he came to do?

I don't know.

Before she could respond, Hate's growl sharpened like the deadliest of blades. "I want what's mine, and you wil give it to me."

Amun's arm stretched out, a hard block that prevented her from moving forward-or Hate from launching at her directly. She almost pushed that arm aside, but remembered his command not to touch him. d.a.m.n it. She wanted to save him, not offer him up as a replacement dinner.

"Do you have no response, little Haidee? Dead Haidee?"

Even as Amun warned her to keep quiet, she said, "What if I decide to keep it?" She didn't want the b.a.s.t.a.r.d's attention riveted on her man. Hate could move too quickly, kil before his victim could even blink. Hel , Hate could walk through wal s, as he'd already proven, and simply attack Amun from behind. "Forever."

d.a.m.n it, Amun cursed. Are you trying to ring the starting bel ? I just need a little more time. I'm having trouble reading him.

Clawed hands curled into fists, peeking out of the long sleeves of that dark robe. "You wil give me what's mine.

Give it now."

"No," she said with false calm, "I don't think I wil ."

The wind whipped up, agitating the hem of his robe. "I'l make you."