Warlock - The Warlock Enraged Part 20

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The sergeant was grinning, and he had the same sort of shallow look behind the eyeb.a.l.l.s. "Where hast thou been, gaffer? Buried in thy fields, with thine head stuck in a clod?

Ivan is beaten and gaoled, and Alfar is now Duke of Ro- manov!"

"Nay, it cannot be!" But Rod eyed the soldiers' uniforms warily.

The sergeant saw the glance, and chuckled in his throat.

"Aye. 'Tis Alfar's livery." He scowled past Rod. "Hast thou not done yet? 'Tis a cart, not a caravan!"

Rod turned to look, and stared in horror.

"Aye, we've done." The troopers straightened up.

"Naught here, Auncient."

"Nay, not so," Rod snapped. "I've still a few turnips left. Hadst thou not purses large enow for all on't?"

"None o' yer lip," the sergeant growled. "If thou hast lost a few cabbages, what matter? Thou hast yet much to sell at the market in Korasteshev."

"Why dost thou come North?" demanded one of the men- at-arms-the one with the quick pike.

Rod turned to him, suddenly aware of danger. He gazed at the trooper, his eyes glazing, as the world he saw became a little less than real, and his mind opened to receive impres- sions. What was really going on behind the soldier's face?

He felt a pressure, almost as though someone were press- ing a finger against his brain. Mentally, he stilled, becoming totally pa.s.sive. He sensed the differences in the minds around him; it was like smelling, as though each mind gave off its own aroma.

But four of them were all thinking the same thought: Stop those who flee, to make Alfar stronger and greater.

However, someone coming into the Duchy was very boring.

He was no threat-just more potential, just one more mind that would help magnify Alfar's glory.

But the fifth mind was alive and alert, and teeming with suspicion. A dozen questions jammed up at its outlet, de- manding to be asked. Underneath them lay the suspicion that the stranger might be a spy or, worse, an a.s.sa.s.sin. And at the bottom of the mind writhed a turmoil of unvoiced thoughts, all rising from a brew of emotions: ambition, suspicion, shame, anger, hatred. Rod carefully suppressed 130 a shudder, and bent all his efforts toward thinking like a peasant fanner. He was a rough, unlettered country man, who labored twelve hours a day on his lord's fields, and four hours a day on his own-the four to raise a cash crop that could all be fitted into one small cart. Of course, he tried hard to get the most money he could, for all that work-the small, additional amount that would make the difference between poverty, and an adequate living for him- self and his family during the winter. What did these ar- rogant b.a.s.t.a.r.ds mean by trying to keep him from Duke Romanov's fat market in Korasteshev! And where did they get the idea to act so high and mighty? Just because they were wearing leather armor and carrying pikes! Especially when anyone could see that, under the green and brown uniforms, they were dirt peasants, like himself-probably less. Probably mere serfs, and the sons of serfs.

The soldier s.h.i.+fted impatiently. "Tell, peasant! Why dost thou seek to come into-"

"Why, t' sell m' bran 'n' cabbages 'n' turnips," Rod answered. "Dosta think I'd wast m' horse for a day's plea- sure?"

The sentry ignored the question. "You're Earl Tudor's man," he growled. "Why not sell in Caernarvon? Why come North all the way to Korasteshev?"

" 'Tis not 'all the way,'" Rod snorted. "I live scarce three leagues yon." He nodded toward the road behind him.

"Korasteshev is closer for me." He glared at the trooper-but he let his mind dwell hungrily on the thought of the prices he could get in Korasteshev. Everyone knew Duke Romanov's barons were fighting among themselves-and the more fool the Duke, for letting them! And every peasant knew that, when armies fought, crops got trampled. Nay, surely the folk in Ko- rasteshev would be paying far more for cabbages than those in Earl Tudor's peaceful Caernarvon!

The soldier's face relaxed. So, the cranky old codger's greedy! Well and good-greed, we know how to deal with....

Rod just barely managed to restrain a surge of indigna- tion. Old?!? Codger, okay-but, old? He diverted the im- pulse into suspicious fuming: Who was this bare-cheeked brat, to be asking him questions? Why, he was scarcely done suckling his mother's milk!

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He was gratified to see the young man redden a little- but the boy's suspicion wasn't quite finished yet. He ran a trained eye over Fess. "How comes a poor dirt farmer to have so fine a horse?"

Panic! Anxiety! The one thing that men might really blame him for. Rod had been caught. And hard on the heels of that emotion, came a surge of shame. He glanced at Fess.

Eh, my wife was beautiful, ten years agone! Small wonder that Sir Ewing took notice of her....

He turned back to the young man. "Sir Ewing gave him to me, saying he was too old to bear an armored knight still."

The suspicion was still there in the young soldier's mind; it just changed direction. The young man was trying to find a flaw in the story. "Why would a knight give even a cast- off charger to a poor peasant?"

The shame again. Rod let it mount, burning. "Why, for ... favors... we did him, me and mine." Mostly 'mine.'

There was a brief, lurid image of a strapping, tow-headed man in bed with a voluptuous young woman, with chestnut hair-not that you could see much else of her... and the vision was gone. But the shame remained, and rage mounted under it. "For favors." Rod's face had turned to wood. "Not that 'tis any affair of thine."

"'Affair,' is it?" The young man let a mocking grin spread.

"Aye, thine 'affair' now, is only the selling of thy cabbages, I warrant." He turned to the sergeant. "Why do we linger, wasting time on this peasant, Auncient?"

"Why, for that he hath not set his horse to going," the sergeant growled. "Be off with thee, fellow! Get thy cart out from our station! Get thee hence to the market!"

"Aye-and I thank thy wors.h.i.+ps," Rod said sourly. He turned away and slapped the reins on Fess's back-but very gently, to avoid the metallic ring. Fess started up again, plodding away.

Rod kept a tight rein on his thoughts. It was such a huge, aching temptation to indulge himself in speculation! But he was certainly still in range of the young telepath, and would be for several miles at least-even if the kid's powers were weak. And if they were strong... No, Rod kept a steady mental stream of embarra.s.sment and anger seething. That 732 the young b.a.s.t.a.r.d should have subjected him to such per- sonal questions! What a filthy mind he must have! And where did such a low-born serf's son get any right to be questioning him, old Owen, about his comings and goings?

Underneath that surface spate, in bursts of pure thought not encoded into words, boiled the host of questions. In- teresting, that the ranker had asked the questions, and the sergeant hadn't even seemed to notice that his authority was being usurped. Interesting, that the sorcerer's sentries would pose as underlings; they had, at least, some craftiness in their disguises. That the young warlock was one of those who had volunteered to work for Alfar, completely will- ingly, Rod had no doubt; the youngster clearly had the inferiority complex and paranoia of the persecuted witchling grown to manhood-and the ambition that stemmed from it. Inwardly, Rod shuddered-if he'd been Alfar, he'd never have been able to sleep easily, knowing that his underlings would very cheerfully have sliced him to bits and taken his place.

On the other hand, the fact that they hadn't indicated that Alfar was either an extremely powerful old esper, or was surrounded by a few henchmen who were genuinely loyal. Or both.

But the chance that telepaths were constantly running surveillance over the duchy, was just too high. Rod couldn't afford to take chances. His concentration might falter at just the moment that one of the sentry-minds happened to be listening to the area he was in. He had to take more thorough mental precautions.

Accordingly, he let the tension from the confrontation at the border, begin to ebb away, and began to relax-as "old"

Owen, of course. What does it matter, what the fuzz-cheeked brat said? I'm in Romanov-and I can sell my crop for that much greater price! But my, it's been a long day! He'd been up before dawn, Owen had-as he always was, of course; but travelling was more wearying than thres.h.i.+ng.

His eyelids were sagging. How nice it would be, to nap for a bit-just a little bit! Maybe the half of an hour, or so. In fact, he was beginning to nod. It wasn't safe, driving when he was so sleepy. Nay, surely he'd better nap.

So he steered the cart off to the side of the road, reined .

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the horse to a stop, lashed the reins to the top bar of the cart, clambered over the seat into the back, and found him- self a small nest among his baskets. The boards weren't too much harder than his pallet at home-and at least he could lean back.

He let his head loll, eyes closing, letting the drowsiness claim him, letting his thoughts darken and grow still....

"Rod."

Rod jolted upright, blinking, hauling his mind out of the fringes of the web of sleep. "Huh? Wha? Wha's'a mattuh?"

"Did you intend to doze. Rod?"

"Who, me? Ridiculous!" Rod snorted. "Just putting on a very good act. Well... okay, maybe I got carried away...."

"As you wish. Rod." Fess was peacefully nibbling at the roadside gra.s.s. Rod made a mental note to dump the robot's wastebasket. For the time being, of course, Fess's act was as necessary as Rod's.

Of course, he did have to keep it an act. He lay back against a bran sack, closed his eyes, and let drowsiness claim him again, let the surface of his mind flicker with the images of Owen's imaginary day.

Underneath, he tried to remember what had happened inside his head when he had first come to Gramarye, how it had felt.

He remembered the shock when he had found out that someone was reading his mind. He had been eyeing one of the teenaged witches with admiration, speculating about her measurements, when she had gasped, and turned to glare at him. He remembered how embarra.s.sed he'd been, and the clamoring panic inside as he realized someone could read his mind. Worse, that any of the Gramarye "witches"

could-and that there were dozens of them, at least!

But by the time he'd met Gwen, only a week or so later, she hadn't been able to read his thoughts. For nine years, that had been the one mar on an otherwise blissful marriage.

There had been spats, of course, and there had been the constant, underlying tension that always stems from two people trying to make one life together; but the loving re- a.s.surance she'd had every reason to look forward to, the warmth of being able to meld her mind with her husband's, just hadn't been there. That had put a continuing, unspoken 134 strain on the marriage, with Gwen hiding feelings of having been cheated-not by Rod, but by life-and Rod trying less successfully to bury his feelings of inferiority.

Then, when the family had been kidnapped to the land ofTir Chlis in an alternative universe. Rod had encountered his a.n.a.log, the alternate High Warlock, Lord Kem-who was very much like Lord Gallowgla.s.s, enough so to be Rod's double. But there had been some major differences under the skin-such as Kern's roaring temper. And huge magical powers-one of which was the ability to blend his mind with Rod's, to lend him Kem's powers. That had wakened Rod's own slumbering esper powers-and af- flicted him with a hair-trigger temper. Fortunately, it had also roused a mind reading ability he'd never suspected he'd had. And, suddenly, Gwen had been able to read his mind; he'd no longer been telepathically invisible.

So, if he had been open to mind reading when he came to Gramarye, but had been telepathically invisible when he'd met Gwen, his mind had probably closed itself off in that first panic of embarra.s.sment, finding out that somebody could read his thoughts when he most definitely hadn't wanted her to.

Of course, when the girl got done looking indignant, she hod looked rather pleased....

He tried to remember how he had felt at that moment, and caught it-exposed, vulnerable. Being so open was intolerable; he couldn't allow other people to know so much about him, that they might be able to use to hurt him. He couldn't let them have the advantage of knowing what he was going to do, before he did it.

He could feel himself pulling back, withdrawing, pulling inward, politely but firmly closing himself off, locking out the rest of the world. He would smile, he would still interact with them-but they could not, would not, know his inner self....

He came out of the reverie with an inward shudder. With an att.i.tude like that, it was amazing his marriage had lasted the first nine years. On second thought, knowing Gwen, it was understandable; he hoped he'd made it up to her, since then.

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went wrong all at the same time?

Be fair, he told himself, frowning. If she'd rather have him emotionally open, she had to accept everything that implied. Could he help it if, underneath the mask, he wasn't really a very nice guy?

Now he was being unfair to himself. Wasn't he? Surely there had to be a way to be open, without going berserk every so often.

There had to be, and he'd get busy searching for it-as soon as the current crisis was out of the way.

He stilled, suddenly remembering that his technique might not have worked. He might not have managed to regain his telepathic invisibility; he might still be exposed to pa.s.sing telepaths.

So he sat very still, letting his mind open up, eyes still closed in mock slumber. He let his thoughts slumber, too, let them idle into dreams, while his mind opened up to all and any impressions.

He didn't hear a thought.

He would've believed there wasn't a thinking being for a hundred miles-and it wasn't just human thoughts that were missing, either. When he concentrated on mind reading this way, he always heard a continuing background murmur of animal minds-simple, vivid emotions: hunger, rage, desire. Even earthworms radiated sharp, intense little spikes of satisfaction as they chewed their way cheerfully through the dirt.

But not now. Either the worms had plowed into sandy soil, or his mind was closed off from both directions. He couldn't hear anything-not the background murmur, not the defiance of a skylark, nothing. He felt as though a vital part of him had been chopped off, that he was less than he had been. After three years as a telepath, this was a sudden, devastating impoverishment.

But it was necessary. Without it, he'd very quickly be detected and, shortly thereafter, be dead.

He felt a little better, after that realization. No, he de- cided, mental deafness was definitely preferable to per- manent sleep. Besides, the 'deafness' was only temporary.

He hoped.

He shrugged off the thought, and cranked his eyelids open 736 just enough to see through the lashes. The road was clear, as far as he could see. Of course, someone might be coming up behind him, so he kept up the act: He sat up slowly, blinking around him as though he couldn't remember where he was.

Then he lifted his head, as though remembering, smiled, yawned, and stretched. He leaned forward, elbows on knees, and blinked at the scenery around him while he waited for his body to come awake. Finally, Owen reached down to untie the reins, sat up, and clucked to his horse, giving his back a light (very light) slap. The horse lifted his head, looked back to see his master awake, then turned front again and leaned into the horsecollar. The wagon creaked, groaned, and clat- tered back onto the High Road again.

As the wooden wheels rolled away on the paving stones, Rod worked at fighting down a rising fear-that, when this struggle with renegade espers was over, he might not be able to come out of his sh.e.l.l again, might be permanently maimed mentally, and never again able to be fully with his family. "It's done, Fess. I've closed my mind off. The rest of the world is telepathically invisible to me."

"And you to it?" Fess sounded surprised. "Wasn't that a bit drastic. Rod?"

"Yes-but in a land of hostile telepaths, I think it was necessary."

The robot was silent for a few hoofbeats, then nodded slowly. "It is a wise course, Rod. Indeed, I would have counselled it, if you had asked me."

Rod caught the implied reproach. "I couldn't, though- not while an enemy telepath might have been able to read my mind." He was silent for a few seconds, then added, "It's scarey, Fess."

"I can understand that it would be, Rod, after three years as a telepath. But I should think Alfar would be even more frightening."

"What, him?" Rod shrugged. "Not really. I mean, if worst comes to worst and I don't come back, Tuan will start marching."

"A rather gruesome interpretation. What do you fear, Rod?"

"Being stuck here, inside myself." Rod shuddered. "And not being able to unlock my mind again."

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The sun was low, ahead and to the left, bathing the road, and the dusty leaves that bordered it, in an orange glow that made the whole world seem somewhat better than it really was-and Rod began to relax as he gazed at it. It was a magical road, somehow, twisting away through gilded leaves to some unguessable, wonderful faery world ahead.

Around the turn, a man cried out in alarm, and a chorus of bellowing shouts answered him. Quarterstaves cracked wood on wood, and clanked on iron.

Rod stared, snapping out of his reverie. Then he barked "Charge!" and Fess sprang into a gallop. The cart rattled and b.u.mped behind him, melons and cabbages bouncing out into the roadway. Rod swerved into the turn with one wheel off the ground-and saw a gray-haired man whirling a quarterstaff high, low, from side to side, blocking the furious blows of three thick-bodied, s.h.a.g-haired thugs with five-day beards. Two of them had iron caps-which was just as well, since they weren't very good with their staves.

Even as Rod watched, the gray-head managed to crack his staff down on one of their skulls. The man howled and flinched back, pressing a hand to his head; then, rea.s.sured that he wasn't injured, he roared and leaped back into the fight, flailing a huge, windmilling arc of a blow that would 737.

138 have pulverized anything in its way. But the older man's staff snapped out at an angle, blocking the blow-and the thug's stick shot down the smooth wood, straight toward the victim's knuckles. The traveller's staff pushed farther, though, coming around in a half circle, and the thug's stick plowed into the ground. By that time, the other end of the older man's staff was swinging up to block a short, vicious blow from the thug on the other side.

Anger flared in Rod, the smoldering resentment of in- justice. "Anybody that good has earned help!" Rod snapped.

"We can't let him be killed just because he's outnumbered!