Me, Cinderella? Part 3

"You were eavesdropping," he said.

I blushed. "Yeah, I guess I was."

"I was thinking that I might enjoy some company just now," Eliot said. "How lucky for you to be on the other side of the door." He motioned me into the room, apparently unfazed by my eavesdropping. He seemed taller than before, over six feet easily, but he moved with a grace that belied his ma.s.sive stature.

Eliot slid onto the piano bench and patted the wood next to him, inviting me closer.

"Come, sit. You can tell me what I'm doing wrong," he said. He began to play the first part of the piece again. I had played the song before-a cla.s.sic, easy enough to learn but not easy to play well. Satie had written notes to sound dissonant before resolving into harmony, and I had always struggled to get the phrasing correct.

Not Eliot. His fingers glided across the keys effortlessly, and his hair hung forward, dark curls resting on his forehead, the scar running down the side of his cheek more visible now in the light. I sat beside him on the edge of the piano bench, afraid to let myself get too close. Afraid of my own desires. Without his wool coat and hat he looked like a different man than the one I had met sitting on the bench. His white b.u.t.toned s.h.i.+rt and crisp pants gave him an air of authority, and as he played I let my gaze drift over his profile. He stopped on a difficult pa.s.sage in the second coda and turned to me, catching my eyes resting on his scar.

"It's from a car accident," he said, a note of bitterness in his voice.

"I'm sorry," I said. "I just-"

"It's alright," he said, although he sounded more defensive, on edge. His fingers reached out to the sheet music, marking the notes as he spoke. "The accident was my fault. It's a good reminder."

"A reminder?"

"To be careful," he said, with a finality that ended that part of the conversation. He turned back to the music.

"This sounds wrong," he said, his fingers running across the keys again in irritation. "What is wrong? I am no musician."

"The right hand is too heavy," I said before I could stop myself. But he gave me his full attention.

"Too heavy?"

"Sorry, I shouldn't criticize. I can't even play it as well as you." But I knew the song, and I knew that the melody should be lighter there.

"Try," he said. "I'll do the left, you do the right."

I had played it that way before. He couldn't know, but that was how I had learned the Gymnopedies, all of them. I couldn't protest against his commanding tone, so I scooted over on the bench, and tentatively put my right hand on the keys.

"From the beginning, yes?" He breathed in expressively, his chest rising, and we fell down into the first notes together.

At first my fingers hesitated too much, then pressed down too sharply. The Bosendorfer startled me with the bright action of its keys, so unlike the practice pianos I was familiar with. The melody burst forth, too loud by a factor of ten. I started at the sound. Easy to have a heavy hand on this piano.

Eliot smiled gently over at me, but continued to play. I quickly collected myself and rejoined him, relaxing my finger muscles and applying a lighter touch to the melody. He moved from chord to chord and I moved with him, learning his rhythm as he learned mine.

By the last measure of the first page we played in tight synchrony, and I lost myself in the song. I wasn't in the midnight piano room any longer. I was young, seven years old, and I could hear my mother humming the melody in my ear as she played the bottom chords, the extended octaves too much of a reach for my small hands.

I joined him in the last chord softly, the sound trailing off into the m.u.f.fled walls of the room.

"Who taught you to play?"

"My mother."

"Is she a musician? Professionally, I mean? You have a talent for it."

"She's- she was a musician. She traveled around and played for special events. Weddings, conferences." My eyes watered at the thought of her saying goodbye to me before leaving.

"She is gone now?"

"Yes," I said. "She died in Hungary when I was young." A pang of sorrow shot through my heart as it always did when I spoke of her, but nothing else.

At these words Eliot raised his eyebrows.

"I'm sorry." He put his hand on mine, and again I felt the inescapable thrill of desire run through me. When he withdrew his hand, I had to stop myself from reaching out. He looked back at the music sheets on the piano. He put his hand out and began to play the Satie again, with a lighter touch. The first chords struck at my heart now that I heard them clearly: so simple, so elegant.

"Hungary is my homeland," he said, his voice distant.

"I thought so," I nodded. "You sound kind of like my grandmother. Your accent."

"I have an accent?" He raised his eyebrows in mock surprise, his fingers continuing into the first slow crescendo. "Have you been to Hungary?"

"No," I said. "I'd like to. Her whole family was from there. She always told me it was beautiful."

"And your father?" The first low dissonant notes came in from the bottom.

"He's in Hollywood with his new wife. They're very famous." I couldn't help but frown, tensing as I thought about the other side of my family, and for a few moments Eliot was silent, letting the music flow from his hands. The softness of the notes relaxed me.

"Fame is not always nice," he said finally, launching into the second part of the melody.

"It doesn't matter," I said, although it did. "I live with my grandmother. I'm n.o.body to him. Or to anyone." The bitterness in my voice surprised even me.

Eliot stopped playing in the middle of a measure, and silence spilled across the distance between us. He took a deep breath before speaking, his words tracing a slow tempo in the air.

"You are a mathematician," he said. "And a musician."

"I'm not anything," I said. "I'm just-" I'm just Brynn. I cut the words off quickly, frightened suddenly that I might slip and give away my real name. "I'm normal. Not really great at music or math."

Eliot laughed softly and began to play again. The chords sounded lighter this time around.

"You have years to become great," he said, letting the s.p.a.ce draw out between notes. "No need to rush. See how badly I play? And I'm even worse at math." A sparkle of teasing glimmered in his eye, but I could not tell if he was teasing me or himself.

"Most people are bad at math," I said.

"True. So perhaps we have a long way to go before we are satisfied. We have plenty of time." His eyes caught mine, and the second meaning behind his words made my breath catch in my throat. I coughed and looked up at the piano score, pretending to follow along with the notes. He played the second coda perfectly, hitting the exact right balance between lightness and emotion. I closed my eyes for the final two chords, letting my heart swell as they resolved upward and faded into the air.

"Valentina."

The brief pause before my look of recognition must have given me away, but he seemed not to notice. He was lost in himself.

"Yes?"

His eyes lowered, unwilling to meet mine, and his fingertips ran along the ivory keys slowly, tentatively.

"You play beautifully."

He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small bra.s.s key. He handed it to me, turning his head up, and my lips parted when he pressed his palm on top of mine. His eyes were fierce, demanding, as though he had made up his mind about something.

"What's this?"

"The key to this room. So you can become great a bit more quickly." He smiled, his hand still on top of mine. "I'll let the music professor know you're allowed to play."

"I-I don't know what to say." It was the most fabulous gift I'd ever received. I thought of how all the music majors would gape as I walked by them to the midnight piano room. How I would sit down at the keys, the deep, rich tones of the Bosendorfer flowing from my fingertips. Mine!

"Say you'll practice this piece. I'll leave it for you. You have a talent for the melody."

"Thank you." My voice was a whisper as I turned the key in my hand. I could not understand why he treated me so kindly. He brought one finger up under my chin, tilting my head up to meet his gaze. His touch weakened every muscle in my body.

"Promise me you'll keep playing."

"Of course." At that moment, I would have done anything he asked. I wondered why I trusted him. Perhaps it was because he trusted me. Even though I had lied to him. In that instant, I wanted to take it back, to tell him my real name, but I did not know how.

"It's easy for mathematicians to lose touch with the world around them. Too easy." He smiled, but there was a sadness in his eyes.

"I'll practice a lot. I love the Gymnopedies," I said. And now I had an excuse to learn them.

Eliot reached over and closed my hand around the key, his long fingers covering mine. My heart beat fast as he brought both of our hands up to his bent head. His lips pressed against my knuckles and I felt the heat radiate from my fingers through my entire being as he kissed my hand. An emotion I could not let myself feel pooled inside of me, and I ached with it. Stranger still, I felt his desire through his hot lips on my fingers, even as he released them.

"The Gymnopedies-they're not hard to get right, just hard to get beautiful. The s.p.a.ces in between the notes..."

He meant something more than the music, I could tell. I clasped the key in my hand tightly.

"May I take you out for a coffee?" he asked. "Let me repay your generosity."

"Now?" I wanted to go with him, would have gone with him, but it was so late, and the test for the interns.h.i.+p prize loomed in my mind.

He shrugged. "Whenever you wish."

"Um, yeah," I said. "Maybe some other time. It's just that I have a test tomorrow."

"On a Sunday?" He raised his eyebrows.

"It's a special thing, for some interns.h.i.+p." I saw a strange look pa.s.s over his eyes, but it was gone before I could name it. He rested his hands on his lap and looked back at the sheet music.

"Good night, then," he said, nodding slightly in my direction. The room felt colder, his voice flat, and I wondered if he had changed his mind about me. Maybe he thought I was lying about the test. I paused before turning to leave.

"Good night." I left him there, sitting alone at the piano. As I walked through the music hall, I could hear the Satie floating through the air at my back, the ghostly notes finding their way to me in the darkness.

The next day I met Mark in front of the auditorium, the events of the previous night still playing through my mind like a vivid dream. I fingered the small bra.s.s key in my pocket. Maye it would bring me good luck on the test. Above us in the sky, gray clouds gathered menacingly, and the wind whipped through the campus, tossing the treetops from one side to the other. With my red hoodie pulled tight over my dark hair, I took the steps two at a time on my way up.

"Ready?" Mark stood on the steps under the awning, waiting for me.

"I'm never ready for these things." Even after years of being at the top of my cla.s.s, my stomach still turned over at the thought of being tested. Of being judged, and found wanting. Right now every nerve in my body stood on high alert.

"Don't worry, you'll do fine."

"Where's Quentin?" A few students filed into the auditorium, but Quentin was nowhere to be seen.

"He's already inside. Wanted to get there early and sit in front. His roommate said the guy who won last year sat in front."

"So he's trying to set up the perfect initial conditions." I rolled my eyes and Mark laughed.

I pushed my hood back from my head as we entered the building. Inside, a hundred students milled around the auditorium. Quentin waved to us from the front of the auditorium, and we walked toward him. n.o.body else wanted to sit in the very front, it seemed, and Mark and I slid into the row right behind Quentin. Every other seat had the desk extended with a tablet resting on it.

"Check it out," Quentin said. "Tablets like in the major hall lectures. Think they're going to be watching us while we do the problems on these? My roommate didn't say anything about working on a screen." The tablets alternated on every other desk, so Mark sat down two seats over from me. He poked at the tablet, but the screen was locked.

"Wow," I said, scanning the room. "I didn't know we had this many math majors in our cla.s.s." I didn't recognize half of the people there.

"There's some physics and engineering people, looks like," Mark said.

"Computer science too," Quentin said. "Doesn't matter. All of the past winners have been math majors."

"Guess everyone wants a shot," I said. My hopes withered. It seemed impossible that I could beat out all of these people for the prize. Even if I wanted it the most out of anybody there.

"I wonder what the questions will be." Mark had given up on the tablet and leaned back in his chair. He looked so relaxed, like he was laying out on the library lawn in the summertime instead of waiting for the most important test of the year to start.

"Rick said that it was mostly number theory and combinatorics last year," Quentin said, his arm draped over the back of his seat. "Starts easy, gets hard. Super hard. And the guy running it is a harda.s.s. Kicked one person out last year before the test even started for asking if he could use a calculator."

"No calculators?" I had mine in my jacket pocket.

"I don't think we'll need them anyway. The questions are mostly proof stuff. That's what Rick said." Quentin kept talking, the nervous energy coming out in his voice. "Hey, it's nine already. Wonder where the proctor is? I wonder if he's really that much of a jerk."

"Good luck," Mark said to me. He held out his hand toward me jokingly for a handshake over the empty seat between us. I shook it, and noticed a curious expression on his face. Like he wanted to beat me, but he also wanted me to win. He knew that for me, the stakes were high.

"Good luck."

I sat, tension plucking my nerves, in the moment just before something good happens, where the promise of what could be meets the worry of what might not. Like the day you go to a new school, or the seconds backstage before you walk out and say the opening line that you've been practicing for months and months. Like the moment when you first open a book, uncertain of whether or not you'll enjoy it. You decide to read the first page, and word by word it draws you in until you've reached the end of the first chapter without realizing it, then the second. Could the rest of the story live up to the promise? You'd have to wait and see.

"Oh, there he is," Quentin said. "Wow, he does look like a harda.s.s." I turned to see the man walking into the auditorium and my heart stopped.

CHAPTER FOUR.

Eliot. He held a tablet loosely in his hand as he walked down the aisle to the front of the auditorium. I sunk down in my seat, my throat suddenly seized up in terror.

"Don't worry," Mark whispered over to me. He mistook my reaction for fear of a different kind. "You'll do fine."

"Good morning," Eliot said, his voice booming through the auditorium. Most of my professors needed a microphone to lecture in this hall, but his voice carried across all of the rows without any problem. Standing in the front of the room, he seemed much taller than before, more menacing. Everybody was instantly silent.

"My name is Dr. Herceg and I will be administering the test for the interns.h.i.+p prize. Welcome."