The Russian Concubine Part 37

'Yes, we were. But look at me now. The curse of my family has done this to me.'

'That's crazy. There are no such things as curses.'

'Don't you kid yourself, darling. The one thing that monster Confucius got right among all his claptrap about women is that you should obey your parents.' She tapped her gla.s.s on the top of Lydia's head. 'That's something you need to learn, you little alley cat. Parents really do know what's best for their children.'

Lydia began to laugh. She couldn't help it. It just bubbled up from nowhere and burst out regardless. Once she'd started she couldn't stop and laid her face in her mother's lap, howling with laughter.

'It's the drink,' Valentina murmured, 'you silly thing.' But she was starting to laugh herself.

'Do you know,' Lydia giggled, 'that Confucius said a nursing mother should feed her grandparents from her breast when they can no longer eat solid food.'

'Good G.o.d!'

'And,' Lydia gasped out, 'a man should feed his own fingers to his parents in time of famine.'

'Well, dochenka dochenka, it's about time you fed me yours.' She picked up one of Lydia's hands and took a bite of her smallest finger.

Lydia went weak with laughter, tears streaking her cheeks and her breath coming in great noisy hiccups.

'Wicked child,' Valentina suddenly exclaimed, 'look, the vermin is here!'

Lydia rolled her head around and saw the long white ears flicking with concern by her side. Sun Yat-sen had hopped off her bed and come to inspect the noise. She scooped him up into her arms, placed a kiss on the tip of his pink nose, laid her head down on her mother's lap, and was instantly asleep.

31.

Christmas Day was difficult. Lydia got through it. Her mother had a hangover, so hardly spoke, and Alfred was ill at ease playing host in his small and rather gloomy bachelor flat across the road from the French Quarter.

'I should have booked a restaurant,' he said for the third time as they sat at the table while his cook presented them with an overcooked goose.

'No, angel, this is more homey,' Valentina a.s.sured him. She managed a smile.

Angel? Homey? Lydia cringed. She pulled her Christmas cracker with him and tried to look pleased when he placed a paper hat on her head. Lydia cringed. She pulled her Christmas cracker with him and tried to look pleased when he placed a paper hat on her head.

Two high points made the rest almost bearable.

'Here, Lydia,' Alfred said as he held out a large flat box wrapped in fancy paper and satin ribbon. 'Merry Christmas, my dear.'

It was a coat, a soft greyish-blue. Beautifully tailored, heavy and warm, and instantly Lydia knew her mother had chosen it.

'I hope you like it,' he said.

'It's lovely. Thank you.'

It had a wide wrapover collar and there was a pair of navy gloves in the pocket. She put them all on and felt wonderful. Alfred was beaming at her, expecting more, and it made her want to explain to him, Just because you gave me a coat, it doesn't make you my father. Just because you gave me a coat, it doesn't make you my father. Instead she stepped forward, put her arms around his neck, and kissed his cleanly shaven cheek that smelled of sandalwood. But it was the wrong thing to do. She could see in his eyes that he believed things between them had changed. Instead she stepped forward, put her arms around his neck, and kissed his cleanly shaven cheek that smelled of sandalwood. But it was the wrong thing to do. She could see in his eyes that he believed things between them had changed.

Did he really think he could buy her that easily?

The other highlight of the day was the electric wireless. Not the cat's whisker kind, but a real real wireless. It was made of polished oak and had a brown material mesh in the shape of a bird over the speaker at the front. Lydia adored it. She spent most of the afternoon beside it, fiddling with its k.n.o.bs, flicking between stations, filling the room with the strident voice of Al Jolson or the honey-smooth tones of Noel Coward singing 'A Room with a View.' She let Alfred's attempts at conversation flow unheeded most of the time, but after an item of news about Prime Minister Baldwin, he started on about the wisdom of signing a tariff agreement and officially recognising Chiang Kai-shek's government, proud that Britain was one of the first countries to do so. wireless. It was made of polished oak and had a brown material mesh in the shape of a bird over the speaker at the front. Lydia adored it. She spent most of the afternoon beside it, fiddling with its k.n.o.bs, flicking between stations, filling the room with the strident voice of Al Jolson or the honey-smooth tones of Noel Coward singing 'A Room with a View.' She let Alfred's attempts at conversation flow unheeded most of the time, but after an item of news about Prime Minister Baldwin, he started on about the wisdom of signing a tariff agreement and officially recognising Chiang Kai-shek's government, proud that Britain was one of the first countries to do so.

'But it's Josef Stalin, not us Brits,' he said, 'who has had the foresight to pour military advisers and money into Chiang's Kuomintang Nationalists. And now Chiang Kai-shek has decided to get rid of the Russkies, more fool him.'

'That doesn't make sense,' Lydia muttered, one ear still tuned to Adele Astaire and 'Fascinating Rhythm.' 'Stalin is a Communist. Why would he be helping the Kuomintang who are killing off the Communists here in China?'

Alfred polished his spectacles. 'You must see, my dear, that he is backing the force he believes will be the victor in this power struggle between Mao Tse-tung's forces and Chiang Kai-shek's government. It may seem a contradictory choice for Stalin to make, but in this case I must say I think he's right.'

'He's expelled Leon Trotsky from Russia. How can that be right?'

'Russia, like China, needs a united government and Trotsky was causing factions and divisions, so . . . '

'Shut up,' Valentina snapped suddenly. 'The pair of you, shut up about Russia. What do either of you know?' She stood up, poured herself another full gla.s.s of port. 'It's Christmas. Let's be happy.'

She glared at them and sipped her drink.

They left early, but didn't speak on the way home. Both had thoughts it was best not to share.

It was on New Year's Day that everything changed.

The moment Lydia stepped into the clearing at Lizard Creek, she knew. The money was gone. The sky was a clear-swept blue and the air so cold it seemed to take bites out of her lungs, but wrapped up warm and snug in her new coat and gloves she didn't care. The trees bordering the narrow strip of sand were bare and spiky, their branches white as skeletons, and the water a dazzling surge of energy beneath. Lydia had come intending to add yet another mark to the flat rock, a thin scratched line, to show that she had been here again, however pointless it may seem.

But the cairn was gone.

The mound of pebbles she'd built at the base of the rock. Destroyed. Scattered. Gone. The spot of earth where it had stood looked grey and rumpled. She felt a thud in her chest and tasted a burst of adrenaline on her tongue. She dropped to her knees, tore off her gloves, and scrabbled with her hands in the sandy soil. Though the earth elsewhere was frozen hard, here it was soft and crumbly. Recently disturbed. The gla.s.s jar was still there. Ice cold in her fingers. But no money inside. The thirty dollars gone. Relief crashed through her. He was alive. Chang was alive.

Alive.

Here.

He had come.

In a clumsy rush she unscrewed the metal lid of the jar, pushed her hand inside, and withdrew its new contents. A single white feather, soft and perfect as a snowflake. She laid it on the palm of her hand and stared at it. What did it mean?

White. Chinese white. For mourning. Did that mean he was dead? Dying? Her mouth turned dry as dirt.

Or . . .

White. A dove's feather. For peace. For hope. A sign of the future.

Which?

Which one?

She remained for a long time kneeling beside the small hole in the earth. The feather lay wrapped between her carefully cupped hands like a baby bird, while the wind knifed in off the river and straight into her face. But she barely noticed and eventually placed the feather in her handkerchief, folded it into a neat package, and tucked it into her blouse. Then she drew the penknife from her pocket, cut a lock of her hair from her head and dropped it into the jar. She screwed the lid up tight and reburied it. Built another cairn.

To her eyes it looked like a grave marker.

A noise in the undergrowth behind her made her swing around as two magpies clattered into the air with a raucous cry of alarm and a flash of blue-black wing. Hairs rose on her neck. A smile and a cry of delight leaped to her lips and she took a step forward to greet him.

It wasn't Chang.

Disappointment tore through her.

A long-fingered hand with yellow nails thrust aside a low holly branch to enter the clearing, and for no more than a split second Lydia glimpsed a tall thin figure clothed in rags.

It wasn't Chang.

Then the figure was gone. Lydia moved fast. She raced after him, charging through the bushes, indifferent to thorns and scratches. The track was little more than an animal run, narrow and winding beneath the birch trees, but patches of dense shrub offered places to hide.

She couldn't see him. She stopped running. Stood still, listening, but could hear nothing but her own heart pounding in her ears. Her breath rasped in the cold air. She waited. A kestrel high overhead hovered and waited with her. Her eyes scoured the stretch of woodland for movement, and then she saw a single branch flutter and grow still. It was over to her left in a thick clump of elder and ivy where a smattering of frozen berries clung to the stalks and a finch hopped from branch to branch.

Did the bird cause the flutter?

She edged forward. Her fingers closed over the penknife in her pocket, eased it out, and flicked open the blade. She moved nearer, watching every tangle of brushwood and hollow of shade, and just when she was thinking she had lost him, a man leaped out from almost under her feet and started to run. But his movement was erratic. He stumbled and swerved. Easily she out-paced him, raced up behind him with her heart thumping, and touched his shoulder, but just that slight extra weight tipped him forward and he sprawled facedown on the hard earth. Instantly she crouched beside him, knife in hand. Whether she could use it was something she didn't care to think about right now.

But the slumped figure offered no resistance. He tipped himself over on his back and raised his hands above his head in surrender, so Lydia was able to take a good look at him. He was painfully thin. Cheekbones like razor blades. With skin that was yellow and eyes that seemed to roll and float loose in his head. She had no idea of his age. Twenty? Thirty? Yet the cracked and peeling skin on his hands looked much older and there were raw lesions on his face.

She seized hold of the cloth of his filthy tunic, ragged and fraying and stinking of stale urine, and wound it tight around her fist in case this fleshless stork should suddenly take it into its head to fly.

'Tell me,' she said speaking slowly and clearly, in the hope he could understand English. 'Where is Chang An Lo?'

He nodded, eyes fixed on her face. 'Chang An Lo.' He raised a bony finger and pointed it at her. 'Leeja?'

'Yes.' Her heart lifted. Only Chang could have told him her name. 'I'm Lydia.' With a heave she yanked him to his feet, but despite his height his skin-and-bone frame was so light they both almost toppled over. 'Chang An Lo?' she asked once more and cursed her lack of Mandarin.

'Tan Wah,' he pointed to himself with his yellow fingernail.

'You are Tan Wah? Please, Tan Wah, take me to Chang An Lo.' She gestured toward the town.

He bobbed his scruffy black head in understanding and set off at an uneven pace through the undergrowth. Lydia kept one hand on his tunic. Her skin p.r.i.c.kled with impatience.

They were heading down to the harbour. So it seemed she had been searching in the right place. In the world of no-names. No laws. Where weapons ruled and money talked. Yes, Mr Liu had been right. Chang was here. Close. She could feel him waiting for her. Breathing in her mind. She tugged at Tan Wah's tunic to hurry him because without Liev at her side she was uneasy down in this world. The risk was high.

She had grown accustomed to the smell of the streets now. The quayside was teeming with people, pus.h.i.+ng and jostling each other, dodging around rickshaw wheels, shouting and spitting, heaped wheelbarrows and shoulderpoles barging a path, all a swaying seething ma.s.s. Lydia wasn't looking at their faces this time. That's why she didn't see it coming. An old man, bent double under a mound of firewood on his back and with lank spa.r.s.e hair falling around his face, merged into the grey swirl of humanity around her. She didn't even glance at him. Not until he stopped right in their path. Then she noticed the black eyes looking up at her bright with greed. His head was twisted sideways to peer around the ma.s.sive bundle on his back.

He made no sound. Just swept out a thin-bladed knife from under his padded tunic and without a word sank it up to the hilt in Tan Wah's stomach.

Lydia screamed.

Tan Wah coughed and sank to his knees, his hands scrabbling at the sudden scarlet stain. Lydia seized his arm to support him, but as his face fell forward the old man sliced the blade expertly across his throat. Blood sprayed in a wide arc. Lydia felt it hit her face, obscenely warm in the cold air.

'Tan Wah,' she cried out and knelt on the filthy ground beside his limp body. His bloodshot eyes were still wide open and staring, but already the film of death had settled on them.

'Tan Wah,' she gasped.

A hand was tugging at her shoulder. She leaped to her feet, pulling free of the grip, and shouted out to the faces in motion around her.

'Help me. This man is dead, he needs . . . Please, fetch police . . . I . . .'

A woman under a thick headscarf and a coolie hat was the only one to stop. She had a child strapped to her back. She ducked down, tapped Tan Wah's cheek as if that could check whether his spirit had fled, and then started to rifle through the dead man's rags, seeking his pockets. Lydia screamed at her, thrust her aside as rage ripped through her throat, robbing her of words, so that only a primitive animal growl escaped.

The woman melted back into the indifferent crowd. Hands were clutching at Lydia, but her mind was spinning and at first she thought the hands were there to help. To steady her. Then it dawned. The old man with the firewood was undoing her b.u.t.tons. He was stealing her coat. Her coat. That's what he wanted. Her coat. Her coat. He had killed Tan Wah for a coat. He had killed Tan Wah for a coat.

She spat at him, and from her pocket she yanked out the open penknife. With a separate part of her mind she registered that his blackened hands stank of tar as they tore at her b.u.t.tons and that he hadn't stabbed her her because he didn't want to ruin the coat. She drove the penknife with all her strength into the top of his arm and felt it sc.r.a.pe bone. His mouth opened in a high wailing toothless screech, but his hands released the coat. because he didn't want to ruin the coat. She drove the penknife with all her strength into the top of his arm and felt it sc.r.a.pe bone. His mouth opened in a high wailing toothless screech, but his hands released the coat.

Lydia threw her weight against the bundle of wood on his back, sending him sprawling onto the cobbles like an upended turtle. Then she turned and ran.

A white face. It leaped out at her. A Western long nose. Short blond hair greased flat on his head. A uniform. Among all the black oriental eyes, this pair of round blue ones made Lydia throw herself across the street and hold on to the arm of the man coming down the steps of a rowdy gaming house. She could smell whisky on him.

'I'm sorry,' she gasped, breath like fire in her chest. 'I'm sorry but I . . . '

'Hey there, little lady, what's got you all rattled? Ease up now.'

He was American. A sailor. U.S. Navy. She recognised the uniform. His hands soothed her as he would a fretful mare, stroking her back and patting her shoulder.

'What's up?'

'A man. He killed my . . . my . . . my companion. For nothing. Stabbed him. He wanted my . . . '

'Calm down, you're safe with me, honey.'

' . . . wanted my coat.'

'f.u.c.king bandits. Come on, we'll find a cop and get this mess sorted out. Don't you fret yourself.' He started walking her up the street. 'Who was this companion of yours? I sure hope it was a guy because I'd hate to think of a pretty lady . . .'

'It was a man. A Chinese.'

'What! A G.o.dd.a.m.n c.h.i.n.k. Well, we'd better take a rethink here.'