The Grigori Legacy: Sins Of The Lost Part 3

"No, I want you to keep watch. There's a difference."

Aramael snorted. "Forgive me if I fail to see one."

He surveyed the desolate landscape, featureless but for the stony outcrop on which he and Mika'el stood, the occasional bit of dead scrub brush . . . and the distant band of h.e.l.lfire that marked the edge of Heaven itself.

Raised against the Fallen when the One had created h.e.l.l, its flames had burned steadily, powerfully, and without cessation for millennia. Until Aramael, one of Heaven's own, had murdered his brother and broken the One's pact with Lucifer. Until the downward spiral into Armageddon itself had been triggered.

The wall of flames flickered, danced, steadied again.

Aramael's mouth twisted. "How long am I here for?"

"As long as it takes," Heaven's greatest warrior returned, his voice and expression implacable.

"Can I have a best guess?"

"A day. A year. A century."

"A century?" Of sitting out here in the middle of nowhere, far from Alex, waiting for something that might or might not happen? The possibility chafed.

"Perhaps a millennium." Mika'el flicked him an unreadable look. "We don't know how fast the h.e.l.lfire will break down enough to be breached, or how many of the Fallen will cross when it happens. We can't afford to leave it unprotected."

"With all the patrols you have going, I'd hardly call it unprotected," Aramael muttered, scanning the unwelcoming landscape again.

"I still prefer to have an Archangel keeping watch."

And as the newest member of the choir, the task fell to him. Great. Aramael s.h.i.+fted under the weight of his armor. "Shouldn't we be more concerned with the mortal realm? With no barrier to protect it, it seems more likely the Fallen will strike there first."

"The others can look after Earth."

"But-"

"And they're more likely to look after all of it, rather than just one Naphil."

Aramael shot a startled look at the other warrior. h.e.l.l. "How did you-?"

"You really expected otherwise?" Hard green eyes pinned him. "You a.s.sured me the connection between you was severed."

"It was. It is." His heart cringed at the lie. "I can manage it."

"By watching her?"

I just want to make certain she's happy. To see that Seth treats her well, that he cares for her. To rea.s.sure myself that I did the right thing in not fighting for her, in letting her go, even though I know I could never have had her.

"Habit," he said wearily. "It's just a habit. I'll break it."

"And being here will help you do so," Mika'el retorted, his voice brooking no argument. "Now, any questions before I leave?"

"Many. What are we waiting for? Why not just go after the Fallen and make sure the fight is on our terms rather than theirs?"

A muscle in the other Archangel's jaw contracted. "The agreement might have fallen, but Heaven's own rules remain unchanged. The One will not strike the first blow, Aramael. Good may defend, but not offend."

Aramael thought about how Mika'el had come to him during his exile in the mortal realm and tasked him with the a.s.sa.s.sination of the One's son, the Appointed. How he would have carried out the order if it hadn't been for the interference of Alexandra Jarvis. How close he and Mika'el had skated to the very edge of good.

"Have you ever noticed how the rules for good are more constricting than those for evil?" he growled.

"Have you ever considered those restrictions are what keep us good?" The other Archangel countered. He drew himself up, topping Aramael's six-foot height by a good four inches. Ma.s.sive, coal-black wings unfurled and stretched wide. "Remember who you are, Aramael. What you are. Angels are the final line of defense between h.e.l.l and Earth, and Archangels the last hope of-" He broke off, his face going bleak.

"Of what?"

"Nothing," Mika'el said. "It doesn't matter. Not anymore. Just remember we have no more room for mistakes."

With a great rush of wind, he launched upward, leaving Aramael alone on the boulder-strewn hill. Alone for days, weeks, months-maybe centuries-with nothing but his thoughts to keep him company. Thoughts of how he came to be in this place to begin with, memories of Alexandra Jarvis and how he had chosen her over his very purpose . . . and how she had chosen Seth over him.

Thoughts, memories, and that lingering tug of a connection he continued to deny to Mika'el.

Chapter 8.

"Shouldn't you be done for the day?"

Alex looked up from the news report she'd been reading on the computer monitor and met Seth's dark gaze. The breath hitched in her throat. Arms crossed over his chest and broad shoulders nearly filling the doorway, the man was sheer physical perfection from the top of his black-haired head to the soles of his exquisitely proportioned feet. Despite the exhaustion of her first day back in Homicide, a fragile warmth unfurled in her.

Seth might no longer be of Heaven, but his presence still packed a powerful punch. Time and again since she'd made her choice, moments like this had dispelled any lingering concern that her feelings for him might simply be tied to his divinity or, worse, a misguided sympathy. What she felt for the son of the One and Lucifer was far more than that . . . and far from simple.

The specter of his father complicated it further.

Seth's expression darkened. He knew she'd thought of Lucifer again. He always knew, sometimes before she did. A familiar, automatic apology rose into her throat. She held it back. After this morning's discussion-following which she still hadn't made a move to talk to anyone-her oft-repeated words would just rub salt into an already festering wound.

"I just need another ten minutes or so," she said. "I'm waiting for Henderson to call me back from Vancouver."

Seth's shoulders tensed, so imperceptibly that only a skilled interrogator would have noticed. Not for the first time, Alex wished she could turn off that part of herself, that she could take a person's words and actions at face value and not always be looking for what they hid from her. Such as Seth's ongoing displeasure.

"Is it about this morning's case? I thought you said Roberts gave the file to someone else."

This morning's case. File. Words that didn't begin to encompa.s.s the details of the day she'd shared with him over dinner. The immensity of a pregnant woman's murder, the child missing from her belly, Alex's hollow certainty about who-or what-might have taken it. Seth's disinterest in the same.

She snuffed out a flicker of irritation. He was still new to this mortal thing. He hadn't had a chance to develop a connection to humanity yet, apart from her. He just needed time.

She kept her voice even. "He did give the file to someone else. But if the killer is a Fallen One-"

"Then it won't matter. There's nothing you or Henderson can do."

"I can't stand by and do nothing, either."

The phone on the desk rang. Seth stared at it, then turned on his heel and left.

Alex lifted the receiver on the third ring, when she was certain her voice could be trusted. "Hey, Hugh, thanks for calling me back."

"It was about b.l.o.o.d.y time you called me back," came the unceremonious rejoinder. "When I call you at eight a.m., Jarvis, and again at ten, noon, two, and four, you don't b.l.o.o.d.y wait until after nine at night to call me back."

Refraining-only just-from hanging up on the Vancouver detective who had become her friend, Alex let silence be her answer for a long moment. Then, her voice silky sweet, she inquired, "Done?"

A deep exhale sounded on the other end of the line. She pictured Henderson slumped at his desk, rubbing one hand over his cropped, graying hair.

"I was worried about you," he said, his voice quieter. "We both were."

"Both? h.e.l.l, don't tell me you called Riley." She didn't care how many good words the Vancouver psychiatrist put in for her with the bra.s.s, she still didn't like her-or her habit of poking at the unseen scars Alex preferred to think of as healed.

"She's my friend," Hugh answered her, "so yes, I stay in touch with her, and yes, she's worried, too."

"I'm fine, Hugh. I was fine when you called yesterday, I was fine when you called the day before, I was fine when I left Vancouver-"

Henderson snorted.

"-and I'm fine now," she finished. "Really."

"Right. You d.a.m.n near die sticking a knife into your own gut, get buried under a G.o.dd.a.m.n building, and now you're living with Lucifer's son. Of course you're fine. How could I possibly think otherwise?"

Alex pushed back the images his words conjured. Extracting her nails from her palms wasn't so easy. "Did Riley put you up to this?"

"I told you, she's worried about you," Hugh replied.

"I'm-"

"If you say fine again-"

"Surviving," Alex said. "I'm surviving. But I have to tell you, conversations like this don't make it any easier."

"Well, I guess that answers my next question of whether or not you're talking to anyone."

She snorted. "Right. And who do you suggest I talk to? I already have the department shrink watching my every move. If I so much as breathe a hint of what's going on-"

"You have Seth there. Talk to him."

Seth, who wanted nothing more than to put his past life behind him and have nothing to do with his parents' machinations. Who, through no fault of his own, had become another insurmountable barrier in her life-and one of her greatest sources of guilt.

"I don't want to talk to anyone," she said, her voice harsh. "I just want to do my G.o.dd.a.m.n job."

"Saving humanity from imploding is a little more than doing your job."

"Is this all you called for? To hara.s.s me?"

"You can be awfully stubborn, can't you?"

"You have no idea."

"Fine," he growled. "But just for the record, you're the one who wanted to talk to me, remember?"

Alex tried to think past the headache forming at the base of her skull. She considered reminding him he'd actually been the one trying to call her all day, but an argument over semantics would take way too much effort. Ma.s.saging her neck, she re-focused her thoughts. "Two things. First, Roberts called me in this morning. We had a woman turn up in a parking lot with her belly ripped open and the baby missing."

Silence. She listened to the faint ringing of a phone at Henderson's end. Another long exhale.

"We found one in a Dumpster two nights ago," he said. "Same thing."

Alex's stomach tightened, cramped. She touched the scar that remained from her own brush with a Naphil pregnancy, drew back her fingers as if scorched. "Are you sure?"

"That she was ripped open? Fairly." Henderson's attempt at gallows humor fell as flat as his voice. "I spent the better part of last night on the phone with Interpol," he continued. "There have been four others reported in the last twenty-four hours. One in India, one in the States, and two in China."

Her gaze returned to the computer monitor and the article she'd been reading.

"If that keeps up, it'll seriously screw with the bioterrorism theories," she said. "There's no group in the world organized enough to steal babies from across the planet. At least, not a human one."

"Interpol is setting up a task force anyway. They have no choice."

For a moment, she envied the cops who would be a part of that task force, a.n.a.lyzing, investigating, doing all the things they'd been taught to do in their mortal world. She wondered what it would be like to go back to that state of blissful ignorance. To forget all that had happened, all that was still to come. Would she do it if she could? Even if it meant losing Seth?

"You said there were two things," Henderson reminded her.

She switched off the monitor, then changed the subject. "Morinville."

"Yeah, I saw that."

"You don't think the scrolls-?"

"A leak? No. Anyone with access to them would have been able to give the press more specifics. This is just pure knee-jerk fanaticism. You have to remember how much practice the Vatican has at keeping secrets."

"Even the Church has rumors."

"True, but the press would straight-up say where they'd got that kind of information." She grunted a concession, then added, "That doesn't mean something won't get out eventually, and when it does, we're screwed six ways to Sunday."

"Let's worry about that when-if-it happens. Now, how is Seth doing?"

"Settling in. It's hard for him."

"Still not talking about it? Because we could really use some insider information. He does realize the Nephilim could wipe us out, right?"

"He's also been betrayed by both his parents, used for millennia as a p.a.w.n in their twisted little game, and given up everything he ever was in order to put all that behind him," she snapped. "How happy would you be to rehash your parents' attempts to kill you?"

"Easy, Jarvis. I was only asking."