It's Raining Men Part 25

'I envy you, Lars. In a nice way, I mean.' said Clare, pouring boiling water into a pan. 'Having that lovely ready-made family and that gorgeous man. He's like a film-star. I can't imagine how you must feel getting into bed with him every night. As for that house you live in! You've got it all, haven't you? I bet your mum and dad are so proud of you. Do you think you'll get married? I can just imagine you in h.e.l.lo! or even better, one of those posh society mags.' Clare drew the headline in the air: 'Super-gorge James Galsworthy marries Blonde Bombsh.e.l.l and Barnsley Brainbox Lara Rickman.'

May was the first to spot that Lara's head was bowed and she was sobbing. 'Jeez, Lars, whatever is the matter, love?'

Her sympathy made it worse. Lara could hold it back no more. They were being so sweet and she had ruined their holiday. First by booking the wrong d.a.m.ned place and then by falling down a hole and spoiling their planned day out. She couldn't do anything right any more. She couldn't book a holiday properly, couldn't make friends with kids, keep her man . . . Feeling May's long slim arms close around her and being enclosed in her lovely floral perfume, Lara's tears continued to waterfall down her face.

'What did I say?' Clare rushed over, guilty that she had caused Lara to be so upset. 'Oh Lara, you didn't think I was being catty, did you, when I said you had it all? I think it's great that you've done so well.' She ripped off some kitchen roll and pressed it into her crying friend's hand. 'Here, Lars. I am so sorry if it was something I said. Oh my, I feel terrible.'

'It wasn't you, Clare,' sniffed Lara, taking the kitchen roll and blowing her nose on it. 'It's me. It's all a mess.'

'It isn't a mess,' May scolded her. 'Don't be daft. I'm having a lovely time. And so is Clare.'

'May, trust me, it's a mess. I'm a mess. My whole life is a b.l.o.o.d.y mess,' Lara blurted out. There it was said.

Clare sat down at the other side of Lara on the sofa. 'What's up? It's not the holiday that's upset you, is it? It's something else.'

Lara blew her nose again before delivering the big news. 'James and I are finished. I found him in bed with his ex.'

May gasped. 'Oh, Lara, no.' History repeating itself. Poor Lara.

'His children hated me. I couldn't do anything right for them. They hated my cooking, they hated me. I felt like a hired help. Actually worse, because Kristina got three hundred hours off per week. Now I don't have anywhere to live because I've rented out my flat. And my boss is an a.r.s.ehole. If he touches my b.u.m once more I swear I'll swing for him.'

Clare squeezed Lara's arm. 'Lars, why didn't you say?'

'I didn't say because I didn't want to wreck your holiday, but I don't think I could wreck it any more than I have done.'

'You haven't wrecked it at all, silly,' May said. It's the oddest holiday of my life but I like it.'

'And you mustn't worry about where to live. You're very welcome to stay with me,' Clare suggested. 'You'll have to bunk up with me though and I snore.'

'We know,' said May. 'I don't snore and I've got a spare room.'

'Thank you, both.' Their kindness was humbling. 'I just can't believe that I've failed. Again. Another man goes back to his ex. I'm seeing a pattern develop.'

'Yeah, you choose s.h.i.+t men,' said Clare. 'I thought you were really happy.'

'I wanted to be. I thought it was just teething problems you know, two single people learning to live together and having to adjust their boundaries and things.' Except James didn't adjust anything in her favour; with a little perspective and distance she could see how little he had actually done to help her. 'That's why I didn't say anything. I thought everything would turn out okay in the end. Then when I found him in bed with-' She shook her head in disgust.

'Do you know the woman?' asked May.

'She's called Tianne Lee. She's some sort of new hot-shot lawyer.'

Clare thought for a moment. 'Tianne Lee as in Tina Anne Lee?'

Lara snapped her head up. 'That's her. Don't tell me you know her.'

'Oh, I know her all right. And no, she is not a hot-shot lawyer,' said Clare with conviction. 'My department have had nightmare dealings with the firm she works for Spinner and Proctor. Tianne Lee: long curly hair, chipmunk cheeks, fat legs, wonky eye.'

'She sounds lovely, Lars,' said May. 'No wonder you're upset.'

'You actually know her?' Lara asked.

'Yes, I know exactly who she is and, trust me, she isn't half as smart as she thinks she is. Bart Forbes-Philips one of the barristers we use ate her alive in court last month. She might very well swish her girly hair about and waggle her b.u.m when she walks but her reputation is all smoke and mirrors. Or p.i.s.s and wind, as my dad used to say.'

Lara chuckled. 'You're just saying that to make me feel better.' Then she huffed at herself. 'G.o.d, what a baby I am, revelling in the fact that you think my nemesis has fat legs, chipmunk cheeks, a wonky eye and is rubbish at her job.'

'I'm relis.h.i.+ng it as well,' said May, 'and I don't even know her. G.o.d, I love a good b.i.t.c.h.'

'Oh, I could b.i.t.c.h well into the early hours about her. She's a horrible thing.' Clare shuddered. 'And I know at least two married men that she's been bonking. From what you've said in the past about Miriam being self-absorbed, I'd say they were from a very similar mould. Except that Miriam is very good at her job and Tianne just thinks she is. I'd also say that if he's done that to you, darling, they're very welcome to each other. What a pair of b.a.s.t.a.r.ds. Tianne, you see, doesn't let anyone get too close to her in case they find out that she's got no substance to her. She keeps men on the edge p.r.i.c.k-teasing, flirting, charming them, only ever showing them her good side, playing them off against each other power games. And you know men, they want what they can't have. She's hardly relations.h.i.+p material.'

'James's kids loved her.'

'I bet you anything that if Tianne moved in they'd be regaling her with tales of how c.r.a.p her chicken nuggets were next to yours. And as far as the boss thing goes, you don't have to put up with any of that groping nonsense.'

'It's not just his wandering hands. He treats me like I'm an inferior species. And it isn't just me; he's like that with all the women in the department.' Lara sighed. 'And however far we think we've come in the workplace, my days would be numbered if I complained.'

May nodded. It was all true. There were ways and means of getting rid of people who kicked up inconvenient fusses. Tribunals were less about justice than about which barrister was more persuasive.

'I can't believe you kept all this to yourself without saying a word,' said May.

'We don't have time to talk, do we?' said Lara. 'We work and then go home and say, "Oh, I must ring blah-blah and catch up," but we're too tired or we've got even more work to do or men to pander to.'

'Well, that's going to change.' May raised her hand and slapped the sofa firmly, then she laughed at herself. Here she was telling off Lara when she was an even worse culprit. So it was time to come clean. Here goes. 'Oh, and whilst we're having a soul-purge, I'm not with Michael any more. And I wasn't brave enough to tell you before because I thought I'd lose your friends.h.i.+p if I did.'

'Oh, May, why would that happen?' said Lara.

'You haven't heard what I did yet . . .' And May proceeded to tell it all: meeting 'married' Michael, bonking 'married' Michael, finding out 'married' Michael was not actually married after all. Mentally, she'd had an affair with someone else's husband; physically she'd had an affair with a lying, cheating t.w.a.t. When she had finished, she took a long breath and waited for her audience to tell her what a low-life she was.

And she waited.

'Say it, then,' she prompted. 'Tell me that I'm a disgrace to womenkind and you hate me.' May's eyes were br.i.m.m.i.n.g with tears as her friends remained silent.

'I can't believe it,' said Lara.

May waited for the onslaught.

'I can't believe men like that exist in real life. I thought Jeremy Kyle guests were all actors.'

'You must hate me,' said May. 'I hate myself.'

'Why the chuff would we hate you?' tutted Lara. 'I hate him. What a horrible, cruel thing to do to someone. You shouldn't be punis.h.i.+ng yourself, in any case; you should be punis.h.i.+ng him. With a big stick up the a.r.s.e one that has a burning spike on the end.' She thought of Gene Hathersage overhearing her say that and realizing that she absolutely was not a posh southerner.

'I did a terrible thing,' said May. 'Whatever you say, I believed I was sleeping with a married man.'

'Yes, but you weren't,' Clare argued furiously. She started pacing up and down as if she were the award-winning barrister Bart Forbes-Philips. 'You were manipulated and used and outmanoeuvred. He took advantage of your caring nature. What a d.i.c.k. G.o.d, you two really can pick them.'

May smiled, overcome with warm relief. She felt so much lighter for confessing her secret to them.

Lara shook her head. 'At least one of us is happy. Clare, you and the lovely Lud are our beacons of light. Don't ever let us down.'

Clare smiled but stayed silent.

Chapter 55.

Joan took the back path down to the church. She hated this d.a.m.ned village with its poky little houses and old-fas.h.i.+oned shops. They ought to rename the place 'G.o.d's Mistake'. Could Ren Dullem have more boring, dismal name?

She took a detour to the twelve graves to double-check that she hadn't missed any details, but she hadn't. She took more photos then decided that she would try to charm the vicar and ask him for more information, if he was inside. It was Sunday afternoon, though, and he was probably having his lunch. She crossed her fingers as she walked into the church.

Luck was on her side when she pushed open the door in the large Gothic arch and felt a rush of cool air swim towards her. A rather portly man in a voluminous ca.s.sock was sitting at the other end of the church, polis.h.i.+ng candlesticks. He waved, then, as she approached, she saw his welcoming smile power down to fifty per cent. He's just realized I'm not a dull'un from Dullem, thought Joan with an inner smirk.

'Good afternoon, Reverend,' she said. 'We haven't met. I'm Joan Hawk. I work for Lord Carlton.'

'Ah,' said the reverend, extending a hand, welcoming but still cautious. 'Very nice to meet you. I am Reverend Acaster, if you didn't already know. Welcome to the church of St Andrew the Apostle.'

'It's a beautiful building,' said Joan, revolving a full three hundred and sixty degrees to take it all in. It was, too very ornate with a stunning stained-gla.s.s window of a fis.h.i.+ng boat, rays of suns.h.i.+ne pouring down onto it as men lifted up a net teeming with fish. The rows of pews were polished to a high s.h.i.+ne and the old embroidered prayer cus.h.i.+ons hanging in front of each seat replicated the boat and fishermen theme of the window. St Andrew patron saint of fishermen, of course, thought Joan.

'I'm enquiring where the parish records for the twentieth century might be,' said Joan.

'For what reason, may I ask?' asked the reverend. His sharp grey eyes were blinking rapidly. He's rattled, thought Joan. Now what was in those records that he might not want anyone to see? Softly, softly, Jo, she warned herself.

'I thought I might draw a family tree for Lord Carlton's birthday in October,' said Joan. 'He's been so very kind to me and there's a s.p.a.ce on the wall in his study where it would fit perfectly.'

She saw the reverend let go of his breath with a gust of relief that brought a trill of laughter in its wake.

'That's a very thoughtful present,' he said. 'Alas, the parish records are all kept at Carlton Hall.'

'Well, would you believe it?' Joan smiled, charming the reverend. 'I'll ask Gladys if she'll point me in the right direction. I presumed they'd be here.'

'There's no storage s.p.a.ce. Unless you count the crypt, but the damp air down there isn't conducive to keeping valuable historical papers.'

'Of course. And am I right in thinking that the Carlton family members are down there in the church crypt? I didn't notice a family tomb when I was taking a walk around the graveyard recently. I thought I'd start collecting information for my family tree that way but it wasn't very successful.'

'Yes, the Carltons are all safe below our feet. And one day Edwin will lie at the side of his beloved Mary there too, though not soon, I hope.'

'Oh, me too.' Joan nodded vigorously. 'And it will be very sad that he is the last of his line.'

'Very,' said the reverend with a loaded sigh.

'Anyway, thank you so much for all your help,' said Joan. 'I wish I'd come to you first. I'd have saved myself a few wild-goose chases.'

'Pleasure.' The old man went back to polis.h.i.+ng the candlestick.

'Oh.' Joan turned round as if this was an afterthought. 'I saw a grave that looked as if it had been dug outside the church grounds. Seymour Acaster, I think the name was. Why was that? It interested me because my father's name is Seymour.'

'No, it was always part of the churchyard. The ground s.h.i.+fts over the years and the fence moves.'

He was lying, she knew. The question was why. She was definitely onto something here; she was absolutely sure of it. She wanted to ask if Seymour was married but she knew the reverend wouldn't tell her anything. She decided it might be best to put him totally off any scent he might have caught a whiff of.

'I'm beginning to wish I hadn't had this great idea.' She smiled, tossing her long chocolate-brown hair back over her shoulder. 'History was never my forte and I don't particularly like walking around graveyards. Maybe I'll buy him a book instead. Pretend I never asked about the Carltons.'

She saw the reverend's shoulders relax again as the tension in them eased. He believed her. 'Your secret is safe with me,' he said with a gentle chuckle.

'Reverend, thank you again.' Joan waved and walked back down the aisle.

Outside she took another long look at Seymour's grave. Beloved husband of R. There was no R Acaster buried near, as all the other wives of the Fratres A Mare set were. Could R still be alive? Joan made a quick calculation in her head. She would be very old if she were.

She left the churchyard smiling to herself and wondering where those old parish records might be hiding in the house, but knowing that wherever they were, she would find them.

Chapter 56.

That afternoon, just as the old clock on the wall was bonging out three mellow rings, there was a knock on the door. Clare opened it to find the bulk of Gene Hathersage standing outside holding a carrier bag and a tool box. 'There's comfrey leaves and flour in there,' he said, handing over the bag. 'Smash them up together with a little water until you have a paste and then make a poultice with them. For . . .' He waved his finger at Lara in the background. 'For her ankle.'

'Would you like to come in?' said Clare, making her best effort to be friendly now that he had been kind to her friend. Thanks to Lara's ankle incident she was determined to show him that they were all on a new footing. 'I've just brewed up.'

He seemed to hum and haw for a few moments before deciding that he would. Once inside he nodded to Lara. 'All right there?'

'Alive if not kicking,' said Lara, adding softly, 'Did you manage to . . . get done what you were going to do?'

'Yes. He's all tucked up now.' He coughed and turned to Clare so swiftly that she almost poured his cup of tea over him.

'There's milk and sugar on the table, Mr Hathersage,' she said.

'Thank you.'

He spooned sugar and stirred some milk into his cup and then took a long drink from it.

'You won't be getting any more nocturnal visits from my uncle,' he said. 'I've been to see him and told him off. He'll break his neck. Those silly shoes he likes have absolutely no grip on the soles.'

Lara snorted back a giggle. 'He sounds a hoot.'

'He's spent too much time on his own,' said Gene. 'He should have found himself a wife and family.'

Is that what you want too? Lara asked him in her head. Why wasn't Gene married? He was quite handsome in a wild sort of way and almost genial when he tried. She watched him drinking; his large fingers made the cup look tiny. With his mad hair and black eyes, big strong shoulders and working jeans he was the polar opposite of the highly groomed James. She had a sudden vision of the big broad chest that must lie underneath his checked s.h.i.+rt, and had to snap her eyes away when she realized that she was appraising him a little bit too much.

Gene took two more mouthfuls of tea and then emptied the rest into the sink.

'That was good, thanks. Anyway I'll get on now. I'll be done in five minutes.'