Crown Of Midnight Part 38

She raised herself, drawing a dagger from her pocket, and sliced a line across her left palm. Blood welled, ruby-bright against the golden dawn, sliding down the side of her hand before she pressed her palm to the earth.

"I promise," she whispered again. "On my name, on my life, even if it takes until my last breath, I promise I will see Eyllwe freed."

She let her blood soak into the ground, willing it to carry the words of her oath to the Otherworld where Nehemia was safe at last. From now on, there would be no other oaths but this, no other contracts, no other obligations. Never forgive, never forget.

And she didn't know how she would do it, or how long it would take, but she would see it through. Because Nehemia couldn't.

Because it was time.

Chapter 55.

The shattered lock on Celaena's bedroom door still wasn't fixed by the time Dorian appeared after breakfast, a stack of books in his arms. She stood before her bed, stuffing clothing into a large leather satchel. Fleetfoot was the first to acknowledge him, though he had no doubt Celaena heard him coming from the hallway.

The dog limped to him, tail wagging, and Dorian set the books on the desk before kneeling on the plush rug. He ran his hands over Fleetfoot's head, letting her lick him a few times.

"The healer said her leg is going to be fine," Celaena said, still focused on her satchel. Her left hand was bandaged-a wound he hadn't noticed last night. "She just left a few minutes ago."

"Good," Dorian said, rising to his feet. She was wearing a heavy tunic and pants and a thick cloak. Her brown boots were st.u.r.dy and sensible, far more subdued than her usual attire. Traveling clothes. "Were you going to leave without saying good-bye?"

"I thought it would be easier this way," she said. In two hours, she would sail to Wendlyn, that land of myths and monsters, a kingdom of dreams and nightmares made flesh.

Dorian approached her. "This plan is madness. You don't have to go. We can convince my father to do something else. If they catch you in Wendlyn-"

"They won't catch me."

"There will be no help for you," Dorian said, putting a hand on the satchel. "If you are captured, if you are hurt, you are beyond our reach. You will be entirely on your own."

"I'll be fine."

"But I won't be. Every day that you're there, I will wonder what has become of you. I won't ... I won't forget you. Not for one hour."

Her throat bobbed, the only sign of emotion she allowed to show, and she looked toward her dog, watching them from the rug. "Will you ..." He watched her swallow again before meeting his gaze. The gold in her eyes glowed in the morning sun. "Will you look after her while I'm gone?"

He took her hand, squeezing. "As if she's one of my own. I'll even let her sleep in the bed."

She gave him a small smile, and he had a feeling that any greater sign of emotion would shatter her self-control. He waved a hand to the books he'd brought. "I hope you don't mind, but I need a place to store these, and your rooms might be ... safer than mine."

She glanced at the desk but, to his relief, didn't go to it. The books he'd brought would only lead to more questions. Geneaologies, royal chronicles, anything on how and why he might have magic. "Of course," was all she said. "I think The Walking Dead is still floating around in here, anyway. Maybe it'll be glad to have company."

He might have smiled had it not been eerily true. "I'll leave you to your packing. I have a council meeting at the same time your s.h.i.+p departs," he said, fighting the ache in his chest. It was a lie-and a bad one. But he didn't want to be at the docks, not when he knew someone else would be there to see her off. "So ... I suppose this is good-bye." He didn't know whether he was allowed to embrace her anymore, so he stuffed his hands into his pockets and gave her a smile. "Take care of yourself."

A faint nod.

They were friends now, and he knew that the physical boundaries between them had been altered, but ... He turned away rather than let her see the disappointment he knew was all too clear on his face.

He took all of two steps toward the door before she spoke, the words soft and strained. "Thank you for all that you have done for me, Dorian. Thank you for being my friend. For not being like the others."

He paused, turning to face her. She kept her chin high, but her eyes were gleaming.

"I'll come back," she said quietly. "I'll come back for you." And he knew that there was more that she wasn't saying, some bigger meaning behind those words.

But Dorian still believed her.

The docks were crowded with sailors and slaves and workers loading and unloading cargo. The day was warm and breezy, the first hint of spring in the air, and the sky was cloudless. A good day for sailing.

Celaena stood before the s.h.i.+p that would carry her through the first leg of the journey. It would sail to a prearranged location where a s.h.i.+p from Wendlyn would meet it to take aboard refugees fleeing the shadow of Adarlan's empire. Most of the women traveling on her s.h.i.+p were already belowdecks. She s.h.i.+fted the fingers of her bandaged left hand, wincing at the dull pain radiating outward from her palm.

She had hardly slept that night, holding Fleetfoot close to her instead. Saying good-bye an hour ago had been like ripping out a piece of her heart, but the dog's leg was still too injured for her to risk the journey to Wendlyn.

She hadn't wanted to see Chaol, hadn't bothered saying good-bye, because she had so many questions for him that it was easier not to ask at all. Hadn't he known what an impossible trap he was setting for her now?

The s.h.i.+p captain bellowed a five-minute departure warning. The sailors started scrambling, doubling their efforts to prepare to leave the harbor and set out down the Avery, and then into the Great Ocean itself.

To Wendlyn.

She swallowed hard. Do what needs to be done, Elena had told her. Did that mean actually killing the royal family of Wendlyn, or something else?

A salty breeze ruffled her hair, and she stepped forward.

But someone emerged from the shadows of the buildings lining the docks.

"Wait," Chaol said.

Celaena froze as he walked to her, and didn't move even when she found herself looking up into his face.

"Do you understand why I did this?" he asked softly.

She nodded, but said, "I have to return here."

"No," he said, his eyes flas.h.i.+ng. "You-"

"Listen."

She had five minutes. She couldn't explain it to him now-couldn't explain that the king would kill him if she didn't return. That knowledge could be fatal to him. And even if he ran away, the king had threatened Nehemia's family, too.

But she knew that Chaol was trying to protect her. And she couldn't leave him wholly ignorant. Because if she did die in Wendlyn, if something happened to her ...

"Listen carefully to what I am about to tell you."

His brows rose. But she didn't give herself a moment to reconsider, to second-guess her decision.

As succinctly as she could, she told him about the Wyrdkeys. She told him about the Wyrdgates, and about Baba Yellowlegs. She told him about the papers she'd stashed down in the tomb-the riddle with the locations of the three Wyrdkeys. And then she told him that she knew the king had at least one. And that there was a dead creature sealed beneath the library. And that he should never open the door to the catacombs-never. And that Roland and Kaltain might be part of some bigger, deadlier plan.

And when that horrible truth had been revealed, she unfastened the Eye of Elena from her neck and folded it into his palm. "Never take it off. It will protect you from harm."

He was shaking his head, his face deathly pale. "Celaena, I can't-"

"I don't care if you go looking for the keys, but someone has to know about them. Someone other than me. All the proof is in the tomb."

Chaol grabbed her hand with his free one. "Celaena-"

"Listen," she repeated. "If you hadn't convinced the king to send me away, we could have ... figured them out together. But now ..."

Two minutes, the sea captain shouted. Chaol was just staring at her, such grief and fear in his eyes that speech failed her.

And then she did the most reckless thing she'd ever done in her life. She stood on her toes and whispered the words into his ear.

The words that would make him understand, understand why it was so important to her, and what it meant when she said she would return. And he would hate her forever for it, once he understood.

"What does that mean?" he demanded.

She smiled sadly. "You'll figure it out. And when you do ..." She shook her head, knowing she shouldn't say it, but doing it anyway. "When you do, I want you to remember that it wouldn't have made any difference to me. It's never made any difference to me when it came to you. I'd still pick you. I'll always pick you."

"Please-please, just tell me what that means."

But there was no time, so she shook her head and stepped back.

Chaol took one step toward her, though. One step, then he said, "I love you."

She strangled the sob that built in her throat. "I'm sorry," she said, hoping he would remember those words later-later, when he knew everything.

Her legs found the strength to move. She took a breath. And with a final look at Chaol, she strode up the gangplank. Taking no notice of those onboard, she set down her sack and took up a place by the railing. She looked down at the dock to find Chaol still standing by the walkway as it was lifted.

The s.h.i.+p's captain called for them to cast off. Sailors scurried, ropes were untied, tossed, and tied again, and the s.h.i.+p lurched. Her hands clasped the railing so hard they hurt.

The s.h.i.+p began moving. And Chaol-the man she hated and loved so much that she could hardly think around him-just stood there, watching her go.

The current grabbed the s.h.i.+p, and the city began to diminish. The ocean breeze soon caressed her neck, but she never stopped staring at Chaol. She stared toward him until the gla.s.s castle was a sparkling speck in the distance. She stared toward him until there was only gleaming ocean around her. She stared toward him until the sun dropped beyond the horizon and a smattering of stars hung overhead.

It was only when her eyelids drooped and she swayed on her feet that Celaena stopped staring toward Chaol.

The smell of salt filled her nostrils, so different from the salt of Endovier, and a spirited wind whipped through her hair.

With a hiss through her teeth, Celaena Sardothien turned her back on Adarlan and sailed toward Wendlyn.

Chapter 56.

Chaol didn't understand what she'd told him, the words she'd whispered in his ear. It was a date. Not even a year attached to it. A month and a day-a date that had pa.s.sed weeks and weeks ago. It was the day that Celaena had left the city. The day she had snapped at Endovier a year before. The day her parents had died.

He stayed on the docks long after the s.h.i.+p was out of the harbor, watching its sails become smaller and smaller as he mulled over the date again and again. Why had she told him everything about those-those Wyrdkeys, but made this hint so obscure? What could possibly be more important than the horrible truth about the king he served?

The Wyrdkeys, while they terrified him, made sense. They explained so much. The king's great power, his journeys that ended with the whole party mysteriously dying, how Cain had become so strong. Even that time Chaol had looked at Perrington and seen his eyes darken so strangely. But when she'd told him, had she known what kind of choice she'd left him? And what could he possibly do about it from Anielle?

Unless he could find a way out of the vow he'd made. He'd never said when he would go to Anielle. He could think about that tomorrow. For now ...

When Chaol returned to the castle, he went to her rooms, sorting through the contents of her desk. But there was nothing about that date. He checked the will she'd written, but that had been signed several days after. The silence and emptiness of her chambers threatened to swallow him whole, and he was about to leave when he spotted the stack of books half hidden in the shadows of her desk.

Geneaologies and countless royal chronicles. When had she brought these books here? He hadn't seen them the other night. Was it somehow another clue? Standing before the desk, he pulled out the royal chronicles-all from the the past eighteen years-and started back, one by one. Nothing.

Then came the chronicle from ten years ago. It was thicker than all the rest-as it should be, given the events that had happened that year. But when he saw what was written about the date she had given, everything froze.

This morning, King Orlon Galathynius, his nephew and heir, Rhoe Galathynius, and Rhoe's wife, Evalin, were found a.s.sa.s.sinated. Orlon was murdered in his bed at the royal palace in Orynth, and Rhoe and Evalin were found dead in their beds at their country estate along the River Florine. There is no word yet about the fate of Rhoe and Evalin's daughter, Aelin.

Chaol grabbed for the first geneaology book, the one on the bloodlines of the royal houses of Adarlan and Terrasen. Was Celaena trying to tell him she knew the truth about what had happened that night-that she might know where the lost princess Aelin was hiding? That she had been there when this all happened?

He flipped through the pages, scanning the genealogies he had already read. But then he remembered something about the name Evalin Ashryver. Ashryver.

Evalin had come from Wendlyn, had been a princess of the king's court. Hands shaking, he yanked out a book containing Wendlyn's royal family tree.

On the last page, Aelin Ashryver Galathynius's name was written at the bottom, and above it, her mother, Evalin's. But the family tree traced only the female line. The female, not the male, because- Two spots above Evalin's name was written Mab. Aelin's great-grandmother. She was one of the three Fae Sister-Queens: Maeve, Mora, and Mab. Mab, the youngest, the fairest, who, when she died, had been made into a G.o.ddess, known to them now as Deanna, Lady of the Hunt.

The memory hit him like a brick to the face. That Yulemas morning, when Celaena had looked so uncomfortable to be receiving the golden arrow of Deanna-the arrow of Mab.

And Chaol counted down the family tree, one after one, until- My great-grandmother was Fae.

Chaol had to brace a hand against the desk. No, it couldn't be. He turned back to the chronicle still lying open, and turned to the next day.

Aelin Galathynius, heir to the throne of Terrasen, died today, or sometime in the night. Before help could reach her deceased parents' estate, the a.s.sa.s.sin who had missed her the night before returned. Her body has still not been found, though some believe it was thrown into the river behind her parents' house.

She'd once said that Arobynn had ... had found her. Found her half-dead and frozen. On a riverbank.

He was just jumping to conclusions. Maybe she merely wanted him to know that she still cared about Terrasen, or- There was a poem scribbled at the top of the Ashryver family tree, as though some student had dashed it down it as a reminder while studying.

Ashryver Eyes.

The fairest eyes, from legends old Of brightest blue, ringed with gold.

Bright blue eyes, ringed with gold. A strangled cry came out of him. How many times had he looked into those eyes? How many times had he seen her avert her gaze, that one bit of proof she couldn't hide, from the king?

Celaena Sardothien wasn't in league with Aelin Ashryver Galathynius.

Celaena Sardothien was Aelin Ashryver Galathynius, heir to the throne and rightful Queen of Terrasen.

Celaena was Aelin Galathynius, the greatest living threat to Adarlan, the one person who could raise an army capable of standing against the king. Now, she was also the one person who knew the secret source of the king's power-and who sought a way to destroy it.

And he had just sent her into the arms of her strongest potential allies: to the homeland of her mother, the kingdom of her cousin, and the domain of her aunt, Queen Maeve of the Fae.