The Queen's Bastard Part 16

"Who says only men can wear pink? Or would you pretend that you're too weak for the color, as they say women are?"

Beatrice might have stood her ground, but Belinda knew better than to fall for the taunt. She found herself eyeing the fabric more covetously despite herself, and had ignored Eliza's triumph. It was frothy muslin, so light it would take layer after layer to give it a decent weight. That, Eliza had agreed with, though the final dress still all but floated, and with the afternoon sun behind her Belinda knew full well her figure would be visible through the gown's layers. It was not at all innocent.

And yet, looking at herself in the mirror, her hair piled into ringlets that fell around her shoulders, even feeling lush and sensual, Belinda's reflection to her own eyes looked virginal and soft. Pure. The costume was so far from fas.h.i.+onable it would very possibly horrify Sandalia, but if its outrageousness pa.s.sed muster, the effect was exactly as Javier had asked.

"What I want to know is what's beneath all that diaphanous material." Javier spoke from her bedroom door, his reflection appearing in her mirror only after his voice wrapped around her. Belinda tilted her head toward his image, smiling.

"I thought you were waiting for me at the palace."

"I thought I'd better investigate Eliza's creation, to make sure we weren't both to be humiliated." He came into the room, drawing the knot free from her cloak and catching it as it fell. "My mother may have a stroke, Beatrice."

"You said innocent," Belinda said lightly. "Would Eliza deliberately humiliate me in front of the queen?"

"No," Javier said so steadily Belinda believed him. "Mother likes Eliza, so far as she grasps her existence at all." He dropped a curious kiss on Belinda's bare shoulder. "Perhaps I should warn her you've been dressed by my friend. It might alleviate her shock somewhat."

"I have other, more ordinary gowns, Javier," Belinda murmured. "If you disapprove-"

"On the contrary. I approve enough that I'd prefer to keep you here and discover what's beneath that dress."

"I am, my lord." Belinda turned around with an impish smile and stood on her toes to brush her mouth against his ear. "Nothing you're unfamiliar with."

"You're a woman, Bea. It's a woman's gift to be eternally mysterious."

Belinda laughed aloud and kissed Javier a second time before threading her arm through his. "Your mother's taught you well. Shall we not keep her waiting, my lord prince? I do not," and for once Belinda spoke with all honesty, "want to make a bad impression."

"You won't," Javier promised, and with the murmured words, escorted her to the Gallic queen's court.

Sandalia, Essandian princess, queen of Lanyarch and regent of Gallin, was not a tall woman. Javier had done her a disservice with his teasing about her figure; even in the straitlaced corsets that were fas.h.i.+onable, her pet.i.te curves were hinted at. Nut-brown hair, richer than Belinda's, was neither dyed nor powdered to hide signs of aging; unlike Lorraine, Sandalia had years yet before age began to catch her. She'd borne Javier as little more than a child bride, her husband lost to battle within weeks of Javier's conception, and she had ruled Gallin in her son's name and with her brother Rodrigo's support for more than two decades.

Belinda was surprised to find her heart beating rapidly as she approached the throne. The a.s.sembly was far from the formal audience at which she'd met her own mother ten years earlier, but her own antic.i.p.ation of the event was far more acute. Then, she had been preparing to kill a man for the first time, with no idea that meeting the t.i.tian-haired queen would bring understanding to a vivid memory from the first moments of her life. Today she met another target, much higher in rank than the unfortunate Rodney du Roz had been.

Du Roz. Of the rose. A startling clarity and question fell over Belinda even as she heard Javier murmur her name, even as she curtsied deeply and kept her eyes lowered, waiting for Sandalia to a.s.sess her. In nearly all her guises she called herself Rose, or some variation thereof, stealing her father's pet name for her in deliberate deference to him, and making a purposeful connection to the girl she'd once been.

How much of it, she wondered for the first time, was an homage to the first man who's life she'd taken? Surprise burned her cheeks and she reached for stillness, then let it fade again: the flush might do her good under Sandalia's watchful eye. Let the Gallic queen think her a Lanyarchan provincial, shy and overwhelmed at meeting the woman who was arguably the rightful ruler of Belinda's homeland.

"Rise." Sandalia's voice was sweeter than Lorraine's, a soprano of operatic quality, if it could be trained to sing. Belinda straightened from her curtsey, daring to lift her eyes to the queen's for an instant, then dropping her gaze again as benefited her station. "We presume our son's little friend designed your gown, Lady Irvine."

Irritation flared in Javier's eyes, as open to Belinda as the impulse for a hard look that she doubted he would dare lay on his mother. A sting of sympathy went through her; Belinda, in Eliza's place, wouldn't care for the condescension in Sandalia's tone, either. That Javier felt outrage spoke better of him as a man than Belinda might have thought, and for an instant her heart softened toward him. There was nothing he could say, certainly not in public, that would not make him look the fool and insult his mother. One might be rude to street urchins, even, or especially, when they weren't present, but offending the queen was a mistake no one would dare.

"Yes, Your Majesty." Belinda's whisper barely reached the throne. Sandalia leaned forward, brus.h.i.+ng her fingertips against her thumb, not quite a snap of sound.

"Come forward, Lady Irvine. Let us examine Eliza's artistry."

Javier's chagrin faded at the interest-no more than polite, but there-in Sandalia's tone, and at his mother's use of Eliza's name. Belinda took two careful steps up toward the throne, its daised height helping to make up for Sandalia's diminutive size. Jav's throne, angled to the right and a step below the queen's, still put his head nearly level with hers; she was, indeed, not a tall woman. "Turn," Sandalia ordered, and Belinda did, eyes cast out and up to examine the throne room briefly and thoroughly from the closest she might ever come to royalty's vantage.

Courtiers and hangers-on watched with envious eyes, belittling gazes, anger, and l.u.s.t; they were a wash of colour, coveting Belinda's position above them and resenting her for it. It took no gift to understand that; she could see it from their expressions, painted with politeness that lay too thin over rage: there were daughters who belonged where she now stood, favoured of the prince. There were sisters who had been overlooked. Belinda would find no friends within the Lutetian court, though should she hold her place with Javier, she had no doubt that dagger-smiling women would flock to her side.

"Pink," Sandalia said when Belinda had completed her circuit. "An unusual shade for a woman, Lady Beatrice."

Sudden impishness caught Belinda with a smile. "It was that or a tartan, Your Majesty. Mademoiselle Beaulieu thought the dress better suited to pink." She let the Lanyarchan burr come through strong in her Gallic, everything about her delivery bright and delightful, though her heart hung between beats and she felt nothing but calculation as her gaze flickered to the queen again, seeking approval at her audacity.

Her heart crashed into motion again as Sandalia lifted an eyebrow so discreetly it didn't so much as mar the smooth skin of her forehead, then allowed herself a full-mouthed twist of a smile that reminded Belinda unexpectedly of Eliza. "We are inclined to agree." Sandalia's voice warmed a little more, her brown eyes curious on Belinda's face. "It is not an unattractive shade for a woman of your colouring. We're not certain we would see it as pink at all, if there were not so many layers to enhance it. Tell us, Lady Beatrice, do you think we would look well in Mademoiselle Beaulieu's fas.h.i.+ons?"

Hope surged from Javier, so sharp and controlled it cut through Belinda's heart. She kept her eyes from him, knowing that the answer couldn't be tainted by seeking his approval; Sandalia would see that, and think less of her, and even more, less of Eliza, for it. But the queen had called Eliza by a t.i.tle, far from the belittlement she'd first used, and that, combined with the question, emboldened Belinda to lift her gaze and study Sandalia's pet.i.te form with a cautiously critical eye.

"Your Majesty..." Belinda tilted her head, then took a deep breath, risking her place in Sandalia's court on a moment of truthfulness. "Your Majesty, if you will forgive a blunt Lanyarchan a.s.sessment, you have a form that women envy and men covet, and very likely the other way around as well." Dismay sparked from Javier's direction, but Belinda went on, eyes earnest on the queen. "This style of gown would enhance Your Majesty's finest a.s.sets and help to prove that youth's bloom is not yet gone from Your Majesty's face or figure. That said, Your Majesty is not especially tall, and truthfully, I would have to see one of mademoiselle's gowns on Your Majesty to say whether the straight lines of current fas.h.i.+on lend a gravitas and height that a woman of power might feel necessary, or whether the soft femininity of looser lines might enhance her strength in its own way. I would like very much to see it," she finished, deliberately wistful, then added a twist into her smile. "If for no other reason than I believe Your Majesty would look lovely in this fas.h.i.+on, and the idea of the Aulunian queen echoing it amuses me. It would suit Your Majesty; it would not suit her."

Nor would it. Belinda thought Lorraine too wise to fall for such an obvious prat, but she was vain and considered herself-rightfully, as a queen-as a maker of fas.h.i.+on. Moreover, there was something inherently youthful about the loose lines of Eliza's design, and Lorraine's vanity was tightly tied to an unaging, girlish self-image. To have such a fas.h.i.+on come out of Lutetia and to have it look poorly on her might injure an enormous pride that Belinda had no need to p.r.i.c.k, but which suited Beatrice enormously.

Emotion raged behind Sandalia's mild expression. Belinda could all but taste it, sudden glee on the Essandian princess's part at the idea of flaunting the sixteen-year gap between her age and Lorraine's. Belinda had no need to touch the queen's hand and read her thoughts: amus.e.m.e.nt and avarice washed off her, almost as clear as words, and echoed the lines Belinda wanted her to follow. Setting a new fas.h.i.+on, one that played to her youth, would remind not just the Gallic and Essandian peoples but the Aulunians, that Lorraine was aging, and Sandalia still so young as to be able to bear another heir. That she was only just young enough hardly mattered; Lorraine, at fifty-five, still seemed to flirt with the idea, and if a people could accept that, they could far more readily believe that thirty-nine-year-old Sandalia might mother a second child.

Moreover, there was the question of Javier. Lorraine had no heir and Javier, as grand-nephew to Lorraine's father's, first-and by the Ec.u.menical church, only legitimate-wife, had in the eyes of many the only genuine claim to the Aulunian throne. Sandalia was comfortable in her position as regent, reluctant to give away her power to a son whom some murmured should have taken the throne at his sixteenth year. Reminding Aulun of Javier's presence, even in so simple a way as introducing new fas.h.i.+ons that played to vitality and beauty, could benefit an intention to set the prince on Aulun's throne, leaving her own seat in Gallin unchallenged.

Belinda lowered her eyes, no longer certain if she followed Sandalia's emotion or her own-plan, she found herself thinking, and the stillness came over her whether she wanted it to or not.

We face insurrection against our own beloved queen. Robert's words hung heavily in Belinda's mind, his voice as clear as if she heard him speaking now. She had come to Lutetia to seek out a plot against a pretender reaching for Aulun's throne, and to whisper word of that plot in her father's ear when the time came. That the seeds of it lay dormant in the men and women she'd met, Belinda had no doubt. It was too soon, too soon by far, to know whether Sandalia herself strove for the ends threatened by Robert's warning, but something new shaped itself now. If those ends were not yet in place, then Belinda herself might put them there, might push and prod the pieces into place in order to devastate Gallin and Essandia alike, leaving Aulun and Lorraine and the Reformation unchallenged in western Echon. Robert's words hung heavily in Belinda's mind, his voice as clear as if she heard him speaking now. She had come to Lutetia to seek out a plot against a pretender reaching for Aulun's throne, and to whisper word of that plot in her father's ear when the time came. That the seeds of it lay dormant in the men and women she'd met, Belinda had no doubt. It was too soon, too soon by far, to know whether Sandalia herself strove for the ends threatened by Robert's warning, but something new shaped itself now. If those ends were not yet in place, then Belinda herself might put them there, might push and prod the pieces into place in order to devastate Gallin and Essandia alike, leaving Aulun and Lorraine and the Reformation unchallenged in western Echon.

Coldness spurted through Belinda's hands, alien ambition rising in her so rapidly that only the safety of self-imposed and uncrackable control kept her breath from quickening. All her life she had been sent to spy, to do murder, and to inspire treacherous l.u.s.t. Never had she found herself so close to guiding strings with her own fingers. There did not have to be rebellion to root out, nor a queen piece to dislodge. She could build build the rebellion, and d.a.m.n a princess in the making of it. the rebellion, and d.a.m.n a princess in the making of it.

Inexplicable joy tore her heart upward, giving it the wings of desire and excitement, so unfamiliar to her as to nearly undo her. For an instant even her control faltered, a smile of astonishment playing at her lips. Had Robert intended her to step into such a powerful position, or did his intelligence lead him to deeper plots than she had yet seen? The latter she would discover, and the former, if it was not so, would be a jewel in her crown of quiet triumphs.

Sandalia saw the smile that touched Belinda's lips and read it the only way she could, her voice light and amused. "It is a dangerous thing to heap laughter on one monarch's head when you stand in the presence of another, Lady Beatrice."

Belinda lifted her gaze to the Gallic queen and let her smile come more fully, no repentance in it. "Yes, Your Majesty."

To her delight, Sandalia laughed aloud and Javier, at his mother's right elbow, slumped a few inches in his seat, shooting Belinda a look that told her all too clearly what a fine line she'd chosen to walk. She didn't dare drop a wink of rea.s.surance, both propriety and her own relief preventing it, but her smile crinkled her eyes, more emotion than she was accustomed to letting through. "We will see your Eliza in our private chambers next week, Javier," Sandalia said. "We prefer not to be offered pink. You may go."

Fierce delight and a thick wave of grat.i.tude swept out from the ginger-haired prince, though he merely inclined his head and crooked a small smile of his own. "Yes, Mother. I'll tell her." He stood, executing an elegant bow to the tiny woman who'd birthed him, and Sandalia put a hand on his arm as he turned away.

"Do not become too attached, Javier." She spoke precisely loud enough for the command to reach Belinda's ears as well as her son's. "Your young lady is bold and clever, but Essandia and Gallin's crown prince will not marry a Lanyarchan upstart."

"I never dreamed he would." Javier pitched his voice as she had, courtiers straining to hear and to look as though they weren't trying to. "Nor did she."

"Women always say that." Sandalia released Javier's arm, then offered Belinda a token that would have the court dancing on her wishes: "We would enjoy your company at supper tomorrow evening, Lady Beatrice. Wear something impetuous, and be prepared to discuss Lanyarch and Cordula. I would fain to hear how our sister Ec.u.menics do under Alunaer's rule."

"Your Majesty." Belinda curtsied so deeply as to doubt her own ability to rise again, Javier saving her from an ignominious failure by offering a hand as she began to straighten. She ducked her head in thanks and slipped her fingers into the crook of his elbow, listening to a wave of murmurs crest before them and ripple after them as they left the hall.

Only outside it did she clutch Javier's arm in half-real alarm. "Wear something impetuous?" she whispered. "What would she have me do, wrap a sheet in ribbon and leave my breast bared, like the statues of ancient Parna?"

Javier laughed aloud, as easily as his mother had done moments earlier. "We'll ask Eliza to dress you, and your tongue will be impetuous enough. What were you thinking, Bea? Comparing Mother to Lorraine?"

"Comparing her favourably," Belinda retorted. "Sandalia is nearly as close to belonging on the Aulunian throne as my queen as you are to belonging on it as my king. She should sit in Lanyarch as queen and you are to be crown prince to-"

"To a land of rabble-rousers in skirts, by your reckoning," Javier said coolly, "as well as heir to Essandia and Gallin."

Ice flew over Belinda's skin, caution come too late. She drew her lower lip into her mouth, a show of contriteness that went deeper than she expected it to. "I'm sorry, my lord." The apology was whispered, all she dared. "I meant no disrespect for the position you now hold. It is only-"

"An endless desire to replace Lorraine with an Ec.u.menic ruler," Javier said, still cool. "Your l.u.s.t, Beatrice, has better places to show itself. I will not hear words of sedition against Aulun spoken near my mother, not when the t.i.tian b.i.t.c.h seeks any excuse she can find to unseat her and have her put to death."

"Sandalia is a queen in her own right," Belinda said steadily. "It does not do to openly commit regicide, even if, especially if, you're another regent. Take her power, yes, I'm sure Lorraine would do that. But having her killed, Javier." Her voice softened. "I think even the Aulunian queen would balk at that."

More than Beatrice's naivete allowed Belinda to speak the protest. Lorraine's reluctance to have another sovereign put to death was a topic at her court, discussed vigorously, well out of the queen's hearing. Men thought it a sign of a woman's weakness and her unsuitability to rule; women, if they thought anything, kept it to themselves, opinions private enough that not even Robert knew how the ladies of the court felt about the queen's reticence in securing her throne through bloodshed. Belinda believed them to think as she did, because because she did, that regicide was a dangerous precedent, and should it be used it must be done untraceably. It was not weakness, but prudence, and moreover, a public and well-known horror of such means could only stand the queen well should her rivals fall unexpectedly. she did, that regicide was a dangerous precedent, and should it be used it must be done untraceably. It was not weakness, but prudence, and moreover, a public and well-known horror of such means could only stand the queen well should her rivals fall unexpectedly.

A bloom of satisfaction took Belinda's breath, then eased it into a smile. She made it winsome, turned it on Javier in hopes of soothing his pique, and let herself ride pleasure that had nothing to do with gross physical delight and everything to do with a necessary job done well. It cannot be found out. It cannot be found out. It never would be. There were far worse things than a lifetime spent in the shadows: a lifetime of uselessness was a condemnation Belinda couldn't imagine. Lorraine could, and would, retain her moral stance, and might well never know the details of the dance that helped keep her enthroned. She did not, in Belinda's estimation, need to; impossible choices could be lifted from a queen's hands and given over to another to ease her way as easily as might happen for anyone else. More easily, perhaps: the royal name inspired a loyalty that an ordinary man might never command. It never would be. There were far worse things than a lifetime spent in the shadows: a lifetime of uselessness was a condemnation Belinda couldn't imagine. Lorraine could, and would, retain her moral stance, and might well never know the details of the dance that helped keep her enthroned. She did not, in Belinda's estimation, need to; impossible choices could be lifted from a queen's hands and given over to another to ease her way as easily as might happen for anyone else. More easily, perhaps: the royal name inspired a loyalty that an ordinary man might never command.

"I think you understand less than you imagine of the affairs of royalty," Javier snapped, unmoved by her hopeful smile. "Being on my arm does not make you privy to the thoughts or means of those above you." His witchpower was extended, an unconscious and indomitable expectation that she would acquiesce. Belinda permitted herself the luxury of imagining to grind her teeth, imagining tightening her fingers on his arm in irritation, all in a core of her so deep she barely felt relief from those internal allowances. Pride, strange thing that it was, would not allow her to actually roll beneath the prince's will, but unlike the moment of challenge at the drinking house, she at least did not stand against it, did not meet his urge to conquer with her own untouchable centre of stillness.

"I'll watch my tongue, my lord," she murmured instead. "Forgive me my impertinence."

Javier relaxed, confident of his supremacy. "It's easy to forget your provinciality," he offered magnanimously, then dropped his voice to add, "particularly knowing that which we share."

Belinda deliberately dimpled, stepping ahead to twitch her skirts at him, eyes bright with mischief. "A bed, my lord?"

Javier surged toward her with a laughing growl, and she skipped out of reach with an obligatory squeal. An instant later they were running down the halls of the palace, the one after the other, given over to playfulness that different circ.u.mstances forbade both from often indulging in.

"I am bored with these tricks, my lord. There must be more the power can do." Belinda lay on her belly on Javier's bed, shoes abandoned and her feet kicked up behind her, a palmful of witchlight glowing in her hand. It winked out as she spread her fingers, earning Javier's scowl.

"It took me months to call the light consistently, Beatrice. You can't abandon your practise after a few weeks because you find it dull, nor can we risk pursuing our gifts too far. You know what would happen if we were found out."

Beatrice flung away his protest with a wave of her hand, fully aware he was right and still too impatient to bow to his will. "How old were you when you began, my lord?" she said irritably. "I'm an adult, my power matured."

"I was ten," Javier admitted. "But that means nothing."

"It means everything," Belinda said. "You flex your power, Javier, weight others with your will. I wrap myself, hide myself, in mine. I'd been practising that for years by the time I was ten, long before power woke in me."

"Power you hid until I showed you it could be used," Javier said shortly. "Women fear strength, Beatrice. You should see that from your own behavior. Now make the witchlight again."

Unwilling to throw the truth in his teeth, Belinda schooled her features and called another palmful of light to her hands. She wouldn't allow irritation to fuel the soft golden orb; that would give Javier a score in a battle she could barely define. She wanted her strength to come from the control she'd learned through a lifetime's practise, not from raw, manipulatable emotion. She heard Javier say, "Good," and ignored him, subsuming annoyance beneath hard-won dominance. The witchlight wavered before stillness won out, serene confidence brightening her globe to brilliance.

"Javier." Belinda looked up, half-imagining warmth radiating from the light between her fingers. The prince turned to look at her, golden shadows warming his face and turning his eyes the shade of her magic. She sat up on her knees, cupping power, and flashed a smile. "Catch."

The impulse to throw it overhand, as hard as she could, shot through her. Instead she underhanded it, refusing the urge to use strength. It spun through the air in a delicate fiery arc.

The air between herself and Javier flexed, Javier's will thundering as though she'd offered an attack and he could end it by overwhelming her. Silver shot through the air, a s.h.i.+eld of his own moonlit power. Belinda's ball splashed against it, golden fire raining down in droplets, and she flinched back, feeling the impact as if she'd crashed against something solid herself. Javier's eyes rounded, youthful dismay that brought forth a laugh that Belinda usually kept well under control. An external focus of power certainly had its uses, but the prince would never match her ability to hide expressions. She stretched out her hand, calling the fallen sparks of witchlight back to her, and held them against her bosom when they'd returned, her eyes bright on Javier's. "Did you feel it?"

Javier's slow one-sided smile answered more thoroughly than words. "Try it again."

"And have my nose smacked up against a s.h.i.+eld again? I think not." Belinda rubbed her nose in offense, then lobbed her power with her free hand, deliberately winging it wide.

Javier fell into a fighting stance, eyes snapping to the golden ball even as silver creased the air again. Belinda put intensity behind the desire to stop her power's movement, and it brushed against Javier's s.h.i.+mmering s.h.i.+eld with a tingling caress instead of painful force. He split an astonished grin and she curled her toes under herself, lower lip caught in her teeth as they both stared at aspects of magic dancing with each other in the prince's bedchamber.

"We should stop." Javier's voice had no conviction. "Can you imagine what it looks like from outside? Fire darting across my room and light glowing bright and white like no torch anyone's ever seen?"

"The curtains are drawn. There's nothing to fear, Javier. Or will you be content with always hiding your skill, never pursuing its depths? I will not." Belinda tossed her hair as Javier's expression darkened.

"We dare not show it, Beatrice. Tell me you're not that great a fool."

"I'm not." Belinda brought a second ball of witchlight into being, the first one flickering but holding its position as fresh light cupped itself in her palm. "But look what you've done here, with just a little push. s.h.i.+elds, Javier. What else is possible? Can you make it invisible, so it can be used in battle?" She sent her own magic rolling out of her palm, taking a slow and circuitous route toward Javier as he glanced first at her, then at his own s.h.i.+elding. Concentration made a line between his ginger eyebrows, and the silver sheen of power faded a little at the edges. He exploded a breath of air, nearly a laugh, and shook his head.

"I may have to claim it's Gabriel here to protect my royal a.r.s.e. I don't know if I can take the moonlight away, Bea. It's always been there."

"Concentrate." The word came hard, Belinda's attention split three ways, but Javier gave no notice of her second attack until golden witchlight spun out behind him and wrapped itself around his eyes. He shouted, clawing at his face, and his s.h.i.+eld failed. Belinda shot up onto her knees, hand extended to direct her first attack toward the prince, who roared in offense as witchlight invaded his chest.

Laughter burst forth from Belinda's throat and lost her concentration in doing so, both hands clapped over her mouth. For all her complaints, Javier was right: they couldn't afford to be found out. The witchlight blindfold she'd wrapped him with faded and he glowered at her, shooting a cautious look at the door. No one came to it, his guards on the other side evidently unconcerned with noise. Her laughter, Belinda thought, might have been the saving grace after Javier's shout.

For a moment they faced each other, both panting with effort before Javier curled his lip as if to d.a.m.n the consequences and pooled silver light in his palms. With an instant's thought he split the ball of power into two and lobbed them, one after the other, toward Belinda. She shrieked, half startlement and half play, and flung herself across the bed, dodging physically even as she tried to focus on the idea of hardening the stillness, pus.h.i.+ng it out of her as a force of its own.

Silver splattered against a brief golden s.h.i.+eld, the reverberated impact less startling than her success. Javier shouted with pleasure and Belinda, half off the bed, lobbed another handful of power at him. He ducked, not bothering to s.h.i.+eld, and power exploded behind him as it smashed into the wall, leaving a scar above unlit candles. They both gaped at the mark on the wall before Javier turned toward Belinda, censure warring with admiration.

Heavy pounding on the door startled them both badly enough to jump, and Javier's expression shot toward anger before he swept his hand over the mark on the wall and stalked toward the door, yanking it open. "All's well," he said sharply to a dismayed guard. Then, unexpectedly, a sn.i.g.g.e.r ran over his face and he added, "A little disagreement over how the candles ought to be arranged. They said we gingers are tempermental, but G.o.d save me from the brunette in my bedroom. You've heard nothing at all, of course."

The guard looked in nervously, eyeing the scarred wall and Belinda in equal parts. She scrambled for the edge of the bed, twisting her hands behind herself guiltily, as though she might be holding one of the maligned candles. Something in the guard's expression changed, as though he was trying not to laugh at his betters, and then he stepped back with a rap of his fist against his chest. Javier closed the door and turned on Belinda, who ran to him, hands against his chest as she looked up with laughter and adoration in her gaze. "I am trouble," she whispered in delight. "And you, my lord, you are control and restraint and-"

He put his hands over hers, silencing her with the gesture. Belinda drew a sharp breath, words lost beneath Javier's grey gaze and the things his touch told her. Even in his irritation he sparked with life, a joy unrecognizable to him after a lifetime of solitude. She had brought that to him, saving him from lonely constraint; saving him from the h.e.l.l that he was sure was his for all eternity. For a few aching seconds her heartbeat matched his, breath stolen beneath an exquisite agony that knew he could not keep her, and still found itself daring to hope he might find a way.

The strength of pa.s.sion undid Belinda, leaving her gazing at Javier in astonishment. A lifetime of duty had never warned her of being needed, not for herself; only for what she could do. Hunger crawled up through Belinda's body, claws of determination curling in her groin and stinging her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, a taste of ambition burning away thought. She slipped her hands from beneath Javier's and knotted them at his hips, making a clean insatiate line of her body against his. "Look at who we are together, my lord, my love, my prince. Think of what we could do together. Think of the thrones we could hold."

But for all that he desired her, he went still, eyes darkening to silver. "We, Beatrice?"

Rage, pure and unexpected, took Belinda's voice and flooded her body until she felt as though heat poured off her. It captured her power, building it higher, alien and exciting. Javier had no right, no place, in questioning her use of we we, not when her power was clearly as great as his. It burgeoned inside her, begging to be used. It would be easy, deliciously easy, to let that rage ignite the very air, to burn Javier where he stood for daring, daring daring, to question her-!

Belinda forced clenched teeth into a smile, internal struggle more violent than anything she could remember. Pus.h.i.+ng away outrageous anger and slowing her heartbeat should be the work of a moment, the calm of stillness captured and wrapped about her. Instead witchpower flexed and fought her will, demanding Javier acknowledge her as equal, even superior: she could do what he did not, disappear from plain sight, manipulate others into acting as she desired. He could be used like any man, made to think well of himself and his cleverness while all the time doing her bidding. That he stood against her was exciting, profoundly interesting, but his gambit would ultimately fail: he was only male, slave to her will.

Belinda shuddered from her core all the way to her skin, so profound Javier caught her out of concern, despite the challenge she'd laid at his feet. Eyes closed against another surge of unaccustomed ambition, she whispered, "We both know I could never stand at your side and share power, but I might offer it to you in support, from behind those thrones you conquered. I meant nothing more, my lord. Forgive me." She opened her eyes, procuring a weak smile that had more to do with deep-seated uncertainty about her own impulse to dominate than the sought apology Javier would see it for. "Once more I've failed to watch my tongue, and I'd only just promised I would do so."

Mollified, he drew her closer again, voice dropped as he murmured, "Then perhaps I should watch it for you, Beatrice."

Belinda trembled, subsuming the outraged witchpower as she tilted her head back and opened her mouth to the prince's.

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JAVIER, PRINCE OF GALLIN

9 November 1587 Lutetia