The Last Riders: Shade's Fall Part 2

"Finish looking at your book. I'll take care of them."

Lily went back to looking through her book, only half-aware when Shade resumed his seat on the couch, looking through the other books on the couch.

"You have several books here on Texas and Arizona," he said.

"Um, hm." Lily turned another page before stopping. Her hands tightened on the book and her stomach turned. She gasped as a blinding pain struck her head again. She dropped the book to the floor as she tried to get to her feet to run to the restroom, feeling as if she was going to lose the food she had just eaten. That was the last thing she remembered.

Chapter 2.

Lily woke to a concerned Shade leaning over her. She was briefly disoriented at finding herself lying flat on the couch, but the realization of what had happened came back quickly.

"Lily, are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine." She rose up, embarra.s.sed, and Shade helped her back into a sitting position on the couch.

"What happened?" Shade asked, his blue eyes searching hers.

Lily put her hand to her head, but the pain was gone. "I don't know. I was just looking through the book and suddenly got sick. Maybe I had a reaction to the food?"

"I think if it was the food, it would have just made you sick, not faint."

"I had a terrible headache. I've had them on and off my whole life, but they're getting worse. Do you think it could be from when I hit my head during the robbery?"

"I don't think so. Your doctor did several tests to make sure everything was clear. Beth insisted he was thorough since there is so much new information coming out about head injuries."

"I know. It's just that I've never had two in one day before," Lily said shakily, reaching for the bottled water sitting on the coffee table.

"When did you have the other headache?"

"On the drive home. I took a nap when I got home and felt better." Lily sat the bottled water back on the table before reaching down to pick up the books on the floor, sliding them back into the bag.

"I see." Shade handed her one of the books, giving her a speculative look, which she didn't understand. She slid the book into the bag without looking at it.

"Is your headache gone?"

"Yes." Lily brushed her hair back from her pale face. She felt silly for pa.s.sing out in front of Shade. She consistently seemed to have some incident or other in front of him, which made her appear to be a weakling.

"Maybe watching something on television will take your mind off it." Shade picked up the controller, flipping the channels until he found a comedy.

Lily sat on the couch watching the screen until the show finally managed to draw her into the silly plot. She was still laughing an hour later when the program went off.

Lily stretched, yawning.

"Go to bed, Lily." The friendly man who had sat and shared his travels with her was gone, and in his place was the same withdrawn man that she knew.

"I am tired. Thanks for dinner, Shade." Lily expected him to get up and leave.

"Go on to bed, Lily. I'm going to sleep on the couch."

"There's no need for you to stay," Lily protested.

"You just fainted an hour ago. I'm not leaving unless you want me to call Beth and Razer. I'm sure she would come home."

"I'm not a child you're babysitting that isn't feeling well so you need to call the parents to come home," Lily snapped angrily. "I'm perfectly fine."

"No, Lily, you're not. People who are fine don't almost do a face-plant onto a coffee table. If I wasn't here, you could have hit your head again, and no one would have known until Beth came home in the morning and found you."

Lily gritted her teeth. She had known he was waiting to throw that at her.

"Shade, I'm fine now," Lily repeated her words, hoping this time he would believe her.

"Lily, go to bed, now. I'll lock up. I'll even be a gentleman and leave in the morning before Beth and Razer get home."

Lily knew from his expression that he wasn't leaving.

"Fine. If you want to sleep on a couch, go ahead." Lily angrily left, going up the steps to his mocking laughter.

When she reached her bedroom, she slammed the door behind her then immediately felt guilty. She had never been one to throw temper tantrums and wasn't about to let that stubborn man make her start now.

She lay down on her bed, leaving her bathroom light on as she curled into a ball, pulling the covers over her even though the bedroom was warm; however, she was too drowsy to get up and turn the air conditioner down lower. She had always burrowed beneath the covers to sleep since she had come to live with Beth and her adoptive parents.

As soon as the thought came to mind, Lily pictured an imaginary door blocking all thoughts of her life from before. It was a trick she had learned when she was a little girl, and she still used it to keep all the memories at bay.

She became angry when everyone treated her like a child, yet she used childish tricks to keep the negative tide of emotions away instead of facing them. She didn't want to remember the memories that were locked away behind that door, though. She fought her fears and anxieties every day, terrified that what was behind that imaginary door would take what little sanity she had left.

The next morning she woke, sitting up, covered in sweat with her pajamas clinging to her. She took a shower, was.h.i.+ng her hair and enjoying the cool water on her overheated flesh. When she dried off, she dressed in a cool, pink sundress that had little cap sleeves. Lily preferred wearing dresses to jeans, liking the loose feel of them on her body than the more constrictive clothes women of her age preferred.

Going to her bed, she pulled the sheets off then put fresh sheets on, making it carefully. She picked up the dirty ones, carrying them downstairs as she hoped Shade had kept his word and left.

Beth and Razer were sitting in the living room drinking coffee when she came down the steps.

"Good morning," Lily said brightly.

"Good morning," they both replied.

"Can I get you some breakfast?" Beth asked, starting to get up.

"No, thanks. I'll pour me a cup of coffee in a minute."

Going into the back laundry room off the kitchen, Lily started her sheets in the wash before pouring herself a cup of coffee.

"Did you have a good time last night?" Lily asked, sitting in the chair, carefully balancing her cup of coffee.

"Yes," Beth answered. Lily wondered at the blush on Beth's face but didn't make a remark.

"What did you do last night?" Beth asked.

"Read for a while, watched some television and then went to bed." Lily watched Beth's face to see if Shade had told them about her fainting then decided he hadn't when her sister's expression remained the same.

"Any plans for today?" Beth asked.

"No. I thought I would just clean the house."

"I'll help," Beth offered.

Razer got to his feet. "I'm going to mow the lawn while you two clean. I'll throw some hamburgers on the grill when I get finished."

"Sounds like a plan." Lily grinned, getting to her feet.

They managed to get most of the cleaning done before Razer had lunch ready. They spent the remainder of the day taking care of the household ch.o.r.es and relaxing. Lily enjoyed spending time with Beth and her husband, knowing the moment wasn't far away when this time would be gone forever.

"What's wrong?" Beth paused in loading the dishwasher.

"Nothing." Lily smiled. "I was just thinking about how things are changing. I'm graduating in December and your house will be ready. I guess I'm already missing you guys."

"Lily."

Lily took her sister's hand when her eyes filled with tears. "Beth, I didn't mean to make you sad."

"I don't want you to leave Treepoint."

"I haven't made up my mind what I'm going to do. It all depends on where I get offered a job. At one time, you didn't want me to settle for Treepoint."

Both of them knew the likelihood of getting a job as a social worker in Treepoint was slim. It was a small county and state jobs didn't open often.

"Promise me that you won't rush out and make a decision if you get offered a job somewhere else?"

"Of course. I prefer to stay in Treepoint." Deciding to lighten the atmosphere, Lily said, "But I have to go find my cowboy first and convince him to come back with me. Penni is loving Texas. I'm thinking of going to visit her after Christmas. The band she's managing, their tour doesn't leave until February."

"That sounds like fun," Beth said, finis.h.i.+ng loading the dishwasher.

"I thought so. Maybe I need to change my mind and go after a rocker instead of a cowboy."

The next morning, they walked to church, enjoying the pretty summer morning. Lily and Beth walked arm-in-arm with Razer following behind. In church, they sat together with Beth in the middle. Many of The Last Riders had begun going to the church. Viper joined Winter in the front with Evie, Jewell and Bliss sitting along the same pew. Lily wondered how many motorcycle club members attended church regularly, not that it really mattered. She was perfectly happy to have this club at her church.

Shade never attended, though. Lily shook away any further reflection on him. She found her thoughts wandering to him more now that she worked with Shade and shared lunch with him every day. Her eyes went to The Last Rider women, wondering at his relations.h.i.+p with them and which one he was involved with. Lily never asked Beth any questions about The Last Riders. Every time she had previously broached the subject, when Beth had first started getting serious with Razer, Beth had avoided discussing the individual members and their relations.h.i.+ps. Lily had shrugged it off, not one to invade others' privacy when she didn't want anyone questioning hers.

After the service, they stopped and talked to Pastor Dean who was standing in the front of the church. Lily smiled at him brightly. He was an excellent pastor who had taken over after her father's death a few years before.

"Lily, how are you this beautiful morning?" he greeted her.

"Just fine, Pastor Dean. I enjoyed your sermon."

"Thank you. I have a favor to ask of you. Several paris.h.i.+oners have made donations which I put in the bas.e.m.e.nt. Since it has a separate entrance, I thought that, if I could get a couple of volunteers to clean out the bas.e.m.e.nt and then organize the donations, I could open it to the public who need our help."

"I think that's a wonderful idea. I would be glad to help," Lily offered.

"I would appreciate it. Rachel has volunteered to help next Sat.u.r.day. Does that work for you?" Pastor Dean asked.

"Yes," Lily said eagerly.

"I could help," Beth joined in the conversation.

"I think Rachel and Lily will be enough for now, but thanks for offering. If it becomes too much for them, I'll give you a call."

"Oh, okay."

Pastor Dean gave Beth a warm smile. "Beth, you have plenty to keep you busy with our food outreach program. I think that's enough of a contribution of your time."

Beth laughed. "I do stay pretty busy. I've promised Razer I wouldn't take on anything else until we get in our new house."

"I have every confidence that you can accomplish anything you set your mind to, Beth." Lily watched as Beth gave Pastor Dean a bright smile at his response. Her sister was so pretty standing in the sun with her flaxen hair s.h.i.+ning and her light-colored, paisley dress. She looked like an angel. Lily turned away, her eyes darkening with torment. Not like me with my demons constantly chasing through my mind.

Attempting to shake herself from the feeling, Lily walked to the sidewalk and waited for Beth and Razer. Her eyes drifted across the street to the diner, seeing the motorcycles outside the restaurant.

"Ready?" Beth asked, coming to stand by her side.

"I'm not going to join you today. I thought I would go on home. I'm not very hungry." She wasn't in the mood to go to lunch and watch everyone monitoring their words around her.

"That's fine. I'll go with you and fix us something later," Beth said.

"Don't be silly. Go have lunch. I can manage an hour on my own, Beth."

Beth hesitated. "All right. I'll see you in a little while."

Lily smiled, brus.h.i.+ng a kiss on her sister's concerned face. "You worry too much."

Lily waved at the others as she left, walking down the sidewalk back to their home. It really was a lovely morning and Lily enjoyed the walk on the tree-lined road. They always walked to church and then would have lunch at the diner. The Last Rider members that didn't make it to church would meet them at the diner afterward for lunch.

She had seen Shade's bike outside and knew he would be waiting inside with Train and Rider. Those three needed to go to church more than anyone else. From the way her friends acted, they kept the women population busy.

Several of her girlfriends from high school, who still lived in Treepoint, were constantly talking about how good looking the men were. They had even tried to use Lily to gain an introduction to them. When they saw that Lily wasn't going to perform the introductions, though, they had devised other means. A couple had even succeeded, unable to hide their glee at showing off in front of the others, yet when the others would ask what they were like, a secretive look would appear, and the girls would change the subject.

Lily wasn't a fool. It didn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that the club had a policy about keeping quiet about what took place at the clubhouse. Again, Lily had to smother her hurt feelings. She felt as if each day she and Beth were drawing further apart.

Pus.h.i.+ng away yet another bothersome thought, she turned the corner onto her street. It never failed to give her a sense of homecoming when she saw her house.

As she walked, Lily began to feel as if someone was watching her, though. She looked around, not seeing anyone, yet she unconsciously began to walk faster, not sure why. She felt chills crawl down her back and goose b.u.mps rise on her arms.