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"Come back at six, I'll let you in then," I said. And then I hung up.

Lucy is nothing if not persistent, and she did not go away. She called me back three more times, and then she stood out there and pounded on the door for ten minutes, trying the locks in between calls, pulling furiously at the doork.n.o.b and yelling, "Tina! TINA. TINA." I cautiously made my way to the front of the apartment so I could listen to the commotion for a little while, and it really did continue for longer than you would have thought possible, even given the fact that it was Lucy. Then I heard Mrs. Westmoreland come out and say something curt to her. Lucy said something sharp back. A door slammed, and I heard more pounding, and a little while later I heard the elevator ding and heard a soft rumbly voice that sounded somewhat confused and vaguely like Frank. And then Mrs. Westmoreland, who had apparently called Frank and told him to get up there, said something that sounded wounded and angry and filled with righteous indignation, and she and Lucy started to argue. Then there was more patient rumbling from Frank, and the next thing I heard was the ding of the elevator and then the slamming of the door across the hall, and then silence.

So I went back and picked up the sweaters, which I had strewn about with a ridiculous degree of disregard, and I folded them up, making two piles. I kept the little green sweater out, because it seemed kind of friendly and real to me now. When I held it up to my nose and sniffed it, I thought it smelled a little bit like fall air, but that may have been because there was no heat in that storage area, so everything was imbued with a sort of timeless chill. I looked around at all the sweaters and shoes and Halloween costumes, and I thought about all the other things stored in that room. And then I spent the rest of the day picking up everything I had excavated and putting it back into the room behind the laundry. I shoved the broom closet back in front of the door, and for good measure I pushed one of those half-empty boxes full of expensive wine in front of it and tried to make it look exactly as it had before my discovery.

When Lucy arrived for the second time that afternoon, she was predictably in a state. "This is completely unacceptable," she snarled, pus.h.i.+ng right by me as soon as I opened the door. "You are forbidden to deny us entrance, Tina!"

"I'm not denying you entrance, I'm letting you in," I pointed out calmly. "Hi, Alison. Hi, Daniel."



Alison smiled at me with a vague air of apologetic goodwill. I could tell she'd already gotten an earful from Lucy, who really was ridiculously worked up about how horrible I was being.

"This afternoon was humiliating. Do you know I was asked to leave the building?"

"Oh for crying out loud," I sighed. "Would you stop yelling at me? What is the big d.a.m.n deal? I'm not your apartment slave. I was doing something and I didn't want to see you right then! I didn't say you couldn't come in ever."

"This is coming off. Now," Lucy a.s.serted, ignoring me and turning her attention back to my private set of locks. "Daniel, can you take care of this?"

"Well ... I can," said Daniel, with a tone of such rational reluctance that we all turned and stared at him. He shoved his hands into his pockets, looking thoughtful, and squeezed up his face into a sort of regret-filled grimace. He's actually a fairly nice-looking guy, even though his hair is thinning and prematurely gray, and he has a fondness for corduroy jackets. So he looked like an excessively reasonable father figure who was about to step in and make the girls behave.

"You can?" Lucy repeated. "Then I suggest you do so."

"You know, Lucy ... I think Tina might be right," Daniel suggested. "She's a bit at risk here. I personally can see why she'd want to have some degree of control over people coming and going. Besides, she's ent.i.tled to a bit of privacy, isn't she?"

"This apartment belongs to all of us!"

"It doesn't belong to us quite yet, actually," he pointed out.

"That's what I said," I started. He held up his hand, endlessly patient.

"Maybe we should take this away from the door," he suggested, waving everyone farther into the apartment, where the patently nosy Mrs. Westmoreland couldn't overhear absolutely every evil thing we might dream up to say to each other. It was pretty slick; in one fell swoop he looked saner and Lucy looked more out of control and nuts. The implication was not lost on her. But rather than snapping back, as was her clear instinct, she did as she was told.

"Of course," she said, tersely diplomatic. "Thank you. You are absolutely right."

"I just think we do have to be careful," Daniel continued, walking calmly to the far end of the great room. "You were asked to leave the building? That's bad, that's the sort of thing people talk about."

"That's my point. She should never have put me in that position," Lucy a.s.serted.

"I didn't, I told you I was busy," I volunteered.

"Doing what?" Lucy hissed.

"It's not relevant, what she was doing," Daniel told her. I was thrilled to be on the winning side of this, but I'm not so stupid that I didn't get what he was up to. The power plays were flying thick and fast. "It's clearly important that we maintain a presence here," he continued, sounding like the most sensible guy on earth. "So far I think Tina's doing a good job. You told me she's already made some friends in the building, she knows people on the co-op board, she's gotten some jobs babysitting?"

"For the Whites, yes. Mrs. White is on the board too," I said. Daniel's hand went up again, keeping me from drowning them all in helpful, sloppy details.

"So Tina is in fact doing what we need her to do," he noted methodically. "And you want to kick her out?"

"Kick me out?" I said, suddenly not feeling so cheerfully helpful. "Did she tell you that? She wants to kick me out?"

"No one's kicking you out, Tina, that's what Daniel is saying," Alison rea.s.sured me, a little too nicely.

"You guys talked about kicking me out because I wouldn't let Lucy just barge in on me in the middle of the day?" I said, getting all worked up as fast as I could. "That is ridiculous."

"It is ridiculous and it's not happening," Daniel repeated, but he wasn't talking to me, he was talking to Lucy. Lucy looked him square in the face, unflinching, even though she knew she had overreached and lost.

"Well, then, maybe I'll just move in," she said. And with that she headed down the hallway, pulling out her CrackBerry and moving her thumbs over it. I looked at Daniel, reeling from whiplash and worried that maybe I had won the battle and lost the war. He shook his head and raised his shoulders in a slightly edgy dismissive shrug.

"Let it go, she doesn't mean it," he said. He was right. By the time we caught up with her, she was phoning an order for sandwiches to some deli, without asking any of us what we wanted. I got stuck with salami on rye, which I have a feeling she did on purpose. But for the next two hours the conversation stayed on boring lawyer issues, and everyone behaved themselves and I was nearly rid of them by eight, when Alison started cheerfully clearing the paper plates off the coffee table. She took the trash into the kitchen while Lucy droned on about our court date and the deposition schedules and how Mr. Long was going to testify on Mom's behalf even though the opposition's attorney had tried to have him barred from the proceedings because of a conflict of interest, but our attorney had pulled some unbelievably clever move and successfully quashed their motions. Seriously, it was so devious and boring I thought my head was going to explode, when Alison breezed back into the room and held up the little green sweater.

"What's this?" she asked, cheerfully curious.

I froze. I don't know why, because usually I am a much more fluid liar. "Oh," I said, feeling my face turn red. Lucy looked at me, her antennae at full alert.

"What is it?" she asked.

"It's a sweater, a children's sweater," Alison told her. "I found it in the kitchen, on the counter."

Why I had left that thing on the counter is anybody's guess. It was the only thing I hadn't put away, but why on earth did I leave it out in plain sight? I wracked my brain trying to figure out what I had been thinking, while Alison was holding it up and admiring it, running her fingers down one of the cables and smiling. She wants to have kids so badly that even holding a piece of kids' clothing can make her shyly hopeful.

"It looks like it's handmade," she observed. "Isn't it sweet?"

"Adorable," said Lucy, taking the sweater from Alison and looking at it, then looking up at me. "Where did it come from, Tina?"

"I found it," I said. My brain was full of oatmeal and mola.s.ses. The secret I was keeping from them was so large it was making me catastrophically stupid.

"I've been over every inch of this apartment, and all the closets are empty," Lucy observed, not buying it. "Where was it?"

"Oh, not here, I didn't find it here," I said, recovering finally. "I took a walk over to Amsterdam and there was a stoop sale."

"You bought it at a stoop sale? Why?" asked Lucy.

"For the little girl upstairs." What a relief, my brain was starting to function again. The lies were coming thick and fast. "It was only a dollar and I thought it might be a nice way to just, you know, build on the relations.h.i.+p."

"Very smart," Daniel said, nodding to himself. Lucy handed it back to Alison, who folded it up and set it softly on the arm of the couch. And then, ten minutes later, she mentioned that she was tired, and she and Daniel headed for the door.

Lucy did not follow immediately. She wasn't going to punish me any more for locking her out, but she knew it would look weak to leave when Alison decided it was time to go, and she was tired of looking weak. So she lingered on the couch, checking her e-mails yet again. I, however, jumped up and said, "I'll walk you to the door!" Which had the advantage of looking proprietary and affording me a moment alone with Alison while Daniel went over to the elevator.

"Hey, Alison," I whispered, yanking her back into the apartment for a split second. "Can I ask you something?"

She looked at me, surprised and immediately worried by my conspiratorial tone. When we were teenagers, I had tried once or twice to get her to side with me against Lucy, and it never ended well. Her default position in times of family conflict was a sort of worried neutrality.

"It's really late, Tina," Alison said, edging toward the door. "I have to be at work early tomorrow."

"Do you know how Mom met Bill?" I asked.

She blinked, startled, then glanced at the floor. When she looked up, she made a little face, like she felt sorry for me.

"She was his housekeeper, is that what you mean?" Alison said.

"You knew that she was his cleaning lady?"

"For heaven's sake. You know they don't call it that anymore."

"What would you call it?"

"I don't know. What did you call it while you were out there at the Delaware Water Gap-you were a 'caretaker' or something. A lot of people do it, it's a good way to make money without paying taxes."

"She needed money?"

"She always needed money, you knew that."

"I just don't understand why n.o.body told me."

"Probably because n.o.body could find you half the time. Look, is there a problem?"

"Did she clean for other people?" I asked.

"What does it matter now?" said Alison. "I just want to know."

"Yeah, Tina," said Alison. "She was a cleaning lady. That's what she was doing when she met Bill."

"Elevator's here," said Daniel from the hallway. "Are you coming?"

Alison looked at the door and then back at me, and I realized it wasn't that she felt sorry for me. It was more like she thought I was stupid. "Look," she said. "Be nice to Lucy, okay? It's okay what she's doing, it's what Mom wanted. She wanted us to have something."

"Did Mom tell you that, that she wanted us to have Bill's apartment?"

"Don't make life so hard, Tina, please. It's always so hard with you. Daniel says that if you don't screw this up we have a really good shot at winning. It doesn't matter how it happened, we could win. We could win, Tina! We could win."

"Alison, I cannot hold this elevator forever!"

"I have to go, Tina. It's going to be fine!" she said. She squeezed my hand. "Don't screw this up! We could win."

16.

I DISCOVERED LOTS OF BOOKS ABOUT THE ARCHITECTURE OF OLD New York in the boxes in that lost room, all with little sc.r.a.ps of paper taped to the pages that told the story of the Livingston Mansion Apartment, which is an important apartment, as apartments go. I had never thought of apartments as being important, but now that I was staying in this one, I could see their point. The Livingston Mansion Apartment was the grandest of the grand apartments in the Edgewood, which was the grandest of New York apartment buildings when it was built in 1876. The Livingstons were an important New York family, one of the four hundred most important, or at least one of the four hundred families who considered themselves the most important, and Sophie Drinan was a Livingston, the last of the Livingstons, in fact. The story of her life, as told by her photographs, was elegant and thrilling. Pictures from all those books, plus the photos of her childhood, showed a home so lavish in its grandeur that it took me a while to figure out that it really was my deserted and decaying apartment.

Sophie was a good-looking kid, but her school pictures were horrible. As she grew up, her dark hair looked more starched and insane, developing into corny little bouffants that were clearly someone else's idea of pretty, because no seven-year-old thinks her hair should look like that. The crazy starched hair unfortunately followed her into high school. In a bunch of formal shots, each evening gown was more astonis.h.i.+ng than the last, but she had truly bad hair. A tidy stack of yearbooks from the Brearley School had pictures of her in plaid uniforms but her hair looked more normal. They showed her acting up a storm in some school play and giving a thumbs-up to the camera after a field hockey game, for which she was wearing baggy shorts and a T-s.h.i.+rt, with her hair in a ponytail.

In the next stack were more photo alb.u.ms, and Sophie's look s.h.i.+fted suddenly and radically into hippie chick/Janis Joplin chic. Cowboy boots and long skirts, tiny little tank tops, hair down her back and in her face, boyfriends in beards and blue jeans hanging all over her. At one point she seems to have had one of those crazy perms that no one would even consider anymore, and in another photo she had cut her hair down to nothing. Then came the wedding alb.u.m. This was my first look at Bill, the man who had commandeered my mother and left nothing to show for it but old underwear and mystery novels and some pretty good red wine. In the wedding pictures he looked young and terrified. He squinted, he had a bad haircut, and his suit was starting to wrinkle. The groomsmen, of whom there were seven, seemed smoother but unremarkable, all stiff smiles and identical boutonnieres, and the bridesmaids were equally unremarkable, wearing narrow pink sheaths with empire waists and matching headbands. The maid of honor's dress flushed into a darker, mustier shade of rose, but her transparent complexion was too pale for it, so she looked like a person standing inside a dress instead of wearing it. Bill looked hot and nervous next to all of them.

In the middle of all this upscale insanity, Sophie truly looked spectacular. Her wedding dress was pristine white satin, with a low scalloped neckline and a tight bodice that came to a perfect point at her waist, like the dress Sleeping Beauty wore when she p.r.i.c.ked her finger and fell asleep in the Disney movie. Her gown had miles of train and she wore a huge tulle veil held in place by a ridiculous little pillbox hat. Somehow, she pulled it off, but I hated her for it. Honestly, I hated them all.

I did. I hated these people. I couldn't believe the haircuts, the phony grins, the expensive dresses that no one ever wore more than once-all the smug details that money could buy, I hated all of it. The cover of the wedding alb.u.m was draped in white stuffed satin with a big heart fixed right in the center that actually proclaimed, in gold st.i.tching, Forever. The whole thing made you want to throw up and then just throw the book at the wall. Instead I dumped it back into its box and went back into the room to see what else I could find. I couldn't stand these people, and I couldn't get enough of them. Sophie seemed just perfect. I hated her.

My hunt through the boxes yielded more cowboy boots-which, after seeing pictures of Sophie wearing them, seemed almost eerie in their reality-and lots of thin tights, the kind you wear under skirts and with boots in the winter. I also found four full boxes of wool yarn in about sixteen colors, some of it still in skeins, some of it knitted onto needles and abandoned-half-finished pieces of half-imagined sweaters. There was a box with watercolor paper stuck together at the edges, some matte cutters, and dried-up tubes of time-frozen inks.

All of the leftovers from so many arts and crafts projects started to get to me-my mom did that with us when she wasn't loaded, projects with yarn and glitter glue and linoleum cutters-why the h.e.l.l do you think I tried to be a pottery major?-so my opinion of Sophie was swinging back in her favor. And then the ghost reappeared.

I knew it wasn't a ghost; I really did. Somebody in the apartment next door or on another floor even was having a crying jag right next to an air duct or something. But seriously, it sounded so much like a person stuck in a different time that it made your skin crawl. I was sitting next to the doorway, looking through the boxes by the light of the laundry room, and I could hear the ghost deep in the wall all the way across the room, buried by boxes I hadn't gone through yet. Her unseen and unintelligible argument was so drenched in heartsick rage that I decided she wanted to kill me for going through her stuff. So I quit for the night and went back to my sorry little adopted bedroom, where I stared at the sunset painted on the wall and wondered what had happened to that woman and why my beautiful apartment was so barren and lost that there was no room for anyone but me in it now. I lay there for a long time, wondering if the ghost would follow me, but she didn't; she was definitely trapped in that secret room. She was trapped in the night too. I heard her only after dark; during the daytime all was quiet.

Meanwhile, the legal machinations of all the various lawyers were churning away in some other cosmos, and for the moment Alison and Lucy and Daniel had decided to leave me be. I was free to keep pawing through somebody elses's stuff. And after spending a couple more days going through boxes of dishware and towels and children's toys and old ski boots, I found more photographs.

There were about six hundred of them, tossed into a box with a bunch of old negatives and also pasted in three chaotic photo alb.u.ms with no concern for chronology whatsoever. One alb.u.m, covered with dark blue leather, held dozens of photographs of two laughing little boys, followed by pages and pages of one laughing little baby, and then pictures of Sophie pregnant and holding the hand of one little boy, and then Sophie, alone, laughing at the camera, pregnant. After the strict chronology of the yearbooks and the wedding alb.u.m, the chaos of photos had a startling effect; I thought, oh I'm going back in time, and then forward in time, and then backward and forward at once. The other two alb.u.ms were the same, just a mess of people's lives with no sense of order.

Sophie's boys seemed to be having a pretty good time of it. She took a lot of pictures of them running in the park, eating ice cream, blowing out candles, riding scooters. As their ages leapt back and forth, the brothers maintained a goodwill for each other and the camera that was startling in its consistency, particularly given the grim weariness of the men I now knew as Doug and Pete Drinan. Even well into adolescence, both were blessed with what looked like wealth and happiness, cute girlfriends, fun birthday parties, and an unbelievably cool apartment to grow up in. Some people who may have been grandparents showed up occasionally, and a couple of girlfriends, or cousins maybe, were here and there. Bill was there too, grumpy, a little sloppy, often holding a gla.s.s of wine. And Sophie would show up still looking like a hippie chick in long sweaters and Indian-print skirts and cowboy boots. At some point she must have thought she was getting fat, because she started wearing big loose s.h.i.+rts open at the neck over a tank top. Then, when she felt skinny again, she would wear just the tank top without the s.h.i.+rt. In some photos she was wearing wire-rimmed gla.s.ses, but she didn't seem to wear them all the time. Or maybe all the back-and-forth with her weight and the hair and the gla.s.ses was because the pictures were so jumbled up. Her mouth was wide, her nose a little too long, and her eyes were large and expressive. At a certain point, it started to seem like she couldn't look at a camera without mugging a bit. Her hair was dark brown, and it never got gray.

So that is what the Drinans' lives looked like. After the high school proms and cotillions and the one big wedding, there were no formal pictures of Sophie or Bill. Except for one. She and Bill are holding hands and smiling at the camera. They are standing in front of a white marble mantel that has three golden gla.s.s vases on it and an antique black clock with tiny gilt feet. The wall is painted a kind of pearly dove gray, and you can see from the elaborate carving on the mantelpiece that it's the one in the great room; they are having their picture taken in their home before going out for the evening. The camera flash has caught Sophie and Bill slightly by surprise, but even so, both of them look traditionally glamorous; he is in a blue suit, and she wears a tight little black dress with pearls and low heels. Her hair is up in a cla.s.sic knot, which shows off her neck. They look happy and excited for a night out. Except for the fact that they are standing in the greatest apartment I've ever seen, they look just like my mom and dad. You can practically see the kids in pajamas watching in awe while the babysitter frames the picture.

It took me a couple days to hunt it down, but then I thought a bit and pulled out the garment bag that was way in back of everything. Sure enough, the dress was there, carefully folded inside one of the flas.h.i.+er evening gowns from her high school days. So well protected, it looked pristine, almost as if it came straight off the rack. It was a gorgeous dress-black silk taffeta with a fitted bodice and a plunging back neckline. The shoes I found by going back to the first boxes I had looked through; they were slightly scuffed around the back of the heels, and they were crushed a little by having had something heavy placed on them. They were also a little dusty.

The pearls I finally found in another box, tossed in as if n.o.body cared what happened to them, even though they were clearly the real thing, not fake like the jewelry my mom wore when she got dressed up. But there they were, curled at the bottom of the box, a double rope of perfectly matched champagne-colored pearls held together by a heavy gold clasp encrusted with real diamonds. That necklace should have been carefully laid in some dark blue velvet-lined case from Tiffany's or some store so exclusive that people like me have never even heard of it. Anyway, there it was, in a brown cardboard box, a perfect pearl necklace, lost in a disorderly clutter of shoes, plastic dishes, everyday spoons, and more shoes.

17.

I CARRIED THE PEARLS OUT INTO THE GRIM LITTLE TV ROOM AND sat on that lousy couch and wondered what to do. I was afraid to tell anybody what I had found, because I knew Lucy would insist that the stuff was all part of the estate, which meant, according to her, that it was ours. And then she would have appraisers from Sotheby's show up and paw through everything to see if they could find all the really valuable bits, and then those Drinan brothers would again lose everything they had already lost, only this time they wouldn't even know it.

I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what had happened in that crazy apartment, to Bill, or my mom, or Sophie, or those boys. The only person who might be able to cough up a few answers, I realized, was Len.

And that was when I realized I had not seen Len for some time. I couldn't remember the last time he had stopped by, but a quick investigation of the mossery confirmed that his absence from the apartment had been long enough to have a devastating effect. A dying mossery doesn't look like what you would normally call a disaster, in that there isn't a lot of spectacle involved, but when I poked my head into the kitchen and turned on the lights, an unmistakable air of doom hovered over all the beds. It was as if the breath of the room had tiptoed away; it felt kind of cold and dry and was simply too silent for anything to be growing. If you had never been in there before you might not notice anything, but the air wasn't moist, and the gentle tune of the water being pumped through the teeny-tiny irrigation system had gone silent. The pumps were dead, and the moss was slowly dying.

It is amazing how panicked a person can get over some dying moss. My heart started to race, and I began pawing around the counter to find the controls to turn the pumps back on. I had watched Len refill them once, so I knew the switches ran along the wall to the right of some beds of a normally purple-tinged forest moss, which had now turned a disturbing shade of gray. But when I turned the switches on, they instantly switched off, with a decisiveness that was frankly startling in an inanimate object. Because I was so worried about the moss, the water pumps' aggressive refusal to return to life seemed upsetting and perverse until I realized that they were clicking off because there was no water. There was just no water in the trays, in the beds, in the irrigation tubes, anywhere. I hurried to the sink, picked up one of the plastic watering cans lined up there, filled it from the tap, and immediately started watering all the beds. Then I refilled the three reserve tanks, which were tucked in corners around the room, and I tried turning on the irrigation system again. It clunked a few times, but then it started whirring and humming, and the sound of water running around the edges of the trays reemerged from the silence.

Once I had the water going, I felt better, but every one of those moss beds was in serious trouble. Most of them had gone brown; the previously spongy soil was hard and even brittle in places, and water was now pooling in little brown puddles instead of soaking in gently the way it was supposed to. Len had all sorts of moss-sized gardening implements lined up on the open shelves above the sink, but I had no idea what to do with any of them; watering was pretty much the end of my restorative capabilities. Besides, I thought, where in the world is Len?

After I checked my phone again, I tried to call him, but he didn't pick up, and his machine was turned off. So I went up to his landing and knocked on the door. For a moment, I thought I heard a vague rustle of movement, like someone was in there, so I pounded harder and yelled that the moss was in real trouble and he needed to come down and take a look at it. There was no response. So then I went down to the lobby.

"Hey, Frank! How're you doing?" I asked.

"Yeah. Tina. Hi," Frank said, with less enthusiasm than I was exhibiting. He was sorting through the mail and doing a crossword puzzle at the same time. "Haven't seen you in a while."

"I've been kind of busy."

"Good for you."

It was a little troubling to have Frank bristle at me, but I was worried, so I got right to the point. "Hey, have you seen Len?"

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