A Perfect Grave Part 31

The jet to Vancouver was three-quarters full.

Jason had a window seat with no one beside him for the forty-minute flight. In the air, his stomach tightened over the story. What if he struck out and something broke back home while he was away? Not much he could do about that. Chewing gum did not ease his tension.

Things looked gray outside.

A gentle rain was falling when he landed in Vancouver, British Columbia. Before connecting to Calgary, he checked his phone to see if Grace had returned his call.

Nothing.

He tried calling his old man. Maybe his dad had something. More important, Jason was concerned about how his father was holding up.

No answer.

His jet to Calgary departed on time. When the plane leveled off over the mountains, he put his files, recorder, and laptop on the tray table and began working. He scoured the photocopied pages of Sister Anne's journal, studied her graceful handwriting. The bulk of her entries were mundane notes or reflection on experiences of delivering hope in Third World countries. But scores of excerpts hinted cryptically at her past. Jason captured them into a story file, highlighting those that leapt from the page, such as: Oh heavenly Father, can I ever be forgiven for what I did, for the pain I caused? Although I am not worthy, please forgive me.

Regret and remorse were the underlying tones, he thought, as he read an excerpt written near the last days of her life: I deeply regret the mistakes I have made and will accept your judgment of me.

What the h.e.l.l happened? What could a nun have done that would compel such tortured soul-searching? It wasn't clear. She doesn't spell it out here. And he considered what Sister Denise told him about Sister Anne's odd revelation about "destroying lives."

What does it all mean?

Jason gazed out his window for the answer. Was it out there among the Rockies, reaching up from the earth below? All he could see was an ocean of snowcapped peaks that stretched to the edge of the world.

The key had to be in her past life.

And his best shot at finding it would be with the hermit nun, he thought, closing his laptop and his tray as the plane made its descent.

As the jet banked, its wing tipped. Suburbs wheeled by, along with a web of expressways and buildings. When the plane lined up for its final approach, Jason's stomach quaked in time with the hydraulic groan of the landing gear coming down.

Man, he could fail on an epic scale.

Or break this story wide open.

Chapter Forty-Three.

Jason didn't have a second to waste.

On the ground in Calgary, he rented a compact car and got directions to Deerfoot Trail, a multilane expressway that sliced through the city.

Heading south, he glided by Calgary's skyline with its gleaming skysc.r.a.pers jutting before the Rockies to the west. On his left, perched on a hilltop, he saw the gla.s.s- and-brick rectangle that was the Calgary Herald, Calgary Herald, the city's dominant paper. Nice-looking building. the city's dominant paper. Nice-looking building.

Jason checked his precision-folded map and the blue-inked line the rental clerk had made to guide him south along Deerfoot Trail and out of the city to Highway 2, which was the main provincial road. It ran north-south like an incision through much of Alberta to the Montana border.

About an hour from Calgary, as he pa.s.sed High River he heard the intro to Led Zepplin's "Rock and Roll" and he cranked the radio's volume and marveled at how the prairie plains met the Rocky Mountains.

Glorious.

Some time later, as he continued south, he was intrigued by the signs for Head-Smashed-In-Buffalo Jump, the ancient site where natives would drive the great herds over the cliff to their deaths for food and clothing. Farther south, after he turned west toward the Crowsnest Pa.s.s, he saw the ma.s.sive wind turbines, giant white windmills harnessing energy.

Cool.

Some four thousand people lived in Pincher Creek, a town nestled amid the ranch country and foothills of the Rockies. Jason got a second-floor room at the Big Wagon Inn Motel, a stucco building with a small, clean restaurant with tables covered with red-checkered tablecloths.

He got a clubhouse sandwich and while paying for it at the cash register, he got directions to Painted Horse Road from the cook, a large, kind, woman whose eyes vanished amid her rosy cheeks when she smiled.

"Sister Marie lives in the Jensen cabin on Whisper Creek Ranch. You go for maybe twenty minutes, turn toward the mountains. Look for the two huge white rocks near the road at the crest of a hill. Got WCR on the gate. You can't miss it."

It was late afternoon and black clouds churned in the sky as Jason's rental ripped along the twists, turns, and dips of Painted Horse Road. Pebbles pinged against the undercarriage and dust plumes rose in the car's wake, disrupting the tranquillity.

No other buildings or signs of civilization were evident.

The dash clock told Jason he'd been traveling some twenty minutes when the landmark rocks appeared. He slowed to turn and his car was swallowed by the dust he'd kicked up.

A long stretch of tired, weatherbeaten fencing led to the pine gate bearing WCR WCR. It was open, inviting Jason to take a gra.s.sy path into solitude.

His rental car crept along through a stand of spruce until he glimpsed the red tin roof of a log cabin, sitting perfectly amid a clearing, overlooking a rugged creek and the mountains beyond.

He killed the engine. As it ticked down, the gurgle of creek, the chirp of darting birds, and the cheerful flit of monarch b.u.t.terflies underscored the serenity. The glazed logs of the cabin gave it a st.u.r.dy, clean look; its window frames and edging had been painted a fresh b.u.t.tery yellow. He came to the door.

His knock was received in silence.

"h.e.l.lo, Sister Marie!"

Nothing.

He called again only louder and in all directions. The echo of his voice was still in his ears when he heard a faint response, stepped around the cabin, and saw a woman in the distance, farther along the small terraced hills. She was in a chair, working at an easel, beside a patch of garden, overlooking the creek.

She waved to Jason and he waved back.

As he neared her he saw that she'd used a cane to stand. She was dressed in jeans, a gingham s.h.i.+rt, and wore a wide-brimmed straw hat. She lifted her head, revealing thick gla.s.ses and a kind, ascetic face that met him with a healing smile. Her painting of flowers and trees was nearly completed. It looked good.

"Sister Marie Clermont?"

"Yes."

"I'm Jason Wade, a reporter with the Seattle Mirror. Seattle Mirror."

"Seattle. Oh my, you're a long way from home, dear."

He noticed she had an accent and guessed it was French.

"Yes," Jason fished for his identification, to rea.s.sure her.

She nodded at it, then pa.s.sed it back.

"Sister, I'm researching the biography of a nun who was with the Order, the Compa.s.sionate Heart of Mercy. I understand that before retiring, you were the senior council member who oversaw the screenings of many sisters."

The old nun nodded. Behind her gla.s.ses, her eyes were alert.

"Sister, my trip here concerns, Sister Anne Braxton. I'm sorry to tell you that she was murdered in Seattle."

"I know."

"You know?"

"Yes. An old friend in Olympia saw it on the news and sent a fax to the church in Cardston. We held a Ma.s.s for her."

"Well, I have something with me that belongs to her."

The nun leaned on her cane, s.h.i.+fting her weight, listening.

"Her journal."

"Her journal?"

"Yes, and if you'd allow me, I'd like to show it to you. Sister, I've come to ask you to help me understand Sister Anne's life before she became a nun. I'd like to write about it for the Seattle Mirror. Seattle Mirror. And I'm afraid I don't have much time." And I'm afraid I don't have much time."

Sister Marie considered Jason's request for a long moment.

Her eyes took stock of the darkening sky.

"We'd better talk inside. Looks like a nasty storm is coming."

Chapter Forty-Four.

The air in Sister Marie's cabin was sweet with the light fragrance of potpourri and soap.

A crucifix, adorned with a rosary, and a print of the Blessed Virgin hung on one of the walls. Jason noticed a tiny bathroom and small bedroom. He could see a narrow bed, crisply made, and thought it looked like one in a monk's cell.

He saw no phone, computer, or TV. One wall of the living area had a floor-to-ceiling shelf crammed with books and papers. He saw a large reading chair with frayed fabric. Next to it were a worn Bible and a magnifying gla.s.s. The small kitchen area had a woodstove and a wooden table with two chairs with spindle legs that did not match those of the table. The mismatch and the austere style suggested everything was secondhand.

"This is a special place, Sister, I like it." Jason set his files on the table after returning from the car.

Thunder rumbled outside as the old nun lit the stove to boil water for tea and coffee.

"This section of Whispering Creek Ranch was donated to the Order by an oil family whose matriarch died of cancer in a Calgary hospice the sisters administered."

"And how do you handle it, being out here all alone?"

"G.o.d takes care of me, dear. Paris.h.i.+oners check on me every day and my neighbor, half a mile down and across the creek, drops by often. I'm never lonely finding G.o.d in the quiet."

A cat emerged and nudged her leg as she prepared the tea and coffee.

"And I've got Sa.s.sy here, to protect me from mice."

"You're doing just fine."

"I am." She set Jason's coffee down in a chipped mug. "I've thought much about Anne since I learned of her death. How can help you?"

"I'm trying to complete the story of her life. She was loved by Seattle and it's my job to offer the city a full account of what it lost. We know nothing of her life before she joined the Order."

"But does that matter, dear? She gave herself completely, unselfishly to G.o.d and to others. And she gave it without vanity, without seeking credit. I think that's all that needs to be said."

"That is virtuous, but there's an overriding factor."

"What could that be?"

"Sister, the person who murdered her remains at large and could easily harm others. There's strong speculation that she knew her killer. Consequently many people feel that perhaps something in her past could help the police in their investigation."

Sister Marie glanced at Sister Anne's journal and the clippings, suggesting to Jason that the old nun knew something about Anne's past.

"Tell me, Jason, how did you obtain a copy of her diary?"

"Sister," he smiled, "you're not trying to get me to reveal my sources?"

"Is that what you think?" she returned his smile.

"It came to me through channels by those concerned that the truth be known; that everything that can be done to help find Anne's killer is done. Even if it means revealing her inner thoughts, even if it means revealing the mysterious parts of her past that seem to have tormented her."

"And what do you ask of me?"

"Would you please read everything here? It's not a lot, really. I've highlighted the important parts. Afterward, would you please allow me to interview you on your reflections on her journal and your memories of screening Sister Anne into the Order, for a feature I'm writing?"

Sister Marie considered the doc.u.ments.

"And if I refuse, I suspect you will go ahead with your report based upon your acquiring her personal, private diary?"

"Most likely. Sister, my job is to publish news, not suppress it."

She nodded.

"Give me a little time alone to look them over first, then I'll decide."

Jason nodded to the fire crackling in the woodstove.

"I've got plenty of copies of everything, Sister." He smiled.