Turns Out I'm Crazy Chapter 14

Facing the angry Lu Zhengfei, Chen Qianqing could only sigh and jump into the grave he dug for himself: “I'm sore.”

Lu Zhengfei put down the stool in his hands and hauled Chen Qianqing up. Chen Qianqing had not felt it before, but now, he had to sigh at Lu Zhengfei's great strength; he was actually able to lift a person like him who weighed more than 60 kilograms without any complaints!

Lu Zhengfei did not speak as he brought Chen Qianqing all the way from the piano room to his bedroom.

When it comes to this, even a fool would know what Lu Zhengfei wanted to do. Moreover, he had also done such things in the past——Yes, he had once brought Chen Qianqing to his bed in much the same way to show him a lesson. Unfortunately, he was currently the one being hauled around.

The bed was very soft, and also very big. Being thrown onto the bed did not hurt Chen Qianqing, he just felt a little dizzy from the impact. But the biggest problem now was not whether he had a headache or not, he had to figure out how he was going to calm Lu Zhengfei down now that his brain had been fried from anger.

Chen Qianqing started: “Lu Zhengfei, do you really have to treat me like this?”

It did not seem like Lu Zhengfei had heard him at all. To Lu Zhengfei, Chen Qianqing's refusal of playing the piano for him meant that Chen Qianqing had just refused to compromise with him; no matter how much Chen Qianqing tried to coax him now with his sweet words, nothing will help.

Chen Qianqing knew that if he really refused to play the piano for him today, his a.s.s would really be on the highway to suffering. Looking at Lu Zhengfei whose eyes were boiling red in anger, he sighed: “Let's go to the piano room.”

Lu Zhengfei stopped all his movements, just like a fierce lion who had been forcibly suppressed with a collar around its neck. Finally calm, he said: “You're willing to play?”

Chen Qianqing hummed in acknowledgement at his question.

Lu Zhengfei had actually lost his thoughts of continuing. He bent over and lifted Chen Qianqing up, heading back to the piano room——Clearly, he really was very eager to hear Chen Qianqing play.

Chen Qianqing sat in front of the piano. He turned over to peek at the expressionless Lu Zhengfei whose eyes were filled with expectation, and after a sigh, he raised his hands——

The sounds of the piano rose up, but Lu Zhengfei's expression was getting more and more silent. After a while, he asked: “What are you doing?”

Chen Qianqing looked innocent: “Playing the piano.”

Lu Zhengfei: “……I know that, but what are you playing?”

Chen Qianqing stopped what he was doing and stroked the pristine white keys on the piano with his fingertips: “Twinkle Twinkle Little Star……” Yes, that is right, Chen Qianqing only knew how to play one song, and that was……Twinkle Twinkle Little Star.

Lu Zhengfei: “……”

Seeing that Lu Zhengfei was not going to respond to him, Chen Qianqing thought he was going to compromise. He breathed a sigh of relief, but he watched as a blank-faced Lu Zhengfei approach him, and hauled him over his shoulder again.

Chen Qianqing: “……” Can we please talk something out? If this is going to happen every time I'm going to throw up.

Chen Qianqing whose stomach as starting to hurt from all the b.u.mping was once again thrown onto the large bed by Lu Zhengfei.

With his head tilted, Chen Qianqing peered over at Lu Zhengfei who was kissing his neck. Helplessly, he said: “Lu Zhengfei, I already played the piano, you wouldn't go back on your word if you were a real man.” Lu Zhengfei did not even pay any heed to him. He nibbled softly on Chen Qianqing's earlobe and huffed vaguely: “When did I promise not to have s.e.x with you?”

Lu Zhengfei's actions caused Chen Qianqing's body to tremble. The two had already been together for some time now, Lu Zhengfei could be said to be very familiar with how he could arouse Chen Qianqing's desires——However, it came with an extra requirement: that Chen Qianqing was to avoid looking at Lu Zhengfei's face.

Chen Qianqing had originally reacted to him slightly, but when he looked over and saw that frown on Lu Zhengfei's face, he withered down again disappointingly. Men were all creatures of the bodily sensations, that subtle feeling had already transformed into a bunch of gooseb.u.mps by the time Chen Qianqing came to his senses.

Chen Qianqing watched silently as Lu Zhengfei worked his body, and after a long time, he suggested: “Close the curtains.”

Lu Zhengfei paused abruptly: “What do you mean?”

Chen Qianqing really wanted to tell him honestly that he could not get hard looking at his face, and that things would perhaps improve if he could not see anything, but he knew that Lu Zhengfei would definitely fly into a fit of rage if he ever said it. Thus, he tried to give him the news in a more subtle way: “Having s.e.x in broad daylight is inappropriate.”

Lu Zhengfei glanced over at Chen Qianqing with some suspicion, but he still got up to pull the curtains shut.

The curtains were very thick, so even though it was still early in the day, the room had turned dark after they had been pulled shut. Chen Qianqing watched Lu Zhengfei as he climbed back onto the bed, and reached out to turn off the lamp.

Lu Zhengfei pulled his hand and asked: “Chen Qianqing, what are you planning?”

Chen Qianqing responded: “Are you doing it or not? If no, scram.”

But there was no way Lu Zhengfei would let go of this opportunity. Chen Qianqing had always been refusing him, and since his leg had been broken, he had only done it with Chen Qianqing once. He was already at his breaking point, so now that Chen Qianqing was willing to give him the yes, how could he say no?

As he kissed Chen Qianqing, Lu Zhengfei said to him: “Qianqing, I love you.”

Chen Qianqing was faintly absent-minded as he laid on bed, he wondered……Perhaps Chen Qianqing never had the slightest inkling of wanting to have s.e.x with Lu Zhengfei at all.

And in the end, Chen Qianqing still could not get hard.

Even though he could not see Lu Zhengfei's face anymore, the sounds of his gasping breaths were still familiar to him. Chen Qianqing could see Lu Zhengfei's face as soon as he closed his eyes, and no matter how hard he tried, his body could not react to the stimulus.

Chen Qiangqing had thought that even if he did not have a reaction, that Lu Zhengfei would not realize if the lights were off; but unfortunately, Lu Zhengfei was able to detect the anomaly when they were doing it. It was not until he reached out to pleasure Chen Qianqing's front did he finally discover that Chen Qianqing's genitals were still hanging down weakly.

“Qianqing.” Lu Zhengfei's actions stopped. He wanted to say something, but still decided otherwise in the end. He did notice that Chen Qianqing did not get hard the last time they had s.e.x, but he would never have thought that Chen Qianqing's body would be just the same as last time: showing no reactions at all.

Chen Qianqing knew what Lu Zhengfei was thinking about He let out a soft sigh, but did not say anything.

The atmosphere between the two of them had turned silent once more.

Chen Qianqing did not want to sleep with Lu Zhengfei, but he knew that this was impossible, so he compromised; but his body could not lie, it was truth that he could not get an erection. No matter how Lu Zhengfei tried to hide from his sight, Chen Qianqing's heart would go cold as soon as he thought about who it was on top of him.

To be done by yourself was something you generally would not even dream about, but this was happening to Chen Qianqing.

“Qianqing.” Lu Zhengfei started: “Let's see a doctor……”

Chen Qianqing: “Lu Zhengfei, do you really love me?”

Lu Zhengfei responded: “Qianqing, what are you saying? How would I be willing to continue this life with you if I didn't love you?” There were countless handsome men at his disposal, and Chen Qianqing's appearance could not even be ranked at the top, nor could his temperament compare. Even though he did not stand out among them, Lu Zhengfei just could not get his hands off him.

Chen Qianqing continued: “……Would you be unwilling to let go, even if your love would lead to my eventual death?”

Lu Zhengfei was confused: “How would you die?”

It was this almost stupid levels of self-confidence that led to the tragic end of the two.

Chen Qianqing knew that he could not persuade Lu Zhengfei. He simply stopped talking, and dragged his limping body to the shower.

Lu Zhengfei watched Chen Qianqing's back as he left, and a look of unspeakable pain appeared within his eyes.

Even though the original Chen Qianqing's personality was more stubborn, he would still never say anything that would hurt Lu Zhengfei even when the two would quarrel; but this Chen Qianqing was different. He was more gentle and easier to compromise with, but the words that came out from his knife were enough to drown Lu Zhengfei's heart with his own blood. For him to treat Lu Zhengfei with such cruelty——Was also to show himself that same treatment.

By the time Chen Qianqing was done with his shower, Lu Zhengfei was already gone.

The bed was a mess. Chen Qianqing sat on the chair next to the bed and felt the urge to smoke again. Unfortunately, he did not have any cigarettes at home, so he could only daydream. He did not realize that it was already the afternoon until a servant came to call him for lunch.

It was a Sat.u.r.day today, so Lu Zhengfei should have been eating at home. But after what happened today, he had no mood to do so. Thus, when Chen Qianqing came to the table, he did not see him.

“Mr. Chen.” It was the nanny who was surnamed Zhao. She has been serving Lu Zhengfei for many years, and Lu Zhengfei would usually call her Auntie Zhao. She looked at Chen Qianqing and told him: “It's Young Master Lu's birthday today.”

Chen Qianqing's hand froze on his chopsticks. He only remembered Chen Qianqing's birthday, and had completely forgotten about Lu Zhengfei's.

“Please don't be mad at him.” Auntie Zhao could see the things that happened between Chen Qianqing and Lu Zhengfei, and while she felt a sense of pity for the young master, she was sympathetic to Chen Qianqing as well. Softly, she said: “Young Master Lu truly loves you, he just doesn't know how he should love somebody……”

Hearing this, Chen Qianqing smiled: “I know, Auntie Zhao.” There was no one else in this world that could possibly know him better than Lu Zhengfei.

Auntie Zhao sighed: “Mr. Chen……” She wanted to say more, but she still resisted that urge. It was not known whether she found it inappropriate, or that it would be useless, but after a shake of her head, she headed back to the kitchen.

Chen Qianqing looked at the rice in his bowl that was half eaten, and suddenly lost his appet.i.te. He thought about it, if Chen Qianqing had treated him in such a way, he would probably be very upset as well.

But so what if he was upset? Chen Qianqing put down his chopsticks and wiped his mouth with a napkin. Being upset can't change history, and even more so, he would not be able to change the hate Chen Qianqing had for him in his heart.