Dream Star 87 Just Be Yourself 8

(WARNING: Mature content)

May 20th, 2035 - Universal S Academy, Base.

"Haruka..um.."

He quickly loosened her top, revealing her b.r.e.a.s.t.s as he leaned down. "Haruka..um wait." Lila managed to push him away slightly. "Please, don't."

Haruka paused and took a look at her hands.

"Your hands hurt."

"Yes, it's difficult….."

Rather, just please stop altogether. However, last time she said that. He just did it over and over again. It seemed to urge him on even more.

"Alright. But I will do things my way.."

Eh?

"Haruka?"

"I have my ways.." he murmurs against her ear. "I can't stand not holding you. I have other girls but you.. you're different.."

At that comment, her cheeks turned red. Even though she's afraid, hearing that is still embarra.s.sing.

"..Why are you blus.h.i.+ng? I said this the other day too."

"But um...Haruka...you.."

"I love you…"

!!

.. …..

Unlike the last time, Haruka had pinned her hands against the headboard. Her cheeks reddened, um...should she ask?

"H--Haruka, um..."

"What?"

She wants to ask why her hands are like this...

"Sorry is it too tight?"

"N--no but um.."

"Well, last time you kept piercing me even with your hands in such a state."

So he's worried about her. Normally she would be happy with that. But once again, the two of them will...Indeed Haruka was already unb.u.t.toning her uniform. In the beginning, he would mutter about the b.u.t.tons being complicated. However, she noticed how easily he was removing the b.u.t.tons with his ease.

She's had s.e.x before, so so many times with Kiryu. So she should be used to it, being touched and yet there's something different when it's Haruka. He had her completely out of her clothes now, salvia coated fingers were placed inside her mouth.

She's always disliked it, being touched by another person.

During her first souriee, dancing with another person made her feel sick and she hit the first person who extended their hand out to dance with her. And yet, there are people who that rule didn't apply too. It was Ren-san, with Ren-san it's different. And then Kiryu.

That didn't change when she grew older, when someone so much brushed past her she would flinch. Though the guys in the G.o.d5 have gotten close to her, she still gets frightened. So they never linger their hands for long when they pat her on the head or comfort her. They know she's afraid, and yet they don't judge her.

Haruka likes to tease her. Or at least what he calls preparing her body. Before he so much puts it in, he's teasing every inch of her body. His tongue gliding over her b.r.e.a.s.t.s, licking, sucking, hands trailed between her thighs. Her body feels hot. She doesn't like this. Kiryu, she wants to think of Kiryu only. When she's with Kiryu, it's not this painful. She felt her tears grow more rapid.

... Haruka, why can't he be kind to her anymore? Did she really upset him that much?

He parts their lips slightly, "Even if your afraid, I won't stop.."

"Haruka, please...don't..."

He exhaled deeply. "No matter."

...Does...does he want her to say something? She doesn't know what to do... She heard a rustle and found that he was unbuckling his belt. Ah..it's going to happen again. The last time, she wasn't able to think straight about what was happening. Is she more rational now? She doesn't really understand. A single thrust. But that's all it takes to drive her on edge, that's all it takes for her calm mind to turn into a blur.

Oh no, her voice became strange again...

"Your voice is so loud, it's perfect."

P--perfect? For? Um, this?

Haruka doesn't say anymore and his words, as well as hers, were replaced by a series of moans and heavy panting. The feeling of having him inside her for so long felt strange. The feeling of him being inside her itself was strange... This whole thing is completely strange. Last time she wasn't able to think rationally. But this time around, even with her thoughts in tact...she is confused. He lets the feeling linger even after he pulled it out, he takes breaks despite his monstrous stamina. But it's short and she isn't left a moment to relax when he's inside her again. Pounding into her more aggressively, more needy, more desperate for her.

It's strange how she's able to understand his thoughts a lot more. Even though she can't understand her own mindset. She's able to understand Haruka's thoughts. He wants her so badly. Why does he desire her so much? In the past, she would frequently ask her that. She understands it a lot more now. Why he desires her. "Ari." he murmured against her ear.

"Y--yes?" she managed to voice out a reply.

"I'm going to keep going... "

Her mind was in a daze, to keep herself from being too frightened. Lila tried to focus

"Yes or no?"

"Y--yes?"

"Good."

Did she just agree? To--do what?

She doesn't get a choice to voice her thoughts, as a sharp pain filled her body.

She wonders if this is what it feels like to be touched by another person... Another... Her thoughts immediately broke by Haruka's next aggressive thrust. Haruka...he's being so rough...It's painful.

She isn't surprised when the binding comes undone, due to the intensity of his movements. To be touched by another person. To have someone else flow inside her, to be joined and connected with another. It's something she never thought of before. But it's happened, and she doesn't know how to feel about it. Perhaps if he wasn't so rough and aggressive, she would be able to think about this more clearly. But right now, her thoughts are a mess. Her thoughts are a mess, however, she does understand one thing.

She doesn't want this.

"Ari.."

Oh ... Oh...He keeps...saying her name so lovingly. She feels like crying. "Does it hurt?'

It does hurt, but that's not why she's crying.

"Calm down." he murmurs against her ear.

This person really likes her. What is she supposed to do?

How is she supposed to turn him away?

How does she carry on refusing?

She doesn't want this, it's scary.

But how does she push him away?