My Possessive Admirer 34 Memories: Part 1

I had to find out what Ben wanted me to know by giving me the book. It was written by Lisa Renee Jones. A book filled with love, betrayal and revenge. What did Ben try to mean that I'll find my answers in this book. It looked like a normal book...

I tured the pages to see if anything was inside but actually found nothing. Did a few seaches in Google as well about the book. I didn't see anything out of the ordinary either...

Did make a joke just to make me worried!

He wouldn't right. He still cares for me. I stopped suddenly understanding what I was thinking...Am I planning to fall for him again! The same mistake, the same betrayal that I faced once was I ready to face all of that again!

The changes I felt inside me made me feel ashamed. All the hatred I had for him, all of them just vanished along his charming voice, his gentle touch against my skin. Have I so fallen weak, desperate in his love that the past doesnt even matter to me now! He clearly doesn't love me. We don't leave the people we love. We don't abandoned them & leave them on the road to die. Ben did the same to me but how can I still love him after all he did. I'm must be out of my mind. But the feelings which I'm feeling for Ben it's hard to deny that. The want to be with him is just killing me inside at the same time. I was fighting with the strom that was destroying me inside little by little.

I checked the pages of the book again I didn't see anything unusual. Why did Ben even gave me this book!

OH WAIT! 25 !!

I picked up the book in a hurry and opened page 25. I looked at the page carefully and I saw a small memory card. It was between the two pages so I didn't notice it before.

Memory card! Why will he give me a memory card for! Does this means something is in it?

I quickly transferred it to my laptop to see.

There was some video clips in it and the rest of the memory card was empty.

In the first video clip I saw a recording of a beautiful side walk. It was winter then maybe. The side walk was filled with fallen leaves. There was mist too which made the whole scenery so mysterious.

A boy was video taping it. But the face wasn't shown as he was doing it himself. I only saw his hands and shoes that he was wearing. He was wearing a black shoe with red strips and a black Jacket.

Suddenly a car came and stopped a little far from him in front of a house.

I looked at the car as it looked very known to me like I have seen it before. Suddenly the doors opened and what I saw made me go in shock. I saw my dad coming out of the driver's seat and mom from another side. Dad went to pick up something from the car's back. He came back with a luggage in his hand and he opened the door of the back seat. After that what I saw I couldn't believe my eyes anymore. It was me. I was wearing a dark violet frock of velvet. I was 15 or 16 years old then I could guess it from the clip but what shocked me the most was that I don't have a memory of it!!!

This video is only 4 or 3 years old from recent date according to my age that was shown in the video then why don't I remember anything!!

I looked at the boy for a split second and gave him the look for video tapping us. My parents didn't notice him though. We went close to the house and someone opened the door and welcomed us in. Then I saw he stopped the recording. It was the end of the first video.

How is this possible! Who are these people? Are they really my parents and the girl it was me but how is this possible that I don't have any memory about it!

How Ben has this video clip! Who tapped it even! Him!!?

but how is this possible I never met him before.

I saw 4 more videos. I wonder what are in those!