The Kpop Otaku's Dream 75 Jealousy Part 3: A Not So Honest Goodbye

Chae-won!! She clearly enjoyed the attention. And the way she blushes at Dylan's words.

Those stupid dimples look like they are teasing me!!

I know, I can't stop every girl from falling for him but I can at least protect what's mine right? Is that so wrong?

Noticing the time, I'm reminded that Dylan has to be on set by 9 am today while I have my first cla.s.ses at 10.

"Dylan! it's getting late you guys need to go!" I raise my voice.

He responds promptly to my reminder, not showing one ounce of irratation at the fact that he knows this information before. I always liked how unlike my Dad, whose always grumpy in the morning. Dylan always seems to wake up on the right side

""You heard the lady!" He directs his speech to the group. Like a leader. His the youngest of the group but there are always moments when I feel like his way more mature than he appears to be. It's been happening ever the more often recently.

Just thinking of the time when he was scared of those three thugs at the amus.e.m.e.nt park. Makes me laugh.

If the Dylan of now saw him, he definetly would of handled it a whole lot different.

I can't even believe thats it been nearly a year already. His growing up to be less of the man of my dreams. But more the man I can't live without everyday. Even if his an annoying braggart sometimes.

"Let's go!" he says as he makes his way to the door.

'Hey! he usually makes a whole fuss about how he needs a energizer boost in the morning to get him going'

'His leaving just like that?'

Taking off my dishwas.h.i.+ng gloves, I hurriedly trot to the door. Its only about 10 metres but the rus.h.i.+ng and panicking makes me breathe haggardly

"Aren't you forgetting something?" I ask softly.

"What?" He answers as he looks confused

'Seriously? Where did this guys EQ go to? Isn't it obvious'

'How am I even supposed to ask to be kissed in front of other people'

Stepping forward until his tall body blocks the others view from my actions, I take two fingers to my lips and press them together. I then bite my lower lip as Iook up and ponder whether he understood the meaning.

A small grin forms on his face. This is the first time, I'm initiating skins.h.i.+p. I hope he doesn't expect this from now. While I may be a devout advocate for feminism, women empowerment, and the changing of gender dynamics. I'm still somewhat traditional when it comes to how dating works.

He lowers his head down, so I can be at eye level. Smelling the sweet scent radiating from his body. I know its not any cologne but rather his natural fragrance. Can he not be so tempting.

Confession time: Sometimes I want eat my boyfriend. Like roll him in yogurt, dip him in chocolate, and eat him. I have to physically restrain myself from taking a bite out of him. He just smells so FREAKIN'DELICIOUS. Even right after the gym, when hes a sweaty disgusting mess, I want to nuzzle him senseless. I want to smell him, eat him, and crawl inside his skin like an amoeba. It's the smell of his skin. It is intoxicating.

Please don't think I'm some perverted freak or anything. Its science. After some asking around, I realized I'm definitely not alone. People just don't want to admit it because it sounds creepy. You're welcome, everyone. I am just here to take the flack

Takeesha Roland-Jenkins, a professional consultant for the Between Us Clinic, says "A number of people actually choose their partners by subconsciously being attracted to the scent of another person's pheromones"

And as for wanting to eat him alive. You know when you see a baby, puppy or hot person and think, "They're so cute, I could just eat them!" Wanting to eat or bite things that are adorable, precious or attractive is called "Cute-Aggression," and it is actually a totally normal thing to think.

When you have feelings of extreme anger or frustration, the same parts of your brain lights up as when you have extreme feelings of delight. This means that your brain will sometimes confuse aggression and adoration. Hence, wanting to eat or squeeze something or someone you find totally adorable. And these feelings comes from all those pheromones!

SO I'M TOTALLY NORMAL, OKAY!

Dylan then says something which I really can't make out. I think he was speaking j.a.penese, I'm not really sure. As his lips draw closer and he gives me a courteous yet not so innocent kiss.

Looking at the hunger of desire in his eyes, I feel satisfied and push him out the door.

Chae-won was glaring at us the whole time. She had a look of someone who just downed an entire bottle of vinegar. She's definitely jealous now.

I feel a sense of pride growing from the bottom of my stomach as I go back to cleaning.

When I'm finished and am about to leave. I get a message from dylan which reads

'Baechu, will be late tonight. Eat without me. Going to meet my uncle about a company matter. Want anything sweet to eat for a late night snack?"

I think before texting back

'Macaroons'

My phone instantly lights back up

'I'll send someone to get from purple friends place'

It's moments like this where I can't help but feel warm.

I gaze through the large window into the distance and offer a small prayer hoping that his day will be good.

'Fighting!!!'

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5 minutes earlier

At set Dylan's phone rings and the caller ID informs him of the persons Ident.i.ty.

"h.e.l.lo, Uncle, why did you call?"