If It's Your Will 9 Is This My Fate?

"Zi Yan!" I don't have any other thing to know but to about her name.

This doesn't suppose to happen, I am not supposed to lose her here.

"b.i.t.c.h how dare you kick me?!" I tried to look at the person who attacked us and by now his eyes is blood shot and I think it's because of Zi Yan.

"My lady... please leave right now" I didn't listen to her and tried to bring her with me.

"No Zi Yan we must leave together didn't you tell me that you'll never leave me?" I asked with a face full of tears.

"Your highness... I'm sorry I won't be able accompany you from now on, how Zi Yan hope... that your highness can tell it to my parents and siblings that I'm not going... home anymore" She smiled at me, and then she close her eyes.

"Zi Yan please don't leave me, we must escape from this forest and live a normal life. We don't need them so please don't leave me your the only one I have. Please let's go to your home I will come with you" I tried to call her again, but she never gave a response I don't even know what to do my tears just won't stop falling. I tried to use my cloth to clog her injury so that no more blood will leak but there's no stopping it.

"That woman is no more" Someone behind me said and I immediately turn my head to look at it.

I saw a very beautiful woman sitting in a big stone with her clothes hanging with the wind.

"Who... Who are you? "

She just smiled at me and give me something but I didn't look at it and stare at her until her silhouette cannot be seen.

I didn't have the time to look at what she gave to me and immediately brought Zi Yan's body with me.

After a one hour of walking I have found a very suitable place for her to rest in. It is a beautiful land with so many flowers in it and the trees also blooms peach blossoms.

I lay her body on the side and then I've tried to find a rock which I can use to bury her body.

While digging a hole I'm also crying, reminiscing the memories that I had with the person whom I treat as my friend and also a mother who look after me from my childhood.

Why? Why do I need to experience this kind of painful things? Have I've done a sinful deeds from my fast life or Siming is just playing with my fate.

When I have finished digging the whole, I've gathered a big piles of flowers on it so that it can serve as her bedding and then I put her body on it.

I've tried to hold her a little longer before I let go I kissed her forehead and gave my thanks for taking care of me.

After those simple actions I immediately fill the whole with the soil that's from it earlier and after that I gave her grave a final touch by adding a beautiful Stone and also the golden hairpin that I have in my hair.

Now you can finally go home.

I love you Zi Yan.

and thank you for everything.

A Suivre...