My Secret Lovelife 24 Internals: An Utter Mess

I am Sonnet as you all know me. Right now I'm tying up my hair as I have to go to college to give my tests. I took G.o.d's blessings and went out.

I reached college at 9:30 a. m. and our exam would start at 10:00 a. m. I and Lacy were extremely tensed. We both were studying like mad people. We have 2 exams today. In the First half we would have basic electrical, and in the second half we would be having physics. It was really a mental torture to physically healthy people.

First half exam began.

I was writing and was confident. I was able to answer the total score. So, I was kinda satisfied. I went outside the exam hall once I had completed checking my papers. Sky was still scribbling. Lacy went out 10 minutes before me. He was writing with full dedication. That made me fear a bit. I was thinking did I mess up with my exam or not?

Lacy was consoling me: Leave the toppers. I will be happy even if I get 50% of the total score.

I was agreeing with her.

After that we had 1hr 30 minutes break. I, Lacy, Ellie, Sh.e.l.ly, and Sherry were going through the practice papers that Sir helped to solve in the cla.s.s. Physics is the only subject which can never make me satisfied. Those derivations, and those big diffraction, interference and quantum equations really suck away my brain and heart. Sky was with his boys group. Rather toppers group. They were telling no need to study so much. And was not really opening the copy to revise. We didn't give a s**t to their remarks. Finally he came to me. Sky said, " Here ,take a good care of my notes. And what are you studying show me? "

I said, " Read it"

He slightly moved towards me. And bent his head in front me and started reading from my notes.

Just imagine my condition. I was thinking how should I control my self. If I had not fallen for him I wouldn't even give a d.a.m.n to him. But his looks, while reading in front of me.. the angle...what to say.... Can't express it....

I in fact noticed before while I was studying he was looking at me in between. I couldn't maintain an eye-contact because I was really tensed about the exams. But when he softly came to me. I realized all my worries faded away..

Then the bell rang. All headed to the Hall. I had completed writing the paper in 45 minutes. Checked it. Yet I stayed in the exam hall until the peak time. Suddenly he turned his face during the exam smiled at me and asked softly Answer of question 7 only one example ..( I was like you only got me in the Hall. )But I told him the answer- Eye contact and lip sing was sufficient.I couldn't understand whether that was a mischief to chat with me or really he needed. But his eyes showed the necessity.

Actually in my school days after one incident I had vowed not to help anyone during examination Hall specially in school. But in college the vow will be broken if either I need help or if someone else needs it. He was the first to break my vow in college. In fact I didn't help Lacy as such in such times. But he was someone special for me. I left the Hall. He was still writing. My heart wanted to wait for him. But my mind told to leave the Hall and go with Lacy to go home.

And just after completing my exams I went home.

After all next exam was Maths..