Amber And Her Wolves 41 Chapter 41 Midnight Talks

We all got settled with my brothers staying in the room opposite to make sure that I was safe. Alec was staying in the cells overnight and until I was gone to make sure he didn't do anything. I was going to sleep on the bed whilst Daniel slept on the sofa bed in his room. We used to do this all the time as kids which is why there's a sofa bed in his room. We set up the sofa bed and the boys told Bradley what was going on. Bradley teleported us all clothes for tonight and tomorrow. All the other Alpha's went home after what had happened and the council would be coming tomorrow to try and arrest me by the sound of it. I tossed and turned for about an hour trying to get comfy but I couldn't. I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I tired. I got up and sneaked out to the pool outside. I sat by the pool with my feet in it just trying to calm down and get sleepy. I sensed someone sit dawn next to me and Daniel put his arm around me. I leaned on his shoulder and we just stayed there for a few minutes not saying anything. "I miss not knowing." I said after a while. Daniel removed his arm and looked at me confused. "I miss not knowing about all of this. I miss being in the dark about my parents death and my whole family. Look how messed up my life is. The council probably want me dead, Alec wants to torture me to be his mate and Dominic wants me to be his mate too. What am I going to do?" I asked starting to get angry. Dominic killed my parents to get to me and I want to return the favour by killing him. Alec just wants me to be his mate but if I do that he'll be horrible to me. All I'll be able to do is sit there and look pretty. "You needed to know the truth Amber whether you like it or not. You have a family still. You have brothers. And yeah people want you but that's because you're so powerful and beautiful." Daniel replied. He put a piece of my hair behind my ear and put his forehead on mine. We pulled apart and I leaned on Daniels shoulder again. Nothing was said and nothing needed to be said. We just stayed there looking at the stars in the sky. We didn't hear my brothers coming up behind us until the pushed us both in the water. I growled at them and got out of the pool. I s.h.i.+fted into my wolf and shook the water off me and on to my brothers. They weren't impressed. Daniel got out of the pool too and went inside to get changed. I stayed as a wolf and sat down with my brothers. "We heard Amber. We heard your conversation." Drew said. I looked away from them and didn't say anything. What was I supposed to say? I'm sorry that I wasn't ready for this life. I'm sorry that I didn't want to know my parents died because of me? I'm sorry that I'm powerful. What the h.e.l.l was I supposed to say? "Amber we know how you feel. We know it's hard but you need to talk to us or we can't help you." Ash said. I still didn't say anything. I didn't know what to say. Instead I just ran off. I ran into the forest to try and find a cave or stream to sleep by for the night. I didn't want to go back yet. I had no idea what to do. every since I find out about my life I have had a plan. At first it was to control my powers. Then find my brothers. Then s.h.i.+ft into a wolf and learn about controlling my wolf. Then we built a pack from nothing. We built a safe haven for hybrids everywhere. Now I'm not sure what to do now. It's clear that I don't have a mate which means I don't even have anyone to find. For a werewolf, their whole purpose is to find and help their mate. I don't have one now because I rejected Alec. I found an stream and had a drink before laying down by it. I heard footsteps near me and the leaves crunching underneath paws. I looked in the direction thinking that it was someone I knew looking for me. I didn't recognise the scent but for some reason I liked it. A ma.s.sive black wolf stepped out from the trees and stood over me.