The Lady of Loyalty House Part 37

"Love of woman leads us to strange issues," he said to himself, with a wintry smile. "Cavalier, Puritan, and poor Jack here, we all love the same lady, and here be two of us clapping palms together to kill the third."

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HALFMAN DISPOSES

Brilliana came in from the garden. Halfman heard her step and turned.

She was pale with many emotions; he never had seen her more beautiful.

"The King has gone, friend," she said; "G.o.d bless him for his clemency."

"My heart does not sing because a Puritan lives," Halfman answered, sourly. He stared into the fire again and saw burning towns between the dogs. Brilliana paused for a moment and then came a little closer to him.

"We have ever been friends," she said, softly. There was a note of timidity in her voice, new to Halfman, and he turned in surprise.

"Indeed," he said, roundly.

"We have been fellow-soldiers," Brilliana went on, still with that curious hesitancy that sat so strangely upon her. "We have shared a siege. I have a secret to tell you."

Halfman felt a sudden uncanny warning of danger. "A secret," he repeated, staring at her.

Brilliana was outblus.h.i.+ng all things red--peony, poppy, flamingo, anything.

"You have always loved me, Hobbin?" she asked, half timorously.

"I have always loved you," he answered, slowly, with a rigid face.

"Then you will be glad of what I have to tell," she said. "There will be no change here. For I love this gentleman even as this gentleman loves me, and we are to wed when this meddling war is ended."

"You love him?" Halfman echoed, dully. "You wed an enemy to the King?"

Brilliana sighed.

"Love is the greatest power in all the world," she said; "greater than kings, greater than emperors, greater than popes. But I will wed no enemy to the King. If these wars were to endure forever, then forever my dear friend and I would remain unwed and bear our single souls to heaven."

Her voice was low and dreary; suddenly it brightened.

"But these wars will not endure forever. The King will be in London in a few days; the Parliament will be at his feet; my friend will be no more a rebel, for all rebellion will have ceased to be."

"How if your friend be killed before the King reaches London?"

Halfman asked her, hoa.r.s.ely. "The wheels of war do not turn from the path of a lover."

"If he be killed," she said, simply, "I do not think I shall long outlive him. My heart does not veer like a vane for every breath of praise or pa.s.sion. First and last, I have found my mate in the world; first and last, I will be loyal while I live. But if he die, I hope G.o.d will deal gently with me, nor suffer me to grow gray in sorrow."

She turned away from Halfman that he might not see the tears in her eyes, and so turning did not see the tears that stood in his. She moved towards the harpsichord and dropped into the chair that served it. Her fingers fluttered over the keys and a tinkling music answered them and underlined the words she sang:

"You ride to fight, my dearest friend, I bide at home and sigh; G.o.d only knows what G.o.d may send, To test us, by-and-by.

If 'tis decreed that you must die, So comes my world to end; And I will seek beyond the sky The features of my friend.

Come back from fight, my dearest friend, The idol of my eye, That hand in hand ourselves may bend Before G.o.d's altar high.

If death consent to pa.s.s you by, How sweetly shall we wend To the last home where we shall lie Together, friend and friend."

As Brilliana sat at the harpsichord playing the brave Cavalier ballad, Halfman, watching her, found his eyes dim with most unfamiliar water. Fierce memories of his life seemed to come before him sharply, vivid succeeding pictures, rich in evil. In a flash he tramped across forests, sack and battle and rapine new painted themselves upon his brain; deeds long dead and forgotten suddenly became instant agonies. He seemed like a prisoner before an invisible judge, and his startled spirit sought wildly and vainly for some good deed it might offer in plea for pity. If only he had spared that girl, that child unripe for love, who never dreamed of brutal hands.

He seemed to see her in the room where he ran her down, her staring eyes; he seemed to hear her screams; he remembered how hot his blood was then, though now it ran like ice at the memory. If only he had not helped to torture the old Jew in San Juan; if only he could blot out his share in all those acts of l.u.s.t and blood. And through all his horrid thoughts came the sweet voice of Brilliana singing the sweet, brave words, and he saw her curls sway as she sang, and he thought of her love for her kinsman which she had told him so simply, and he thought of his own mad love for her, which she would never know, which no one would ever understand. And then he thought of that grim sentry at the western gate whose hate was black, whose aim was fatal.

A fantastic purpose came into the man's thought. His mind was ever like a stage with the lights lighted and the curtains drawn, upon whose boards himself played a thousand parts and played them to the top. Here was the part he had never played, the n.o.blest, the most heroic, chiefly perhaps in this, that it was also the loneliest. The purpose had hardly p.r.i.c.ked before he seized it, hugged it to his breast, made it incorporate with his being. Mingled with his tender pity for Brilliana there was now a splendid pity for himself, the n.o.blest Roman of them all. But the purpose must not cool. His thoughts were all a-jumble. One of them seemed to a.s.sert to his feverish fancy that this way meant atonement; the quenching of his torch some measure of compensation for the candles he had puffed out.

Unseen he stretched his hands as if in benediction towards Brilliana, and then went noiselessly out of the room. On the stairs he met Evander descending to say farewell to his hostess, his hat in his hand and his cloak over his arm. Halfman stopped him. "She waits you in the garden-room," he said; "I will hold your cloak and hat for you here while you make your adieus. A lover should not be c.u.mbered."

Evander thanked him, surrendered cloak and hat, and entered the garden-room. He did not hear what Halfman said, though Halfman spoke it aloud, with all the lovers of all time for audience: "There goes the blessedest man in all the world." Then, with Evander's cloak about him and Evander's hat upon his head, Halfman went out into the garden.

At the sound of Evander's step Brilliana turned and rose to greet him.

"My dear!" she cried, her eyes luminous, her breast heaving.

"My riding-time has come," he said, sadly. He stood apart, but she came near to him and put her hands on his shoulders.

"You found me in tears, but you must think of me as smiling--smiling for joy in my lover, smiling at the thought of his return."

He caught her in his arms, clasped her close to him, and kissed her lips. It seemed to him as if that moment consecrated him forever. She was simply glad that the man she loved had kissed her.

"These are evil days," he said. "Who knows when we shall meet again."

"At least we have met," she answered. "I shall thank G.o.d for that, morning and night. Nothing can change that, if we do not meet for months, for years, if we never meet again."

"These wars must end soon," Evander said, confidently. Brilliana caught at his hands.

"You will never hurt the King," she cried. "Promise me that. You will never hurt the King."

"I will never hurt the King," Evander promised. "And now, dear love--"

He could not say farewell.

There was a moment's silence as they stood facing each other, holding hands, the woman trying to smile. The silence was suddenly, brutally broken by the loud, clear report of a shot. Brilliana stiffened with the start.

"What was that?"

"It seemed a pistol-shot in the garden," Evander answered.

"Who should fire now?"

"I will go see," Evander said, turning towards the open s.p.a.ce.

Brilliana restrained him.

"Oh no, dear love, my heart misgives; there may be danger."

Evander gently released himself.