Imagination Fully Dilated: Science Fiction Part 3

she said. "I don't know what's going to happen."

"You never knew what was going to happen," said Kamala. "And you were afraid then. Even before the aliens."

It was true.

"I'll go to the store," said Jessica. "Rain doesn't scare me."

"Me too," Cara added quickly. "I'll go with you guys."

The two older girls jumped up and ran outside, allowing the door to slam shut before Cara could catch them.

"Wait up," said Cara.

Kamala must have heard her but pretended not to. She took Jessica's arm. "Let's hide," she said, and the two of them ran away.

Cara followed them down the street. The rain fell in her eyes and she slipped on the sidewalk and sc.r.a.ped her leg. Her a.s.s was cold and wet and everything hurt. "Wait up!" she said, almost begging.

"Hey, I think I got my period!" She could no longer see Jessica and Kamala; maybe they were still hiding. "Olly olly oxen free!" she cried.She sat still and looked around at the gray and quiet stillness of the street. "Where is everybody?" she called. Only a wiry, howling dog who jumped against his wire fence bothered to answer.

Area Seven

Robert Onopa

Non era ancor di la Nesso arrivato, quando noi ci mettemmo per un bosco che da neun sentiero era segnato.

The data alarm squealed like a frightened small animal. The s.h.i.+p shuddered as we braked and the com screen went blank for an instant, then kicked back up. Servos whirred in the nose below us.

We'd been slipping along at an alt.i.tude of a thousand meters in one of C Survey's mapping skiffs. I'd been asleep, off duty.

"Your turn," Tessa said. The tired way she leaned over her console, her face pinched in the pale light, seemed an image of the strain she'd been under.

"I went out yesterday," I said. "Christ, don't you remember?" Tessa and I had a history that went back before we were posted to crew-on the way out, we'd even talked about something more permanent between us-but it was affecting me too, a corrosive presence that had dogged the survey since we'd entered the system. In the past few weeks I'd gotten so melancholy I'd taken to paging throughRational Death and imagining cryogenic nights that never end.

You think I'm kidding. I wish.

"A motility sensor tripped the alarm," she said evenly. "And you're the exo, Serge."

I scanned the data. "Movement's in the box for atmosphere," I said.

"Something replicates."

"Crystals replicate," I muttered. I studied an image from the planet on the belly camera, zoomed in.

On a gloomy, mottled surface, trunk-like forms rose in a vaguely regular way, like a surreal forest.

"Where are we?" I asked.

"Fair question. The com link cut out as I was running the program to clear waypoints. There's a glitch-it's been happening all over the fleet. Now that we're darkside, we won't get another fix until the planet's rotated or we can do the astronomy. Area Seven, I could say that, we're in Area Seven. But whereis Area Seven? We can't exactly say that."

"Nice," I sighed.

"Warm down there."

I remembered a place on a holo. It tugged at the edge of my memory, but I couldn't quite pull it into focus. "What happens to the surface in the direction of the equator? We've got the astronomy for that."She toggled video from the first flyover, and the screens displayed a plain of burning sand. "Melt the skids," she said.

"In the other direction?"

The screens went dirty red. "Some of the surface is moving up there-little surges, unstable. See that?

Dense liquid. And that color. Like unhealthy rust." Tessa pursed her lips. "Creepy."

"Let's hover, do the rest of the astronomy and get a decent fix. I'll suit up and go down."

I didn't like the drugged sleep I'd been getting. The neurologicals gave me vivid dreams. That cycle the dreams had been bleak memories from the home planet, the blasted landscape of a tropical volcano: a high caldera streaked with recent lava flows, cinder cones, a fire pit. And I saw what I hadn't been able to remember: a path among trees inundated by ash, snaking through gnarled forms. It had a name on a weathered sign:Desolation Trail .

When my boots touched the surface, I picked up a sound-indistinct, distant, busy, like the noise on the Daedalus bridge when C Survey s.h.i.+pped out. "Tessa. You hear that?"

"All I hear is your breathing. Would you believe me if I told you it makes me think about how we used to keep each other warm at night?"

She'd kept both of us warm. For months, back when we were staging on Beta Proculis, for example, she'd nursed me though one exotic virus after another, jury-rigging IV lines to keep my fluids up, cooling my forehead, running samples into the upload trays. When I finally got back on my feet after two months, I felt smothered. I just wanted to push everything away.

For a while, she'd been all there was to push.

The planet's gloom was palpable. I checked my uplink, the atmospherics in my suit. Still, the murmuring-unintelligible, yet almost human. "Don't you hear . . . way in the background? Maybe from another crew?"

"Serge, all I hear is your breathing."

You don't go around insisting to your s.h.i.+pmates, or your former lovers, or both, that you're hearing voices. I held my tongue.

"Roger that," I said. "I'll start the report."

"Mark."

"Planet's surface appears to be a smooth basaltic flow, cat-six origin, nonfriable, solid under my boots, reticulated. I'm standing among these angular, branching forms. One to three meters high, three to nine segments, rough-surfaced-with shallow furrows-like . . . like nothing I've ever seen before."

Whatever they were, they stretched into the distance, hundreds, perhaps thousands of them, to a misty blue horizon. I made a mental note to do a grid count. "Experiencing spurious audio."

I raised my specimen hammer-I was trained as a geologist, and my first impulse is to chip away a bit and look beneath the surface. But that day I hesitated, then touched the strange shape before me with my glove. "Structurally variated skin," I said. "Not metallic or obviously mineral. You can get your fingers around small segments. . . ."

Tessa's voice- "Need any instrumentation down there?""Let me first try to just . . . collect a sample."

Beneath my thick gloves, I felt a rough section, half the size of my hand, give slightly, then snap through, like boxwood.

It was the strangest experience I've ever had in s.p.a.ce. The background murmur I'd been hearing became a voice, and the voice became comprehensible.

Why do you break me?it said.

"Tessa," I said, "did you copy that?"

A pause. She sounded exhausted. "Copy to, 'collect a sample.' "

I stepped back. Where I'd fractured the trunk, a red liquid oozed like quicksilver. While I watched, it filled the bowl of the wound and darkened, like blood in air.

As it did so, I heard the voice again, a girl's voice.

Why do you tear me? Is there no pity in your soul?

"Your vitals are spiking," Tessa said in my helmet.

"No problem," I lied, feeling my skin crawl. I'll tell you how far gone I was-I didn't want to talk to Tessa. I didn't want to talk to anybody. In that bleak place, I just wanted to sink into the blanketing, apocalyptic darkness that I heard in that voice, some quality in it that touched me like the song of an icy Siren. "Something I want to . . . sort out here," I mumbled. "Shutting down audio."

"Serge. . . ."

I found the line and toggled out.

"Anyone there?" I whispered, and touched the wound with my hammer.

We were beings before we were changed into sticks.

Your hand might have been more merciful Had we been souls of rats or ticks.

As I watched, my mind was flooded with another home-planet memory. We were camping, the night had become chilly, and my younger brother had put a log into the fire, a green log that had been set aside to dry. When one end started smoldering, heat forced sap bubbling out the other, dripping and hissing. In just that way, both fluid and words together sputtered from the wound in the strange shape before my eyes.

I was so startled that I dropped my hammer. My mouth was so dry it was a struggle to speak. "Who are you?"

We took our lives. Now each dawn in the sun's rising light, Heat breaks us. We moan, we bleed, we speak, but do not move.Oh, traveler, what strange love brings you in harrowing night?

At the edge of my vision, the s.h.i.+p's com light began flas.h.i.+ng on my helmet array. I toggled up audio.

"Tess. . . ."

"I'm pulling you up, Serge. I don't know what's going on down there, but I'm pulling you up."

"I'm going back for another sample," I told Tessa.

"You're crazy. Your vitals are all over the place. I checked your support ga.s.ses. Trace anomalies, but what else would explain it? Problem's got to be in your backpack."

"Nothing's wrong with my suit," I said. "I told you, I'm hearing voices down there. Don't you remember Takahis.h.i.+'s report from the skiff on the second planet? They thought they were getting some weird geomagnetic overlay. The data they were pulling up-Takahis.h.i.+ mentioned voices."

"And what are they telling you?" she asked patiently.

"The voice . . . She said they were-they all were-suicides."

Tessa looked at me mournfully, pulling on the locket I had given her. "Are you being ironic?"

"No, no. I broke off a . . . section, and . . . it began bleeding, the trunk began bleeding, and while it bled, it spoke. I thought about it in the air lock. The way a human suicide communicates is through spilling blood. The process, the mechanism, makes a kind of sense. A suicide expresses himself . . . or herself . . . through the flowing of his or her blood, that's the way they speak to us. There's something familiar. . . ."

"Serge . . . ?"

I rubbed my forehead. "Anything on the sensors?"

"Nothing. The data from your suit's the only anomaly."

"I'll wear my other suit. You do the chemistry. I'm going down again as soon as the backup's ready."

Two hours later, despite Tessa's protests, I picked my way across the surface again. As they had before, the murmurs surrounded me like the blue haze that obscured the skiff. This second deployment was different-of course, it's always eerie stepping across alien crust, but, this time, I was gripped by the knowledge that each note in that solemn chorus could be that of a separate being. The forms stretched to a purple horizon. When I started to lay out a reference grid, I registered the enormity of what I saw, and felt overwhelmed, disoriented. In a moment of panic I swung around awkwardly, looking for the skiff. I stumbled, and fell.

Ah, no! Please let me die!

Another woman's voice. I looked around and at first saw nothing. Then I looked below my knees and realized that I had fractured a slim trunk with my fall. Thick red quicksilver oozed from a long fracture.

"Forgive me," I murmured as I pushed myself up.

Raped by troops at Montaperti, I wept hot tears.They cut the hand that held the flag!

Drowned am I and shamed ten thousand years.

The place she had named, Montaperti, I recognized it! Now I knew what seemed familiar-a battle lost because the arm of a guidon bearer had been hacked through by a traitor, an army of sixty thousand slaughtered for want of direction.

She was a character from the h.e.l.l of Dante'sInferno , from the first realm ofThe Divine Comedy , a world of suffering, regret, and timeless punishment.

I know, it sounds impossible. But as I stood there, my senses alive with a clarity I had never experienced before, I took in a landscape in which all the pieces fit: the segmented forms-like leafless trees in a haunted wood-the speaking blood, the suicide victim from Montaperti. I could fix my place even more precisely: I was apparently within the region of the Violent, in the ring of Dante'sInferno reserved for those who had violated their persons by taking their own lives. Only those sinners were punished by the peculiar transformation I beheld before me.

I'd read the poem at the academy. We'd been given a pa.s.sage, and I'd gotten lost in the story and devoured the whole thing, my imagination swept away by an inspired professor.

Sputtering words and blood, the sad spirit before me described a feud between two great houses-an innocent girl jilted, left standing at a chapel altar-the very feud that had shaped Dante's world.

I stood there transfixed, listening for time out of mind, mesmerized by the soft velvet of her voice as she incanted the lines: the jilted girl was avenged by her brother, who murdered the groom. The groom was avenged by the murder of the girl. The war that followed ravaged the countryside, bled generations, and destroyed the great ancient city of Florence. Eventually her words grew quiet and I recognized that the broken breathing I was listening to was my own. When I looked, the fracture had all but healed.

I checked my com status: all the s.h.i.+p's channels were lit like holiday decorations. Without thinking, I had cut myself off from Tessa again-but what could I tell her?

"I'm getting a low-frequency crawl from the other skiff on the planet," Tessa said when I'd toggled back into the s.h.i.+p's com system. Her voice was clipped with anxiety. "They're calling in an 'emergency event.' "

"Any details?"