Size 14 Is Not Fat Either Part 2

Detective Canavan has removed a notepad from his belt, but he doesn't write anything in it. Instead, he flips slowly through the pages, not looking up. "How could you tell?"

I'm trying hard not to remember those unseeing eyes looking up at me-only not. "Lindsay wore contact lenses. Tinted. Green." Such an unnatural shade of green that Sarah, back in the office, always asked, whenever Lindsay left, "Who the h.e.l.l does she think she's fooling? That color does not occur in nature."

"That's all?" Detective Canavan asks. "Tinted contact lenses?"

"And the earrings. She's got three on one side, two on the other. She came down to my office a lot," I say, by way of explaining how I was so familiar with her piercings.

"Troublemaker?" Detective Canavan asks.

"No," I say. Most students who end up in the office of the residence hall director are either there because they're in trouble, or they've got a problem with their roommate. Or, as in Lindsay's case, because they want the free birth control I keep in a jar on my desk instead of Hershey's kisses (lower in calories). "Condoms."

Detective Canavan raises his gray eyebrows. "I beg your pardon?"

"Lindsay stopped by a lot for free condoms," I say. "She and her boyfriend were pretty hot and heavy."

"Name?"

I realize, belatedly, that I've just managed to incriminate one of my residents. Coach Andrews realizes it, too.

"Aw, come on, Detective," he says. "Mark isn't capable of-"

"Mark what?" Detective Canavan demands.

Coach Andrews, I see, is looking panicky. Dr. Allington rushes in to his favorite employee's rescue. Well, sort of.

"The Pansies do have a very important ball game tomorrow night," the president begins worriedly, "against the Jersey College East Devils. We're eight-and-oh, you know."

To which Coach Andrews adds defensively, "And none of my boys had anything to do with what happened to Lindsay. I don't want them dragged into it."

Detective Canavan-not even sounding like he's lying, which I know he is-says, "I sympathize with your dilemma, Coach. You, too, Dr. Allington. But the fact is, I have a job to do. Now-"

"I don't think you understand, Detective," Dr. Allington interrupts. "Tomorrow night's game is being televised on New York One. Millions of dollars of commercial advertising is at stake here."

I stare at the president, openmouthed in astonishment. I notice Dean Evans is doing the same thing. She meets my gaze, and it's clear we're both thinking: Whoa. He did not just say that.

You would think, considering we're both on the same cognitive wavelength, she'd be a little more sympathetic about the remedial math thing. But I guess not.

"You're the one who doesn't understand, Doctor." Detective Canavan's voice is hard, and loud enough to make Magda and her fellow cafeteria workers stop crying and lift up their heads. "Either your people give me the name of the girl's boyfriend now, or you'll be sending more girls home later this semester in body bags. Because I can guarantee, whatever sick b.a.s.t.a.r.d did this to Miss Combs, he will do it again, to someone else."

Dr. Allington stares hard at the detective, who stares even harder back.

"Mark Shepelsky," I say quickly. "Her boyfriend's name is Mark Shepelsky. He's in Room Two-twelve."

Coach Andrews slumps across the tabletop, burying his head in his arms. Dr. Allington groans, pinching the bridge of his nose between his thumb and index finger as if stricken by a sudden sinus headache. Dr. Jessup just looks at the ceiling, while Dr. Flynn, the Housing Department's on-staff psychologist, smiles sadly at me from the table where he sits with the other school administrators.

Detective Canavan looks a bit calmer as he flips his notepad back open and jots down the name.

"There," he says. "That didn't hurt, now, did it?"

"But," I say. Detective Canavan sighs audibly at my But. I ignore him. "Lindsay's boyfriend couldn't have had anything to do with this."

Detective Canavan turns his rock-hard stare on me. "And just how would you know that?"

"Well," I say, "whoever killed her had to have access to a key to the cafeteria. Because he'd need one to sneak in before the caf was open in order to hack up his girlfriend, clean the place up, and get out by the time the staff arrived. But how would Mark get hold of a key? I mean, if you think about it, Fischer Hall employees ought to really be your primary suspects-"

"Heather." Detective Canavan's already squinty eyes narrow even further. "Do not-I repeat, do not-be getting any ideas that you're going to be launching your own personal investigation into this girl's murder. This is the work of a sick and unbalanced mind, and it'd be in the best interest of everyone, yourself most particularly, if this time you left the investigating to the professionals. Believe me, we have things under control."

I blink at him. Detective Canavan can be scary when he wants to be. I can tell that even the deans are scared. Coach Andrews looks terrified. And he's about a foot taller than the detective, and about fifty pounds heavier...all of it muscle.

I long to point out to the detective that I would not have had to launch my own personal investigation into last semester's murders if he had actually listened to me from the beginning that they were, in fact, murders.

But it's pretty obvious he seems to get it this time around.

I should probably tell him that I have absolutely no desire at all to get involved with this particular criminal case. I mean, throwing girls down an elevator shaft is one thing. Chopping their heads off? So not something I want to involve myself in. My knees are still shaking from what I saw inside that pot. Detective Canavan so doesn't need to worry about me doing any investigating this time. The professionals are welcome to this one.

"Are you listening to me, Wells?" the detective demands. "I said I do not want a repeat performance-"

"I got it," I interrupt quickly. I'd elaborate-like how about no way do I want anything to do with headless cheerleaders-but decide it would be wiser simply to retreat.

"Can I go now?" I ask-I direct the question more at Dr. Jessup, since he is, in fact, my boss-well, Tom's my direct boss, but since Tom's busy trying to figure out if there are any cafeteria keys missing (a task he seems to relish, since it keeps him well away from what they found on the stove-and the fact that he's been asked to look is also proof that Detective Canavan is right...the NYPD does have things under control), Stan's the closest thing I've got nearby.

But Stan is staring at his boss, President Allington, who is trying to get Detective Canavan's attention. Which is sort of a relief, since I've had all of Detective Canavan's attention I can take for the moment. That dude can be scary.

"So what I hear you telling me, Detective..." Dr. Allington is saying, his careful phrasing ill.u.s.trative of the training that had earned him his PhD. "What I hear you saying is that this unfortunate matter will most likely not be cleared up by lunch today? Because my office was planning on hosting a special function this afternoon to honor our hardworking student athletes, and it would be a shame to have to postpone it...."

The look the detective levels at the college president might have frozen lava. "Dr. Allington, we're not talking about some kid barfing up his breakfast in the locker room after gym cla.s.s."

"I realize that, Detective," Dr. Allington says. "However, I had hoped-"

"For Christ's sake, Phil," Dr. Jessup interrupts. He's had enough. Finally. "Someone tried to frica.s.see a kid, and you wanna open up the salad bar?"

"All I'm saying," Dr. Allington says, looking indignant, "is that, in my professional opinion, it would be best not to allow this incident to interfere with the residents' normal routine. You'll recall that a few years ago, when the school had that rash of suicides, it was the publicity about them that generated so many of the copycat attempts-"

Detective Canavan apparently can't help raising an incredulous gray eyebrow at that one. "You think half a dozen coeds are gonna rush home and whack off their own heads?"

"What I'm trying to say," Dr. Allington continues haughtily, "is that if the luncheon is canceled-not to mention tomorrow night's game-the truth about what's happened here is going to be impossible to keep from leaking. We're not going to be able to keep something like this quiet for long. I'm not talking about the Post, either, or even 1010 WINS. I'm talking about the New York Times, maybe even CNN. If your people don't find that girl's body soon, Detective, we may even attract the networks. And that could be very damaging to the school's reputation-"

"Corpseless head found in dorm cafeteria," Carol Ann Evans, to everyone's surprise, says. When we all turn our heads to blink at her, she adds, in a choked voice, "Tonight on Inside Edition."

Detective Canavan s.h.i.+fts his weight and removes his foot from the chair seat.

"President Allington," he says. "In about five minutes, my people are going to seal this entire wing off from the public. And by public, I am including your employees. We are launching a full-scale investigation into this crime. We ask that you cooperate.

"You can do so, firstly, by removing yourself and your employees from the immediate vicinity as soon as my men are through with them. Secondly, I'll have to ask that this cafeteria remain closed until such time as I deem it safe to reopen. Unless I'm mistaken"-the detective's tone implies that this is hardly likely-"you've had a student murdered on school grounds this morning, and her killer is still at large, possibly right here on campus. Possibly even here in this very room. If there's anything that could be more damaging to your school's reputation than that, I can't think of it. I really don't think postponing a luncheon-or a basketball game-is comparable, do you?"

I guess I can't really blame Dean Evans for bursting into a fit of nervous giggles just then. The suggestion that there might be a killer on the New York College student life administrative staff is enough to send even the most staid individual into hysterical laughter. A more boring group of people could hardly be found anywhere on the planet. Gerald Eckhardt, with his surrept.i.tious smoking and cross-shaped tie tack, wielding a meat cleaver? Coach Andrews, in his jogging pants and letter jacket, hacking a young girl to death? Dr. Flynn, all hundred and forty pounds of him, using a circular saw to dismember a cheerleader?

It just isn't within the realm of the possible.

And yet.

And yet even Carol Ann Evans must have figured out by now that whoever killed Lindsay had complete access to the cafeteria. Only someone who works at Fischer Hall-or in the Student Life Department-would have access to the key.

Which means someone on the Housing staff could be a killer.

The sad part is, this doesn't even surprise me.

Wow. I guess I really am a jaded New Yorker.

3.

Just 'cause you got a great big bonus.

Don't start to think that you can own us.

Sure, we can't afford high-priced entertainment But in the condo of life, you're still the bas.e.m.e.nt.

"Investment Banker Guy"

Written by Heather Wells.

"You have a bunch of messages," Sarah, our office's graduate student a.s.sistant-every residence hall is a.s.signed a GA, who, in exchange for free room and board, helps run the administrative aspects of the hall office-informs me tersely as I come in. "The phones are ringing off the hook. Everyone wants to know why the caf is closed. I've been using the gas leak excuse, but I don't know how long people are going to believe us, with all these cops traipsing in and out. Have they found the rest of her yet?"

"Shhh," I say, looking around the office, in case there's a resident lurking.

But the office (still festooned with garlands of fake evergreen, a menorah, and Kwanzaa gourds, thanks to my slightly manic and clearly overzealous holiday decorating) is empty, except for Tom, who is back in his office-separated from the outer office, in which I sit, by a metal grate-murmuring into the phone.

"Whatever," Sarah says, rolling her eyes. Sarah is getting a master's in psychology, so she knows a lot about the human psyche and how it works. Or thinks she does, anyway. "Half the people in the building aren't even awake yet. Or, if they are, they've hurried off to cla.s.s. So do you think they're going to cancel tomorrow night's game? Not because of this blizzard we're supposed to be getting, but because of...you know. Her?"

"Um," I say, slipping behind my desk. It feels good to sit down. I hadn't been aware of how badly my knees were shaking until now.

Well, it's not every day you see a decapitated cheerleader's head in a pot. Especially a cheerleader you knew. It's no wonder I'm a little shaky. Plus, except for the cafe mocha, I still haven't had breakfast.

Not that I feel like eating. Well, very much.

"I don't know," I say. "They want to question Mark."

Sarah looks annoyed. "He didn't do it," she says scornfully. "He's not smart enough. Unless he had help."

It's true. The admission standards for New York College are some of the highest in the country...except when it comes to athletes. Basically any semi-decent ballplayer who wants to come to New York College is accepted, since, as a Division III school, all the best athletes tend to go to colleges in Division I or II. Still, President Allington is determined to have his legacy at New York College be that he turned it into an actual contender in the world of college ball-his ultimate goal, it's rumored, is to have the school's Division I rating reinstated.

Though the likelihood of this happening-especially in light of today's events-seems slim.

"I still can't get over it," Sarah is saying. "Where could her body be?"

"Where all bodies in New York City turn up," I say, looking at my phone messages. "In the river somewhere. No one'll find it till spring, when the temperature rises enough to cause the body to bob."

I'm no forensic expert, of course, and I haven't even been able to enroll in any criminal justice courses yet, thanks to the remedial math I need to get through first.

But I've watched a lot of Law and Order and CSI.

Plus, you know, I live with a private detective. Or "share a domicile with," I should say, since "live with" sounds like we share more than that, which we don't. Sadly.

Sarah shudders elaborately, even though it's warm in the office and she's wearing one of the thick striped sweaters woven for her by a fellow member of the kibbutz upon which she spent the summer of her freshman year. It looks quite fetching over her overalls.

"It just doesn't make any sense," she says. "How can there be another murder in this building? We really ARE turning into Death Dorm."

I'm looking at my messages. My best friend Patty-she's no doubt seen the cover of today's Post, and is as worried as Reggie was about how it's affected me. Someone who wouldn't give his name and said he'd call back later-creditor, no doubt. I'd maxed out the cards a little in my preholiday gift-buying frenzy. If I can hold them off until March, I'll pay it all back when I get my tax refund. And- I wave the slip at Sarah. "Is this for real? Did he really call? Or are you yanking my chain?"

Sarah looks surprised. "Honestly, Heather," she says. "Do you think I'd joke around on a day like today? Jordan Cartwright really did call. Or, at least, someone who claimed to be Jordan Cartwright called. He wants you to call him back right away. He said it was vitally important. Emphasis on the vitally."

Well, that sounds like Jordan, all right. Everything is vitally important to Jordan. Especially if it involves humiliating me in some way.

"What if," Sarah says, "Lindsay's body isn't in the river? Supposing it's still in the building. Supposing...my G.o.d, supposing it's still in Lindsay's room!"

"Then we'd have heard from Cheryl already," I say. "Since she and Lindsay's roommate swapped s.p.a.ces first thing this morning."

"Oh." Sarah looks disappointed. Then she brightens. "Maybe it's somewhere else in the building! Like in someone else's room. Could you imagine coming home from cla.s.s and finding a headless body in your swivel chair, like in front of your computer?"

My stomach twists. The cafe mocha is not resting well.

"Sarah," I say. "Seriously. Shut up."

"Oh, my G.o.d, or what if like we find it in the game room, propped up against the foosball table?"

"Sarah." I glare at her.

"Oh, lighten up, Heather, "she says, with a laugh. "Can't you tell I'm resorting to gallows humor in an effort to break the connection between such a horrifying stimulus and an unwanted emotional response, such as revulsion or fear, which in this case wouldn't be helpful or professional?"

"I'd prefer revulsion," I say. "I don't think anyone has to be professional when there's a headless cheerleader involved."

It's at this moment that Tom chooses to appear in the doorway to his office.

"Can we not say that word?" he asks queasily, grasping the doorframe for support.

"What?" Sarah flicks some of her curly hair off her shoulder. "Cheerleader?"

"No," Tom says. "Headless. We have her head. Just not the rest of her. Oh, G.o.d. I can't believe I just said that." He looks at me miserably. There are purple shadows under his bloodshot eyes from his night spent at the hospital, and his blond hair is plastered unattractively to his forehead from lack of product. Under ordinary circ.u.mstances, Tom wouldn't be caught dead looking so unkempt. He's actually fussier about his hair than I am.