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"And so I thought I would speak to you about it. You have known Miss Dane always, and you know New York and how it looks at such things. I imagine you take it more seriously, here in America. It is serious, G.o.d knows, and yet it may not amount to anything."
Margaret Gannion straightened up and spoke with a sudden a.s.sumption of dignity which seemed to add inches to her moral and physical stature.
"To what are you referring, Mr. Thayer?"
"I beg your pardon. I thought you knew. I am talking about Lorimer."
"What about him?"
Man as he was, Thayer flinched under her keen eyes. All at once, he realized that Margaret Gannion included among her friends Beatrix Dane, and that it was Margaret Gannion's habit to fight for her friends.
"I had hoped you would understand without my putting it into so many words. Lorimer has been my friend for years, and it seems rather beastly to begin talking him over; but--"
"But?" Miss Gannion's tone was as hard and ringing as steel.
"But he sometimes takes a little more wine than is altogether wise,"
Thayer replied, with brief directness.
Miss Gannion dropped back in her chair.
"Does--does he get--drunk?" she questioned sharply.
"No. That is too strong a word. He is imprudent, foolish. Still, one never knows what may come."
"Poor Beatrix!" Miss Gannion said softly.
Thayer faced her again.
"Understand me, Miss Gannion; I am not doing this for love of gossip.
Miss Dane is nothing to me, and I like Lorimer immensely. But there is a good deal at stake, and I am not sure how much I ought to leave to chance. Lorimer is one of the most lovable fellows in the world, generous and loyal; but he is weak. He was born so; I fancy it is in the blood. If Miss Dane is strong enough and has tact, perhaps she can hold him steady. He can't be driven an inch; but he can be led a long way."
Miss Gannion brushed her hair away from her face with an odd, bewildered gesture.
"Wait," she said breathlessly. "I love Beatrix, and it makes me slow to take this in. How long has it been going on?"
Thayer's lips tightened.
"Ever since I have known him," he answered reluctantly.
"Much?"
"No, comparatively little."
"Often?"
"Well--" The lengthening of the word told its own story.
"Does it increase?"
His expression answered her, and she took the answer in perfect silence.
It was a full minute before she spoke again; but when she did speak, her voice had the old, level intonation.
"Are you willing to tell me just how far the trouble has gone, Mr.
Thayer?"
"It is a hard matter to measure. Lorimer drinks less than a good many men; but it takes less to upset him. In Germany, the students all drink, and he was with them. As a rule, he stopped in time, but occasionally he was a little silly. Once or twice it was worse."
"How much worse?" The question was almost masculine in its direct brevity.
"I helped him to bed."
She compressed her lips. Then,--
"Go on," she said.
"I can't tell what happened while I was in Italy, and Lorimer had left Berlin before I went back there, so I didn't see him till I came to New York. At first, I thought he had stopped all that sort of thing. His color was better, his hand steadier. I knew the temptation was less here, and I hoped he was so taken up with Miss Dane that he wouldn't have time to get into the wrong set. The night of the Lloyd Avalons's recital, he was not quite himself, and I advised him to go to Was.h.i.+ngton while the matter blew over."
"Strange I didn't hear of it," Miss Gannion said thoughtfully.
"Dane and I saw to it that the story shouldn't get outside the walls of the smoking-room. Dane is a good fellow, and no fool. He got wind of the trouble and came for me, and we hurried Lorimer away as fast as possible. The next day, I began to hear of a supper or two where Lorimer had been making himself a bit conspicuous."
"And since then?"
"Only twice."
"But twice is more than enough."
"It shows that the trouble is still there, that one can't count on his promises," Thayer a.s.sented gravely.
"He does promise?"
"Yes, like a child. That is the pitiful part of it, pitiful and yet exasperating. He admits his own weakness, and is sorry and ashamed, as soon as he comes to himself. For a time, he is a model of caution and sobriety. Then he blunders into the way of temptation and makes a mess of it all." Unconsciously Thayer's voice betrayed his dislike of a weakness of which he had no comprehension. An instant later, he seemed to realize his own self-betrayal and he pulled himself up sharply. "I wish you knew Lorimer better, Miss Gannion. Then you would understand why I am telling you all this. He is so loyal, so generous to his friends, so full of talent. At Gottingen, they called him the most brilliant American who had ever studied there, and he was by all odds the most popular fellow of his time. His very popularity increased the danger." As if he had been pleading his own cause, Thayer's voice was full of earnest eagerness. Even in the midst of her anxiety and pain, Miss Gannion felt the power of its flexible modulation; and her half-formulated condemnation of Lorimer stayed itself.
Thayer broke the silence which followed, and his accent was resonant again.
"There's no especial use in thras.h.i.+ng over the past. The present is none too good; but my question is simply in relation to the future."
"And the question is?" Miss Gannion asked.
"Whether we ought to tell Miss Dane," he answered briefly.
"It will kill her." The feminine in Margaret Gannion was uppermost once more.
"Such wounds are more likely to mangle than to kill." Thayer spoke grimly.
"Poor Beatrix!"
"She does love him, then? I didn't see how she could help it."