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"That is the way with children. But such children never make sterling men; therefore I wanted Roland to love plants, as he would then be obliged to learn that there was something which can at no time be neglected or forgotten."
"I am rejoiced," Eric replied, "that you here remind me of the most vital points. First of all, the rich man, and the son of a rich man, like the prince and the son of a prince, have only subservient friends.
Against my will I have become Roland's play-fellow, and so the subsequent serious work will be interfered with."
"Is it impossible then, to combine work and play?"
"I hope to do so. But the necessity of work must be recognized." Eric continued silent, and Sonnenkamp asked,--
"You have still another point?"
"Most certainly, and it is this. As I have already suggested, Roland must acquire a steadfast relation to external things, an intimate bond of union with them, as then only will he be at home in the world. He who has no recollections of childhood, no deep attachment to that which has transpired around him, is cut off from the very fountain-head of genial and hearty affection. Question yourself, and you will find--your return to Germany fully proves it--that the heartfelt, endearing recollections of childhood were the very sustenance, what one may perhaps call the spiritual mother's milk, of your deepest soul."
Sonnenkamp winced at these words, and Eric added,--
"Homelessness is hurting the soul of your son."
"Homelessness?" Sonnenkamp exclaimed in astonishment.
His face quivered for an instant, and his athletic strength seemed eager to make some outward demonstration, but he restrained it within the bounds of forced composure, asking,--
"Do I rightly apprehend you? Homelessness?"
"That is what I think. The inner life of the child needs training, that it may cling to something; a journey is, perhaps, not harmful to the soul of a child; at the best, it has little effect upon him. A child in travelling has no distinct impression from all the changes of the landscape; he takes delight in the locomotive at the station, and in the wind-mill on the hill. One fixed point in the soul anchors it firmly. I said that the human being ought to have an object to strive for, but permit me to add to that, that he must also have a fixed point of departure, and that is the home. You said, and I see it myself, that Roland takes no real delight in anything; and is not that owing to the fact that the boy is homeless, a child of hotels, with no tap-root in any place, and still more, no deep-seated impressions, no pictures in his memory which have become a portion of his very life, and to which he returns from all his wayward fancies? He told me that he had played in the Coliseum at Rome, in the Louvre at Paris, in Hyde-park at London, and on the lake of Geneva,--and now, living in Europe, yet always proudly conscious of being an American,--this causes--pardon me, I only ask the question--does this not cause a restlessness of spirit, which may be fatal to any growth?"
"I see," Sonnenkamp answered, leaning back his head, "you are an incarnate, or one might rather say, an insouled German, who runs over the whole world, in reality and in thought, and cajoles himself always with the self-complacent notion, 'I am so whole-souled, and that is more than the rest of you are.' Pah! I tell you that if I bestow anything of worth upon my child, I believe it will be just this, that he will be free from that sentimentality of a so-called settled home.
The whistle of the locomotive scares away all the homesickness so tenderly pampered of old. We are in fact cosmopolites, and that is just the greatness of American civilization, that, not being rooted in the past, national limitations and rights of citizens.h.i.+p have no narrowing influence upon the soul. The home-attachment is an old nuisance and a prejudice. Roland is to become an untramelled man."
Eric was silent. After a considerable time, he said:--
"It is, perhaps, not beneficial, but tiresome, both to you and to me, to deal in generalities. I would only say, that however little calculated travelling may be to create an inner satisfaction, when there is no definite object to be attained that one can all along hold in view, much less can a life that has no special aim of action, thought, or enjoyment, confer any central peace. If Roland now had some special talent--"
"Do you find none at all in him?"
"I have discovered none as yet; and still it seems to me, that if he had been born under different circ.u.mstances, he would have made a serviceable lock-smith, or a good groom. I hope you do not misunderstand that--I consider it a guaranty for human equality, that what a man becomes, wholly or chiefly depends upon circ.u.mstances.
Hundreds of judges would have become, under different circ.u.mstances, common laborers, and hundreds of common laborers would have become judges. As I said before, it is to me a direct proof of the universally diffused capacities of human beings, that only the few have the genius that absolutely demands a special work."
"I understand, I understand. And do you think that you can train a boy, of whom you have formed so low an opinion?"
"I have not a low opinion of Roland, neither of his head nor his heart.
He seems to me not unsusceptible of love, but it is to him an enjoyment, not also a duty; he has the qualities belonging to the average of men not marked by any special characteristic, and those are entirely sufficient to form him, under judicious and proper direction, into a good and honorable man, happy himself, and able to make others happy. And I shall be very glad, in the meanwhile, if I am mistaken in attributing to Roland no special genius."
"I honor and value highly your great earnestness," Sonnenkamp interposed, "but I am just now in great haste. Inform Roland of your position."
He seemed out of humor, as he rolled his cigar from one corner of his mouth to the other, and busied himself with his papers, just as if Eric were no longer present.
Eric left the work-room of Sonnenkamp, and betook himself to Roland. He found the boy busily employed in chewing a piece of half-raw meat, and giving the chewed morsels to the lately broken-in dog; the huntsman affirmed that that would attach the dog to him inseparably. Eric looked on a while, and then requested Roland to send the dog away, as he had something to say to him.
"Can't the dog stay with us?"
Eric made no reply, for he saw that he must first settle whether he or the dog had the deepest hold. On his casting a sharp look again upon Roland, the boy said, "Come, Devil, wait here at the door," and returning, he exclaimed, "There, now go on."
Eric took Roland's hand, and informed him that he had come to be his tutor. Roland leaned his handsome head upon his partly closed hand, gazing at the speaker fixedly with his large, restless, glowing eyes.
"I knew it," he said at last.
"And who told you?"
"The huntsman and Joseph."
"And why did you say nothing to me about it?"
Roland made no answer to this, only looking at the speaker, as if he would say, "I can wait." He only once removed his gaze, when Eric added, that he had wished to try first whether he was adapted to the family. Roland still remained silent. The dog scratched at the door; Roland looked towards it, but did not venture to open it. Eric opened it. The dog sprang in, crouched down before Roland, and then went to Eric and licked his hands; he seemed to be a mysterious messenger, a silent yet eloquent interpreter between them.
"He likes you too!" Roland cried out in childish delight.
These were the only words spoken by the boy. Suddenly springing up, he threw himself upon Eric's breast, where he was held in a firm embrace; the dog barked as if he must express himself.
"We will be true to each other," Eric exclaimed, unclasping his arms; "I had a brother of your age, and you are to be my younger brother."
Roland, without speaking, held Eric's right hand between both of his.
"Now let us at once begin our life, fresh and bright."
"Yes," replied Roland, "we'll make Devil fetch something out of the water; he does it splendidly."
"No, my dear brother, we will go to work. Let us see what you have learned."
Eric had noticed particularly, that Roland, who was deficient in every other branch of knowledge, had a pretty good acquaintance with geography. He tested him in this, and Roland was highly pleased to be able to give him accurate answers. They gradually pa.s.sed to the consideration of other studies, and then Roland appeared confused, and for Latin he had a hatred amounting to a personal hostility.
"We will quietly study what is necessary," Eric said consolingly, "and then we will ride, drive, shoot, fish, and row."
This prospect cheered the boy very much, and when the clock struck in the tower, he suddenly observed,--
"In one hour Herr von Pranken will be with Manna. I can learn to ride, fence, and shoot, as well as Herr von Pranken, don't you think I can?"
"Certainly you can."
"I sent a letter, too, to Manna by Herr von Pranken."
"What language did you write it in?"
"English, of course. Ah! it just occurs to me,--all speak so highly of your mother, let your mother come too; she might live out therein our small, vine-covered house."
The boy could say no more, for Eric lifted him up, pressed him to his breast, and kissed him. The boy had uttered what at first sight had flashed through his own soul, and now it was evident that he bestowed gladly, loved to confer benefits, and to contrive pleasure for others; his hard-heartedness towards the dwarf disappeared as a mere superficial blemish.
A servant came and announced that dinner was served. Holding each other by the hand, Roland and Eric went to the dining-room.