All the Days of My Life: An Autobiography Part 53

December 2nd.

DEAR MRS. BARR:

Pray do not think that my long delay in replying to your note indicates any lack of appreciation of its kind words, or your thoughtfulness in sending me "Friend Olivia." I feel a peculiar attachment to the book, because I knew the story when it was so very young. I liked it, and surely need not tell you that your sending it to me yourself, gives me very great pleasure.

I have been away from home ever since your letter came to me, or I should have told you this before.

Pray do not over estimate the effect my interest in "Friend Olivia" has had. The story itself brought you, as you say, "the recognition and success you had patiently worked and waited for during twenty years," and as I say, which you richly deserved.

May I a.s.sure you that I never forget my young friend who loves my picture, and that her mother is often in my thoughts.

Very sincerely,

FRANCES F. CLEVELAND.

I will only give the letter received from Moses Coit Tyler, regarding "Friend Olivia." Others of interest will be found in the Appendix if any desire to read them.

CORNELL UNIVERSITY, ITHACA, NEW YORK.

Feb. 21, 1891.

MY DEAR MRS. BARR:

I was much touched by your kind remembrance of me in causing your novel, "Friend Olivia," to be sent to me; and as my days here are heavily burdened with work, and my reading is almost exclusively on certain professional lines, it was only lately that I have had the opportunity of reading the book as I wanted to do it. We read it aloud in the family evenings, as the leisure came to me, my wife, my daughter, and myself. We were charmed and held from the beginning, but it was not till we had gone through perhaps the first seventy-five pages, that the story grasped us with enthralling power. After that, it was a nightly trial to us all, that I had to cut short the reading, when we were all so absorbed in the story, and the development of the characters; and I want to give you my thanks for the great pleasure, nay for the good cheer, the strong spiritual refreshment and stimulation which the book gave us. I could say much of the power with which the several characters are delineated, of the vivid truth, of the historic elements of the story, and of the masterly handling of the plot.

Better than any satisfaction in mere literary success, must be the privilege of portraying, in a fascinating form like that, the beauty, the mighty helpfulness, the calming and sweet power of faith in G.o.d, and in the spiritual life. That book of yours will go on helping and cheering people, long after you have pa.s.sed from this world. If all your literary labors had resulted only in that piece of work, your life would have been lived not in vain.

The reading of this book has given me a new desire to meet you again, and to talk over persons and things with you, and perhaps some day when I have a few hours or days in New York, I may be able to find you with half-an-hour to spare for a chat.

With deep grat.i.tude for your book, and a thousand good wishes for the continuance of your literary successes, I remain

Faithfully yours,

MOSES COIT TYLER.

For nearly a month after finis.h.i.+ng my second copy of "Friend Olivia" I was too tired to do much. Mr. Mead had urged on me the Arcadian background and I saw at once its possibilities, if I might make it historically true. But this would be in direct opposition to what Longfellow and others had done. However as I had the fiction in my own control, I thought it would be possible to make the background, and general atmosphere inoffensive. I made great preparations for this work. I was in New York at the library most of October, and was in communication with the Officer's Club at Halifax who sent me a great deal of material, also with a Miss Caldwell of Louisiana, whose home was on the great Bayou, where the Arcadians settled after leaving Canada; and she sent me the true history of Longfellow's "Evangeline," and much interesting material as to the country, and the descendants of the Arcadians. But not all the work I did, nor yet all the help I received, could create in me the slightest enthusiasm about the story. The people disgusted me. They were so double-tongued and false-hearted, I could have turned their bigotry into intense faith, as I had often done with Calvinism; but their cowardice and unreliability I could not handle, unless I was to show it rightfully punished. And to tell the last truth, I did not see anything romantic in a girl, traipsing the length of the United States seeking her lover. If I could have shown the lover in all sorts of adventures seeking _Evangeline_, that would have been all right; but the fact was he had speedily married, and was comfortably bringing up a family in the Teche country. I could not bear to think of making a beautiful and innocent girl die for so unworthy a lover, and I did not really pity the woman who could and did deliberately die for him. Her grave at the Poste des Attakapas could not impress me. She ought to have thrown off her false unworthy lover, and if she could love no good man, she could at least have lived to comfort and help the old woman, who had taken her when a friendless babe, and cherished her as her own daughter.

As late as the sixteenth of November, I note being in New York at the library getting the proper patois for Arcadia, and add with an emphasis of under-crossing, "I hate the story." Until the eleventh of January, 1890, I was writing an article on divorce for the _North American Review_, in favor of it under proper conditions. Bishop Potter wrote the one on the absolute inviolability of the marriage tie. I think they were in the same number but have forgotten surely. I wrote also many other articles suitable for Christmas and New Year's.

During December, Clark paid me two hundred pounds for "Friend Olivia,"

and seventy-five pounds for the book rights of "The Last of the McAllisters." I also wrote a short story for the McClure Syndicate, being busy on it from the twenty-second to the twenty-eighth of December. I liked to write for McClure's Syndicate; he always both paid, and praised me well. I can say the same of the Bach.e.l.ler Syndicate, and though I never see either Mr. McClure, or Irving Bach.e.l.ler now, I remember them both with the utmost kindness.

On the eleventh of January, 1890, I notice that I threw all the Arcadia matter into a drawer in my study, where it would be out of sight and memory, adding, "I can't _feel_ that story, so I can't, and won't write it!" This neglected, despised Arcadian matter is still occupying the drawer, and I have not looked at it since I put it away, until this morning, when I took from the pile "the true story of _Evangeline_," to be sure of the name of the country, to which the Arcadians went after leaving Canada. It was on the Teche Bayou they settled, and _Evangeline's_ real name was Emmeline Lab.i.+.c.he, and her body rests, as I have already said, at the Poste des Attakapas.

Probably the Poste is now a town or city, though the Arcadians were by no means an energetic or progressive people.

As soon as I put the Arcadian matter in that drawer, I began a New York story called "She Loved a Sailor." It contained a vivid picture of New York city life in General Jackson's time, and is probably the last of the New York series of tales. I have had fewer letters about it, than I usually have about a New York novel, and I wondered at that, because it is within the memories and traditions of many living families. So I have taken it for granted that its localities and data are correct, for if I had made an error some one would have told me of it.

While I was writing this book, on the eleventh of February, Mr. and Mrs. Van Siclen gave me a "Bow of Orange Ribbon" dinner at the Lawyer's Club. It was a very fine affair, and I kept its artistic menu and bow of ribbon for many years. The guests were mostly Dutch, but I had the great honor and pleasure of having Henry Van d.y.k.e at my right hand. Two things I remember about this dinner. I tasted crabs a la Newburgh for the first time; and then while I was as happy as I could be talking to Dr. Van d.y.k.e, Mr. Van Siclen shocked me by a.s.serting, "Mrs. Barr will now make us a little speech, and tell us how she came to write 'The Bow of Orange Ribbon.'" I do not believe I had ever heard of a woman speaking at a dinner table before. I had an idea it was absolutely a man's function. It would then have been as easy to imagine myself doing my athletics in public, as making a speech at a dinner table. I turned to Dr. Van d.y.k.e in a kind of stupefaction, and said only one word "_Please!_" and he understood, and rose immediately, and made a speech for me that charmed and delighted every one present.

Indeed I am inclined to think it was the best speech he ever made.

It was so spontaneous that it was not Henry Van d.y.k.e's speech, it was Henry Van d.y.k.e his very self.

After I had finished "She Loved a Sailor" I took Alice and went to England, leaving in the _Bothenia_ July the second, and returning about September in the _Aurania_. And after I had finished my business, I gave myself entirely to Alice. She learns best through her eyes, and I took her to everything I thought would interest her. We were fortunate enough to hear Handel's fine oratorio of "Samson" at the Crystal Palace, with a thousand male and female voices in the chorus; and Sims Reeves in the solos. Ada Rehan was playing "As You Like It" and she went three times to see her, before she was tired.

But I think the service at St. Paul's Cathedral pleased her most of all. Dr. Vaughan preached from "There remaineth a rest," an eloquent sermon, and the music was heavenly. She was curiously pleased also with the little rush chairs, she thought it seemed "more like sitting with G.o.d, than if you were shut up in a pew." We had a happy happy time. It is the only holiday I have had since Robert died. I gave it to Alice, and she gave it back to me a hundred-fold. It seems like a dream of heaven to remember it.

CHAPTER XXIV

BUSY, HAPPY DAYS

"Days of happy work amid the silence of the everlasting hills, days like drops that fall from the honeycomb."

"Slow, sweet busy hours that brought me all things good."

After my return we had to consider the winter. During the previous winter we had suffered much from the severe cold, it being impossible to warm the house, when the thermometer sank to twenty, or to even thirty below zero. After some efforts to find suitable winter quarters in the neighborhood we closed the house, and went for a week or two to the Fifth Avenue Hotel. I had a business contract pending with Mr.

Edwin Bonner, and we knew that a suitable house somewhere near New York would be the best for me. There was one great trouble connected with this arrangement: we had to send our English mastiff to the kennels, and Sultan was really a very much beloved member of the family. He had been given to me by my friend Dr. Bermingham when we first went up the mountain. "It is a lonely place," said the good doctor, "and you ladies will need a protector." He was sent from the kennels with a pedigree as long as an English duke's, and he was positively described as a Saint Bernard. I knew he was an English mastiff of pure breed, as soon as I saw him, and I loved him all the better for it.

Everyone's dog does wonderfully, but Sultan excelled them all. He could nearly speak, and in the last agonies of death, he did really call "Lilly" as plainly as I could have done. He came to every meal with us, and had his plate and napkin laid next to Lilly, for between Lilly and himself there was the strongest affection. He permitted no other dog on the place, but he talked to all the dogs from far and near through the gate, and they brought him all the news of the mountain. Sometimes he brought it to us, and we always listened and answered, "Is that possible, Sultan?" and he would give a little bark of a.s.sent, and lie down to consider it. He liked me to be prettily dressed, and always showed his satisfaction in some unmistakable way.

He was most polite to company, met them at the gate, and conducted them to the parlor, invariably lying down at the feet of the prettiest and best dressed person in the company. If I was in England he watched for the mail with Lilly, and listened attentively while she read my letter to him. When she came to the words, "Mamma and Alice send their love to Sultan," he always answered the message with a little bark of pleasure. Oh, indeed, I could tell still more wonderful things of this affectionate creature, but they would raise a doubt. No one could believe them, unless they had lived with the splendid fellow, and known him as we did. So it was hard to part with him, even for a week or two, but he was large as a mastiff of pure blood can be, and the proprietors of the Fifth Avenue Hotel would not hear of him as a guest.

We went to the hotel on October, the seventeenth, and between that date and the twenty-seventh I made a contract with Mr. Bonner for four serials. I was to deliver two each year, and he was to pay me twenty-five hundred dollars for each, in all, ten thousand dollars. In the meantime Lilly had found a house in East Orange, which was thoroughly warmed, and we moved into it on October the twenty-fifth, and brought Sultan home with us.

We were soon comfortably settled, and on the first of January I had finished the ninth chapter of my first serial for Mr. Edwin Bonner, called "A Sister to Esau." On the eighth of February it was finished.

But the press of business, and the proposals of various publishers, seems to have really made me very unhappy. In a note on the twenty-third of February, when I had had a great deal of business to attend to, I wrote at night, "I am sad and weary with the day, and feel terribly unfit for the considerations I have to face. I have a sense of being politely bullied, and of having suffered a loss of some kind--spiritual, mental or financial--perhaps something in all respects."

I was much interrupted by callers in East Orange, a great many of whom brought ma.n.u.scripts, which they were sure I would like to read, and could easily place for them. I had a heartache for the peace and solitude of the little cottage on the mountain. Now the dream of every English man and woman is a home of their own, and I saw this to be a possibility now; and I could think of no place but Cherry Croft. I wanted it for my own. Then I could put in a proper furnace and make it habitable all the year round.

I had finished Mr. Bonner's serial on the eighth of February; on the fifteenth of February, I began for _Lippincott's_ "A Rose of A Hundred Leaves." Its heroine, _Aspatria_, was one of my favorites. She dwelt among the Fells in one of those large, comfortable farm or manor houses, occupied for centuries by the Sheep Lords of the North Country. I always knew what she was going to do. Sometimes I have wondered, if Amelia had once been _Aspatria_. Her brothers seemed so near and real to me, and she lived in just such a home, as I have had glimpses of, whenever the Past comes back to me. I finished the book on the fifteenth of March, and Mr. Mead praised the story, which pleased me, because it was the first time he had ever expressed satisfaction with my work.

On the twentieth I went to Cornwall, and bought Cherry Croft, paying for it six thousand dollars in cash. Some told me I had paid too much, others too little, but I was satisfied. The house was not worth much, but there was nearly four acres of land full of fruit and forest trees. And there were the mountains, and the river, and the wide valley view, and that general peace and quiet, that has in it a kind of sacramental efficacy.

[Ill.u.s.tration: "CHERRY CROFT," CORNWALL-ON-HUDSON]

I had at this time a great deal of trouble with English houses printing my work, without either payment or permission, and a laughable but provoking incident occurred with the proof-reading of "A Sister to Esau." In this story, my chief character is a Scotch gentleman, of the most perfervid Calvinism, and the period of the story was the glorious ecclesiastical "departure" of the Free Kirk.

Now Mr. Bonner's proofreader happened to be a strict, strait Methodist, and he altered all the Calvinism to Methodism, which was sheer nonsense in the mouth of a Scotch Chief, and a seceding Free Kirker. However as soon as I explained the circ.u.mstances to Mr. Bonner he had the text restored as written, with many apologies for his Methodist proofreader's conscience.

The whole summer was spent in writing Mr. Bonner's second serial, "Love for an Hour Is Love Forever;" and in attending to the alterations going on in my home. Every room that was papered and painted afresh, was a new pleasure; and I had a fine garden, and began to plant vines, and to make an asparagus bed. Also, I made preparations for the winter's comfort by putting in a hot water furnace, and then I began a novelette called "Femmetia's Experience"

for Mr. Bonner. It was a reincarnation story, and had a large sale, though at the time, the doctrine was but looming up on my spiritual horizon. The main facts of this story had been told me by an old lady when I lived in Boroughbridge, and was only twelve years old. Dr.

Deems came to see us just as I had finished the story, and I spoke of its tendency and he said he had a strong leaning to the old heresy, that it had never died out of the heart and imaginations of men, and was steadily gaining a new growth.

I ought to have had a very happy summer, for I had my own home, good health, and all the work that I could do; but how often below this calm idyllic surface of life, there is some fateful, domestic sorrow! It is likely met with the heroism and devoted affection of the old Greek tragedy, but there it is! and it has to be borne as best it may. I found in love and work the strength and consolation, the heavy-hearted of the Greek world never knew. It brings tears to my eyes yet, to read the short, pitiful entries of that cruel November.

Yet I finished "Femmetia's Experience" and wrote also a novelette for Bonner called "The Mate of the Easter Bell," and other short articles. For in mental grief, mental work is a great salvation. I worked hard, though I was often compelled to lay down my pencil to seek the strength and comfort found only by "fleeing to the Rock that is higher than I." At the last, all was well. The gay handsome Captain M---- pa.s.sed out of our lives, and Lilly bore the breaking of the tie better than I expected.

I must not forget that in the midst of this trouble one of the dearest friends I still possess came into my life. It was Rutger Bleecker Jewett, the son of the learned Professor Jewett, of the General Theological Seminary. Through the December cold and deep snow, he climbed Storm King, one afternoon, and stepped into the light and warmth of Cherry Croft, like an incarnation of splendid youth and hope. He brought his welcome with him. With open hearts, and both hands we all met him, and he was free of my home from that hour. His father and mother were my friends, but I had never met Rutger before.

Yet in a recent letter he writes, "I have always felt that we were old friends from the first--never strangers. It was as though we had met again, after an absence, not as though we were meeting for the first time. I also cherish vivid memories of you later in our old graystone house in Chelsea Square. The old house with its deep windows, big old-fas.h.i.+oned rooms, and vine-covered walls, has been replaced by a modern building, no more comfortable, and nowhere so picturesque as the house we knew. It is more than twenty years since I first came to Cherry Croft--twenty years of unbroken trust and friends.h.i.+p--a very rich possession to me."

And to me also. As opportunity offered, I have often sought his advice or help, and he has never failed me.