The Concubine's Secret Part 12

'Don't thank me. If we go around saving each other's lives, then that makes us responsible for each other. Don't you think?' She laughed lightly.

She heard him inhale sharply. Had her words annoyed him? Had she presumed too much? She felt suddenly out of her depth, uncertain where to place her foot in these unfathomable and unfamiliar Chinese waters. She scrambled to her feet, kicked off her sandals and waded into the shallows. The creek rippled against her legs, cooling her skin, and she splashed water over the hem of her dress to remove the blood from it. His blood. Entwined in the fibres of her clothes. She stared at it, touched one of the smears with the tip of her finger and stopped rinsing it away into the river.

'Lydia Ivanova.'

It was the first time he'd spoken her name. On his tongue it sounded different. Less Russian. More . . .

'Lydia Ivanova,' he said again, his voice quiet as the breeze through the gra.s.s, 'what is it that is such trouble to you?'

She felt a tremor. She didn't know if it was in her own blood or in the water, but in that bright sunlit moment she knew she'd got it wrong. He could see right through her, her thoughts as transparent to him as the water droplets that trailed behind her hand. That intake of breath she'd heard wasn't annoyance. It was because he knew, as she knew, that they were were responsible for each other now. As she looked across at Chang An Lo where he was resting on his elbows, watching her with his black gaze, their eyes fixed on each other and she was aware of something tangible forming between them. A kind of thread, s.h.i.+mmering through the air. It was as elusive as a ripple in the river, yet as strong as one of the steel cables that held the new bridge over the Peiho. responsible for each other now. As she looked across at Chang An Lo where he was resting on his elbows, watching her with his black gaze, their eyes fixed on each other and she was aware of something tangible forming between them. A kind of thread, s.h.i.+mmering through the air. It was as elusive as a ripple in the river, yet as strong as one of the steel cables that held the new bridge over the Peiho.

'Tell me, Lydia, what lies so heavy on your heart?'

She released the hem of her dress and as it floated around her legs, she was again acutely aware of how shabby it was. She made her decision.

'Chang An Lo,' she said, 'I need your help.'

'I stole a necklace from a man's coat pocket last night.' She was back on her rock, perched like one of the orange lizards, head up and limbs tense, ready to flee. 'In the Ulysses Club.'

The Ulysses Club was the haunt of the British colonials in the International Settlement in Junchow, a place that was absurdly grand and stuffy - and utterly desirable to Lydia. Try living in a drab airless attic, she had once scolded her friend Polly, and then see if the Ulysses Club holds any charm for you.

'That's why the police arrived at the club last night,' she explained to Chang. 'The loss was discovered before I could get out. So I had to hide the necklace.' She was talking too fast. She made herself slow down. 'I had to leave without it after we'd all been questioned and searched.'

She kept darting glances at Chang but his face remained smooth and unshocked. That was something, at least. Never before had she admitted any of her thefts to anyone, and they had been nowhere near the value of this necklace. She was nervous.

'It was horrible,' she added.

Despite the c.u.mbersome bandage, he uncoiled from the gra.s.s with ease, sat up and leaned forward. 'Where did you hide the necklace?'

Lydia swallowed. She had to trust him. Had to. 'In the mouth of the stuffed bear outside the gentlemen's cloakroom.'

Light seemed to leap from the surface of the river and fill his face. He laughed and the sound of it created a strange contentment in her chest.

'You want me to get it back for you.' His words were not a question.

'Yes.' She added a deep bow.

'Why me? Why not you?'

'I'm not allowed into the club. Last night was a special occasion. ' In the silence that followed she felt the full weight of what she was asking.

'I am not permitted to enter either,' he reminded her. 'No Chinese. So tell me how I am supposed to slip my hand into the bear's mouth.'

'That's up to you. You've already proved you are . . . resourceful.'

'You realise that if I'm caught, I will be imprisoned. Or worse.'

She closed her eyes. Sick of herself. 'I know,' she whispered.

'Lydia.'

She opened her eyes and blinked, astonished. With no sound he had crossed the stretch of gra.s.s between them and was standing in front of her, tall and lithe and yet so still he barely seemed to breathe.

'I could be executed,' he said softly.

She threw back her hair and met his gaze. 'Then don't get caught.'

He laughed and she heard in it a wild rush of the energy that was usually so controlled in him. He touched her hand, the briefest brush of skin, but it was all it took to make her understand. He was like her. Danger made his blood flow faster. What others saw as risk, he saw as enticement. They were the mirror image of each other, two parts of the same whole, and that moment of skin against skin was the drawing together of the splintered pieces.

'Chang An Lo,' she said firmly, 'make certain you are not caught.' She tilted her head at him. 'Because if you are, I won't get my necklace.'

He smiled at her, his mouth gentle. 'Is it so valuable?'

'Yes. It's made of rubies.'

'I meant,' he paused, studying her face, 'is it so valuable to you?'

'Of course. How else can I ever make a life, a proper life I mean, not this miserable scratching on the edge of survival? For me . . . and for my mother. She's a pianist. How else can I buy her the Erard grand piano she craves?'

'A piano?'

'Yes.'

'You'd risk everything . . . for a piano?'

Abruptly a chasm widened between their feet, so deep its bottom lay far out of sight in the shadows beneath. A chasm neither of them had even noticed was there.

13.

The knock on the door was sharp. The sound dragged Lydia back to Russia and the present with a jolt, and a familiar nausea flooded her stomach, making it ache as the wisps of remembrance were wrenched away. She rolled off the quilt, her bare feet chill on the boards though she was wrapped in her coat. It surprised her to find Elena deeply asleep on the other bed. She'd forgotten her. The woman's mouth hung open, yet in sleep she looked younger, prettier, less formidable somehow.

Another rap shook the door. Lydia didn't need to ask who it was. She debated whether to answer it at all, but she knew he wouldn't give up. Her brother didn't ever give up. She opened the door and Alexei was standing outside in the corridor, his long face pinched with cold and worry. He wasn't quite quick enough to hide the look of relief that flicked through his green eyes at the sight of her, and she didn't know whether to be pleased or insulted by it. Right now she was too lonely to care.

'You're here,' he said.

'Yes. I promised I would be.' I promised I would be.'

'Good.'

There was nothing more to say. He'd checked up on her, she was here; that was it. Behind the paper-thin walls a woman suddenly started to laugh in the next room, but Lydia felt no urge to smile. The hole inside her was too big, too consuming, it had swallowed everything she had.

'Alexei.' She whispered her brother's name as something to hold on to. 'Alexei.' Her eyes focused on the third b.u.t.ton of his coat. She couldn't bear to look at his face because at the moment she had no armour. 'Take me with you.'

'Nyet. It's too dangerous. I'll work better without you. Stay here.'

She nodded and, still without looking at him, quietly closed the door. She leaned her back against it and listened to her brother's footsteps walking away from her. Fast. As though he couldn't wait to leave her behind. Slowly she slid down to the floor and wrapped her arms around her s.h.i.+ns, balancing her chin on her knees.

The first person Alexei spotted as he entered the bar near the tyre factory was the blond truck driver, the one who had flirted with Lydia so outrageously on the road back from the foundry. What was his name? Kolya. He was trying to build a precarious tower of full vodka gla.s.ses on a table. Alexei elbowed his way to the long counter at the back of the smoke-filled room.

'Vodka,' he ordered.

A bottle and a gla.s.s appeared in front of him.

'Spasibo.' He poured himself a drink and threw it down his throat. 'And one for yourself.'

The barman was small with tough no-nonsense eyes and a broken front tooth. He nodded and filled a gla.s.s for himself but left it untouched on the bar. Alexei could smell the sweet odour of almond oil on him.

'What is it you want?' The man spoke with a strong Muscovite accent.

'I'm looking for someone.'

'Got a name?'

'Mikhail Vushnev. I'm told he drinks here. Do you know him?'

'Maybe.'

'Is he in tonight?'

He didn't even bother to look around. 'Nyet.'

Alexei knew he was lying. He shrugged, poured himself another drink and pretended to watch the truck driver's antics, all the time checking out the room. A dump, Babitsky had called it. He was right about that. Airless, gloomy and needing the attentions of a scrubbing brush, but warm and comfortable in a lazy sort of way. There was the usual clutch of dedicated drinkers huddled round the tables, a thin child on one man's knee, while a dog lay under another man's chair with watchful eyes. In one corner two men were playing chess, totally engrossed.

Alexei picked up his drink and ambled over to them, keeping a respectful distance from their table but close enough to observe their moves. For ten minutes he stood there, absorbed in the game. During that time two girls in colourful Uzbek dress materialised from a back room, flas.h.i.+ng dark southern eyes and smooth olive skin as they balanced beer on trays. The atmosphere in the place changed with their arrival as if an electric switch had been flipped. Even one of the chess players was distracted enough to lose his rook foolishly, and his king fell soon after. One of the girls brushed her hip invitingly against Alexei as she squeezed past and pouted her full crimson lips at him, but he shook his head and lit another cigarette.

'Don't turn her down, comrade,' the younger of the chess players laughed. 'You never know when you'll get another offer.'

'I'll take my chances,' Alexei replied and held out the cigarette pack. The man accepted and stuck one behind his ear for later. 'You play well,' Alexei commented, nodding at the shakhmatnaya doska shakhmatnaya doska, the chessboard.

'Spasibo. Do you play?' Do you play?'

'Badly.'

The older player scrutinised him from deep-set eyes. 'I doubt that,' he muttered.

Alexei leaned down and righted the white king. 'I was told I could find an excellent player here. Mikhail Vushnev was the name. I'm in the mood for a good match. Do you know him?'

'If you want a good match, comrade, Mikhail is not your man,' the younger one laughed scornfully. 'He's as much use on a chessboard as one of those girls in a nunnery, so-'

'Leonid,' the older one interrupted, 'maybe a chess match is not the kind of match our friend here has in mind.'

f.u.c.k. The man was sharp. Alexei gave him a careful smile. 'Is he here, this Vushnev?'

'Nyet.'

The younger one looked at his companion in surprise. 'Boris, have you gone soft in the head or something-'

'Nyet.' This time even Leonid heard the emphasis in the word and kept his mouth shut.

'Thanks anyway,' Alexei said pleasantly.

Aware of eyes on his back, he moved over to the bar where Kolya was fondling one of the girls and getting his hands smacked for his trouble. Alexei ordered another vodka, then turned as if he had all the time in the world and no thought other than where his next drink was coming from. He let his gaze skim the tables, his eyes narrowed against the smoke, and settled for no more than a heartbeat on a lean man with brilliantined hair, smoking a long-stemmed pipe over by the stove.

Alexei's gaze moved on indifferently. But he had his man. Young Leonid had betrayed him without even knowing it: just a glance at the mention of Vushnev's name was enough.

Alexei placed a bottle of vodka and two gla.s.ses on the man's table.

'Dobriy vecher. Good evening, comrade. May I join you?'

He didn't wait for an answer but pulled up a chair and sat down. The fact that the man's angular face registered no surprise was not lost on him. Alexei poured them both a drink.

'Za tvoye zdorovye!' he raised his gla.s.s. 'Good health!'

'Za tvoye zdorovye, tovarishch,' Vushnev responded but he didn't touch the gla.s.s. His grey eyes were thoughtful and curious but he asked no questions. In Soviet Russia questions could get you into trouble. He was a man of around forty and contented himself with chewing on the stem of his pipe, shadows s.h.i.+fting in the hollows of his face, light skidding off the gleam of his hair. Something about the sheen of the man grated on Alexei's nerves, but he dug up a smile of sorts and asked, 'You're Comrade Vushnev, I believe?'

'I wondered how long it would take you to find me.'

'You knew I was looking?'

The man snorted with amus.e.m.e.nt. 'Of course.'

'Word travels fast in Felanka.'

Alexei picked up his drink and stretched his legs out towards the stove. At the far end of the bar two men broke out in song while another clapped a fast rhythm. Alexei took time to enjoy it, recognising it as a tune from his childhood which he hadn't heard in fifteen years. Memories of Jens Friis with his beloved fiddle, which in equal measure he cursed and cajoled in Danish each time he rested a bow on its strings, came flooding into his head. He downed the vodka in one throw.

'They sing well,' he commented. 'Exceptionally well.'

'They used to be professionals. Now they're sheet metal workers, poor devils.' Vushnev balanced his pipe on his knee and for the first time a hint of real interest tightened the curve of his shoulders. 'We're all workers now for our great Soviet Fatherland.'

This was the moment. Alexei slipped a hand into his coat pocket as if to keep it warm, casually jingling the coins there. He made the first move.