The Concubine's Secret Part 23

'No.'

She could feel the ground growing slippery under her feet.

He leaned back in his chair and studied her. 'You have an artistic look about you. I like that.'

Chyort! He was making a.s.sumptions. She knew absolutely nothing about art. She'd read a bit but that didn't make her a writer. But her mother He was making a.s.sumptions. She knew absolutely nothing about art. She'd read a bit but that didn't make her a writer. But her mother had had been a pianist, so maybe . . . been a pianist, so maybe . . .

'I play the piano,' she lied modestly.

He was smiling, pleased with himself rather than with her. 'I knew I was right. You are a bohemian at heart.'

She watched his eyes skim over her thoughtfully. What? What? she wanted to shout. she wanted to shout. What are you seeing? What are you seeing?

'So,' he said smoothly, 'let's start with names. I am Dmitri Malofeyev. I live in Moscow and sit on committees and commissions, hence the Chairman t.i.tle. I like horse riding and occasional gambling. What about you?'

'Lydia Ivanova.'

He inclined his head in a chivalrous little bow that revealed a bone-white line parting the dense waves of his red hair. The skin of his face and hands was winter-pale and lightly freckled. 'My pleasure, Comrade Ivanova.'

'I am from Vladivostok.'

'Ah, an interesting place.'

She sat dry-mouthed. Vladivostok was thousands of miles from Moscow, as far as you could possibly go without falling into the China Sea. Please, please, let him know absolutely nothing about it. Please, please, let him know absolutely nothing about it.

'That explains,' he said lightly, 'your interest in the Chinese Communist Party, just over the border from Russia. Except I'd heard they are active in the south of the country rather than the north.'

'They're . . . expanding all the time.'

'Ah, good. I'm glad to hear it. So tell me, young comrade, what you are doing here in Moscow?'

'I . . .'

A waiter, tall and thin in a black s.h.i.+rt and narrow trousers that made his legs look like sticks, hovered at Malofeyev's shoulder with the bottle of wine he'd ordered. The moment's delay gave Lydia time to s.n.a.t.c.h at an answer. As the dark red liquid spilled into her gla.s.s while around her the muted meeting of cutlery and bone china hummed softly, politely, throughout the restaurant, she took a wary pace forward. Balanced precariously on the first stepping stone across a fast-flowing river.

'I've heard things,' she said. 'About Moscow. I wanted to see them for myself.'

She saw interest flare in the grey eyes. She lowered her gaze to the napkin on her lap as though reluctant to say more. Unseen, she wiped her moist palms on the white material.

'What kind of things things?' His tone was serious, the laughter gone.

'How Stalin is transforming the hearts and minds of Muscovites. Building wonderful new communal housing where everything is shared, even the clothing and the children.' She raised her eyes and let regret sneak into her words. 'In Vladivostok the people are not so ready for change. Despite the new factories and jobs that Communism is providing, they cling to their old bourgeois ways.'

'Is that so?'

'Yes.' She noticed that her hands were fidgeting with the cutlery. She stilled them. 'I want to be a part of the activist movement. I want to be in the forefront with the Constructivists and the Kinoks who are bringing a whole new kind of cinema and music and design to the people.'

Thank you, dear Alexei, for pus.h.i.+ng so many books into my hands so I could learn about the new modern Russia. We must be prepared, you said.

'You see, I was right when I said you were artistic.' He raised one sandy eyebrow. 'But you are remarkably well informed for someone from the backwoods of Vladivostok.'

'I read a lot.'

'Obviously. So tell me, what is it you want to see?'

'I want to see Eisenstein's films - like October October. It's wonderful that he uses non-professional actors, real people. It's all genuinely about the young proletariat, about their rising up against the Capitalist order.' She could hear her voice growing excited.

He nodded. 'I admit the cinema is a vital weapon in educating people. To train their minds to grasp socialist concepts.' He paused, pulled at his long earlobe. 'What else?'

For a moment her mind cast about blankly and all she could focus on was that this man was her one path to Chang An Lo. Don't slip Don't slip.

'What else?' he asked again.

She thought carefully. 'I want to see Tatlin's designs and go to the Kolomy Zal Doma Soyuzov to listen to Shostakovich's music. Did you know he even included the sound of factory whistles in his Second Symphony?' Her mother had hated that. Vulgar Vulgar, she'd called it.

'No, I didn't know that.'

'And,' she lowered her voice until it was almost secretive, 'there's talk of an underground railway system to be built beneath Moscow itself.'

He didn't speak. Just stared at her solemnly across the table. Had she overdone it? Had she overdone it? Was she about to plunge into the churning river's depths? Was she about to plunge into the churning river's depths?

'Work,' he said at last. 'You don't mention work at all.'

'Ah, of course I want to work.'

'What kind of work?'

What kind? Which should I choose? A teacher? A librarian? Even a mythical pianist?

She picked up her wine, swirled it round the gla.s.s, aware of the irony of it. 'A factory worker, of course. I am applying for a job in the AMO automobile plant.'

'I know the manager there, Likhachev. A good Party member, though sometimes his words run faster than his brain. He's on the MGK with me, the Moscow City Committee. I could put in a word for you.'

Despite the wine, her tongue felt dry.

'Spasibo,' she said. 'But I would rather find a job through my own efforts.'

He smiled and raised his gla.s.s. 'To success.'

'Da.' She breathed again. 'To success.'

The meal was good. She expected no less. But she barely tasted it, scarcely recalled what she was putting in her mouth. She encouraged him to talk about himself. At first he was guarded, letting slip no more than that he lived in the Arbat near the Praga restaurant and had only recently returned to Moscow after two years posted out to Siberia, overseeing something completely different.

'What made you want to leave Moscow in the first place?' she asked.

Malofeyev ran a hand through his hair, momentarily uncomfortable, and suddenly looked younger than his thirty-something years. 'I was overseeing an import scheme of factory machinery which went badly wrong.' He narrowed his gaze, focusing on the Malevich painting on the wall. Some of its blackness seemed to seep into his grey eyes, turning them to soot. 'Someone had to pay for the mistake. That person happened to be me, even though . . .' He stopped himself, refusing to complain.

Lydia s.h.i.+fted the subject. 'But you're back now. Anyway you probably benefited from what you learned about life outside Moscow.'

He pushed aside his coffee cup. 'How positive you are, for one so young. But you're right.' He drew a silver cigarette case from his jacket and Lydia eyed it with the professional interest of an ex-pickpocket. Mutely he offered her a cigarette but she shook her head. He lit one for himself, exhaling an elaborate coil of smoke towards the Malevich painting as if trying to prove something to it. 'It's remarkable,' he said, 'what's going on out there in Siberia. Have you seen it?'

She sidestepped that one. 'Tell me.'

'Its vast wasteland is being tamed. There are grand new road schemes and railways, factories and mines of all kinds, ma.s.sive organised timber haulage. Even complete new towns are being built from scratch. It's . . .' He paused for the right word. 'Thrilling.'

She blinked. That wasn't the word she'd expected. 'Thrilling?'

'Da.' He abandoned his cigarette in the black onyx ashtray as if it enc.u.mbered his thought process. 'Everything we dreamed of when we fought the Tsar's troops thirteen years ago outside the Winter Palace is coming true. The Communist ideals of equality and justice are being turned into reality right in front of our eyes, and it breaks my heart that Vladimir Ilyich Lenin himself is not alive to see it.'

She couldn't look at him. At the belief in his eyes. Instead she concentrated on the slender stem of her gla.s.s, as fragile and breakable as Papa's back in that labour camp. A nerve pulsed in her jaw and she placed a hand over it.

'Comrade Malofeyev-'

'Call me Dmitri.'

'Dmitri.' She smiled and flicked a stray lock of hair from her cheek. For a second she was distracted by a smartly dressed man and woman at a table across the room. Both staring at her. She looked away. Was it her clothes? Was she so obviously all wrong in a place like this?

'Dmitri, if I were searching for someone else, as well as for the Chinese Communist I mentioned earlier, someone in Moscow, would you be willing to help me find this person?'

He studied her carefully, his gaze alighting on each part of her face, even on her throat as she swallowed, and she knew she'd just leapt on to the stepping stone right in the deepest part of the river.

26.

Fog rose from the River Moskva. It slunk in long tendrils across the road, sneaking up to front doors and unexpectedly swallowing people whole when they emerged from their homes into the street. Sledges slid into it and vanished.

Alexei stood still. He had no desire to move. He felt like a ghost, barely there, a lone figure caught between reality and non-reality. Each time he heard footsteps on the broad steps, leading up to where he was propped against the stone pillar of the Cathedral's entrance, his breath quickened with expectation. This time it was real, not a figment of his exhausted mind.

A woman drifted out of the white layers of moist air rising towards him. He held out a hand to her but she veered away abruptly and he realised she thought he was a beggar. The streets were full of them. She had heavy black eyebrows and thick ankles, he registered that much. Not Lydia after all then. Nor Antonina, whose ankles were slender, the bones beautifully carved. He yearned for her touch now to rid him of this deadness. His eyes closed as the cold crept with sharp fingers through his thin jacket and into his blood, making it sluggish and stubborn, painful as it pushed through his veins.

It was gone noon. Long gone. He forced his eyelids open in case he missed her. In this fog she might pa.s.s three feet from him and not know he was there. He tilted his head back but the golden domes of the Cathedral of Christ the Redeemer had ceased to exist, stolen from sight by the dank air and something fluttered on the edge of his thoughts. Something about this church. He'd read something. That was it. It was going to be blown up. Involuntarily he stepped away from the pillar as if it were about to explode, but immediately felt the absence of its stone solidity at his back. Is that what wors.h.i.+ppers would feel, the loss of solidity, of belief ?

He walked slowly round the outside of the great towering building till he came to the River Moskva at its back, where the water flowed in ripples of steel. It looked so hard, so substantial. He started to cross the bridge that spanned it but had to stop halfway because the muscles in his legs were shaking with exhaustion. He leaned on the parapet and was aware that he had disappeared. This close to the river he was wrapped in a coc.o.o.n of fog, invisible and unknown.

It didn't matter, Lydia wasn't coming. Had she lied to him? No. He shook his head. She didn't lie to him in the letter, he was certain. Either she had left Moscow - with or without their father - or she was unable to make it to the church. Whatever the truth, he couldn't help either of them now, not Jens Friis, not Lydia. But he missed her, missed her laugh and her stubborn chin, and the way she knew exactly how to get under his skin. And her moments of unexpected gentleness, he missed them more than ever now.

The journey to Moscow had cost him dear and stripped him of everything, both physical and mental. It had taken all his strength to get here, walking for weeks without end, no food, losing track of time. He leaned his head over the bridge and stared down at the cus.h.i.+on of thick white air that hung just below him. It looked tempting. On that soft pillow he could rest at last and dream again of galloping through the autumn woods beside his father.

27.

The group of prisoners stood alone in the central courtyard behind heavy studded doors. Nine men, three women. In the back of a truck, sheltering out of the bitter wind, two soldiers watched over them, unseen in its dark metallic interior with rifles across their knees, cigarette smoke warm in their lungs. Outside snow fluttered down in spinning spirals, settling on hats and shoulders, yet despite the cold and the tall gloomy buildings that loomed over them, blocking out what little winter light filtered down, each of the prisoners was smiling.

It was always the same. A day free from the rattle of locks. No jangle of keys, no interminable grey corridors that led only to more locks and more keys. Antic.i.p.ation p.r.i.c.kled their skin. It reminded Jens of when he was a young man in St Petersburg, standing in the stable courtyard waiting for the carriage to arrive to whisk them away to the summer palace for the day. Well, today wasn't an outing to any palace. Far from it. Just to a gigantic hangar in a well-guarded field surrounded by dense forest. Not that he'd ever seen the forest here, but he'd heard the wind in the branches, the sigh of wooden limbs as they flexed and s.h.i.+vered. It was a sound he'd listened to a million times in the forests of Siberia, a sound as familiar as his own breath.

'Jens.'

'Olga,' he smiled. 'No need to be nervous.'

'I'm not nervous.' She said it breezily. 'It's the noise of the wheels I hate, that's all, as they drive over rough ground. Like bones being crushed.'

Olga was a skilled chemist, no more than forty but she looked older, the lines round her mouth etched deep after eight years' hard labour in a lead mine. Her body was fleshless, stick thin, and she complained of stomach pains whenever she ate her meals. Here in this prison they were decently fed, a world away from the labour camps. They routinely devoured more protein in one week than they'd previously had sight of in a whole year. Stalin was feeding them up the way a farmer fattens a pig before slitting its throat. To get the best out of them. Stalin wanted the best out of their brains.

The prison doctor declared that Olga's pains were all in her mind and he might be right. Guilt, Jens believed, guilt was eating her up each time she pushed a forkful of food past her lips, because her daughter was still out there in the lead mine where bones were regularly crushed under rockfalls.

'I hate going in the truck,' Olga muttered.

'Just imagine that you are in a horse carriage,' Jens urged, 'trotting down the Arbat to take tea at the Arbatskiy Podval cafe. That would put a smile on your face. Cakes and pastries and sweet strawberry tarts and-'

'Mmm,' murmured a younger woman nearby, 'plum tart with cream and chocolate sauce.'

'Annoushka, you never think of anything but food,' Olga scolded.

'Food is comforting,' Annoushka confessed. 'And G.o.d knows we all need comfort in this place.'

'If you keep eating the way you do, you'll soon be too fat to fit in the truck,' Olga teased.

It was true. Annoushka did eat a lot, but so did most of them. They'd been starved for too many years to let even a crumb remain uneaten on a plate. Like squirrels, they h.o.a.rded nuts for the winter that was sure to come again one day soon, once Stalin and Kaganovich and Colonel Tursenov had finished picking their minds clean. Behind them the truck's engine started up, the noise of it rebounding off the high courtyard walls, and a plume of black exhaust billowed into the chill air. The two soldiers in the back jumped out and held open the rear doors.

'Let's go,' Elkin called out from among the huddle of engineers and strode towards the truck. He was eager to be gone.

The others followed at varying speeds.

'Friis, everything had better d.a.m.n well work today,' an elderly unshaven prisoner grumbled as a young mechanic hoisted him up into the back of the vehicle.

'It will, old man. Have faith.'

'Faith!' Annoushka said, stamping her feet on the cobbles while she waited her turn. 'I've forgotten what that word even means.' She beckoned to Jens and Olga. 'Come on, you don't want to get left behind. Today's a big day.'

Olga s.h.i.+vered as she tightened the scarf around her neck and was helped by Jens to pick her way across the slippery courtyard.

'Close your eyes on the journey and think only of the day your daughter was born,' Jens murmured, and felt her hand tighten gratefully on his arm.

It wasn't often they were all together like this, though it was happening more frequently now as the project neared completion. Most of the time they worked in isolation in their separate workshops, with messengers pa.s.sing between them with blueprints and reports. So when they did come together there was always a sense of celebration - but today of all days Jens saw nothing to celebrate.