The Concubine's Secret Part 28

'There's no hole,' Alexei repeated.

The fingers squeezed. 'Swear it.'

'I swear it.'

The engine stopped. Alexei looked up. At the opposite kerb not one but two old black cars with long bonnets had pulled up. The doors slammed. Six men leapt out and raced across the road towards them. Without a word Alexei tightened one arm around his new comrade, ready to haul him to his feet whether he wanted to or not, while his other hand slid under the man's coat to the holster that lay next to his chest, removing the gun. Quietly he released the safety catch and braced himself.

'Pakhan!'

A young man approached and saw the gun. From nowhere a snub-nosed revolver materialised in his own fist. He had thick black hair and the same moustache as the older man.

'Pakhan!' he shouted again. He stopped less than two metres away.

'Anatoly,' the sick man murmured and, releasing his grip on Alexei, he stretched out his hand. 'Don't, Anatoly. This man helped me.'

'Your friend collapsed here in the street.' Alexei lowered the gun.

Men dressed in black swarmed around them, lean figures each with eyes that did not invite familiarity. Between them they lifted the man and had him stowed inside one of the cars before Alexei could even bid him goodbye. He stood on the packed ice in the gutter and watched the cars slide away into the night like sharks. He felt the loss. It took him by surprise.

'Get well, tovarishch tovarishch,' Alexei said as he pushed the gun into his waistband and set off back to the fleas.

32.

'Go to bed, Lydia.' It was Elena's voice, soft from behind the curtain.

'Not yet.'

'There's no point waiting.'

'There is.'

'He won't come, girl. Not tonight. He can't. He told you that he's watched every moment.'

'You don't know him.'

A low chuckle. 'No, but I know men. Even the most devoted won't walk into a lion's mouth if it means no chance of walking out again. Give him time. You're in too much of a hurry.'

'Chang An Lo is not like other men.'

'So you say.'

'It's true, Elena.'

There was a sudden somnolent snort from Liev on the far side of the curtain. Their talk had woken him. 'f.u.c.k this. Go to sleep. The pair of you.'

'Shut up, you old goat,' Elena chuckled fondly, and the bed-springs creaked as she settled down beside her man.

Lydia leaned over from the chair beside the window and blew out the candle on the sill. But she remained there, staring out into darkness.

Chang saw the light go out. He was in the courtyard below, a black shadow among black shadows. He had no way of knowing it was her window, or her candle, but he was as certain of it as he was of his own heartbeat.

He knew she would be waiting but he moved no closer. A bitter wind moaned under the roof tiles, the night spirits urging him on, trying to steal his senses, setting fire to his blood. Nevertheless he remained totally immobile on the courtyard cobbles as bit by bit through the soles of his feet he felt a part of himself sneak away, lift like smoke on the wind and trail across the window pane, seeking cracks to whisper through.

Coming here was a risk but he could not stay away. It was no hards.h.i.+p for him to slip out of the hotel bathroom window, scale the drainpipe and prowl like one of the city cats over the rooftops. No, that was only a small danger. The big danger was here, on her own doorstep. Did she really think she could become friendly with one of the Party elite, the man with the wolf eyes, and not pay the price? She would be watched. Every moment now. There would be someone to report on who she met, where she went, what she did and, above all, who came to her living quarters. Day or night. But here in the shadows he was invisible.

My Lydia, my love. Take care.

He returned to his hotel the same way he'd left it, the roof tiles lethal in the dark under their coating of ice. As he swung in through the bathroom window once more, he listened but all was quiet. It was four o'clock on a winter's morning and the hotel's clients were slumbering contentedly under their thick quilts.

While still in the bathroom he changed into the nightwear he'd carried in the leather satchel on his back, and pushed his shoes and clothes into it instead. He ran water from the tap to indicate to any hidden ears that the bathroom was in use, stilled his heart and opened the door. The corridor was empty. On bare feet he padded silently to his room, slipped inside and closed the door behind him.

'So you're back.'

In the dark Chang's hand slid to the knife at his waist, as with the other he turned on the light.

'Kuan,' he said. 'What are you doing in my room?'

She'd been sitting in a chair and had risen to her feet. Her face was flushed and he knew her heart well enough to recognise it as the fire of anger.

'Waiting for you to return.'

'I am here now.'

'Where have you been?'

'That is my business, Kuan, not yours.'

She was wearing a plain blue cotton wrap and he saw her hands sink into its pockets, bunching into fists, but her voice was low and controlled.

'Chang An Lo, you could be arrested for what you've done tonight.'

Chang drew in a slow breath. A sadness swam into his blood and he felt it pulse through his veins. It was too late to take back her words.

'We could all all be arrested for what you've done tonight,' she continued in a tense whisper. 'Leaving the hotel secretly indicates you are doing something you don't wish the authorities to know about.' be arrested for what you've done tonight,' she continued in a tense whisper. 'Leaving the hotel secretly indicates you are doing something you don't wish the authorities to know about.'

'Kuan,' he said so softly she had to take several steps closer to hear, 'if this room is fitted with listening devices, which is very likely, your words have just condemned us to a labour camp in Siberia.'

Her flush deepened. Her dark eyes widened in alarm and darted round the room as if the devices might be visible.

'Chang,' she whispered, 'I'm sorry.'

'Go to your room now. Get some sleep.'

'How can I sleep when . . . ?'

He opened the door and held it ajar. 'Goodnight, Tang Kuan.'

Without looking at him she bowed, sidled through the gap and left the room. He turned off the light and sat down on the bed. He closed his eyes, focused his thoughts and let Lydia come to him. He filled his mind with the image of her dancing in his arms tonight, the flames of her hair burning away all sense of caution, her amber eyes drawing his spirit to hers once more, tightening the thread that bound them. He pictured again the way she turned her head, chin held high; the way her mouth curved up at the corners even when she wasn't smiling. His thoughts lingered on the feel of his hand on her back as they moved across the floor, each fragment of his skin aware of her young muscles rippling under his fingers; of her ribs, of her long straight spine.

For the sake of China, for the country he loved, he'd given her up once already. Not again. Not this time, may the G.o.ds forgive him. He opened his eyes and stared out into the blackness.

The cold was like a slap in the face as Lydia walked out into the courtyard. The sky wasn't yet light, that was still several hours away, so the yardman wasn't in his usual position, leaning on his snow shovel, puffing on a cigarette stub and complaining about the carelessness of the women at the pump spilling water over the cobbles. It made his job harder, hacking at the sheets of ice. Liev claimed all yardmen were paid informers for OGPU, keeping a careful watch over the comings and goings of their building's inhabitants, but whether or not that was true, Lydia was eager to avoid his lecherous gaze.

She set off at a fast pace, retracing the route she and Elena had taken to the Housing Office. The night sky had cleared, stars glittering as bright and numerous as the sequins on Antonina's black dress in the Hotel Metropol yesterday evening. The thought of Antonina and Alexei together was one she chose not to dwell on, but there was something about the woman that she liked. She was an individual, unwilling - or was it unable? - to conform, not yet jammed into the Soviet mould despite being married to one of Stalin's elite. And now the certainty that Alexei was heading for Moscow too.

Hurry, brother. I'll be waiting. At the Cathedral today, I promise.

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'Boy! Wake up.'

Lydia kicked at the cardboard shelter. It trembled but didn't fall down.

'Get up,' she called out. 'I want to talk to you.'

She stood in the opening of the alcove, ready to block any sudden dash for freedom, but nothing moved.

'Get your skinny bones out here and this time keep your rat fangs inside your head,' she snapped.

She began to think the shelter was empty. It was too dark to see properly so she didn't bother peering in, but gave it another kick. Inside, a faint whimper was abruptly silenced.

'I've brought a biscuit for Misty.'

She waited. Caught the sound of movement. A rustle, then a dark shape stood in front of her.

'What d'you want?' The boy's voice was wary.

'I told you. To talk.'

'The biscuit?'

She held it out. He s.n.a.t.c.hed it and didn't even snap it in half, part for himself, part for the dog. He gave it all to the puppy in his arms who gobbled it down, then licked the boy's chin, eagerly asking for more.

'What's your name?' Lydia asked.

'What's it to you?'

'Nothing. It's easier, that's all. I'm Lydia.'

'f.u.c.k off, Lydia.'

She spun on her heel and started to march away. Over her shoulder she called, 'So you don't want breakfast, or some money in your pocket after all. I see I misjudged you, you stupid little rat brain.'

For a moment she thought she'd lost him. But suddenly there was the sound of scurrying steps and the young boy was in front of her, facing her, but moving backwards on his toes as she kept walking. A trickle of moonlight brushed his milky hair, giving him a strange elfin appearance, his chin pointed, his blue eyes as reflective as mirrors.

'Breakfast?' he asked.

'Da.'

'Money?'

'Da.'

'How much?'

'We'll negotiate that over kasha kasha.'

'For Misty too?'

'Of course.'

'What do I have to do?'

'Deliver a note.'

The boy laughed, a sweet clear sound that gave Lydia hope.

The boy's name was Edik. He perched on the end of Lydia's bed and spooned porridge into his mouth without a word, while at his feet the puppy was snuffling round its empty bowl, its full stomach distended wider than its flimsy ribcage. Lydia sat in the chair, aware that Liev and Elena, still in their nights.h.i.+rts, had pulled back the curtain and were sipping cups of chai chai. Through its steam they watched him with suspicion.

Lydia bent down, scooped up the puppy and placed it on her lap. Instantly a moist pink tongue licked her chin and she laughed, stroking the eager little grey head. The puppy had large yellow-brown eyes and paws two sizes too large.

'Where did you find her?' she asked the boy. 'Misty, I mean.'

'In a sack.' He didn't look up from his porridge and spoke between mouthfuls. 'A man was trying to drown her in the river.'

'Poor Misty,' she smiled, ruffling the wispy ears. 'And lucky Misty.'