The Verge Practice Part 35

They continued on up to the entry pavilion, and George held the pa.s.senger door of the car open for her. Her backpack was on the seat. She got in and they set off along the misty autumn lanes, pa.s.sing the village pub, its lights on for the evening trade.

When they reached the M25 Kathy said, 'Come on, George. What's happening?'

'She's gone. You won't be seeing her again, none of us will. She just needed a bit of time to get clear.' He glanced over at Kathy, her expression suspicious in the wash of pa.s.sing lights.

'What, no amazing corpseless death?'

'No. She always knew it might come to this. After the opening of Marchdale she thought she was in the clear, but she couldn't be sure. There was always the chance of some b.l.o.o.d.y-minded copper or reporter figuring it out.'

'Thanks.'

'So she had arrangements in place. She's still got her money, of course, and by now she's a long way away and somebody else. There's no chance of catching up with her this time.'

'Are you really letting me go, George?'

'Yeah, really. I advised against it, you might like to know. Loose end, I said, but she didn't see it that way. She wants the cops to know, and not be able to say or do a thing about it. Otherwise, she said, it would be like designing a building and not having anyone know it's yours. She said this was her last big design.'

'What makes you so sure they won't do anything?'

'We'll see, shall we?'

'What about Madelaine and Charlotte? How do they feel about all this?'

'They know nothing. n.o.body does, except you and me, and I've got a watertight alibi for the last twenty-four hours.'

Kathy was silent, thinking. They came to the M4, but then, at the next junction, turned off at the signs to Heathrow. 'Hang on,' she said. 'This isn't the way.'

'I'll drop you off at the taxi rank here.' He felt in his pocket and produced some cash that he handed to her. 'Luz told me to look after you. Here you go.' He pulled over to the kerb. 'Goodbye, Kathy. As far as I'm concerned, none of this happened.'

She watched him roar away, then walked over to the taxi queue and caught a cab into town. As it pulled to a halt at Queen Anne's Gate, she looked up at the brightly lit windows and wondered what sort of reception she would get.

The first person she b.u.mped into in the corridor was Bren, who goggled as if seeing someone risen from the dead.

'Kathy! We've been looking everywhere. What happened to you?'

'It's a long story, Bren. Is Brock about?'

'In his office, yeah. You'd better get up there. Are you okay? No damage?'

'I'm fine. Catch up later.'

But Bren came with her up the stairs all the same, as if she might disappear once again.

Dot's desk was empty, and Kathy knocked on Brock's door. There was a m.u.f.fled 'Come' and she pushed it open.

Brock was bending over a pile of papers. He straightened with a cry, and, in a spontaneous gesture that took her by surprise, grabbed her and pulled her to him.

'Kathy! I thought . . .' He hugged her for a moment, then stepped back, holding her at arm's length, embarra.s.sed now at this display. 'I really thought . . .' Then he seemed to force a frown across his face. 'Dear G.o.d, you've had us in a panic. What happened to you?'

Kathy turned to Bren, standing behind her in the doorway. 'I need to talk to Brock alone.'

He nodded and closed the door softly behind him.

Kathy and Brock sat down, and she told him her story.

At the end of it he shook his head. 'I don't know where to begin, Kathy. It's like some textbook exercise on how to make every mistake under the sun. They'll be using this at Brams.h.i.+ll for training purposes, and no one'll believe it could actually be true.'

Kathy lowered her head, accepting the inevitable.

'. . . das.h.i.+ng off without talking to me first. Not saying a word!'

'I thought that would only make things worse, involving you,' she offered, trying to sound contrite.

'No back-up, no explanation. Where did that leave us when things went wrong?'

He went on, twenty-four hours of sleepless anxiety resolving itself into anger and dismay. Kathy said as little as possible, answering the odd point, making necessary explanations about some of the more lurid disasters, the breakins, the drunk driving.

'And how you could then, knowing what you did, have agreed to get into that car with Diaz and Todd . . .'

'I needed evidence,' she said reasonably. 'I knew I was about to be kicked off the force. I needed something concrete.'

He shook his head in despair. 'It's not the first time, Kathy. I sometimes think you have some kind of death wish . . .'

But she sensed the anger fade and something else take its place, a sort of astonished admiration, not so much for her as for Charles Verge.

'He really did that? I had no idea. And none of them knew? No one recognised him, his mother, his daughter . . .?

It's incredible.'

'You do believe it, don't you?'

'Yes . . .' He was thinking of Gail Lewis's story of the hermit crab dragging around the wrong sh.e.l.l. Yet she, like everyone else, had misinterpreted the image. 'Yes, I do.'

When the interrogation was over, Brock poured them both a scotch and sat back, thinking.

'Lizancos will have destroyed his tapes and files, we can be sure of that. But Luz Diaz couldn't have lived at Briar Hill for the past few months without leaving DNA traces, no matter how well they've cleaned the place.'

'I thought of that,' Kathy agreed, 'but even if we found Verge's DNA in the house, it wouldn't help, would it? We know he was there before he disappeared.'

'Depends on the traces, and where they are.'

He reached for the phone and called in Bren, instructing him to get a warrant and take a SOCO team out to the Diaz house as quickly as possible. 'It seems she's disappeared. You're looking for her traces and those of third parties. We know George Todd has been there recently, and so has Kathy. We want to know who else has.'

Bren looked curiously at Kathy. 'Are we looking for Diaz, chief?'

'Yes. Put out a full alert.'

'Right. You coming to the house?'

'Maybe later. Kathy and I have another appointment to keep, and some rehearsing to do before we go.'

The facade of the conference venue was lit up with floodlights and carried a large banner bearing the Metropolitan Police logo and the motto Protect and Respect: Embracing Diversity. The taxi dropped them among waiting limousines and they made their way up the steps to the entrance.

A steward directed them to a side corridor, and they caught glimpses into a main hall filled with suits and uniforms, gla.s.ses and canapes in hands. They came to a room marked Conference Meeting Room Number 2, knocked and went inside. There was no one there. On the table were sheets of notes abandoned from an earlier meeting. On one Kathy saw the heading Crime Strategy Working Party, and realised with a little shock that her own committee must have been here, preparing for its presentation the following day.

The door opened and two men in uniform came in.

Kathy felt their unsmiling curiosity as they examined her before they turned to Brock. The first man introduced Brock to the second. Kathy missed the name, but caught the t.i.tle, Deputy Commissioner, and saw the badge of rank on his shoulders. Then the first man was speaking to her.

'I'm Commander Sharpe, and you must be DS Kolla?

Sit down.' He waved to seats at the end of the room. 'You'd better tell us your version of events, Sergeant. Quickly if you please.'

Kathy did her best, but in that setting, faced with the two sombre uniforms, she felt as if she were recounting some kind of lurid fairytale.

'. . . I was concerned that some sections of the press believed that Charles Verge was still alive,' she said, following a line that Brock had suggested, 'and I thought they might eventually get to hear of Dr Lizancos and his clinic. I thought this was one important line of inquiry that we hadn't been able to complete when the case was closed, and I believed that it might eventually rebound on us. However, I was aware that the Barcelona police, one captain in particular, was s.h.i.+elding Dr Lizancos, and I knew our direct approaches had been fruitless. Given the sensitivity of the matter, I decided to In this fairytale, 'break and enter' became 'covert admission', and the doctor's abandonment of his clinic at Sitges a compelling reason for further 'provident inquiries' at his home in Barcelona. The two senior officers remained stony-faced throughout this, reacting only when she came to the revelation of Charles Verge's transformation into Luz Diaz. mount an operation on my own initiative, without involving any of my colleagues, as a form of insurance.'

This produced a snort from Sharpe, a look of quizzical disbelief from his colleague.

At the end there was a long silence, then Sharpe said, 'I think I can truly say that that is the most outlandish story I have ever heard. Do you believe it, Brock?'

'I'm rather afraid I do, sir,' Brock murmured.

The Deputy Commissioner leaned towards Sharpe and whispered something. Sharpe nodded and said, 'Step outside, will you, Sergeant.'

Kathy got to her feet, feeling angry and helpless, and made for the door. She stood outside in the corridor for twenty minutes, watching the girls pa.s.s up and down with trays of gla.s.ses. The m.u.f.fled roar of conversation from the main hall was louder, and she wondered if the members of her committee were in there, Shazia in her Hijab sipping orange juice, Jay with cropped hair knocking back the champagne. Jay-she remembered their broken date for Sat.u.r.day night, and thought she must contact her, wondering what she could possibly say.

Just then, Commander Sharpe stuck his head out of the door and called her back in.

She took her seat, unable to tell from their expressions what they were thinking.

'As I understand it,' Sharpe began, 'there is absolutely no physical evidence to support anything that you've told us, Sergeant.' He raised an eyebrow, inviting a reply.

'No, but a forensic examination of Ms Diaz's house . . .'

She stopped, seeing him shake his head.

'DI Gurney has just phoned in. When he arrived at the house he found it ablaze. The fire crews should be there by now, but it seems likely that the building will be completely destroyed . . .' He paused while Kathy absorbed this, thinking with a sense of shock how final this was, the destruction of his first house, a sign to her and everyone else that the game was over now.

'. . . And that being the case, there appears to be no possibility that any kind of corroboration for your story will ever be forthcoming. Am I right?'

'It's possible. But we do know what Verge looks like now.'

Sharpe winced, as if he still found this too much to swallow. 'Correction-we know what Diaz looks like. We only have her word for it that she is, or was, Charles Verge.'

'George Todd knows.'

'Maybe, but will he tell us? Not likely, I think. And so we have decided that it would be damaging and highly irresponsible to make your suspicions known beyond these four walls.'

He saw the protest flare in Kathy's eyes and said coldly, 'Do you want to remain in the service, Sergeant?'

She took a deep breath, feeling the colour burning in her cheeks. 'Yes, sir.'

'I understand that DCI Brock has told you in no uncertain terms how ill-conceived and dangerous your behaviour has been. By rights you should be the subject of a disciplinary review. However, in light of the somewhat extraordinary circ.u.mstances, and the accommodating att.i.tude of the Spanish authorities, we shall say no more.

You will tell no one, repeat, no one, of the events of the past seventy-two hours, is that clear?'

'Yes, sir.' They just want it all to go away, she thought, just as Luz Diaz had known they would, and for a moment she felt a flicker of sympathy for the stiff men in front of her, imagining them trying to explain to a roomful of incredulous reporters that, yes, Charles Verge was actually alive, but he'd turned into a woman and had disappeared, yet again.

They got to their feet, and as he pa.s.sed her, the other senior officer, who had so far said nothing to her, murmured, 'Never mind, Sergeant, it was a great story.

I look forward to hearing you present your paper to the conference tomorrow.'

Panic seized Kathy. 'Oh no. I won't be doing that.'

'Why ever not?'

'Well, in view of what's happened . . .'

'Nothing's happened. Isn't that what we just agreed? Of course you must do it. Robert's out there somewhere. I'll tell him you need to speak to him, shall I?'

31.

Of all the humiliations of the past days, this, Kathy thought, would be the worst. She hadn't taken in a single word of the previous speaker's address, and now they were breaking for twenty minutes for tea before it was her turn. She felt a kind of paralysis invade her thoughts as she headed for the toilets.

Robert had had a copy of her speech all ready for her in the pocket of his imposing double-breasted suit. In her absence, the committee had worked long and hard at refining it, he said, and when she read it she could believe that was true. Whatever fresh or original ideas might have been contained were now so buried under convoluted clauses and mind-numbing plat.i.tudes that they were well and truly-she felt qualified to use the word-castrated.

Jay's radical thoughts, which Kathy had promised herself would get a mention, had been completely erased. Reading it, she wondered who would be the first to fall asleep with boredom during her presentation, the audience or herself. But that was no contest-terror would keep her awake.

As she gripped the tap at the washbasin she remembered some research that she'd read, about people who would rather go into combat than stand up and speak in public. Oh yes, she thought, and yanked the tap so hard that a jet of water shot out of the basin and splashed all over the front of her suit. She was mopping it with wads of paper towel when a uniformed woman came in to tell her it was time to take her place on the podium.

She took her seat, aware that she still hadn't really made up her mind whether to include the additional pencilled notes she'd scribbled on page four, and again at the end.

She was conscious of her name being announced, of applause, and of herself rising to her feet and floating towards the podium. Address a point a few feet above the head of the last person at the back of the hall, Brock had advised, but when she lifted her gaze she was blinded by the spotlights. She began reading from her script, and was suddenly very grateful for Robert's competently constructed sentences and anodyne turns of phrase. Her voice made strong and sure by the amplifiers, she began to feel that she might after all make it to the end before her heart gave out.

Then she came to page four and the margin notes, and felt sufficiently confident to abandon Robert's script. She was aware of her voice changing as she began to ad lib. And she was also aware of a change in the silence of the audience, which had become intense, especially when she repeated some of Jay's slogans, 'male army of occupation', 'militaristic structures and mind-set' and 'degendering the service'. Like a tightrope walker she kept her eyes fixed on Brock's neutral spot between the lights, certain that she would fall if she once looked down into the sea of pale faces.

She reached the safety of page five, and sensed the audience relax again as her voice took on the mechanical rhythm of reading once more. And soon there was only one page left, and she found herself wading through Robert's rather overblown summarising paragraphs, and, below them, her second set of handwritten notes.

'. . . But although these processes and procedures may offer an important framework to embrace diversity, there is a danger that we end up viewing diversity as no more than a series of stereotypes,' she improvised. 'Every active officer knows that each crime and each criminal is unique, and that stereotypes can be dangerously misleading.' The most fundamental stereotypes of gender, cla.s.s and race became meaningless, she argued, in the fluid dynamics of the times, in which the criminal personality might flit from type to type, evolving like a virus to confound the overly rigid systems of law enforcement crime strategies.