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ANDROID KARENINA.
BY LEO TOLSTOY & BEN H. WINTERS.
PART ONE: A CRACK IN THE SKY.
CHAPTER 1.
FUNCTIONING ROBOTS are all alike; every malfunctioning robot malfunctions in its own way. are all alike; every malfunctioning robot malfunctions in its own way.
Everything was in confusion in the Oblonskys' house. The wife had discovered that the husband was carrying on an intrigue with the French girl who had been a mecanicienne mecanicienne in their family, charged with the maintenance of the household's Cla.s.s I and II robots. Stunned and horrified by such a discovery, the wife had announced to her husband that she could not go on living in the same house with him. This position of affairs had now lasted three days, and not only the husband and wife themselves, but all the robots in the household were terribly affected by it. The Cla.s.s IIIs were keenly aware of their respective masters' discomfort, and the Cla.s.s IIs sensed in their rudimentary fas.h.i.+on that there was no logic in their being agglomerated together, and that any stray decoms, junkering in a shed at the Vladivostok R. P. F., had more in common with one another than they, the servomechanisms in the household of the Oblonskys. in their family, charged with the maintenance of the household's Cla.s.s I and II robots. Stunned and horrified by such a discovery, the wife had announced to her husband that she could not go on living in the same house with him. This position of affairs had now lasted three days, and not only the husband and wife themselves, but all the robots in the household were terribly affected by it. The Cla.s.s IIIs were keenly aware of their respective masters' discomfort, and the Cla.s.s IIs sensed in their rudimentary fas.h.i.+on that there was no logic in their being agglomerated together, and that any stray decoms, junkering in a shed at the Vladivostok R. P. F., had more in common with one another than they, the servomechanisms in the household of the Oblonskys.
The wife did not leave her own room; the husband had not been at home for three days. The II/Governess/D145, its instruction circuits pitifully mistuned, for three days taught the Oblonsky children in Armenian instead of French. The usually reliable II/Footman/C(c)43 loudly announced nonexistent visitors at all hours of the day and night. The children ran wild all over the house. A II/Coachman/47-T drove a sledge directly through the heavy wood of the front doors, destroying a I/Hourprotector/14 that had been a prized possession of Oblonsky's father.
Three days after the quarrel, Prince Stepan Arkadyich Oblonsky-Stiva, as he was called in the fas.h.i.+onable world-woke at eight o'clock in the morning, not in his wife's bedroom, but within the oxygen-tempered Cla.s.s I comfort unit in his study. He woke as usual to the clangorous thumpthumpthump thumpthumpthump of booted robot feet crus.h.i.+ng through the snow, as a regiment of 77s tromped in lockstep along the avenues outside. of booted robot feet crus.h.i.+ng through the snow, as a regiment of 77s tromped in lockstep along the avenues outside.
Our tireless protectors, he thought pleasantly, and uttered a blessing over the Ministry as he turned over his stout, well-cared-for person, as though to sink into a long sleep again. He vigorously embraced the pillow on the other side and buried his face in it; but all at once he jumped up, banging his rotund forehead against the gla.s.s ceiling of the I/Comfort/6, and opened his eyes. he thought pleasantly, and uttered a blessing over the Ministry as he turned over his stout, well-cared-for person, as though to sink into a long sleep again. He vigorously embraced the pillow on the other side and buried his face in it; but all at once he jumped up, banging his rotund forehead against the gla.s.s ceiling of the I/Comfort/6, and opened his eyes.
He suddenly remembered that he was not sleeping in his wife's room, but in his study, and why: the smile vanished from his face, he knitted his brows.
Small Stiva, Stepan Arkadyich's Cla.s.s III companion robot, clomped happily into the room on his short piston-actuated legs, carrying his master's boots and a telegram. Stiva, as yet unprepared to undertake the day's obligations, bid his Cla.s.s III come a bit closer, and then swiftly pressed three b.u.t.tons below the rectangular screen centered in Small Stiva's midsection. He sat back glumly in the I/Comfort/6, while every detail of his quarrel with his wife was displayed on Small Suva's monitor, illuminating the hopelessness of Suva's position and, worst of all, his own fault.
"Yes, she won't forgive me, and she can't forgive me," Stepan Arkadyich moaned when the Memory ended. Small Stiva made a consoling chirp and piped, "Now, master: She might forgive you." "Now, master: She might forgive you."
Stiva waved off the words of consolation. "The most awful thing about it is that it's all my fault-all my fault, though I'm not to blame. That's the point of the whole situation."
"Quite right," Small Stiva agreed. Small Stiva agreed.
"Oh, oh, oh!" Stiva moaned in despair, while Small Stiva motored closer, angled his small, squattish frame 35 degrees forward at the midsection, and rubbed his domed head in a catlike gesture against his master's belly. Stepan Arkadyich then re-cued the Memory on the monitor and stared desolately at the most unpleasant part: the first minute when, on coming, happy and good-humored, from the theater, with a huge pear in his hand for his wife, he had found his wife in her bedroom viewing the unlucky communique that revealed everything.
She, his Dolly, forever fussing and worrying over household details, supervising the mecaniciennes mecaniciennes, limited in her ideas, had been sitting perfectly still while the incriminating communique played on the monitor of her Cla.s.s III, Dolichka, and looking at him with an expression of horror, despair, and indignation. Dolichka, despite the rounded simplicity of her forms, appeared equally distraught, and her perfectly circular peach-colored eyes glowed fiercely from her ovoid silver faceplate.
"What's this?" Dolly asked, gesturing wildly toward the images displayed upon Dolichka's midsection.
Stepan Arkadyich, as is so often the case, was not so much annoyed at the fact itself as at the way in which he had met his wife's words. What happened to him at that instant happens to people when they are unexpectedly caught in something very disgraceful. He did not succeed in adapting his face to the position in which he was placed toward his wife by the discovery of his fault. Instead of being hurt, denying, defending himself, begging forgiveness, instead of remaining indifferent even-anything would have been better than what he did do-his face utterly involuntarily (reflex spinal action, reflected Stepan Arkadyich, who from his work at the Ministry understood the simple science of motor response)-utterly involuntarily a.s.sumed its habitual, good-humored, and therefore idiotic smile. Still worse, Small Stiva emitted a nervous, high-pitched series of chirps, clearly indicating a guilty thought-string.
Dolly shuddered as though at physical pain, broke out with her characteristic heat into a flood of cruel words, and rushed out of the room, Dolichka springing pneumatically along behind her. Since then, Dolly had refused to see her husband.
"But what's to be done? What's to be done?" he said to Small Stiva in despair, but the little Cla.s.s III had no answer.
CHAPTER 2.
STEPAN ARKADYICH was a truthful man in his relations with himself. He wasn't the type to tell small, self-consoling lies to his Cla.s.s III, and Small Stiva was programmed to console, but not to offer or confirm dishonest impressions. So Stiva was incapable of pretending that he repented of his conduct, either to himself or to his Cla.s.s III. He could not at this date repent of the fact that he, a handsome, susceptible man of thirty-four, was not in love with his wife, the mother of five living and two dead children, and only a year younger than himself. All he repented of was that he had not succeeded better in hiding it from his wife. But he felt all the difficulty of his position and was sorry for his wife, his children, and himself. Possibly he might have managed to conceal his sins better from his wife if he had antic.i.p.ated that the knowledge of them would have had such an effect on her. He had vaguely conceived that his wife must long ago have suspected him of being unfaithful to her, and shut her eyes to the fact. He had even supposed that she, a worn-out woman no longer young or good-looking, and in no way remarkable or interesting, merely a good mother, ought from a sense of fairness to take an indulgent view. It had turned out quite the other way. was a truthful man in his relations with himself. He wasn't the type to tell small, self-consoling lies to his Cla.s.s III, and Small Stiva was programmed to console, but not to offer or confirm dishonest impressions. So Stiva was incapable of pretending that he repented of his conduct, either to himself or to his Cla.s.s III. He could not at this date repent of the fact that he, a handsome, susceptible man of thirty-four, was not in love with his wife, the mother of five living and two dead children, and only a year younger than himself. All he repented of was that he had not succeeded better in hiding it from his wife. But he felt all the difficulty of his position and was sorry for his wife, his children, and himself. Possibly he might have managed to conceal his sins better from his wife if he had antic.i.p.ated that the knowledge of them would have had such an effect on her. He had vaguely conceived that his wife must long ago have suspected him of being unfaithful to her, and shut her eyes to the fact. He had even supposed that she, a worn-out woman no longer young or good-looking, and in no way remarkable or interesting, merely a good mother, ought from a sense of fairness to take an indulgent view. It had turned out quite the other way.
He idly activated the Galena Box, praying the gentle fluttering of the Cla.s.s I device's thinly hammered groznium panels would have their usual salutary effect on his disposition.
"Oh, it's awful!" said Stepan Arkadyich to Small Stiva, who echoed him, chirping "Awful awful awful" "Awful awful awful" from his Vox-Em, but neither could think of anything to be done. "And how well things were going up till now!" from his Vox-Em, but neither could think of anything to be done. "And how well things were going up till now!"
"How well you got on," noted the Cla.s.s III, falling into his familiar role as comforter and confidant. noted the Cla.s.s III, falling into his familiar role as comforter and confidant.
"She was contented and happy in her children!"
"You never interfered with her in anything!"
"I let her manage the children and the Is and IIs just as she liked. It's true it's bad her her having been a having been a mecanicienne mecanicienne in our own house." in our own house."
"Yes, bad. Very very very very bad!"
"There's something common, vulgar, in flirting with one's mecanicienne, mecanicienne, in getting the grease-oil on one's cuffs, as it is said. Oh-but what a in getting the grease-oil on one's cuffs, as it is said. Oh-but what a mecanicienne!" mecanicienne!" Responding unhesitatingly to his master's implied request, Small Stiva cued his monitor with a flattering Memory of Mile Roland: her roguish black eyes; her smile; her figure slyly making itself known within her silver jumpsuit. Responding unhesitatingly to his master's implied request, Small Stiva cued his monitor with a flattering Memory of Mile Roland: her roguish black eyes; her smile; her figure slyly making itself known within her silver jumpsuit.
Stiva sighed, and Small Stiva sighed with him, and in unison they murmured, "But what is to be done?"
Small Stiva had a relatively advanced empathetic and communicative function, compared for instance to Dolly's Cla.s.s III, Dolichka, whose Vox-Em could barely produce sentences-but on the other hand, she had more advanced use of her end-effectors. Small Stiva's stubby midtorso appendages were several clicks short of full phalangeal function. His short legs worked adequately on their pistons, but Stiva's Cla.s.s III was for all intents and purposes a very clever little torso and head. In moments of pique or jovial teasing, Stiva called him his little bustling samovar.
Drawing a deep breath of air into his broad, bare chest, Stepan Arkadyich walked to the window with his usual confident step, turning out his feet that carried his full frame so easily. He pulled up the blind and signaled Small Stiva to bring him his clothes and boots and activate the II/Sartorial/943. The Cla.s.s II automaton motored to life, a pair of long, flat "arms" unfolding and extending forward from the sides of its hatbox-sized body as it wheeled over to Stiva on its thick treads. As Stiva settled into his comfortable armchair and presented his face and neck, one of the Cla.s.s II's end-effectors grew thick with shaving cream, and from the other flicked forth a gleaming silver straight razor.
As the II/Sartorial/943 began carefully lathering Stepan Arkadyich's cheeks and jowls, Small Stiva emitted a series of three sharp pings: A communique was arriving. Stiva gestured for his little beloved-companion to play it, and soon his face brightened.
"My sister Anna Arkadyevna will be here tomorrow," he said, checking for a minute the efficient end-effector of the II/Sartorial/943 cutting a pink path through his long, curly whiskers.
As the communique from Anna Arkadyevna concluded, Small Stiva's whole frontal display lit up brightly, and his gleaming dome of a head spun rapidly around atop his little body. He, like his master, realized the significance of this arrival-that is, that Anna Arkadyevna, the sister Stiva was so fond of, might bring about a reconciliation between husband and wife.
"Alone, or with her husband?" the Cla.s.s III inquired. the Cla.s.s III inquired.
As he opened his mouth to answer, the II/Sartorial/943 let out a shriek as loud and piercing as a boiling kettle and sank the razor end-effector deeply into Stiva's top lip, causing him to jerk backward and yelp.
"Ah! Ah!" he shouted in genuine pain, hot blood streaming from the wound into his mouth and down his neck. The Cla.s.s II screeched again, deafeningly, its razor-tipped end-effector drawn back for a second slash. Stepan Arkadyich raised his hands feebly before his face, trying to protect his eyes, and to wave away the noxious cloud of sweet perfume the II/Sartorial/943 was spraying from the Third Bay at the base of its midsection. The Cla.s.s II swept its blood-smeared end-effector directly at Stepan Arkadyich's plump neck, nicking his Adam's apple and missing the carotid artery by a matter of inches.
Stepan Arkadyich hollered wildly over the din of the Cla.s.s II's feverish beeping. "The thing is maltuned! It's become maleficent! Small Stiva!"
But Small Stiva, programmed in keeping with the Iron Laws to defend his master even past the point of his own destruction, was already in action. The loyal Cla.s.s III bent forward at a 45-degree angle and launched himself like a little cannonball directly into the black metal frame of the malfunctioning robot. The II/Sartorial/943 was knocked off its treads and thrown across the room, where it smashed against the gla.s.s top of the comfort unit.
"Bravo, little samovar," said Stepan Arkadyich through his wadded handkerchief, which he had stuffed up against his lip in a half-successful effort to staunch the crimson flow from his face.
The Cla.s.s II's horrid beeping had not yet ceased, and the malfunctioning of the sartorial unit was more dire than Stepan Arkadyich had realized. It righted itself and shot back across the floor with demonic energy, whirling gyroscopically as it came, firing hot, thick globs of shaving cream toward Stepan Arkadyich's eyes, its straight-razored end-effector swinging in wild, deadly circles. Stepan Arkadyich cowered back into the corner, his arms flung up helplessly before him.
Small Stiva, faster and more complex in his functioning than the smartest of Cla.s.s IIs, which this simple household sartorial certainly was not, easily intercepted the smaller machine. Holding it at arm's length with one midtorso effector, Small Stiva flung himself open at the torso, revealing the intensely hot groznium furnace that burned within him. Then, suddenly, he let go of the II/Sartorial/943 and let the thing fling itself forward-the errant Cla.s.s II flew into the torso furnace, and Small Stiva clanged the door shut behind it.
"My Lord. I have never seen such a severe maltuning in a Cla.s.s II, to so wantonly contravene the Iron Laws," mused Stepan Arkadyich, dabbing more blood from his gashed lip with his s.h.i.+rttail. "I am lucky, as ever, that you were here, mon pet.i.t ami." mon pet.i.t ami."
Small Stiva whistled proudly and stoked his groznium core for one hot instant-and from within him came the hiss and pop of the II/Sartorial/943's polymers disintegrating. The casings and trim would be destroyed, but the machine's thousands of groznium parts, indestructible and reusable, would, by a remarkable process, be "internalized" into Small Stiva's own biomechanical infrastructure.
Stepan Arkadyich struggled to his feet and was casting about for a fresh s.h.i.+rt when Dolichka whirred officiously into the room.
On her monitor was displayed a simple message: "Darya Alexandrovna is going away." After Stiva had read it glumly and nodded, Dolichka pivoted on her thick metal legs and whirred out. Stepan Arkadyich was silent a minute. Then a good-humored and rather pitiful smile showed itself on his handsome face.
"Eh, Small Stiva?" he said, shaking his head.
The android turned his head all the way around, flashed a cheerful red from within his frontal display, and piped, "Worry not, master. For you, all things will turn out right." "Worry not, master. For you, all things will turn out right."
With a midbody effector he was holding up Stepan Arkadyich's fresh s.h.i.+rt like a horse's collar, and blowing off some invisible speck with a burst of air from his Third Bay, he slipped it over the body of his master.
CHAPTER 3.
STEPAN ARKADYICH, IN SPITE OF his unhappmess and his natural irritation at the sacrifice of a particularly good household Cla.s.s II, walked with a slight swing of each leg into the diningroom, where coffee was already waiting for him, piping hot from the I/Samovar/1(8). his unhappmess and his natural irritation at the sacrifice of a particularly good household Cla.s.s II, walked with a slight swing of each leg into the diningroom, where coffee was already waiting for him, piping hot from the I/Samovar/1(8).
Sipping his coffee, he activated Small Stiva's monitor to display the first of several business-related communiques he had to review. One was very unpleasant, from a merchant who was buying a small but valuable patch of groznium-rich soil on his wife's property. To sell this property was absolutely essential; but at present, until he was reconciled with his wife, the subject could not be discussed. The most unpleasant thing of all was that his pecuniary interest should in this way enter into the question of his reconciliation with his wife. And the idea that he might be led on by his interests, that he might seek a reconciliation with his wife on account of the sale of the land-that idea hurt him.
When he had finished viewing his communiques, Stepan Arkadyich dismissed Small Stiva, enjoyed a sip of coffee, and allowed the morning news feed to wash over him.
Stepan Arkadyich took a liberal feed, not an extreme one, but one advocating the views held by the majority. With the liberal party and his liberal feed, Stepan Arkadyich held that marriage is an inst.i.tution quite out of date, and that it needs reconstruction; that religion is only a curb to keep in check the barbarous cla.s.ses of the people; that the progress of technology was too slow, especially in the realm of Cla.s.s III vocalization and action/reaction; and that there could be no mercy shown the terrorists and a.s.sa.s.sins of UnConSciya-even though it was that very technological progress those terrorists claimed to be fighting for.
Having finished the feed, a second cup of coffee and a roll and b.u.t.ter, Stiva got up, shaking the crumbs of the roll off his waistcoat; and, squaring his broad chest, he smiled joyously: not because there was anything particularly agreeable in his mind-the joyous smile was evoked by a good digestion, and by the gentle oscillations of the Galena Box.
Just then Small Stiva bustled back into the room and chirruped out a message. "The carriage is ready," "The carriage is ready," he said, he said, "and there's someone to see you with a pet.i.tion." "and there's someone to see you with a pet.i.tion."
"Been here long?" asked Stepan Arkadyich.
"Half an hour."
"How many times have I told you to tell me at once?"
"One must let you drink your coffee in peace," answered Small Stiva in that affectionately tinny tone with which it was impossible to be angry. For the hundredth time, Stepan Arkadyich promised himself to have the Cla.s.s III's relevant circuits adjusted, to tend him more toward formal attendance to duties, and away from pleasant appeas.e.m.e.nt of perceived wishes-but he knew he never would do so. answered Small Stiva in that affectionately tinny tone with which it was impossible to be angry. For the hundredth time, Stepan Arkadyich promised himself to have the Cla.s.s III's relevant circuits adjusted, to tend him more toward formal attendance to duties, and away from pleasant appeas.e.m.e.nt of perceived wishes-but he knew he never would do so.
"Well, show the person up at once," said Oblonsky, frowning with vexation.
After dealing with the pet.i.tioner, Stepan Arkadyich took his hat and stopped to recollect whether he had forgotten anything. It appeared that he had forgotten nothing except what he wanted to forget-his wife.
"Ah, yes!" He bowed his head, and his handsome face a.s.sumed a hara.s.sed expression. "To go, or not to go!" he said to Small Stiva, who made a gesture charmingly imitative of a human shrug. An inner voice told Stiva he must not go, that nothing could come of it but falsity; that to amend, to set right their relations was impossible, because it was impossible to make her attractive again and able to inspire love, or to make him an old man, not susceptible to love. Except deceit and lying, nothing could come of it now; and deceit and lying were opposed to his nature.
"It must be some time, though: it can't go on like this," he said to Small Stiva, who said, "No no can't go on no." Thus encouraged, Stiva squared his chest, took out a cigarette, took two whiffs at it and flung it into a Cla.s.s I mother-of-pearl ashtray, which instantly and automatically filled with a half inch of water, extinguis.h.i.+ng the smoldering b.u.t.t. With rapid steps he walked through the drawing room, and opened the other door into his wife's bedroom. Thus encouraged, Stiva squared his chest, took out a cigarette, took two whiffs at it and flung it into a Cla.s.s I mother-of-pearl ashtray, which instantly and automatically filled with a half inch of water, extinguis.h.i.+ng the smoldering b.u.t.t. With rapid steps he walked through the drawing room, and opened the other door into his wife's bedroom.
CHAPTER 4.
DARYA ALEXANDROVNA, in a dressing jacket, with her now scanty, once luxuriant and beautiful, hair fastened up with hairpins on the nape of her neck, was standing before an open bureau among a litter of all sorts of things scattered all over the room. Hearing her husband's steps, she stopped, looking toward the door; Dolichka, by angling her linear eyebrows into a sharp V, gave her features a severe and contemptuous expression. Dolly and her companion android alike felt afraid of Stepan Arkadyich, and afraid of the coming interview. They were just attempting to do what they had attempted to do ten times already in these last three days-to sort out the children's things so as to take them to her mother's-but again Darya Alexandrovna could not bring herself to do this. She said to Dolichka, as each time before, "Things cannot go on like this! I must take some step to punish him!" and as always Dolichka confirmed her in her opinions, supporting her in all things, exactly as it was the sole purpose of her existence to do.
"I shall leave him!" Dolly p.r.o.nounced, and Dolickha in her metallic soprano echoed her: "Yes! Leave!" "Yes! Leave!" But Dolly knew in her heart of hearts what Dolichka, in the mechanical limitations of her imagination, could not understand: to leave him was impossible. It was impossible because Darya Alexandrovna could not get out of the habit of regarding him as her husband and loving him. Besides this, she realized that if even here in her own house she could hardly manage to look after her five children properly, along with their several dozen Cla.s.s IIs and countless Cla.s.s Is, they would be still worse off where she was going with them all. But Dolly knew in her heart of hearts what Dolichka, in the mechanical limitations of her imagination, could not understand: to leave him was impossible. It was impossible because Darya Alexandrovna could not get out of the habit of regarding him as her husband and loving him. Besides this, she realized that if even here in her own house she could hardly manage to look after her five children properly, along with their several dozen Cla.s.s IIs and countless Cla.s.s Is, they would be still worse off where she was going with them all.
Seeing her husband, followed closely by the obnoxious oblong form of Small Stiva, she dropped her hands into the drawer of the bureau as though looking for something. But her face, to which she tried to give a severe and resolute expression, betrayed bewilderment and suffering.
"Dolly!" Stepan Arkadyich said in a subdued and timid voice, while Small Stiva bent at midline in a supplicating position toward Dolichka. In a rapid glance Dolly scanned her husband's figure, and that of his robot. Man and machine both radiated health and freshness. "Yes, he is happy and content!" she whispered to Dolichka, and the bitter confirmation came from the Cla.s.s III's Vox-Em, "Happy. Content." "Happy. Content."
"While I . . . ," Dolly continued, but her mouth stiffened, the muscles of the cheek contracted on the right side of her pale, nervous face.
"What do you want?" Dolly said to her husband in a rapid, deep, unnatural voice.
"Dolly!" he repeated, with a quiver in his voice. "Anna and Android Karenina are coming today."
"Well, what is that to me? I can't see them!" she cried.
"But you must, really, Dolly . . ."
"Go away, go away, go away!" she shrieked, not looking at him, as though this shriek were called up by physical pain.
The Galena Box, its simple external sensors attuned to those vocal tonalities indicative of emotional distress, reactuated, pulsing more rapidly.
Stepan Arkadyich could be calm when he thought of his wife, and could immerse himself in the news feed and drink the coffee that the II/Samovar/l(8) provided; but when he saw her tortured, suffering face, heard the tone of her voice, submissive to fate and full of despair, there was a catch in his breath and a lump in his throat, and his eyes began to s.h.i.+ne with tears.
"My G.o.d! What have I done? Dolly! For G.o.d's sake! . . . You know . . ." He could not go on; there was a sob in his throat. "Might we . . ." he began, gesturing meaningfully at their two androids. Dolly gave an agitated nod, and both of the Cla.s.s IIIs were sent into Surcease, with head units slightly forward and sensory circuits deactivated, to allow their masters their absolute privacy.
"Dolly, what can I say . . .?" He paused, trying to arrange his thoughts appropriately, and there was no machine buzz in the room, not a single milli-Maxwell of hum. In this uncanny silence, Stiva blundered onward. "One thing: forgive . . . Remember, cannot nine years of my life atone for an instant-"
She dropped her eyes and listened, expecting what he would say, yet silently beseeching him in some way or other to make her believe differently.
"-an instant of pa.s.sion?" he said, and would have gone on, but at that word, as at a pang of physical pain, her lips stiffened again, and again the muscles of her right cheek worked. The razor wound on Stiva's upper lip sent a pulse of fresh pain radiating through the nerves of his face.
"Go away, go out of the room!" she shrieked still more shrilly. "And don't talk to me of your pa.s.sion and your loathsomeness."
She tried to go out, but tottered, and clung to the back of a chair to support herself. His face quivered in a fresh wave of agony, and his eyes swam with tears.
"Dolly!" he said, sobbing now. "For mercy's sake, think of the children! I am to blame, and punish me, make me expiate my fault. Anything I can do, I am ready to do anything! I am to blame, no words can express how much I am to blame! But, Dolly, forgive me!"
She sat down. He listened to her hard, heavy breathing, and he was unutterably sorry for her. She tried several times to begin to speak, but could not. He waited.