The Darkest Secret Part 7

Yes, he'd desired her before. But that desire had been tempered with a bit of hesitation. Now, nothing would stop this man from getting what he wanted. If she rebuffed him, she thought he might help her see the sil iness of that. In a good way, of course. His protective instincts were too honed for anything else.

Look how tenderly he had caressed her cheeks.

And there were physical differences, too, she realized. His lips seemed ful er, but of course, that could be from the swel ing. His lashes were definitely longer, his eyes now so black you couldn't distinguish pupil from iris. His shoulders were wider, the ropes of muscle in his stomach more numerous.

She knew the Lords had branded him with their b.u.t.terfly, but what if they'd done more than that? What if they'd somehow possessed him with a demon and that's why he carried the mark? The moisture in her mouth dried as she recognized the possibility for what it was: likely.

Galen, leader of the Hunters, had found a way to pair a human with a demon. Maybe the Lords had, too.

Haidee.

She blinked as that husky voice penetrated her thoughts, then forced her suspicions to the back of her mind. Scaring a man in this condition wouldn't be wise. Or maybe he already knew, but didn't know how to tel her. Did he fear she would turn away from him if she learned of his possession?

Haidee, he repeated.

"Sorry. My mind wandered. Twice." She slid closer to him, not stopping until her hip met his.

He grimaced as he pul ed himself into a sitting position.

This close, she could feel the heat of his skin. So much heat she'd never encountered its like. Another difference. He'd never been this warm before. Otherwise, she would have final y given in and slept with him, even without the sizzle; she wouldn't have been able to help herself. Nothing was more delicious than the sweet burn of him.

Haidee, he snapped again.

Again she blinked into focus. She had to stop traveling these unwanted mental paths. "Sorry. What do you need, baby?"

To touch you. He managed to raise his hands on his own this time and cup her temples.

More of his heat enveloped her, his skin like a live wire against hers. She s.h.i.+vered and leaned into his grip, practical y purring. Surprise flashed through his eyes-eyes now flickering with sparks of red. Oh, yes, she thought, hopes plummeting completely. He had been possessed.

He knew. And he hadn't expected her to desire him.

Poor darling. As if she would ever betray him. He couldn't help what had happened, and she wouldn't reject him for it.

Besides, her war with the Lords had never been about their demons, but about their actions.

Micah hadn't infected her. He hadn't kil ed her family.

Blood, a river between her mother and her father. Both helpless...dead.

She shook off the memory before it could tug her into a pit of despair.

"If they did something to you, something...evil, I'l help you through it," she told him gently, flattening her hands over his.

Touching him was definitely a need. "I won't turn you in to Galen or Stefano. I won't betray you. No matter what. And if you start to...do things, bad things-" like las.h.i.+ng out, kil ing indiscriminately "-wel , I'l take care of you myself."

Merciful y. And only after she'd done everything in her power to purge him of the demon.

She'd loathe herself, would probably replay the act again and again with every new lifetime she experienced, but she would do whatever was necessary to save innocent families from the blood-fate hers had received. Even destroy herself and the only source of her happiness.

"Do you understand what I'm tel ing you?" she asked gently.

Again surprise flashed in his eyes, adding tiny pinp.r.i.c.ks of amber light to the dark irises. Thankful y, the red was gone.

Something evil. Like...?

Another s.h.i.+ver danced through her. She was coming to love the times his voice drifted through her mind, as warm as his body. "A...demon possession." He tensed. Tel me everything. How you got here. What your purpose is.

At least he hadn't flung her away for guessing the truth. Nor did he seem afraid of her. Good. "Okay."

She lowered his hands to her lap, clutching them tightly. He didn't protest.

"The demon of Defeat, the one hosted by the Lord named Strider-I don't know if you remember him from the pictures we've seen?"

Micah merely blinked at her.

She continued. "He was in Rome. He had the Cloak of Invisibility. We spotted him, chased him. He managed to capture me." Bitterness seeped into her tone. She'd been such an easy mark. "I think he meant to kil me, but for whatever reason, changed his mind. A few times, I even caught him looking at me like...you know, like he wanted me, but that can't be right. He detests me. Anyway, he brought me here. Put me in the room next door to you. I heard you cal ing and basical y clawed my way through the wal to reach you."

He offered no reply, but his expression was tense.

How long had he been here? she wondered as guilt torched her insides. She should have fought Strider harder.

Should have escaped and found Micah before he'd been beaten. He suffered now because of her.

She'd never be able to make it up to him, but G.o.d, did she want to try. "Micah?" Gaze never leaving his beautiful, savaged face, she scooted even closer to him. She placed their twined hands on his waist as she leaned in...closer stil ...and softly, gently, pressed their lips together. "I'm so sorry you're here. I'm so sorry for everything that was done to you."

At first, he gave no reaction. Not to her words and not to her kiss. He stil didn't reply. Didn't flinch from pain or encourage her to deepen the contact, either. Then he stiffened, his fingers squeezing at hers. Then he inhaled deeply, as if he couldn't get enough of her scent. Then he canted his head and opened his mouth. Not just welcoming her, but encouraging her.

Moaning, she slipped her tongue past his lips, past his teeth, and jerked at the sudden bolt of arousal that speared her. His taste was minty from the wash, but spiced with a dark drug, luring, tempting...demanding a response. A response she couldn't deny. Her breath grew shal ow, her nipples pearled and every cel in her body smoldered with the sweetest kind of fire.

More, she thought.

His tongue met hers, rol ed and coiled, danced and sparred, the heat spreading, intensifying. And then he was moaning, pressing more ful y, thrusting his tongue as if their mouths were having s.e.x.

She'd kissed him a few times before and had been disappointed in each of the experiences. This time, there was no disappointment. There was shattering excitement, sultry danger and heady bliss. Her fingers moved of their own accord, up, up, tangling in his hair. Soft, silky hair, the strands baby fine.

More, he said this time, the single word a growl inside her head.

"Oh, yes." More. She never wanted this to end. She had a mind fil ed with bad memories, yet as she swal owed his exotic flavor, she was swept away by him, the past forgotten, the present a thril and the future something to antic.i.p.ate. So good. "I don't want to hurt you. Don't let me hurt you."

Stopping's the only thing that wil hurt me. The kiss must have caused an adrenaline reaction in him, something, because the next thing she knew, he had enough strength to heft her up, forcing her to straddle his lap.

His erection pressed against her needy core, hard and thick, and she gasped. Good? No longer an adequate word. The earth freaking moved. Unable to help herself, she rubbed against him, arching forward and back. Each time she hit him, each time they connected, she released a groan of need. Nerve endings did the sizzling thing, pleasure rus.h.i.+ng through her in heated waves.

More.

"Please." Her voice was little more than a needy whimper.

One of his hands dove past the waist of her pants and cupped her a.s.s. Skin-to-skin, a white-hot brand of possession. His other hand rode up her spine and latched onto the back of her neck. In the next instant, he spun her, basical y tossing her on top of the mattress and looming over her, his weight smas.h.i.+ng into her.

The kiss never even paused. Over and over his tongue worked hers, feeding her the ecstasy she needed but also making her ache. Didn't help when his hips began a slow grind against her c.l.i.toris, that hand on her a.s.s forcing her to rise up and meet him, to slide up and down his shaft. The friction burned, burned so d.a.m.ned sweetly. She'd never experienced anything like this.

We shouldn't be doing this.

For her, it was too late to care about their surroundings, the danger. "I need you."

Yes.

She would have laughed at how easily he'd been convinced to continue, but at the moment she cared about only one thing. Climax. Her nails scoured his back, probably drawing blood. She tried to temper her reaction, to calm before she erupted, went wild and injured him further, but couldn't. The ache...was consuming her, driving her, fogging her brain.

"I need..." Haidee wound her legs around his waist and locked her ankles. He palmed her breast, rol ing her nipple between his fingers. Even through her s.h.i.+rt and bra, she could feel the heat of him. The fiery brand. "I need..."

Me. You need me.

AMUN WAS LOST.

He'd placed his hands around Haidee's neck ready to snap the bone in two. She'd looked over at him with those eyes of pearl-gray, lashes long and sweeping, lips soft and pouty, pink locks of hair fal ing over her forehead. She'd talked of saving him...then a dark emotion had claimed her expression. One he hadn't been able to read, but one he'd hated.

She had leaned into him, somehow innocent in a way he'd never been, apologized to him as if his pain were somehow her fault, and he'd forgotten his body's wounds. His forgotten everything. He'd been helpless to do anything but accept her lips against his. Then he'd breathed her in and accepting hadn't been an option, either. He'd needed to possess her. Own her. Taking everything. Giving everything.

He hadn't understood the desires, stil didn't understand them, but he couldn't bring himself to care. The moment their tongues intertwined, his body had become a storm, and this woman had become his only anchor.

Now, al the demons inside him-so many voices, so many thoughts and urges-lurched frantical y, unable to remain at the back of his mind. They did not like her, had tried to hide from her, but now they were desperate to stay away from her. He sensed their agitation, their fear, but they were being pul ed toward her unbidden, as he had been. They resisted.

He hadn't resisted. He'd simply given in.

Now he struggled to tether the demons, to keep them in place as Haidee writhed in his arms, the decadent chil of her skin teasing his palms. Soon he had trouble even remembering to do that. She was undiluted pleasure in his arms. A demon in her own right, consuming him, driving him.

Just then, he realized he didn't care that she was a Hunter.

Didn't care that she meant to harm his friends. That she had harmed his best friend. This was...necessary. She tasted like the Water of Life found only in the heavens.

Pure, fresh, crisp. And when she bit at his lips, no longer concerned with being gentle with him, too pa.s.sion-crazed to care, like him, his thoughts derailed, realigning to his first goal: possessing her. Total y, completely.

He pried his fingers from her a.s.s and slid his hand to the front of her. Panties. Cotton. Damp. Nice.

Mine, he thought next and stil didn't care about the consequences. He would care later. Tomorrow, maybe.

Here, now, she was his. Desperate to feel her most feminine core, he shoved those panties aside. More than damp. Slick, ready. G.o.ds, the way she wanted him...

A groan rose from low in his throat and rumbled out. He stiffened for a moment, fearing what might fol ow even so slight a sound, but his mouth remained focused on Haidee and her thrusting tongue, no words forming.

Relaxing, he tunneled through her folds, found her c.l.i.toris and pressed with the heel of his hand. She cried out, hips shooting off the bed, nails scoring his back.

This is good. You like this. They should have been questions; they emerged as statements of fact.

"Yes, please. More."

Hearing her beg was a climax al its own. What do you want? What do you need? What else did she like?

"You. Just you." Her eyes were closed, her tongue swiping at her lips to find his taste. Oh, yes. She was as lost as he was.

Has it ever been this way before? Between us? The moment he asked, he stiffened. He didn't want to know. He didn't- "G.o.d, no. We were terrible before."

He fed her another kiss to show his approval, and that surprised him. Amun wasn't like Strider, possessive to the extreme. He'd never minded sharing anything. Had never gone caveman on a woman before. Had never claimed one as his very own. Actual y, he hadn't had a lover in hundreds of years. To always know what they were thinking, what they truly thought of him, truly wanted from him... It had gotten old fast. So he'd concentrated on the war with the Hunters and what he was good at: kil ing. But Haidee...

He wanted to be her best. Her only. Didn't want her thinking the old "Micah" was better. Didn't want her thinking about any man but Amun.

"You are...this is...amazing."

Gonna make you so happy you said that.

Amun worked his way down her throat, nipping, licking, sucking. Until he reached her nipple.

Tenderness was abandoned. He bit through the fabric of her s.h.i.+rt, tugging the little bud into the fiery heat of his mouth, even as he shoved a finger deep, deep into her s.e.x.

Another cry left her, renting the air. Every muscle in his body clenched, savoring the sensation. Holy hel , but she clasped him tight. Seed leaked from the slit in his c.o.c.k; he was hungry for her, for this, for more, so hungry. He added a second finger, moving in and out, in and out. She writhed, she begged some more.

The demons grunted hysterical y as they gripped the tether he'd created, trying desperately to stay inside him as she pul ed at his hair-as though she was pul ing on them again. And yet, agitated as they were, they stil could not overtake his mind.

Haidee's head thrashed left and right. "So close...just a little more...and I'l ... I have to... I need...

Please!"

He couldn't let the beasts near her. Not that they wanted near her; they were stil fighting. He should stop this, stop the madness, but he had to taste her. He needed to taste her. Life wouldn't be worth living if he didn't.

She was panting, little beads of ice crystal izing over her skin as he worked his way down. An oddity he barely registered. Sweating ice? Her T-s.h.i.+rt was rucked up to the middle of her bra-cotton, white, pretty-the flat plane of her stomach and the dip of her navel revealed. Gorgeous.

Had a woman ever been so gorgeous?

As he ripped the crotch of her panties, paving the way for his mouth, he licked into her navel. Her bel y quivered. Her knees pressed into his sides, squeezing. Had he been human, she would have cracked bone.

He kissed his way to her zipper. Barrier. He couldn't al ow a barrier. Another rip, and the pants were gaping open just like the panties. Then he was peering down at her, at a tiny triangle of pale curls, the rest of her pink and glistening. His.

Ready.

Liiick. Holy hel , he thought again. Nothing had ever tasted this good.

Another cry left her, this one hoa.r.s.e and broken. She released him to reach behind her and grip the headboard, her back bowing. Surprisingly the demons calmed, but only slightly, the pul on them somewhat eased, al owing them to go back into hiding.

The door handle rattled.

Amun was dimly aware of the possible intrusion but unconcerned. Liiick. Heaven and hel wrapped in temptation, leading him straight to his downfal . Addicting him. Consuming him. Owning him.

The door handle rattled again.

This time, there was a flicker of rational thought in his head.

Someone meant to enter his bedroom. Friend? Foe?