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"No. I have no leave due now; and if I had, I couldn't afford to take it."
"You want me to go?" she flashed out in a tremor of apprehension. "I'm only a hindrance to you here. That's the real truth, I suppose?"
"I never said that, and I have given you no grounds for thinking it."
"But do you, Theo--_do_ you?"
Her eyes searched his face for confirmation of her suspicion, and found none.
"What I want or don't want is beside the mark," he said. "I naturally wish to see you happy; and as that evidently can't be managed here, I am willing to let you go and be happy elsewhere."
Her eyes fell and her answer came almost in a whisper.
"But I couldn't be happy anywhere else--without you."
"Is that the truth?"
"Yes."
"You'd prefer to stay here--with me?"
"Yes."
He laid his hand for an instant on her bent head.
"Stay then, Ladybird, by all means. Only, for pity's sake, spare me any more of the sort of things you said just now."
"And you won't stop me from going to Lah.o.r.e, Theo?--Promise."
A swift change of expression crossed his face.
"I can't promise that. I'll do my best not to disappoint you, but I must get all these cleared off before I think of anything else."
"How _can_ you manage to clear them off--now?"
"Why trouble your head about side issues? They will all be paid before Christmas; that ought to be enough for you."
"But it's not enough. Tell me what you are going to do--tell me. I won't be pushed on one side like a child."
Desmond frowned.
"Well--if you insist on having it, I am going to sell Diamond."
She started and caught at his arm. For all his matter-of-fact coolness, she knew what those half-dozen words meant to her husband.
"No,--no Theo. Not Diamond! He's the best of them all."
"Exactly. He'll sell quicker and fetch a longer price than any of the others; that's why--he must go."
"But the tournament? Captain Olliver's mad about winning the Cup this year."
"I know that. So am I. I shall manage about a third pony, no fear.
Time enough to think of that later. I must go and make out those advertis.e.m.e.nts."
He set his teeth upon the word and turned to leave her, but her voice arrested him half-way to the door.
"Theo!"
"Well?"
"Are you _sure_ there's nothing else that can be done? It--it isn't fair for you to lose the pony you love best, just because of a few dressmakers' bills."
At that his pent-up bitterness slipped from leash.
"Upon my soul, Evelyn, you're right. But there's no other way out of the difficulty, so let's have no more words about it: they don't make things easier to bear."
CHAPTER XIV.
I SIMPLY INSIST.
"The fountains of my hidden life, Are, through thy friends.h.i.+p, fair."
--EMERSON.
Not many days later Desmond's advertis.e.m.e.nts appeared simultaneously in the only two newspapers of Upper India; and he set his face like a flint in antic.i.p.ation of the universal remonstrance in store for him, when the desperate step he had taken became known to the regiment.
He was captain of the finest polo team on the frontier; the one great tournament of the year--open to every Punjab regiment, horse and foot--would begin in less than a fortnight; and he, who had never parted with a polo pony in his life, was advertising the pick of his stable for sale. A proceeding so unprecedented, so perplexing to all who knew him, could not, in the nature of things, be pa.s.sed over in silence. Desmond knew--none better--that victory or defeat may hang on the turn of a hair; that, skilled player though he was, the introduction of a borrowed pony, almost at the last moment, into a team trained for months to play in perfect accord was unwise, to say the least of it; knew also that he would be called upon to justify his own unwisdom at so critical a juncture, when all hearts were set on winning the coveted Punjab Cup.
And justification was out of the question,--there lay the sting.
Loyalty to Evelyn sealed his lips; and even the loss of his best-loved pony was less hard to bear than the possibility of being misjudged by his brother officers, whose faith in him had come to be an integral part of his life.
In his present cooler frame of mind he saw that his action had been over-hasty; but with men of vehement temperament, to think is to feel, to feel is to act,--reflection comes last, if it ever comes at all.
The first heat of vexation, the discovery of his wife's untrustworthiness and the sacrifice it entailed, had blinded him to all minor considerations.
But these were details that could not be put into words. The thing was done. To put a brave face on it, and to s.h.i.+eld Evelyn from the result of her own misdoing--there lay his simple duty in a nutsh.e.l.l. The risk must be accepted, and the Punjab Cup carried off in its despite. This man owed more than he knew to the "beholden face of victory"; to his life-long determination that, no matter what happened, he must conquer.
In the meanwhile immediate issues demanded his full attention.
Harry Denvil, as might be expected, sounded the first note of protest.
He invaded the sacred precincts of his senior's study with audacious lack of ceremony.
"Forgive me, Desmond: but there was no one in the verandah, and I couldn't wait. Of course you know what's in the wind. The Colonel came on that advertis.e.m.e.nt of yours in 'The Pioneer' just before tiffin, and you should have heard him swear! He showed it to Major Wyndham, and asked: 'Was it a practical joke?' But the Major seemed quite cut up; said he knew nothing about it, and you would probably have good reasons to give. The rest didn't take it so quietly; but of course _I_ understood at once. For G.o.d's sake, old chap, cancel that confounded advertis.e.m.e.nt, and take back your eight hundred. I can borrow it again from the _shroff_, just for the present. Anything's better than letting you in for the loss of Diamond at a time like this."