Dragonfly Falling Part 12

Stenwold had never quite thought of such things. Even now, it was hard to contemplate. 'But . . . seventeen years . . .'

Tisamon shook his head. 'For life,' he repeated. 'And who could there ever be to stand in her place? But you saved us in the end, Sten. You preserved our daughter. And once I would have killed you for it. I'm sorry for that.'

It was embarra.s.sing to see the man so maudlin. 'She was beautiful,' Stenwold recalled. 'I remember, at the time, how the envy was all mine. Mine and everyone else's. We were all in love with her, a little. Even Marius, whose true love was his city. But it was you she saved her love for.'

For a long while Tisamon stared at the tabletop, while Stenwold looked blankly at his own hands, and they both remembered friends gone and times past, all the moments that time's river carries away, never valued until their absence is discovered.

'We are,' murmured Tisamon at last, 'a pair of old men. Ten years older, surely, than our true ages. Just listen to us, gumming over the past.' He stood up abruptly. 'And tonight you have young minds to corrupt.'

Stenwold levered himself up, making the table groan a little. 'I have indeed. And an Empire to foil. Shall we go?'

'We shall.'

Arianna joined them at the door and Tisamon dropped back tactfully, at least nominally out of earshot. As they traversed Collegium streets towards the quay quarter and the docks, there was little enough said between them. She named those students she hoped would be appearing, and she spoke of slogans scrawled on the College walls that were strongly in his support all the rigmarole of falsehood that was expected of her, until she became aware that he was saying nothing.

And at last, after many covert glances, Stenwold said to her, 'About last night, Arianna . . .'

She c.o.c.ked an eyebrow and walked on in silence, waiting.

'I should not have done what . . . I mean, I had no right-'

But she was smiling now. There was an edge to that smile, of course, because, knowing what she did, the incongruity of the situation made it impossible to restrain. A smile, nonetheless, and she said, 'Stenwold, what I did last night was by my will, no more and no less.' At that she saw relief on his face and, yes, pleasure. A candle lit just for him that was about to be so brutally snuffed.

'After all,' she could not help adding, knowing that it would not be taken for the warning that it was, 'I am Spider-kinden.'

And here was the warehouse she was taking him to. A secluded enough place on the edge of the docks quarter. Somewhat run-down and just the place for a clandestine meeting of the disaffected. Or an ambush.

She glanced behind, where the Mantis had now been joined by Tynisa. There was a puzzle there that Arianna had not been able to work out, because the girl was clearly as Spider as herself, and yet she had pa.s.sed from being Stenwold's ward to Tisamon's. There would be no time now to work it through, and shortly it should not matter, not if the plan went right. Arianna bore Tynisa no malice, though she would shed no tears over the Mantis's corpse. The plan demanded that both of them be laid in the earth and that was what must happen tonight.

She tugged at the door, and Stenwold stepped forward to help her open it. There was a young Ant-kinden waiting inside, who recognized them and nodded. He looked plausible for a student, one of the older ones at least, and there were hundreds of young scholars that Stenwold had never taught or even met. No clue therefore that he was no student at all but a mercenary on Graf's books.

'You'll keep watch out here like last time?' Stenwold murmured to Tisamon, and the Mantis nodded.

So Stenwold went in alone, just like the other times, leaving the Mantis with Tynisa under the evening sky, all of it happening as smooth as a blade drawn from its sheath.

Although he was not not alone, of course, because Arianna was with him. alone, of course, because Arianna was with him.

In the gloom of the warehouse three lamps were lit, and Stenwold stopped short, for the people ahead were not the youthful faces he had expected. A handful of men and one woman, but all with no need of any College lessons in their chosen trade. Scadran loomed at their centre, a large man even amongst large men. Arianna found the distance between her and Stenwold was growing as though a tide was pulling her from his side.

And it was Thalric himself who flared into view as he lit a fourth lamp. Two men lunged for Stenwold from the shadows even as he heard Tynisa crying out in pain outside. The first grabbed his left arm but he was already hauling himself away and the other man missed his catch. And then Stenwold had his blade out, las.h.i.+ng it across the arm of the Beetle-kinden mercenary who held him, making the man let go and fall back.

'Master Maker!' Thalric snapped out, one hand extended, fingers splayed. The sounds of steel on steel carrying from outside were increasing.

'I can't offer you a drink this time, Master Maker,' Thalric said. 'But I'll have your sword.'

Eleven.

There was smoke on the air but, at this distance from the walls, Alder knew that it was not the fires of the city in his nose, but the pyres of the dead. Many of the wounded had not survived the retreat, although the surgeons had this time at least been given a chance to work on them. It had not been the same scrambling rout as last time, having to abandon their fallen so shamefully.

There would be a lot of b.l.o.o.d.y faces to see, if and when he chose to. The dawn was lighting up an ugly scene in the camp, but that was the countenance of war. Alder had lived with it for decades now and it held few horrors for him any more. He was willing to bet that the scene within Tark was worse. At night, with surprise and three holes punched in the walls, the Ant-kinden losses had for once been greater than those of the attackers.

Which means that Drephos has done well, curse the man. Alder was a good soldier, though. He would happily postpone the pleasure of having the Colonel-Auxillian hoisted up on crossed spears, in return for the taking of this city. He would even add to the man's long list of commendations, all equally grudgingly given. Alder was a good soldier, though. He would happily postpone the pleasure of having the Colonel-Auxillian hoisted up on crossed spears, in return for the taking of this city. He would even add to the man's long list of commendations, all equally grudgingly given.

Colonel Carvoc found him just then, thrusting a hurriedly tallied scroll into his hand. The a.s.sault was over and the Ants still held the walls, but taking them had never been the objective. The idea had been to inflict as much damage as possible whilst keeping the bulk of the imperial army intact. Alder surveyed the first lists of Wasp casualties and the estimates of Tarkesh losses, and found himself nodding. I can live with this. My record can live with this. We have done well, this past night. I can live with this. My record can live with this. We have done well, this past night.

'Have we achieved enough, General?'

'It wasn't cheap, Carvoc,' Alder admitted. He recalled that Captain Anadus had brought back less than a quarter of his men, bitterness etched deeper into his face at the fact of his own survival. The Moles he had sent out were all dead, and Captain Czerig was a.s.sumed dead as well, or at least he had not been seen amongst the living.

Colonel Edric was dead, for sure, though Alder found himself only mildly surprised that it had not happened before. When a man chose to live with savages he was likely to die like one, and they had died in their hundreds. The dregs of them that were left were barely worth using.

'Send word to all captains involved in the attack,' he told Carvoc. 'I want the men congratulated for their discipline and order. Night attacks are normally a chaos, but they did well, all of them.'

'Of course, sir.'

Alder's eyes pa.s.sed on across the list. 'Half a dozen of the heliopters are down,' he murmured, knowing that left eight still able to take to the air.

'But they did their job, General,' came Drephos's voice in his ear, and Alder glanced back to see the hooded man reading over his shoulder. His instinct to strike the man or flinch away was ruthlessly surpressed. Instead he met the shadowed gaze calmly.

'You witnessed it all, I suppose.'

'I saw as much as I needed. What will they be flying, when tomorrow comes? You have destroyed most of the artillery on their eastern walls, and the walls themselves have seen better days. Endgame, General. Their air cavalry, their flying machines what remains of them?'

Alder nodded soberly. It had indeed been a b.l.o.o.d.y night. The Mercy's Daughters were filling every bed, giving help to the less wounded and last comfort to the dying, but Drephos was right: the endgame was at hand. He was glad of it. He had seen the Maynesh rebellion a few years back and he hated fighting Ant-kinden. Still, he felt a glowing coal of pride that it was him they had chosen to crush this first Lowlander city. Even if I have had to rely on this wretched monster to do it. Even if I have had to rely on this wretched monster to do it.

'What do you want from me, Drephos?' he growled. 'You'll get yourself a fair report, don't worry. They'll know what you've accomplished.'

A little cackle of a laugh came from within the cowl. 'Oh, General, not so soon. Write nothing yet, I implore you. I've only started. Write your eulogies when the city has surrendered.'

For he has his scheme, Alder knew. I'd ask if it will work, but when has he been wrong yet? The entire military establishment despises this man, and yet it seems we cannot do without him. I'd ask if it will work, but when has he been wrong yet? The entire military establishment despises this man, and yet it seems we cannot do without him.

'I was at Maynes,' Alder said. 'I remember Ant-kinden.'

'Maynes was a lesson to be learned, General,' Drephos told him. 'A lesson I have learned from. Tark shall be yours in a fraction of the time.'

'For a fraction of the loss?'

Drephos paused as though considering. 'Imperial losses? Almost certainly. Tarkesh losses? Alas no, but in war one must always antic.i.p.ate a little destruction, mustn't one?'

He then went on his limping way, and Alder knew the man was fully aware of the stares of hatred he attracted, the narrowed eyes and curses from the other men. Aware, and enjoying it.

Later, Alder permitted himself a visit to the Daughters. They had lashed three long tents together end to end and the wounded were crammed into them shoulder to shoulder. There were Wasps here, and Ants from Anadus's contingent, a few of the Bee-kinden engineers and a couple of Fly messengers who had been just plain unlucky. He caught the eye of Norsa, the most senior Daughter here, looking tired and drawn. She and her coven had been labouring all night, bandaging the lucky and holding the hands of the rest. It would do no good, he knew, to insist she took the Wasp wounded in first. The Daughters made no distinction between kinden, just as they accepted into their ranks any penitent who showed herself willing to serve. Norsa had all kinds here to help her, from across the Empire and beyond.

They exchanged a look, he and Norsa, that was familiar to both of them, and then he turned to that part of his duty that he felt signified a true officer: to walk amongst the wounded, to acknowledge their whimpers and cries and not to shy away from them. To take ultimate responsibility for the inevitabilities of war.

In dawn's unforgiving light, Totho found himself wandering along the line of the ruined wall, trying to find some way in which to account for what he was seeing. The smoke gusting past him was a fickle mercy: for every scene it concealed there were a dozen more clearly visible wherever the eyes turned the tangible testament to the events of the night.

The sheer numbers of the dead! The dead were everywhere, all across the city, but mostly here by this stretch of wall and non-wall. To his right were three houses staved in like eggsh.e.l.ls by the twisted hulk of a crashed heliopter. The metal of the machine and the stone of the buildings was smoothed off into one tangled whole by the soot, with a single rotor blade jutting proud like a standard above the jagged roof-edges. The ground that he picked his way across was a litter of windfall dead, some savage encounter between the light airborne of the enemy and the defenders' crossbows. Fallen to the earth like so much rotten fruit, Wasp soldiers and the savage Hornet bolt-fodder lay twisted all over the place, so that he had no clear footing, but stumbled on over broken limbs and the spines of quarrels, spears snapped like matchwood, swordblades sheared from their hilts, and everywhere the vacant, empty faces of once-angry men. Wasp-kinden, certainly, but here in death that stigma was gone from them. They were brothers now with the fallen of the city: all members of that great and inclusive society of the dead.

Totho paused beside the corpse of a great ant, its wings shattered to shards, its legs curled in on themselves. The crossbow had been shorn from the saddle-mountings, the rider also. Not so far from it lay most of the wing of a Tarkesh orthopter, and for a moment Totho stopped, unable to conceive of any string of events that could leave just the wing, with the bulk of the craft falling elsewhere. He crouched by the great twisted vane, examining where its cables and struts had sheared. Just one more casualty, but it came to him that this wing could serve again, could even be reunited with its original body to fly again, unlike the broken wings of the insect. Thus the artificer became a magician beyond the dreams of the Moth-kinden.

But in the end it had been those Moth dreams she had preferred.

And here was where the giants had broken through the wall, the gap they had excavated with their Art and their hands. Their bodies lay, overlapping, where the quick swords of the Ants had found the gaps in their armour. In death, sadness still ruled their faces, not the anger or hatred of the other combatants. The breach they had carved still supported itself, a rough but perfect arch within the wall. Around them the bodies of the defenders and of the Wasp soldiers who had followed after them seemed paltry, like children.

Now the footing became trickier because here was where the gate had been and gone. The charred corpse of the great ramming engine was still here and Totho looked for, but did not find, the body of the man he had dragged clear the artificer. It had seemed strange to him, then, that artificers should go to war. Now it was all beginning to make sense.

Despite their engine, the Wasps had not made it through the gate, though the gap between the strained hinges was choked with their corpses and their enemies'. Besieger and besieged lay over and beside one another in a frozen jumble of black and silver, black and gold, pale skin and the dark stains of dried blood.

And beyond there, the wall gave out entirely of course. Here was where it had started, and at the broken edge of stone closest to him he could see some of the lower stones squeezed out of shape where the reagent of the Wasps had softened and distorted them. Here was where the defenders' main force had met the Ants of Maynes, and the slain were piled so high that Totho could not see past them to the field beyond. There was no sense to be made of it, this tangle of arms and legs, s.h.i.+elds and swords. It was like one of those clever pictures where a series of shapes interlocks so perfectly that there is no gap between them that does not form another shape, another Ant body. He found himself backing away from the sight but, even as he did, he was thinking, Meat, just meat. Meat, just meat. The Ant-kinden had been killing each other like this since history cared to record. If the Wasps wanted to join in that pointless b.l.o.o.d.y round, why should they be dissuaded? The Tarkesh were fighting for their homes now, but how many years would he have to track back before he found them a.s.saulting another city's gates? Certainly, had Totho been caught outside their walls at any other time, halfbreed and foreigner that he was, he would have been chained as a slave here without hesitation. There could be no special plea for Tark's virtue. The Ant-kinden had been killing each other like this since history cared to record. If the Wasps wanted to join in that pointless b.l.o.o.d.y round, why should they be dissuaded? The Tarkesh were fighting for their homes now, but how many years would he have to track back before he found them a.s.saulting another city's gates? Certainly, had Totho been caught outside their walls at any other time, halfbreed and foreigner that he was, he would have been chained as a slave here without hesitation. There could be no special plea for Tark's virtue.

Something was moving amongst the dead: he saw children, searching over the bodies of both their own kin and the enemy. He watched them, saw them gathering crossbow quarrels that had not been broken, saw them pulling swords from cold hands, meticulously undoing the buckles of armour. They called out to each other to announce their finds. It shocked him at first, to hear those thin, high voices in this silent place. They were too young, he realized, to have learned the Ancestor Art of the Ants, so they must have been taught these words by their parents, mouth to ear, before they would be able to speak them back mind to mind.

They were gathering only what was valuable. Not the mere flesh that was spent, not even the purses or effects of the dead. Only the harder metals, that could be used again or smelted and reforged. It seemed to him so fitting, what they did, for they were cogs, and war was the machine. Here on the battlefield was where the machine's wheels ground hardest, where the metal met and the end process was written in bodies and blood. Had he not seen, in h.e.l.leron, where the raw materials of war were cast, all the swords and bolts and engines? Here was where the process came full circle, where the discarded pieces of a war were made as new, ready to go back into the mix. Only the meat, transient and replaceable, would not be saved. There was always more of that. Meanwhile, here came Ant-kinden soldiers to carry the stripped corpses to the pyres, and who knew whether the next ones to fall in this very place would be the same men who now hauled the bodies away? Interchangeable, the living and the dead. All meat.

He had not intended, when he left the others, to see this. His world had been complete without this. He had been happy in his ignorance, for ignorant Totho had been. But he was an artificer and this war was an artificer's thing, a mechanical process cranked over and over by the constant refinement of the weaponsmith and the armourer, the automotive engineer and the volatiles chemist. Seen in that light, in that harsh but clear light, the whole business became somehow admirable. If he looked past the meat, contrived not to see it, then it was just another process that sharpened and honed itself each time it was set in motion.

'Hey, Beetle-boy!'

He looked up without curiosity to see Skrill picking her way over to him, with Salma following a little way behind. Her arm was bandaged tightly, bound up in a sling. 'I ain't pulling any bow no time soon,' she informed him. 'Got me good, they did. Thought they'd got you too, when you took off.'

Totho merely shook his head. It seemed so long since he had spoken that the words had dried up inside him, making him envy the Ant-kinden and their voices of the mind.

'Well, if this ain't a right mess,' Skrill decided, dismissing the butchery with that. The air was thickening with flies, an intrusion Totho had not noticed before, from the littlest ones to fist-sized blood-drinkers. Where do they come from? Where do they come from? Was there some machine churning them out? Surely all these insects had not been just waiting around in Tark for a ma.s.sacre. Was there some machine churning them out? Surely all these insects had not been just waiting around in Tark for a ma.s.sacre.

'The Ants think they won, last night,' Salma said, 'though I'm not so sure. The Wasps eventually pulled back, but to their own tune, not ours.' He used to smile a lot, Totho remembered, but his face was tired now, without even the ghost of that grin left.

'They're all over the gaps in the wall, our lot, putting up stuff to fill 'em,' Skrill added. 'Ain't going to make much difference is my thinking.'

'Parops reckons they can hold against one more attack before the Wasps take the wall, anyway,' Salma continued. 'Their soldiers got the measure of the Wasp infantry last night, and the Tarkesh think they're superior. If the Wasps want the wall they'll have to pay for it, or that's what they're saying.'

Totho surprised himself by laughing. Salma stared at him.

'What? Is something funny?'

'You,' said Totho, feeling his voice rasp in his throat. 'You, fighting an Ant war. Where's Parops?'

Wordlessly, Salma pointed to where a squad of Ants was labouring at one edge of the breach, fixing stone and wood into place to make some kind of a barricade.

'Let's talk to Parops,' said Totho, but Salma gripped him by the shoulder.

'Are you hurt, Toth?'

The halfbreed artificer looked him right in the eye, but without quite focusing. 'I've just . . . seen . . . Salma, I made a mistake. You know why I came?'

'I think I do.'

'How could . . . ? Surely this isn't what I meant, by coming here.'

Salma let out a long breath. 'I don't think anybody meant this. I never saw it, but I heard reports during the Twelve-Year War. There were single days of fighting that you could have fitted these corpses into five times. And if Tark falls, then where next? h.e.l.leron? Collegium? This is why we have to fight them.'

Totho shook his head, feeling it throb in response. 'If we wanted to stop this, then we should just not fight them at all. We should just give in. But we don't, and so we don't want to stop it. We fight them to create war, and this' a vague gesture across the strewn ground 'is just a byproduct. War is what it's about, and we all work hard at it.'

'Listen to you, Beetle-boy,' Skrill said nervously. 'You got knocked on the head or something?'

'There may have been a grenade,' Totho said vaguely. 'Close, perhaps. We should speak to Parops.' Without a further look at them he wandered away.

Parops glanced up as they came over. Helping build barricades, he still had his armour on and it was still unfastened at the back. In all the night's chaos there had been n.o.body yet to secure it for him. Nero was sitting nearby, watching the busy activity but pointedly taking no part in it.

'You're wasting your time, Commander,' Totho announced for all to hear. Parops raised an eyebrow.

'And why's that?' he asked. Salma came up quickly and took Totho's arm.

'He's taken a beating,' he explained. 'You shouldn't mind him.'

'They won't come in by this door. They wanted to draw you out. I've understood it,' Totho explained.

'Since when were you a tactician, lad?' Nero asked him.

'I don't have to be. There was a man . . . a slave of the Wasps. He told me. He warned me, I think. "Airs.h.i.+ps," he said. I would use airs.h.i.+ps, if I could.'

Staring at Totho, Parops had gone very still. 'Airs.h.i.+ps,' he echoed.

Totho shrugged, still finding it difficult to concentrate. None of it seemed that important. 'That was what he said. I think it was what he said.'

'Totho!' Salma took him by the shoulders and pulled at him. 'Come back to us,' he said. 'I don't understand what you're saying, but if it's important . . .'

The world s.h.i.+fted and slid sideways in Totho's head, and he blinked. 'He said airs.h.i.+ps,' he told Salma softly. 'I pulled him out from under the engine. He was an artificer, Salma, like me.'

'You'd better come with me,' said Parops, and set off for his guard tower at a jog.

He took them up to his arrowslit, noticeably slanted now. Parops's entire tower seemed to be at a slight tilt. His commanders.h.i.+p there might be living on borrowed time, Salma reckoned.

Out beyond the wall they could see the broad swathe of the imperial camp, and there was little new there, save that their numbers seemed barely touched by the atrocities of the previous night.

At the camp's far end, though, lay the enemy's makes.h.i.+ft airfield, where a few of the heliopters could be made out. There, beyond those blocky, graceless things, something was now rising up.

Several things, in fact. Half a dozen bloated shapes were slowly, imperceptibly swelling. Already they were bigger than the heliopters ranged before them, and Salma had the impression they still had a way to expand yet.

Parops had pa.s.sed round his telescope, which Salma had no idea what to do with. It showed him nothing but blurs but Totho took it and peered into it keenly, seeming more focused than he had been since Skrill had first found him.

'They would do the job,' the artificer observed. 'I can see that. Now there are no air defences left.'