Green Mars Part 15

"True."

"But he was very imaginative."

They stopped at Sax's apartment and changed clothes, then went up to the top of the mesa, to get breakfast at Antonio's. Sax was still thinking about their discussion. "The problem is that people with a hypertrophied regard for wealth and power achieve positions that give them these gifts in excess, and then they find that they're as much slaves to them as masters. And then they become dissatisfied and bitter."

"Like Frank, you mean."

"Yes. So the powerful almost always seem to have a dysfunctional aspect to them. Everything from cynicism to full-blown destructiveness. They're not happy."

"But they are powerful."

"Yes. And thus our problem. Human affairs"- Sax paused to eat one of the rolls just brought to their table; he was famished-"you know, they ought to be run according to principles of systems ecology."

Desmond laughed out loud, hastily grabbing up a napkin to clean off his chin. He laughed so hard that people at other tables looked over at them, worrying Sax somewhat. "What a concept!" he cried, and started to laugh again. "Ah ha ha! Oh, my Saxifrage! Scientific management, eh?"

"Well, why not?" Sax said mulishly. "I mean, the principles governing the behavior of the dominant species in a stable ecosystem are fairly straightforward, as I recall. I'll bet a council of ecologists could construct a program that would result in a stable benign society!"

"If only you ran the world!" Desmond cried, and started laughing again. He put his face right down on the table and howled.

"Not just me."

"No, I am joking." He composed himself. "You know Vlad and Marina have been working on their eco-economics for years now. They have even had me using it in the trade between the underground colonies."

"I didn't know that," Sax said, surprised.

Desmond shook his head. "You have to pay more attention, Sax. In the south we have lived by eco-economics for years now."

"I'll have to look into that."

"Yes." Desmond grinned widely, on the verge of cracking up yet again. "You have a lot to learn."

Their orders arrived, with a carafe of orange juice, and Desmond poured their gla.s.ses full. He clinked his gla.s.s against Sax's, offered a toast: "Welcome to the revolution!"

Desmond left for the south, having extracted a promise that Sax would pilfer what he could from Biotique for Hiroko. "I've got to go meet Nirgal." He gave Sax a hug and was gone.

A month or so pa.s.sed, during which Sax thought about all he had learned from Desmond and the videos, sifting through it slowly, getting more and more disturbed as he did. His sleep was still broken nearly every night by hours of wakefulness.

Then one morning after one of these restless, fruitless bouts of insomnia, Sax got a call on his wristpad. It was Phyllis, in town for meetings, and she wanted to get together for dinner.

Sax agreed, with his surprise and Stephen's enthusiasm. He met her that evening, at Antonio's. They kissed in the European style, and were led to one of the corner tables, overlooking the city. There they ate a meal that Sax scarcely noticed, talking inconsequentially about the latest events in Sheffield and Biotique.

After cheesecake they lingered over brandies. Sax was in no hurry to leave, as he was not sure what Phyllis had in mind for afterward. She had given no clear sign, and she seemed in no hurry either.

Now she leaned back in her chair, and regarded him cheerfully. "It really is you, isn't it."

Sax tilted his head to indicate his incomprehension.

Phyllis laughed. "It's hard to believe, really. You were never like this in the old days, Sax Russell. I wouldn't have guessed in a hundred years that you would be such a lover."

Sax squinted uncomfortably and looked around. "I would hope that says more about you than me," he said with Stephen's insouciance. The nearby tables were all empty, and the waiters were leaving them alone. The restaurant would close in a half hour or so.

Phyllis laughed again, but her eyes had a hard look to them, and suddenly Sax saw that she was angry. Embarra.s.sed, no doubt, at being fooled by a man she had known for some eighty years. And angry that he had decided to fool her. And why not? It showed a very fundamental lack of trust, after all, especially from someone who was sleeping with you. The bad faith of his behavior at Arena was coming back to him with a vengeance, making him quite queasy. But what to do about it?

He recalled that moment in the elevator when she had kissed him, when he had been similarly nonplussed. Taken aback first by her nonrecognition, and now by her recognition. It had a certain symmetry. And both times he had gone along with it.

"Don't you have anything more to say?" Phyllis demanded.

He spread his hands. "What makes you think this?"

Again she laughed angrily, then regarded him with lips tight. "It's so easy to see it now," she said. "They just gave you a nose and a chin, I suppose. But the eyes are the same, and the head shape. It's funny what you remember and what you forget."

"That's true."

Actually it was not a matter of forgetting, but of being unable to recollect. Sax suspected the memories were still there, in storage.

"I can't really remember your old face," Phyllis said. "To me you were always in a lab with your nose pressing a screen. You might as well have worn a white lab coat, that's the way I see you in my memories. A kind of giant lab rat." Now her eyes were glittering. "But somewhere along the line you managed to learn to imitate human behavior pretty well, didn't you? Well enough to fool an old friend who liked the way you looked."

"We are not old friends."

"No," she snapped. "I guess we're not. You and your old friends tried to kill me. And they did kill thousands of other people, and destroyed most of this planet. And obviously they're still out there, or else you wouldn't be here, would you. In fact they must be pretty widespread, because when I ran a DNA check on your sperm, the official TA records had you as Stephen Lindholm. That put me off the trail for a while. But there was something about you that made me wonder. When we fell in that creva.s.se. That did it- it reminded me of something that happened when we were in Antarctica. You and Tatiana Durova and I were up on Nussbaum Riegel when Tatiana tripped and sprained her ankle, and it got windy and late and they had to helicopter us back down to the base, and while we were waiting, you found some kind of rock lichen..."

Sax shook his head, truly surprised. "I don't remember that." And he didn't. The year of training and evaluation in Antarctica's dry valleys had been intense, but now the entire year was a dim blur to him, and that incident would not come back at all; it was hard to believe it had happened. He couldn't even remember what poor Tatiana Durova had looked like.

Absorbed in his thoughts, and in a concerted push for his memories of that year, he missed a bit of what Phyllis was saying, but then he caught "...checked again with one of my old copies of my AI's memory, and there you were."

"Your AI's memory units may be degrading," he said absently. "They're finding that the circuitry tends to get scrambled by cosmic radiation if it isn't reinforced from time to time."

She ignored that weak sally. "The point is, people who can change Transitional Authority records like that are still worth watching out for. I'm afraid I can't just let this pa.s.s. Even if I wanted to."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm not sure. It depends what you do. You could just tell me where you were hiding, and who with, and what's going on. You just showed up at Biotique a year ago, after all. Where were you before that?"

"On Earth."

Her smile had a bad twist to it. "If that's the course you take, I'll be forced to ask for help from some of my a.s.sociates. There are security people in Kasei Vallis who will be able to refresh your memory."

"Come on."

"I don't mean that metaphorically. They won't beat the information out of you or anything like that. It's more a matter of extraction. They put you under, stimulate the hippocampus and the amygdala, and ask questions. People simply answer."

Sax considered this. The mechanisms of memory were still very poorly understood, but no doubt something crude could be applied to the areas they knew were involved. Fast MRI, point-specific ultrasound, who knew what. It would surely be dangerous, however....

"Well?" Phyllis said.

He stared at her smile, so angry and triumphant. A sneer. Random thoughts flickered through his mind, images without words: Desmond, Hiroko, the kids in Zygote shouting Why, Sax, why? He had to hold his face steady to keep it from revealing his dislike for her, suddenly pouring through him in a wave. Perhaps this sort of distaste was what people called hatred.

After a time he cleared his throat. "I suppose I'd rather just tell you."

She nodded firmly, as if this was the decision she would have made herself. She looked around: the whole restaurant was empty now, the waiters sitting at one table, nursing gla.s.ses of grappa. "Come on," she said, "let's go to my offices."

Sax nodded and rose stiffly. His right leg had gone asleep. He limped after her. They said good-night to the mobilizing waiters and left.

They got into the elevator, and Phyllis punched the b.u.t.ton for the subway level. The door closed and they dropped. In an elevator again; Sax took a deep breath, then jerked his head down as if to look at something unusual on the control panel. Phyllis followed his gaze and with a jerky motion he slugged her on the side of the jaw. She crashed into the side of the elevator and collapsed in a heap, dazed and breathing in gasps. The two middle knuckles of his right hand hurt horribly. He hit the b.u.t.ton for the floor two above the subway, which had a long pa.s.sageway through Hunt Mesa, lined with shops that would be closed at this hour. He grabbed Phyllis by the armpits and hauled her up; she was taller than him, loose and heavy, and when the elevator door opened, he prepared himself to shout for help. But no one stood outside the door, and he pulled one of her arms over his neck and dragged her over to one of the little carts that sat by the elevator for the convenience of people who wanted to cross the mesa quickly, or with a load. He dumped her onto the backseat and she groaned, sounding as if she was coming to. He sat down ahead of her in the driver's seat and stomped the accelerator pedal to the floor, and the little vehicle hummed down the hallway. He found he was breathing hard, and sweating.

He pa.s.sed a pair of rest rooms, and stopped the cart. Phyllis rolled helplessly off the seat and onto the floor, moaning louder than ever. Soon she would regain consciousness, if she hadn't already. He got out and ran over to see if the men's room was unlocked. It was, so he ran to the cart and pulled Phyllis up by the shoulders, up and over his back. He staggered under her weight until he reached the men's room door, then flopped her down; her head cracked against the concrete floor, and her moaning stopped. He opened the door and pulled her through it, then closed and locked it.

He sat on the bathroom floor beside her, gasping. She was still breathing, and her pulse was shallow but steady. She seemed okay, but knocked out even more definitively than when he had hit her. Her skin was pale and damp, and her mouth hung open. He felt sorry for her, until he remembered her threat to give him to security technicians, to tear his secrets out of him. Their methods were advanced, but still it was torture. And if they had succeeded they would know about the refuges in the south, and all the rest. Once they had a general idea of what he knew, they could coax the specifics out of him; it wouldn't be possible to resist their combinations of drugs and behavior modification.

And even now Phyllis knew too much. The fact that he had such a good false ID implied a whole infrastructure that up until now had been hidden. Once they knew of its existence, they could probably ferret it out. Hiroko, Desmond, Spencer who was deep in the system in Kasei Vallis, all exposed... Nirgal and Jackie, Peter, Ann... all of them. Because he had not been clever enough to avoid a stupid awful woman like Phyllis.

He looked around the men's room. It was the size of two toilet stalls, one stall with a toilet, the other with a sink, a mirror, and the usual wall of dispensers: sterility pills, recreational gases. He stared at these, catching his breath and thinking things over. As plans tumbled in his mind he whispered instructions to the AI in his wristpad. Desmond had given him some very destructive viral programs, and he plugged his wristpad into Phyllis's, and waited for the transfers to take place. With luck he could crash her entire system: personal security measures were nothing against Desmond's military-based viruses, or so Desmond claimed.

But there was still Phyllis. The recreational gases in the wall dispenser were mostly nitrous oxide, in individual inhalers containing about two or three cubic meters of gas. The room was, he judged, about thirty-five or forty cubic meters. The ventilation grill was next to the ceiling, and could be blocked with a strip of the towel, on its roll by the sink.

He stuck money cards in the dispenser and bought all the recreational gases in it: twenty little pocket-sized bottles, with nose-and-mouth masks. And nitrous oxide would be slightly heavier than Burroughs air.

He took the little scissors out of the key compartment on his wristpad, and cut a sheet out of the continuous roll of towel. He climbed onto the toilet tank and covered the ventilation grill, stuffing the sheet into the slits. There were still gaps, but they were small. He climbed back down and went over to the door. There was a gap at the bottom of the door, almost a centimeter tall. He cut some more strips from the towel. Phyllis was snoring. He went to the door, opened it, kicked the gas bottles out and stepped out after them. He took one last look at Phyllis, p.r.o.ne on the floor, and then closed the door. He stuffed the towel strips under the door, leaving only a small opening at one corner. Then, after glancing up and down the hall, he sat down and took a bottle and shaped the flexible mask to the hole he had left, and shot the contents of the bottle into the men's room. He did that twenty times, stuffing the empty bottles in his pockets until they were full, and then making a little satchel for the remainder out of the last strip of towel. He got up and clanked over to the cart and sat down in the driver's seat. He stepped on the accelerator and the cart jerked forward, in a movement the opposite of the sudden stop that had thrown Phyllis off the back-seat and onto the floor. That would have hurt.

He stopped the cart. He got out and ran back to the men's room, clinking and clanking. He jerked open the door, walked in holding his breath, and grabbed Phyllis's ankles and hauled her out into the air. She was still breathing, and had a little smile on her face. Sax resisted the impulse to kick her, and ran back to the cart.

He drove to the other side of Hunt Mesa at full speed, and then took the elevator there down to the subway level. He got on the next subway train, and waited out the trip across town to South Station. He observed that his hands were trembling, and the two big knuckles on his right hand were swollen and turning blue. They hurt a good deal.

At the station he bought a ticket south, but when he gave the ticket and his ID to the ticket-taker at the track entrance, the man's eyes went round and he and his a.s.sociates actually pulled their pistols to make the arrest, calling out nervously for help from people in another room. Apparently Phyllis had come to faster than his calculations had led him to expect.

Part Five

Homeless

Biogenesis is in the first place psychogenesis. This truth was never more manifest than on Mars, where noosphere preceded biosphere- the layer of thought first enwrapping the silent planet from afar, inhabiting it with stories and plans and dreams, until the moment when John stepped out and said Here we are- from which point of ignition the green force spread like wildfire, until the whole planet was pulsing with viriditas. It was as if the planet itself had felt something missing, and at the tap of mind against rock, noosphere against lithosphere, the absent biosphere had sprung into the gap with the startling suddenness of a magician's paper flower.

Or so it seemed to Michel Duval, who was pa.s.sionately devoted to every sign of life in the rust waste; who had seized Hiroko's areophany with the fervor of a drowning man thrown a buoy. It had given him a new way of seeing. To practice this sight he had taken on Ann's habit of walking outside in the hour before sunset, and in the long-shadowed landscapes he found every patch of gra.s.s a piercing delight. In each little tangle of sedge and lichen he saw a miniature Provence.

This was his task, as he now conceived it: the hard work of reconciling the centrifugal antinomy of Provence and Mars. He felt that in this project he was part of a long tradition, for recently in his studies he had noticed that the history of French thought was dominated by attempts to resolve extreme antinomies. For Descartes it had been mind and body, for Sartre, Freudianism and Marxism, for Teilhard de Chardin, Christianity and evolution- the list could be extended, and it seemed to him that the particular quality of French philosophy, its heroic tension and its tendency to be a long march of magnificent failures, came from this repeated attempt to yoke together impossible opposites. Perhaps they were all, including his, attacks on the same problem, the struggle to knit together spirit and matter. And perhaps this was why French thought had so often welcomed complex rhetorical apparatuses such as the semantic rectangle, structures which might bind these centrifugal oppositions in nets strong enough to hold them.

So now it was Michel's work patiently to knit green spirit and rust matter, to discover the Provence in Mars. Crustose lichen, for instance, made parts of the red plain look as if they were being plated with apple jade. And now, in the lucid indigo evenings (the old pink skies had made gra.s.s look brown), the sky's color allowed every blade of gra.s.s to radiate such pure greens that the little meadow lawns seemed to vibrate. The intense pressure of color on the retina... such delight.

And it was awesome as well, to see how fast this primitive biosphere had taken root, and flowered, and spread. There was an inherent surge toward life, a green electric snap between the poles of rock and mind. An incredible power, which here had reached in and touched the genetic chains, inserted sequences, created new hybrids, helped them to spread, changed their environments to help them grow. The natural enthusiasm of life for life was everywhere clear, how it struggled and so often prevailed; but now there were guiding hands as well, a noosphere bathing all from the start. The green force, bolting into the landscape with every touch of their fingertips.

So that human beings were miraculous indeed- conscious creators, walking this new world like fresh young G.o.ds, wielding immense alchemical powers. So that anyone Michel met on Mars he regarded curiously, wondering as he looked at their often innocuous exteriors what kind of new Paracelsus or Isaac of Holland stood before him, and whether they would turn lead to gold, or cause rocks to blossom.

The American rescued by Coyote and Maya was no more or less remarkable on first acquaintance than any other person Michel had met on Mars; more inquisitive perhaps, more ingenuous it seemed; a bulky shambling man with a swarthy face and a quizzical expression. But Michel was used to looking past that kind of surface to the transformative spirit within, and quickly he concluded that they had a mysterious man on their hands.

His name was Art Randolph, he said, and he had been salvaging useful materials from the fallen elevator. "Carbon?" Maya had asked. But he had missed or ignored her sarcastic tone and replied, "Yes, but also-" and he had rattled off a whole list of exotic brecciated minerals. Maya had only glared at him, but he had not appeared to notice. He only had questions. Who were they? What were they doing out there? Where were they taking him? What kind of cars were these? Were they really invisible from s.p.a.ce? How did they get rid of their thermal signals? Why did they need to be invisible from s.p.a.ce? Could they be part of the legendary lost colony? Were they part of the Mars underground? Who were they, anyway?

No one was quick to answer these questions, and it was Michel who finally said to him, "We are Martians. We live out here on our own."

"The underground. Incredible. I would have said you guys were a myth, to tell you the truth. This is great."

Maya only rolled her eyes, and when their guest asked to be dropped off at Echus Overlook, she laughed nastily and said, "Get serious."

"What do you mean?"

Michel explained to him that as they could not release him without revealing their presence, they might not be able to release him at all.

"Oh, I wouldn't tell anyone."

Maya laughed again.

Michel said, "It's a matter that is too important for us to trust a stranger. And you might not be able to keep it a secret. You would have to explain how you had gotten so far from your vehicle."

"You could take me back to it."

"We don't like to spend time around things like that. We wouldn't have come close to it if we hadn't noticed you were in trouble."

"Well, I appreciate it, but I must say this isn't much of a rescue."

"Better than the alternative," Maya told him sharply.

"Very true. And I do appreciate it, really. But I promise I won't tell anyone. And you know it isn't as if people don't know you're out here. TV back home has shows about you all the time."

Even Maya was silenced by that. They drove on, Maya got on their intercom and had a brief rapid exchange with Coyote, who was traveling in the rover ahead of them, with Kasei and Nirgal. Coyote was adamant; as they had saved the man's life, they could certainly rearrange it for a time to keep themselves out of danger. Michel reported the gist of the exchange to their prisoner.

Randolph frowned briefly, then shrugged. Michel had never seen a faster adjustment to the rerouting of a life; the man's sang-froid was impressive. Michel regarded him attentively, while also keeping one eye on the front camera screen. Randolph was already asking questions again, about the rover's controls. He only made one more reference to his situation, after looking at the radio and intercom controls. "I hope you'll let me send some kind of message to my company, so they'll know I'm safe. I worked for Dumpmines, a part of Praxis. You and Praxis have a lot in common, really. They can be very secretive too. You ought to contact them just for your own sake, I swear. You must have some coded bands that you use, right?"

No response from Maya or Michel. And later, when Randolph had gone into the rover's little toilet chamber, Maya hissed, "He's obviously a spy. He was out there deliberately so we would pick him up."

That was Maya. Michel did not try to argue with her, but only shrugged. "We're certainly treating him like one."

And then he was back out among them, and asking more questions. Where did they live? What was it like hiding all the time? Michel began to be amused at what seemed more and more like a performance, or even a test; Randolph appeared perfectly open, ingenuous, friendly, his swarthy face almost that of a moon-calf simpleton- and yet his eyes watched them very carefully, and with every unanswered question he looked more interested and more pleased, as if their answers were coming to him by telepathy. Every human was a great power, every human on Mars an alchemist; and though Michel had given up psychiatry a long time ago, he could still recognize the touch of a master at work. He almost laughed at the growing urge he felt in himself, to confess everything to this hulking quizzical man, still clumsy in the Martian g.