Polo. Part 74

Chessie didn't hesitate. 'Oh yes, how stupid of me.' Putting the cup down, he followed her into the hall. 'You've let the moth get at that tapestry, and look at the damp,' she said reprovingly. 'This place needs a woman's touch. Pity I can't touch Bart for a million to do it up.'

Ricky's cards were still up from his birthday in February, along with an Easter egg Violet had given him for letting her drive in his fields. Absent-mindedly, he started breaking it up and giving pieces to Little Chef.

'What d'you want?' he said bleakly.

'To talk.' She looked him straight in the eyes. 'To find out if you still want me.'

'Don't be b.l.o.o.d.y silly.'

Her eyes moved to his mouth and back to his eyes again, glancing at him under her lashes, then smiling slowly in a way that had always destroyed him.

'Shall we go to bed?' she whispered. 'Who's up there?' 'The twins and Dancer, all with a.s.sorted partners.' 'Christ, the twins are such gossips they'd fax Bart in Dusseldorf with the news in two minutes.'

Fretfully Chessie crossed the room, noticing a Lalique bowl and a Rockingham Dalmatian from her side of the family. If she were coming back to stay, there was no need to take them. The dust was awful. Didn't Ricky have a char any more? Then a shaft of sunlight suddenly illuminated Will's portrait.

'Oh my G.o.d, that's beautiful!' Taking it off the wall, she examined it more closely. 'It's stunning. So So like him. Oh Christ, he was sweet!' like him. Oh Christ, he was sweet!'

For the first time there was genuine emotion in her voice as she longingly caressed the blond hair, and the round, roguish face. 'It was his birthday last week.'

'I know.' Yet again Ricky felt the whole buckling weight of responsibility for Will's death. 'I'm sorry.'

'I was a good mother, wasn't I?'

'Of course,' lied Ricky.

'G.o.d, it's a brilliant likeness.' She looked down at the portrait again. 'Let me have it.'

'I can't.'

Chessie's face hardened. 'You owe it to me.'

'I know.' Ricky had gone yellow, almost parsnip-coloured. 'But it was a present.'

'Who painted it? Perhaps he could do a copy for me?' 'It's a her - Daisy Macleod, Perdita's mother.'

'Ah.' Chessie put the painting down on the piano as though it had suddenly dropped ten thousand pounds in value. 'I've met her, very blowzy the habituee habituee of orgies, a bicycle made for six in fact.' of orgies, a bicycle made for six in fact.'

'She's sweet,' said Ricky coldly.

Chessie's eyebrows vanished beneath her fringe. 'How did she get such a good likeness?'

'She found a photograph tucked in an old polo book.'

Chessie went to the drinks' tray, wiped the dust out of the inside of a gla.s.s with her sleeve and sloshed in a lot of vodka and very little tonic.

'Did Daisy, Daisy, do all those drawings of the horses in the kitchen?'

'Yes.'

'Making herself very much at home,' said Chessie, downing half her drink.

'Shut up,' said Ricky, losing his temper. 'You know it's only you I love.'

'Well, hold me then.'

Reeling with desire, his heart pounding like a cannon Ricky breathed in the Diorissimo she'd sprayed in her hair, noticed the sweat beading the faint down of blonde hairs on her upper lip. Like a man returning to a once familiar house who half-remembers where the light switches are, he fumbled for one of her hardened nipples, then stretched his hand over the wonderful springiness surrounding it.

'Oh, my d-d-darling.'

Next moment they both jumped out of their quivering skins as the door burst open and in barged Eddie Macleod.

'Oh, there you are, Ricky. Sorry to bother you, but we couldn't get through on the telephone. Ethel had five puppies at five o'clock this morning, three black and two brindle, all with curly tails, so Mum thinks Little Chef must be the father, not Decorum. Would you like to come and see them, and can I get Mum's sketch book from her studio? Ethel's such a good mother, she's licked them all clean, and she's awfully proud. We buried the afterbirth and '

'Who's that?' said Chessie when Ricky finally managed to evict Eddie.

'Perdita's brother.'

'And Mum - Daisy, Daisy has a studio here?'

The attic room,' said Ricky evenly. 'No-one was using it.'

'And she uses your library too? Making herself very much at home.'

Ricky glared at Chessie: 'It's my house. Stop being a b.i.t.c.h.'

'I thought Ethel was the b.i.t.c.h. Are you going to be G.o.dfather to those puppies?'

Chessie looked through the window at the house-martins catching insects and at the stable cat pretending to sleep on the warm gravel, waiting for birds to swoop down and attack the peas and raspberries no-one had had time to pick.

'I just wondered,' she said softly, 'if you were sucking up to Daisy as a prospective mother-in-law.'

'Don't be fatuous,' exploded Ricky. He had forgotten Chessie's relentless nit-picking jealousy. 'Daisy needed somewhere to paint. Snow Cottage is minute. It must have been like playing polo on a tennis court.'

'I'm sorry.' Examining her reflection in the Queen's Cup, which, having been won only six weeks ago, was still quite s.h.i.+ny, Chessie licked her finger, wiped away a smudge of mascara and smiled - the adorable child again.

'Why don't we go out for a discreet lunch? We could go to L'Aperitif. I haven't been there since we split up.' 'I can't.'

'Can't? Monday's your day off.'

Ricky gritted his teeth. 'I've got to take Violet out to lunch.'

'And who's Violet?' Chessie's fingers were drumming on the top of the piano.

'Daisy's daughter. She pa.s.sed her driving test first go last week and I said I'd take her out to lunch.'

'Cancel it,' ordered Chessie.

'I promised. Her boyfriend chucked her after all that stuff in The Scorpion. The Scorpion. She's been terribly low.' She's been terribly low.'

'Jesus,' screamed Chessie. 'Surely us getting it together is more important.'

'Daisy was very good to me,' said Ricky carefully. 'When I was stupid with misery over losing you she listened. She's a friend. We can have dinner this evening. I'll have got rid of Dancer and the twins by then.'

His face was as dead-pan as ever, but there was no denying the longing and conciliation in his voice. Chessie, however, was miffed.

'I can't. Bart's only gone to Dusseldorf for the day. He's coming back tonight.'

'And we can't rock the Bart.'

'Shut up. I'm the one who makes jokes round here.' Ricky felt an appalling weariness.

'Let's get one thing clear. I love you, only you. But I've survived without you for six years, Christ knows how, and I'm not prepared for half-measures. You've got to leave B-b-bart and come back for good.'

'How do I know it's for my own good? It wasn't before. We need to get to know each other again.'

Seeing that Ricky'd left the telephone off, she slammed it back on its hook as she charged out of the house, then drove off in such a cloud of dust that the stable cat jumped up from the gravel and Wayne ducked back inside his box.

Slumped in despair against the wall, Ricky reached out to answer the telephone.

It was Violet, whispering ecstatically.

'Oh, Ricky, Julian's just turned up. He says he's so sorry about everything. D'you mind terribly if we have lunch another day?'

Was.h.i.+ng up last night's supper and today's breakfast in cold water, because Violet had pinched all the hot, Daisy thought gloomily of the mountain of clothes to be ironed and the children's trunks which she still hadn't tackled and which festered in their rooms full of dirty clothes and, probably in Eddie's case, ancient tuck. She felt absolutely wiped out because she'd been up all night acting as Ethel's midwife. But she knew she'd perk up in an instant, just as Violet had, if Drew rang. He hadn't been in touch for weeks.

She was jolted with hope as the doorbell went. Shaking her hair loose from its elastic band, she opened the door and was astounded to see Chessie.

'Hi!' That wicked sleepy smile was as menacing as it was irresistible. 'I loathe droppers-in myself, but I didn't have your telephone number.'

Conscious of her blood-stained s.h.i.+rt, her straining jeans and her s.h.i.+ny face, Daisy said: 'Come in.'

After Chessie'd showed absolutely no interest in the puppies and Daisy'd opened her last bottle of wine which she was saving for Drew, they went into the garden taking up opposite ends of a peeling bench which Daisy was always meaning to paint.

'I've come for two reasons, three really,' said Chessie. 'I want to thank you for looking after Ricky. He says you've been wonderful.'

'Really?' Daisy perked up.

'Wonderful. I don't think he's ever had a platonic woman friend before.'

Daisy unperked.

'You must have got so bored with him banging on and on about me,' went on Chessie.

Daisy got up and broke off a columbine that was bending double a pale blue delphinium.

'Ricky's not boring. He loves you, but he never bangs on.'

'Does about polo.' Chessie pulled off a piece of paint. 'Anyway I feel I owe you. I've got very fond of Perdita over the years,' she said untruthfully.

'Oh G.o.d,' said Daisy miserably, 'I feel so awful.' 'You shouldn't. It wasn't your fault.'

'How is she?'

'Pretty low - particularly after losing us the match yesterday. Needs her Mum actually, but too proud to admit it. I'm going to talk to her tonight and see if I can bring you two together.'

'That's terribly kind,' said Daisy. Perhaps she'd misjudged Chessie. 'It'd be wonderful.'

'And you can do one thing for me in return,' drawled Chessie.

She'll have stripped that bench in a minute, thought Daisy.

'I've just seen your painting of Will,' continued Chessie. 'It's stunning. One day I want you to do me a copy. But what I really want is - it's Bart's fiftieth birthday next week and he's pretty disgruntled about it, particularly after yesterday. Could you possibly paint me in the nude as a surprise for him?'

No, thought Daisy, in horror.

'It's terribly sweet of you,' she said out loud. 'I'm really honoured, but I've got about four commissions I've simply got to finish.'

'Oh, please. It'd be such fun. I'm in such a muddle. I feel I need someone like you to talk to.'

In the end Chessie offered her so much money that Daisy couldn't refuse.

67.

Daisy had never disliked a commission so much. Day after day she was taunted by Chessie's naked beauty, as Chessie babbled on as relentlessly as the Frogsmore about how she and Ricky loved each other and how perhaps the portrait would end up as second wedding present for him, and how Bart was so old, and how she didn't want to end up looking after him when he was old and crotchety, and boy, boy, he'd be crotchety. he'd be crotchety.

Daisy got lower and lower, particularly when Ricky dropped in to see Ethel's puppies and found Chessie in residence on Daisy's saxe-blue sofa with her body as warm and brown and tempting as new bread from the oven. She had made no attempt to get dressed, and Ricky, shooting Daisy a murderous look as though it was all her fault, had stormed out.

By contrast Little Chef popped down twice a day to kiss, lick and clean Ethel's eyes, ears and nose, to examine his offspring with obvious delight and then to curl up for an hour on the priceless clothes Chessie dropped so casually on the floor. Daisy wished Drew were as attentive. He still hadn't rung. All the telephone calls that week were for Chessie, usually when she wasn't there.

'Say I've just left, whatever time Bart rings,' insisted Chessie or, to explain one day when she wasn't going to turn up at Daisy's at all, 'Just tell him you've reached a really tricky bit and I can't come to the telephone, but I send him a huge kiss, and I'll be home around seven.'

She's seeing Ricky, thought Daisy, and was amazed how desolate she felt. Having now spent some time in Chessie's company, she was now utterly convinced she would only make Ricky miserable if they got together again.

Ashamed of disliking her so much, Daisy also totallysabotaged any artistic integrity by making Chessie even more beautiful than she was and giving her face a soft wistful sweetness it certainly didn't possess.

Chessie was enchanted and left on the Sat.u.r.day afternoon giving Daisy a huge hug and a fat cheque, which would at least pay for Eddie's school fees next year, Violet's trip round the world and a and a new dress for Daisy. But what was the point of that if Drew never rang again? new dress for Daisy. But what was the point of that if Drew never rang again?

In a furious urge to work off her depression, she painted Chessie again with a glittering rhinestone for a face and a viciously cruel, angular body totally cased in a chain-mail of self-absorption. It was one of the only surrealistic paintings she'd ever done and a much truer likeness.

Exhausted, she took Ethel for a quick walk. Venus was rising to the left as Ethel splashed through the brilliant green watercress and forget-me-nots which clogged Ricky's stream.