Crashing Into You 231 What Do You Know About Love?

Lee Chin Mei looked at Tan Ja Nin and suddenly thought of something. 

"I hope someday, I'll be able to forget my first love just like you did." Lee Chin Mei said like she was thinking out loud.

"So you have someone special now?" Tan Ja Nin was astounded. 

"I....I don't..." Lee Chin Mei got startled.

"That's okay if you have someone special right now. Who doesn't have a first love? You're 18 now and it's normal that you have someone you like at this age. I was 12 when I started to have feelings with someone..." Tan Ja Nin said, she was a bit surprised because it doesn't hurt that much now whenever she thought of Yan Mor Tee. It just like a topic from the past which she will just treasure because it was part of her growing up. But the pain of Yan Mor Tee's memory and him not able to reciprocate her feeling wasn't that painful anymore. Maybe because he was over him....

"How did you forget him? I mean your first love?" Lee Chin Mei asked. She was curious to know how Tan Ja Nin was able to forget Yan Mor Tee if she has been inlove with him since she was 12. 

"Well, I think the more you try to forget someone, the more the feelings was getting deeper and closer to you. So just entertain the pain, so when there's no more pain left, you'll be surprised to realize that you have already forgotten and got over him...."

"You sounded like a love expert now...!" Lee Jin Ho commented from behind. Tan Ja Nin looked at him and couldn't help but loving his fresh look. He has taken a shower and he looked so refres.h.i.+ng to the eyes. 

Lee Chin Mei hissed. "You always came in a bad timing. We're in the middle of having a heart to heart talk now and then there you are, spoiling our moment.." 

"And what do you know about love?" Lee Jin Ho snorted and laughed at her. 

Lee Chin Mei rolled her eyes. 

"And what are you doing here again, imp?" Lee Jin Ho asked. 

It was past 9 in the morning, and it's too early for Lee Chin Mei to come into his pad. 

"If I didn't came as early as today, how would I know that you and big sis are now living with each other?" 

Lee Jin Ho was dumbfounded and when he looked at Tan Ja Nin who was still wearing her pajama set, she could not retaliate with what she said. 

Tan Ja Nin was the one to be defensive. 

"We're not living together. I just spending the weekend here" Tan Ja Nin twitched her mouth, why does it sounds just like they have the same meaning, that she just casually sleeping with him, and she was so embarra.s.sed. 

Lee Chin Mei smiled. "As I've said, that's okay, having s.e.x is just a normal thing to do between couples!" 

"Lee Chin Mei!" Lee Jin Ho was astounded. How can an 18-year girl like his sister, viewed s.e.x as a casual thing to do? Now, he was getting more worried about her having a boyfriend at such an early age!

"Why?! Isn't it just normal for the two people inlove?"  Lee Chin Mei asked when she saw the big reaction from her brother.

"You are still still forbidden to have a boyfriend!" Lee Jin Ho was furious.

"Set your mind at ease because I don't any plans of having a boyfriend right now..." Lee Chin Mei said. Because it was so impossible for her to have a boyfriend. Her one-sided love for her first love spells like she will never have a boyfriend until she has forgotten him. 

Lee Jin Ho looked at his younger sister and was convinced. Lee Chin Mei was too peevish to those guys who wanted to court her. Before the guy could even make a first move at her she will make a 'not interested' expression on her face and then the guys will automatically back off. 

He was worried of the generation right now, where the youngster like her treat s.e.x as a casual thing to do, there were so many teenage pregnancy cases in the world and he doesn't want Lee Chin Mei to be part of this statistics. He wanted her to focus on her studies first so that she would have a good foundation in her future.

Love can wait! 

He finished his degree first when he pursued Song Dei Si. He mocked himself. He only pursued Song Dei Si after he went back from the UK because he gave way to Yan Mor Tee. He has given him 5 years to pursue Song Dei Si again but he didn't make any move so he decided to pursue her and tried to win her heart when he came back only to be rejected. Silly him for trying his luck when he knew from the start that Song Dei Si will not going to reciprocate his feelings for her because he was and still inlove with Yan Mor Tee all these years. 

Why would Song Dei Si slipped off her opportunity to study in Harvard just to take good care of Yan Mor Tee when he was still in coma after his car accident? Why would Song Dei Si stayed with him as his PA when she can apply for another job and could be at the same level as Yan Mor Tee if she really wanted to do so? She graduated as Summa c.u.m Laude and most of the top companies in the country were courting her to work with them. What could be the reason other than her deepest and selfless love for Yan Mor Tee? He was a bit stupid to even thought that he would have a slightest chance on her. 

"I'll leave the two of you here. I'll go and get a shower." Tan Ja Nin said. Lee Jin Ho's gaze suddenly s.h.i.+fted on her and followed as she strode off towards his bedroom. 

"Look at how your gaze followed her. You must been inlove with her now and have finally forgotten Song Dei Si" Lee Chin Mei commented. 

Lee Jin Ho looked at her. This imp has always something to say. 

"Tan Ja Nin is not that far behind to Song Dei Si when it comes to look. She is also beautiful on her own right, she's smart too! I love the way she thinks and I found her mind too s.e.xy. She's my idol from now on." 

"When did you see Song Dei Si for you to compare their looks?"

"I saw her when she got feautured at the Business Magazine when she got married with Brother Mor Tee." 

Lee Jin Ho remember that interview. That was the time that he knew that Yan Mor Tee married Song Dei Si and that news was like a bomb in his heart that time. 

"Since when you have interest reading the business magazine, I thought you only like to read about entertainment and fas.h.i.+on news." Lee Jin Ho mocked Lee Chin Mei.

"I don't read entertainment news. That's so cheap." 

Lee Jin Ho was astounded. "Your Big Sister Tan Ja Nin has entered the Entertainment Industry!" 

Lee Chin Mei was stunned "You gotta be kidding me? I mean, why would she enter that Industry?" 

"It's her pa.s.sion to act on big screen." Lee Jin Ho said. 

"And you're okay with it? I mean, for big sis to be in that Industry? you know how dirty it is, and how scheming most of the producers and directors and other artises..."

"Do you think I will let those scheming people to bully your big sister?"

Lee Chin Mei looked at her big brother. "Knowing you, NO! I know much how much a big protector you are for someone dear to you. Those who try to bully big sis should think twice before they do it, otherwise you won't let them off from your claws!" 

"Right, so those guys who will do something bad to you will not also get off from my claws" Lee Jin Ho said in a warning tone. 

"Sometimes, you're too scary to be my big brother!" Lee Chin Mei said. 

"I just wanted to ensure that no one will take advantage of you..."

"What if somebody did?" Lee Chin Mei asked.

"He would take my wrath!" 

Lee Chin Mei suddenly felt a chill down the spine. She felt scared for someone. She knew how a nice guy her brother is, but when someone offended him, he became a monster that n.o.body wants to deal with. 

A b.l.o.o.d.y scenarios came flas.h.i.+ng into her wild imagination. 

Her hands which on her tigh suddenly trembled. 

She suddenly felt fear not for herself but for somebody else's life.

What if?

No! No way! 

Lee Jin Ho could not hurt him. She won't let that scenario she imagined earlier to happen between them. 

Lee Jin Ho looked at his younger sister and saw that she was quite scared. 

"You okay?"