My Instant Marriage Chapter 45 Will you stop nitpicking of my character?

As Eunbi saw Min-suk walked out of the house with sad expression of his face, she walked behind him by calling his name; however Young-soo grabbed one of her arms in the halfway, "where do you think you are going? He knows the way for the exit, you just stay here in the house."

Eunbi tried to get free from his grip but she couldn't because he held her tight in his hand, "why are you behaving rude to me, Young-soo?"

He didn't give her a reply instead he stood there in silence until Min-suk left their place through his car. Once Min-suk left, he let go of her hand, and shut the entrance door of the house. "What you think you are doing? Don't ever dare to bring him again to my house without my permission."

"Oh! now it's became your house, It's very nice to heat this from you, Young-soo." She said by nodding her head.

"Yes, it's my house, and from now on you are not allowed to bring strangers into my house." He went near to her, poked her forehead with his index finger, and asked her, "is that clear?"

Eunbi shoved his hand from her forehead, "for you kind information Min-suk is not a stranger, he is my childhood friend, and after getting divorce from you I'm going to marry him with our parents' acceptance. Moreover, I love him since my adolescence."

He frowned his brows, "if you love him that much then why did you married me?"

Eunbi was annoyed as he stirred the topic about their marriage, "did you forget that you forced me to marry you?"

"Of-course, I agree that I forced you to marry me, and that was the biggest mistake I've done in my life. Now I'm regretting for marrying you. But stop putting the full blame on me because I didn't marry you without your acceptance. Day before the wedding I've asked for your acceptance and then only I proceed the preparation for the wedding. At that moment if you've said that you can't marry me because you are in love with Min-suk I would've not married you. Now tell me, why did you marry me I want to know the reason?"

She bites her inner cheeks against anger, "don't you know the reason why I married you?" She asked him and paused for a few seconds, "I accepted to marry you to save the pride and self-esteem of my parents."

"Don't be too proud of yourself, Eunbi. Do you think you've saved the pride and self-esteem of your parents? If you really think that you wanted to make your parents proud and happy you would've not asked me for the divorce. Giving them a temporary happiness you would've said that you can't marry me at the day before the wedding when I asked you for your acceptance. You are such a selfish person; there is no difference between you and your elder sister, you both are the same."

"Enough Young-soo, will you stop nitpicking of me?" She yelled.

"I'm not nitpicking about you, I'm just telling you about your selfish character. Why did you create a love desire in me and made me fall in love with you? Above all, don't you feel like you are cheating with an extramarital affair? I have very high opinion on you for all these days but today you've spoiled that by bring him to my house. I never thought that you'll do such things."

Eunbi gave a tight slap across his face with fierce, "mind your words before you speak."

Young-soo stayed glued to his spot and came back to reality after a few seconds, "I know what I'm talking you are a cheap minded woman to cheat me with an extramarital affair."

"Young-soo I told you to not speak another word about my character," she said with exasperation and lifts her hand to give another slap on his face. However, Young-soo held her hand before it lands on his face; he pulled her firmly against him, leaned down his head, pressed his lips with hers, and kissed her roughly.

She put her free hand on his chest, broke the kiss by pus.h.i.+ng him away from her, and slapped his face with tears. She walked to her room without saying anything to him. Young-soo stalked her, and grabbed her wrist. She struggled to get from his grip, but he pulled her closer to him and hugged her from behind.

"What are you doing Young-soo, let me go," she snarled.

"No, I'll not let you go, and listen to me Eunbi. I'm sorry for blackening your character. I couldn't endure to see you with that guy. Do you know why I hate to see you with Min-suk? Do you, Eunbi?"

Eunbi stopped struggling and stood quietly without answering him as tears rolled down on her cheeks.

"It's because you're mine, you're my legal wife, I love you so so much, and I can't live without you, Eunbi. Why don't you understand that I can't bear to see you with Min-suk? The more I try to see you only as my friend, the more I only see you as my wife. Do you know the hards.h.i.+p I've gone through since the day you rejected my love, I felt like I was living in the thorn forest."

By hearing his words she burst into tears. He broke the hug, turned her body to his side, and made her look at him. He wiped the tears from her face, "don't cry Eunbi, you know that I can't bear to see the tears in your eyes. I didn't mean to say this to you to hurt you; I just wanted you to know how I felt all these days."

"I'm sorry Young-soo, if you feel like I deceived you I'm sorry for that. Even now I would like to say that I see you only as my friend and I just had an infatuation on you. The reason I couldn't fall in I love with you is because you were so mean to me at the beginning of our wedding. One day when I asked you what you want from me, you replied, 'I want you to bear my child in your womb'. Since that incident I was living with you on pins and needles, whenever you get near me my heart beats only in fear. I couldn't open about that matter to my parents scared whether they'll be deeply worry for their hasty decision. Therefore, I was cautious and I daily advice myself to not fall in love with you at any situation.

When you first apologized for your misbehavior to me, I thought you were acting as if you've realized your mistakes to just impregnate me. I started to get close to you only after you agreed to give me the divorce. When you took care of my father in the hospital I realized that you are such a caring person and not as bad person as I was thought. When you take care and protect me with love and affection I was happy to get such a good male friend, you know what you're the one of my best male friend of my life. I couldn't able to see you as my husband I don't know why my heart was avoided to accepting you as my husband.

I'm sorry to bring Min-suk to your house, it was my mistake to make you angry. After all he was my first love and I love him so much. Let me go with Min-suk. You knew what first love means. I come to know about your first love through your mother, hope you understand me. Please let's just divorce smoothly without any bitter feelings."

Young-soo hugged her, "I'm sorry for everything. There is no rule that you have to love me back if I fall in love with you. Now I'm happy to know that, at least you've tried to accept me as your husband. Don't worry about me I'll be alright, gradually. You'll forever stay high in my heart because you made to rebirth from the trauma which I've been suffering from more than a decade. Wherever you go and whomever you live, you'll always be happy by making others happy, because you are such a wonderful person I've ever met before." He said and broke the hug, "now go to your room, sleep peacefully, and tomorrow will be a brand new day of your life."