The Beautiful Idol's Secret 235 Taking The First Step

Lu Yi Feng found that Zhang Li abruptly ended the call. 'What was that?!' He thought to himself. Why did his mother behave so weird? He shook his head and sighed... Women's mind was really hard to fathom!

Lu Yi Feng called her mother back and the latter didn't answer his call. Zhang Li didn't know how to answer Lu Yi Feng's question, so it would be better if she just avoided his call tonight. After Lu Yi Feng's call turned into a missed call, she quickly picked up her phone.

Zhang Li chose to call Feng Xiao Qing.

Feng Xiao Qing knew that Zhang Li loved Xiao Xi Xi and knew that she must have been looking for Xiao Xi Xi. "h.e.l.lo, Auntie..." Feng Xiao Qing answered the call with a smile.

"h.e.l.lo! Are you at home now?" Zhang Li asked hesitantly. She didn't know whether she had intruded Feng Xiao Qing or not, however, she really wanted to talk to Xiao Xi Xi.

"Yes..." Feng Xiao Qing answered with a laugh. "Can I help you, Auntie?"

"Can I talk to Xiao Xi Xi?" Zhang Li asked. Xiao Xi Xi was too small to have a phone, thus, Feng Xiao Qing didn't allow her to have one.

"Sure, Auntie. Wait a minute!" Feng Xiao Qing said. She also wondered why Zhang Li really liked Xiao Xi Xi, after all, the gap between their age was quite big. Oh well... if Zhang Li liked her daughter, she was happy too.

When Zhang Li was calling her, Xiao Xi Xi was playing inside her room while Feng Xiao Qing was heating the leftovers from Tetsuya. It was a waste to make a whole new batch of foods when they already had so much to eat.

Feng Xiao Qing knocked on Xiao Xi Xi's door and told the latter that there was a phone call for her. Xiao Xi Xi was confused and asked, "Who is it, Mommy?"

"It's grandmother!" Feng Xiao answered with a smile.

When Xiao Xi Xi knew that it was her favorite grandmother, she cheerily took the phone and talked to Zhang Li. Feng Xiao Qing left the phone with Xiao Xi Xi because she needed to continue to reheat the foods.

Lu Yi Feng finally gave up calling his mother when the line turned busy. At this time, he had just arrived at their apartment. When he saw how Feng Xiao Qing was busy in the kitchen, he asked softly, "What will we eat for dinner?"

"The leftovers from Tetsuya..." Feng Xiao Qing answered with a smile. Ever since their kiss, their interaction had become better even though there was still a certain barrier between them. One step at a time... she shouldn't be greedy ah~!

"Don't you feel bored eating the same thing all over again?" Lu Yi Feng asked.

Feng Xiao Qing naturally knew that Lu Yi Feng never ate the same foods twice in one day, even though she couldn't say that he was really picky. "No... it's better than what I used to eat... As long as I'm full, it's okay for me --- especially because Tetsuya's foods are really yummy," Feng Xiao Qing said honestly.

Feng Xiao Qing wasn't stupid... if she didn't make the first step to reveal her past one by one and be honest, she didn't think that Lu Yi Feng would take the first step as well. From the way she saw it, it wasn't that Lu Yi Feng was too proud to say it --- it was just that the thing that he wanted to say... seemed to be hard to talk about --- just like her own past. She wasn't ready to tell him all of it.Find authorized novels in Webnovel，faster updates, better experience，Please click www.webnovel.com for visiting.

Feng Xiao Qing saw that Lu Yi Feng had tried to talk to her several times, but in the end, he closed his mouth again. How could she not notice this when she saw how awkward he was?

Lu Yi Feng started to feel interested when he heard Feng Xiao Qing's answer. "What did you use to eat?" He asked softly.

Feng Xiao Qing took a glance at him. "When I had Xiao Xi Xi, my life is a bit better. I can start to work to earn money, so at least, we can eat out from time to time. Mostly, I cooked by myself. Let me tell you... My few first attempts to cook was a mess, fortunately, Xiao Xi Xi could only drink milk back then or else, she would eat burnt foods along with me!"

When she remembered back then, she found those memories really funny. However, she also remembered her struggle and how hard it was back then. Luckily, she was able to have a pretty good life now. It was all already in the past.

Lu Yi Feng felt pain for her, after all, he also knew how she lived after she had Xiao Xi Xi. However, judging from her words, before she had Xiao Xi Xi, her life was worse... He wanted to ask but he also didn't want Feng Xiao Qing to think that he was being rude.

Feng Xiao Qing was sitting in front of Lu Yi Feng, so she knew that Lu Yi Feng wanted to ask something from his entangled look. She smiled at him while saying, "If you want to ask me something, just ask!"

Lu Yi Feng felt that this was a rare moment because she finally wanted to open up, so he should use the chance to ask ah~! His people had been trying to search for her missing past, but couldn't find anything useful... He definitely needed to ask her about it.

"You said that your life was getting better after having Xiao Xi Xi. What about before?" Lu Yi Feng asked carefully. He didn't dare to ask about her real family, knowing that it would only hurt her if he asked.

Feng Xiao Qing contemplated for a second... Should she tell him about her gangster past? Just like Lu Yi Feng, it was also hard for her to admit her past --- however, she had just taken the first step... if she went back without saying anything, her bravery would end up becoming nothing...

Feng Xiao Qing decided to be honest. "I had no family..." Feng Xiao Qing didn't exactly lie... because after her father kicked her out without thinking, she had cut him off from her life --- she had no father. Such a vicious father... how could she dare to come back to him? He even wanted her life!

In this life, she only had Xiao Xi Xi as her family...

Lu Yi Feng nodded his head, understanding her meaning. "And then?" His expression didn't change, but he felt pain for her... she was really so pitiful back then.

Feng Xiao Qing sighed in relief when knowing that Lu Yi Feng didn't care whether she had a family or not. A person with his status would usually get married to a woman with the same status. This was also one of the reasons she wanted to open up to him --- to see how compatible they were.

Feng Xiao Qing didn't want to have a broken heart ah~!